#bc i imagine i'll be working friday too

[shysheeperz]

Have fun watching OPLA!

See y'all again hopefully no later than Friday afternoon (?)

[sapsolais]

!

[linoxpudding]

Hiii I hope you’re doing well. May I please request a fic where like Lino and reader make plans just like a friendly hangout or whatever without them realising it’s valentines on that.

So when a member asks Lino if he’s doing anything next Friday he’s just like yeah I’m going somewhere with yn why the member is like wait what are you serious and Lino’s just like yes? Why are you being weird

Then ofc the member tells the rest of SKZ too and now they’re all like omg we need to help you have the perfect date you can’t mess this up and lino and reader are trying to tell them like they’re not dating/each others Valentine they just didn’t realise the date before but ofc no one listened to them.

So they end up going on a date anyways (bc of SKZ) and maybe something happens and things change between or not it’s up to you

Also im not sure if the requests are only for a certain type of fic but it can be text or written i kinda imagine it as mixed so it doesn’t matter it’s up to you I just hope this wasn’t confusing to you

This is such a cute idea! 😭 I totally got what you meant, and yes you're right a mixed format (texts + written) would be perfect for it.

Ohh you want SKZ meddling too, I love that 🤭

I'll start working on it now because this will be perfect valentines gift for my babies aka (my dearest readers/followers/mutuals) 💜

UPDATE: YOU CAN READ IT HERE

[the-kr8tor]

I'M HERE!! I'M ALIVE!!

By the work of some miracle, I completed all of my Spanish work on time last week 🥳🥳 Now I need to do it again for the next five weeks ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

I've got a test in AP bio today, but it's gonna be okayyy (cope) I'll do well; I'll get a hundreddd (cope)

Anyway in honor of spring break happening a day early (we won't have Friday this week) we have...

Celebratory Leon HCS!!!

I'm seeing all this red string stuff on your page lately and it lowkey has me feeling inspired so let's do a personal take kn that AU with Leon :D

I feel like he always kinda thought about finding whoever was at the end of the string, at least someday. He thought about it more when he was in school than out. These days, he doesn't think about it much. Probably because of The Horrors (tm), but these days he was starting to feel that maybe he never met them. He was pretty hard set on the idea that whoever's on the end of the line wouldn't want to meet someone like him anyway. Deep inside though, he imagined that maybe, since they're his soulmate, they would be able to put up with him. All of his anxieties, strange habits, and trauma, maybe it wouldn't be too much to share it with one person. Just one.

Imagine his surprise when he feels the string tugging him one night. He's out on a walk to clear his head and he feels this little pull. Of course, he follows. He's so confused and intrigued and somewhat scared and excited and he's wondering what you look like and if you're following the string too and- WHAM

You both run headfirst into each other bc y'all were both only paying attention to the string like idiots. It made for a funny story though :)

I also feel like red string has so much potential for a historic or more fantasy forward AU too, but it's kinda hard to think of the meet cute. Like it's a fact that Leon's gonna be a knight, but I like the idea of r being a commoner or a noble or a noble from an enemy empire??? There are so many scrungulous ideas that could come from it. We could do a combo of all three where he finds her on a n expedition and she's like injured or sum and she can't remember much of who she is but they figure out she's a noble from an opposing empire, like high up too I'm thinking from grand duchy or actual imperial family or sum. So this other country they're like 'omg xxx empire stole our princess/Duchess' and they have to work it out to resolve the issue and then their marriage fosters peace between the two countries.

These classes got me stressed sm I haven't been able to write :( ✍️

YESSS HELLO!! WELCOME BACK!

Nooo that should be Illegal! Good luck on the test! You'll kill it! 💪

Daily Leon HC 💙💙💙

It's @pleaktale 's fault 😂 (love u pookie)

Omg poor leon! 😞 It's all because of those evil residents (wink wink nudge nudge)

Leon: I don't care about my soulmate *grips the table*

AWWWW that's so cute!!! Imagine telling that to claire and she'd laugh at his face so hard after all the idc abt my soulmate conversations they've had 😆

Yooooo how about they meet at the opposite sides of the battlefield and when they're face to face their strings glow and tug at each other!!

[spaceswordblaster]

10 Things for 10 People You’d Like to Know Better!

Tagged by @extancyy ! Thanks dude 😃

last song: oh jeez I don't listen to music like a normal person l o l like I listen to random shit at work all day and then go home and only listen to music if I do Specific Tasks. Anyway apparently the last song I played on Spotify was "Crucified" by Army of Lovers...3 days ago

last book: like a third into Camp Damascus by Chuck Tingle, enjoying it a lot so far

last movie: In the Mood for Love, hadn't seen it before and really enjoyed the aesthetic and directing

last TV show: Chef and My Fridge!!!! The best cooking competition show of all time is BACK. Imagine you and all your buds are professional chefs and/or TV personalities and you need to cook a meal in 15 minutes from the stuff in one guy's fridge. Also it's Korean and everyone is making fun of each other the whole time

favorite color: Red! Preferably like a blue-toned red but like geranium red or maraschino red is good too

sweet/savory/spicy: Mostly sweet but ngl most beverages I like are sweet so I do eat a lot of savory or salty snacks to balance it out I guess

relationship status: 8 year relationship with my best friend 😊

last thing i googled: "oprah net worth" bc of a prompt on Make Some Noise

current obsession: Infinity Nikki lol when it came out I was like 'yeah I don't think I'll be playing this every day'. Look how the turntables

looking forward to: eh idk. Getting paid on Friday? I don't have much going on rn

Tagging @fagsonline @trigunstargaze @starite-wishes @nbghostiesstuff @laplaces-angel @liononfire51528 @cryptidclub @andrewknightley @discoerysimum I wanted to specifically tag all my newest mutuals, if you're not here and you're like 'wow I can't believe they didn't tag me 😔' that's why. You can still do it though. Only tagging 9 people bc I got bored of scrolling

[apprenticestanheight]

Imagine rimming/pegging Adam for the first time and hes all sarcastic and sassy like convinced he wont really like it even saying youre a perv (like the smart ass he is), then the second you start hes whimpering like a bitch and spreading his legs and begging for more <3

Pegging Adam Stanheight Headcanons + blurb

OH MY GOD ANON thank you for opening the floodgates with this one. It feels like it's been AGES since I last wrote for Adam (i've spent a lot of my time focused on an AU with Lawrence and trying to get a couple ideas for other characters to work on on my off days lol) and writing a fic involving pegging just felt like the right move to make so--here's this??

I also also also am SUPER SORRY for how long this has taken--if you've looked at my blog since I started last week, you'd know I work a really fuckin weird rotating schedule and twelve hour days. This has been marinating in my inbox since before I started working, however, and before then I was just demotivated and so anxious it borderlined upon debilitating. I really hope you enjoy this one and that it makes up for the time you spent waiting for it to come out. Also hope you're okay with headcanons and a little bit of a blurb as the fic format, as it made more sense mentally for me to do it that way.

Fic type - this one is SMUT!! y'all should know what that means by now, too--minors, GO AWAY!! This fic is for those 18+ and if I see you interacting I will not hesitate with my bestie, the block button.

Warnings - pegging, praise, begging, the use of a strap-on, I wanted to get this out today so it's also unedited, and again, MDNI!!

All right, to start, you are the one who finds it interesting first. You spend a solid week wherein all of your horniest thoughts consist of Adam pinned to the bed beneath you, one of your hands holding his chin while he whimpers bc the strap-on you're using is so big and you're moving at a pace that's so slow he almost hates it.

Adam finds it mildly interesting--he's thought about it once, decided he might not like it but also decides to bring it up to you one random night bc you're both high, exhausted, and horny.

So, now you're wondering how it gets brought up, right?

WHHAAAAAAAAAAALEEEEEE, Adam brings it up half asleep, when you're both in the aforementioned state of high and horny and also very exhausted.

"How would you feel about pegging, baby?" and then you're pulling him close bc he's not close enough (his chin is tucked into the crook of your neck and you can smell the mint and cigarettes that he emanates even when he's not smoking. You just want to meld yourself to him bc when you get high, yeah time ceases to be something you believe in but when you're high with Adam you're the clingiest person Jersey ever did see)

and you're saying "yeah, that would be fun, Adam," bc it has consumed your thoughts wholly for a solid two or three weeks by then, but you're wanting to be chill about it.

both of you are completely out to the world like, five minutes thereafter.

It does, however, get brought up the next night. He agrees to it pretty easily, says that the two of you can try it the next time you have sex and if neither of you like it then that's that, and if he doesn't like it, then you respect his boundaries enough to respect that about him.

You buy a strap-on on a compete whim from a sex shop near your apartment on a random wednesday, buy lube that day too bc sex safety and all.

Both of them wind up being used on a friday night, when Adam is stressed bc post-saw vet school has taken it's toll and if he has to study one more minute, he'll lose his mind.

You have dom/sub dynamics in the sexual aspect of your bedroom and both of you are switches, and Adam asks if you have the necessary things to peg him and laughs when your face just lights up at the idea.

You prep him, and the entire time that goes on, Adams like "I'm unsure about how this'll feel, but if it's not my thing, meh. I don't think I'll like it but trying it will have been decent, at least."

AND THEN YOU START

and Adam is still thinking he's probably not gonna enjoy it as much as you will.

"When did you become such a perv, baby?" is said by him in a few different variations when you're prepping + rimming him. It eggs you on and he knows that, wants whatever comes with it.

And then, you actually start pegging him--the strap-on you bought is a fairly large eight inches in length, a fairly thick girth, and blue just because, and seeing him beneath you is probably akin to seeing the handsomest man to ever exist?? maybe??

SO ANYWAY, you start, and Adam goes from thinking he won't really like it to needing you to bottom out like, instantly. He likes how it feels to be split open in that way, doesn't so much as TRY to hold back his moans.

He does try to look away, though--he's loud and proud of it but also somewhat embarrassed bc he's not really one to be submissive in the relationship (you work in marketing and deal with people all day so you come home wanting to be fucked into thoughtlessness more than he)

you, however, don't let him, and when you push into him another inch and a half, he moans lewdly while staring directly at you. it's one of the hottest things you've ever seen.

When you finally bottom out, pressing a kiss to the sweet spot on his neck as one of your hands goes to his cock, Adam is feeling so amazing that he's convinced he'll start seeing stars.

You've heard Adam beg but a few times since you'd started dating, and it's been amazing every single time.

That night, he begs so much that you're sure you could bottle it and use it to get black-out drunk, should you have pleased.

He spreads his legs a bit more to let you have better access and moans when you start from a different but better angle.

He becomes a mess SO QUICKLY TOO IT'S THE FUCKING HOTTEST THING

all in all?? pegging him is one of the best decisions you could've made for your relationship bc both of you love it so much

-

"Oh my God, Y/N," he's moaning, helplessly, as you thrust quickly into him. "Oh my God. Please, please, please don't stop. Please--fuck."

"I know," you kiss the sweet spot on his neck, quickening the pace of your hand on his dick. "You're taking me so good, Adam. This is one of the best things I've ever seen. You're so hot, beneath me and begging to come, mm?"

Adam is so blissed out that he's almost not thinking, and when he comes he already knows he's gonna be a thoughtless mess from your ministrations. He's cock-drunk, loving the way that your strap-on fills him up and never wanting that to end.

"Fuck," he moans, not even trying to suppress the sound. "So close, Y/N. I'm--ah!"

You laugh, kissing his cheekbone as ropes of his come spurt from his dick and paint his stomach.

"You're so cute when you're cock-drunk like that," you laugh again. "You liked it?"

You're pulling out of him, slowly, as he nods. "Yeah," he says. "I loved it, actually."

You clean up his stomach and clean up yourself, having come from the feeling of the strap-on against your clit and the sound of Adams moans. When you climb into bed with him again, he pulls you close and holds you tightly.

"I love you, Y/N," he says.

"I love you too, Adam," is your, admittedly very exhausted sounding, response. "Next time I peg you, you're riding me while I sit with my back against the headboard. You love that position when I'm the one doing the riding, and I wanna know what the fuss is about."

Adam laughs, kisses your collarbone and gives your ass a cheeky little smack in form of a response.

You fall asleep not soon after, naked and cozy in each others arms.

[myloveforhergoeson]

the lovely @icegirl2772 tagged me in a challenge we did ages ago and thought it would be fun to fill out now that quite some time has passed!!

How many works do you have on AO3?

i have six works on ao3! three of which are related to tasw lmao

2. What's your total word count?

533,299!!

3. What fandoms do you write for?

atm just btr but i have been cooking up a little something for cobra kai on the side... we'll see if it ever leaves my drafts...

4. Top five fics by kudos:

that's all she wrote, she is love, online songs, photograph, his girl friday

5. Do you respond to comments?

not all of them, but i try to respond to people who have questions or whatnot! i respond more on wattpad than ao3 :3

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

the only two completed fics i have are fluff one shots... of the two probably photograph but it's not really angsty in the slightest lmaooo im so bad w angst. does the tasw cliffhanger last chapter count??

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

again with only two complete one shots, it's gotta be (there's not place like) home for the holidays bwahah

8. Do you get hate on fics?

hate is a very strong word but some have expressed disinterest

9. Do you write smut?

naurr i can barely write kissing without feeling like im doing it poorly so i can't imagine how writing smut would go over for me

10. Craziest crossover?

living in my head is a tasw cobra kai crossover bc i need roxy to humble the fuck out of hawk soooo bad.... nothing written about it though

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

yas but we worked it out!!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

no but that would be such an honor!

13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

i'm counting the wag au with @partiallypearl and the girl time rush au with @selangkir <33 def some of my fav pieces i've ever written heehe

14. All-time favourite ship?

of my own, rames LMAO. i'm too scared to write canon x canon i think.... someone asked me to write a kucy fic tho a few weeks ago and that has been cooking in my brain. i'll probably get some one shots out about it sometime....

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

😭 i need to manifest all my wips get finished, but as of now probably the tasw medieval au! i think there's been too much about it kicking in my brain to be a one-shot and i don't have the strength to write another whole novel length story...

16. What are your writing strengths?

i like to think i do well with coming up with unique scenes and dialogue? maybe?

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

grammar and spelling for one.... but also i think i'm not good at figuring out what is too much of something in a scene - dragging scenes out or adding unnecessary things in. it can get boring sometimes if you're not me LOL

18. Thoughts on dialogue in another language?

the ck oc i'm kicking up speaks spanish primarily and that's been something that's hard for me to write. i'm trying to use as little google translate as i can and trying to remember what i know of my years taking Spanish and... it's not going well.... i'll need to find better way to convey her speaking Spanish without me actually writing in Spanish for fear of getting it wrong.

19. First fandom you ever wrote in?

big time rush!!!!

20. Favourite fic you've written?

hehhe taswwww my baby my love my problematic child....

tagging anyone else who wants to participate!! i'm so interested to see your answers!!!!!!!!!

[guppygiggles]

Firefly has returned! Hello!!

Happy Friday!

I hope you’re having / had a good week!!

Anyways I was thinking….does avery’s homeworld have animals? Like birds and stuff made of clouds too?? Because…if so….cloud feathers would exist then….correct?? Those would…probably tickle a lot…so light and fluffy, but also a bit heavier than a real feather due to the water density in the cloud! So it would probably feel much more present and tickly but a bit lighter and teasier than a normal feather~?

I can just imagine Avery bringing a feather bird to the lighthouse, or one finding them- Finn & Casper just being in awe…until they see a cloud feather molt off and just both begin blushing while looking at the feather….then a certain Doctor chasing them down and ‘experimenting’ on how merfolk and humans react to these types of feathers~ aaaaand the tables being turned on Avery bc that meanie ler deserves some proper revenge-

ANYWAYS~! That’s just been on my mind~! Hope it’s a nice thought!!

-Firefly🎇

So... this answer is actually more complicated than you might think, haha.

It's important to Avery's character that he has not experienced tickling prior to meeting Casper, and that the concept doesn't exist in Cirropa. Cloud people fuse at the contact point when they touch each other... so they can bond and share feelings/thoughts, but they can't tickle each other. Using an object or tool to touch someone would also be considered inappropriate in their society unless it was necessary, like a medical exam (they do have doctors and get sick, but it's not exactly the same as it is for humans). It would basically be like saying "I'm touching you with an object because I don't like you enough to fuse with you" and that's just kind of rude.

Cloud animals aren't much of a thing in Cirropa. I have designed one... but it isn't canon in either universe. I'll post a picture of it. I might play around with the idea of Cirropians having pets sometime, but they won't be like the one I designed below.

I digressed a lot here, I'm sorry. All of that aside, I really like the premise of this idea! It would work better as a scenario where Avery conjures a feather, though... an extra soft, extra tickly feather, made from his cloud magic...

Casper would be nervous and giddy, but Finn? Shit... He'd probably volunteer. 😵‍💫

I'm not sure it would work on Avery, since it's his own magic, but I'm sure I could think of something extra special to try out on him...~

Thank you for the heavy dose of brainrot, as always~ 💙

[fadeintoyou1993]

💕Positivity prime time! Share five things you love about yourself, four things you're excited about, OR three people you care deeply about and why. Pass this along to someone whose posts make you smile💕

this is so cute i'll do all of them bc i'm in a good mood today :)

5 things i love about myself

i love how resilient i am :) i used to think i wasn't and i just was weak as hell and everything was too hard but by learning my limitations & understanding how the things i've been through over the years (especially growing up In My Context undiagnosed w several mental disorders) have affected me & made me into who i am today and i love that even if things get pretty bad now, i know i'll get through it somehow

i love my sense of humor. i really think i'm so funny and i'm not sorry everytime i make someone laugh i feel like i've won a million dollars

i love how passionate i am about things because whenever it gets too hard to keep going or even seeing a reason to, things i love and care about can take me out of that mindspace pretty quickly

i love my tattoos! even the smallest ones have special meanings to me and i grew up obsessed w them and wanting to have them for so long and i think it's so awesome that I just. Get to have them now. awesome

i think i'm a pretty patient/understanding/forgiving person? not w myself (altho i'm working on it so hard and it kinda shows by the first item) but i think that i'm a good friend/person that people can count to and feel comfortable to be themselves around me. sometimes it's to my own detriment (i'm also working on it but codependency is so hard) but idk i like that like, i'm not good at socialization offline due to autism, but within this little community i have built for myself over the years i have known and kept up friendships with people from different places/contexts/lives and i just. really love having friends lmao i guess that's two things? but well here u go

4 things i'm excited about

i'll have a yellowjackets watchparty sleepover w my friends on saturday!!! i'm excited abt that :)

i get the stitches off my mouth on friday HOPEFULLY so i'm also excited to be able to like. Open my mouth without feeling like i'm going to die

i'm excited to get my tracy chapman vinyl! my cousin went on a trip to são paulo w her bf last week and she said she found an awesome used record store that she wants to take me too sometime and she remembered i mentioned i was looking for this one when we were talking about the records i want ♡ i should get it sometime next week I think!!!

i'm excited to get my updated assessment results this month 😭 i miss being medicated so fucking bad my god... BUT SOON!!!!!

3 people i care about & why

@scre6m -> well dee is my bestest friend in the whole world like i dont know how we have spent most of our lives not knowing each other & icb we only know each other for lile 4 years. they r literally like a brother / sister / soulmate i've never had anyone in my life i can be so vulnerable with & know that they feel the same way like genuinely i've learned a lot abt myself / friendship / love / life in general by having a friend like him & i literally cannot imagine not having them in my life i'd probably die fr fr. dee has helped me understand i'm allowed to be myself unapologetically & i literally cannot even explain how much he means to me. whenever we have lil misunderstandings & spend like 3 hours without talking bc we r both stubborn n dumb (affectionate) its literally like in bottoms 2023 when josie and pj fight and complicated by avril lavigne is on and josie is kicking cans (dee) and pj is being a stupid bitch eating canned food on the stairs (me) literally just like that. i cannot imagine life not being tweedle bru to their tweedle dee frfr. anyways yea dee is my person 🫂 i hope in like 30 years we live in a big weed farm like in popstar: never stop never stopping

@blackfairyemoji -> tami is literally like a little sister to me like i love showing her things & love learning abt the things she cares about & i'm always like rooting so much for her. she is so incredibly talented and smart and one of the funniest people on EARTH like i'll remember some shit she said while i'm doing something and i'll just start laughingjdkdkdk she is so creative & kind & such a beautiful person inside and out and i cannot wait to see her do big things bc i know she will!! trust n believe!! thats my lil sister genuinely. and the fact she is literally the exact same age as my brother makes it all so much real frfr. my dream is to be present for the first time she gets high and listens to music

@nightmarebees -> MY WHITE DAD JACKIE BEAR.... literally love jackie so much like from the moment i saw her blog back in like 2018? or 2019? im bad w numbers but i rmr reading her description and she literally had all of my very specific niche interests listed and i was like. Dude what. we have got to become friends. and we DID!! jackie is such a kind, understanding, funny, loving person and quite literally the smartest person i know. like she knows so much whenever i have a question about something i'm like hey dad what the fuck is____ and she's like thank you for asking, and it's incredible. i love talking to her about media & literature and getting really fucking meta about things bc jackie understands and helps me organize my thoughts w her big historian brain. she's truly one of the best people i know! and i cannot wait to try her baking 🥺

[georgieluz]

Juleeees, how are you? I'll go with 4, 10, 11, 21 and 28 for the "not from the US" ask set

jess! hello!! i'm not too bad, thanks! just got back from braving the rain to buy christmas jumpers (it's christmas jumper weekend at work on friday so had to go searching), how about you?

4. favourite dish specific for your country?

probably glamorgan sausage, which isn't made of actual sausage. it's made of cheese, but it's a vegetarian alternative to normal sausage. but yeah, usually made with cheese and leek.

i do also love a slice of bara brith, but specifically the one served in the restaurant at my workplace!

if we wanna be really basic then welshcakes are always a good shout and i have one every friday with a cup of tea in work!

crempogs are soo very good also!!

10. most enjoyable swear word in your native language?

ooh okay so i don't know if it would necessarily be the most enjoyable but it's the one my friends and i used most whilst growing up and that's "cachau bant" which is a way of saying "fuck off" but if you translate it literally it's "shit away".. and then i can't not include "cont" which i imagine you can guess the translation of (we use it affectionately here though, so it's more like "alright, cont?" or "shwmae cont" when you greet your friend)

11. favourite native writer/poet?

okay, it's probably very predictable to choose dylan thomas but i do love his poems and his poetry is loved for good reason! he didn't write in cymraeg, only saesneg, but he's welsh and wrote about wales and life here, and i think the fact that he wrote in english and not welsh speaks a lot about the journey our language unfortunately went on

also r.s thomas' poems about wales are always interesting to study, in particular welsh history, which has the ending lines:

when we have finished quarrelling for crumbs under the table, or gnawing the bones of a dead culture, we will arise and greet each other in a new dawn

his other poems a welsh testament, welsh landscape, the village and sorry are all really interesting as well!

niall griffiths is a great welsh author too. his books set in aberystwyth are really really good!

oh and richard king!! both his books about music and his oral histories of wales book are 11/10!!

menna gallie's work is awesome as well, i loved 'the small mine' which explores how a fictional welsh village comes together after a mining tragedy. it focuses a lot on how women in the community deal with the loss. her other books are great too and she has a really witty writing style that i enjoy a lot

a few others: owen sheers, gillian clarke and sarah waters!

not quite relevant, but still worth a mention, is the story of the soldier-poet known as hedd wyn and the eisteddfodd of 1917!

21. if you could send two things from your country into space, what would they be?

ohhhh this is really hard.. does it have to be an object or can it be like just a welsh tradition or?? oH WAIT I KNOW i'd send mari lwyd up there!!! to maybe freak out all the aliens. it's one of my favourite welsh customs and traditions for christmas! this is what it looks like:

28. does your country have a lot of lakes, mountains, rivers? do you have favourites?

oh boy! it does indeed... if you wanna know how many mountains wales has, it's better to just look at this topography map

there aren't any genuinely flat areas of wales. my high school was near the top of a mountain, and my house growing up was halfway up the same one. we hated having to walk up it every morning, and yet, we still went down to the village on our lunch hour. maybe that's why we were all fucking tiny bc we trekked up a mountain twice a day.

here's one of our rivers, which we similarly have a fuck ton of

so yeah. a shit ton of rivers and a shit ton of mountains. my favourite mountains are the brecon beacons bc we used to go there so much when i was growing up. it's like a tradition for welsh people to climb there and hike there as soon as the weather gets milder!

oh wow, sorry this was SOOOO long but it was fun to talk about these things so thank you for asking!!

for this ask game!

[sapphire-weapon]

Sending this so you have smth to answer that isn't racist children (as a black girl,,,,man these people are too comfy online)

ANYWAY i can't get the idea out of my head for a fic from Ashley's pov where she's incredibly lonely and doesn't trust that anyone actually wants to be around her for her but rather for her status/who she is, and that's why she's super distant with Leon to begin with.

And throughout the game her and Leon start bantering and getting closer and she's like well okay maybe he actually likes me for me, he's already got status, but she's not fully trusting

and then they get flirty and shes like oh god oh fuck i LIKE this guy???? and is like mildly panicky about it (im imagining she's never had an actual relationship bc of the trust issues, slept with people but never anything more) so she like awkwardly flirts back while freaking out about this + the whole, you know, mutant thing

and she convinces herself he's not actually into her and is just trying to keep her mind off everything/insecurities flare up UNTIL we get to the bit where Leon breaks free of Saddler's control for a second and drops to his knees trying to stop him touching Ashley. and she's like ?!?!!!?! oh god this is real he actually cares but it's too late now to do anything bc we're gonna DIE and she thinks all this while unable to move and watches him get thrown into the pit.

if i were to actually write this I'd make it SO angsty and maybe end it at that point lol I love to put my faves in Situations. i probs won't write it so here's an idea if ur interested lol <3

Anon we must be plaga'd or something, because I have had a very similar fic idea in my head for DAYS, only with the roles reversed. Because like... I was thinking about how many times Leon whiffs with his attempts at flirting with Ashley throughout the entirety of the game (he really doesn't actually "crack the code" so to speak until the dining hall convo), and I was like

When was the last time Leon actually got laid?? Why is he so rusty at this, why is he so bad at it at the start when he clearly has game once he, like... remembers how? Why's he out of practice?

And then I started thinking about my headcanon of how Leon probably went out with other guys from the army to pick up girls and stuff and how that probably stopped within a year or two, and I realized... the last time Leon got laid, he probably looked completely different. He was probably still, for the most part, his lean but cut RE2make self, and there's a non-zero chance he has a really minor sense of body dysmorphia because of how much he's changed physically in such a short window of time.

And I was like... you know, there's a shitton of fics of Leon helping Ashley cope with the aftermath of what happened, but I don't think I've ever seen it the other way around. I've never seen a fic where Ashley looks at Leon and goes "you're crazy for thinking no one would want you or want to be with you." And have the whole thing sort of tie back to how Ashley brings out his RE2 self again, and make it so that she helps him just feel like a person again.

And now I get your ask and I'm like

What if I combined these ideas?

What if there's issues on both sides for them to work out together? Ashley's trust issues + Leon's self-worth/self-image issues.

I actually did want to try to explore my initial idea through fic this upcoming weekend (today is my Friday! So I have the next two days off) and now having this to flesh it out more is like 👀👀👀 maybe I got something here.

I'll try to keep u guys posted!!

[artigas]

so, in a very out of character move for the both of us, my partner and i stayed up till 2am last night bc they're hellbent on finishing interview with the vampire by monday. we watched the first episode together on friday as an indulgence for me, because i'd had a bad day and i've been so stressed. but, they hated midnight mass so they were like: if mike flannigan is behind this show, too, i'll have to tap out after an episode. i love you but i can't sit through that again. worst case scenario, we'll just switch to buzzfeed unsolved.

this, of course, is an offer i relish in. i love that they got into ryan and shane for me. i love that they hated midnight mass but watched all of it because i loved it. i love the little faux arguments we get into about wether or not the show needed vampires because, according to them, "catholics are scary enough on their own"

but then. but then! we watched the first episode and they were hooked. the second louis and lestat met, they pointed at the screen and went "they should kiss." they watched them destroy that church by the end of the first episode and went "they should fuck in it!". as you can imagine, the show continues to delight.

and i need to communicate that while i am probably one of the most aggressively nerdy people in new york city, my partner is a jock. like, a professional jock. they watch sports for a living. they do marathons for fun and they worked with a national football team for several years and they spend their money on various types of protein. i will regularly find them on the couch, engrossed on their phone, bc they're tracking other people's runs on an app. a year ago, i explained wincest to them for the first time and they asked me if it got cancelled because of the (frequently incestuous) homoerotic subtext. the other day they asked me if tumblr is "grindr for bottoms".

and now they're watching fancams on tiktok about sam reid and jacob anderson being cutie castmates. they watched lestat terrorize claudia last night and went "he's so cunty" and laughed delightfully. life is good.

[writingsofwesteros]

and one more from the nanny universe bc friday night drunk writing and bc ned stark is life

...the one in which Nanny switches to dom for Ned :)

Catelyn Stark is out for the weekend, off coordinating some important fashion show, so Nanny is working extra hours. It's friday night and it's peaceful. Bran and Rickon are asleep already, Arya, Sansa and Rob are tucked in too, listening to the Bullerbyn audiobook, but their eyelids are growing heavy by the minute.

Nanny leaves the nursery door open and busies herself with tidying the kitchen, wondering idly what could have delayed Mr Eddard on his way from the courthouse. Theon is blowing her DMs yet again, he's been drinking and texting, calling her names, and Nanny is so done with his shit.

She hears the Lexus on the driveway, and can almost tell Mr Stark's foul mood from the erratic murmur of the engine before he shuts it down. Then Ned is at the door. He looks like hell.

"Sir," Nanny acknowledges him, opting for professional.

"Evening," he says, but he doesn't even look at her, and she's not prepared for how much it bothers her. She's used to getting way more attention from him.

Something must have happened, because Ned makes a beeline for the liquir cabinet, pours himself a double shot of single malt, neat, and immediately downs it. Nanny peeks to the nursery to confirm the children are fast asleep, switches off the audiobook, closes the door and returns to the living room. Ned is sitting at the kitchen bar, nursing his third drink.

"Daddy?" she asks, but it comes out feeble, because she's unsure if he's in the mood to play. He doesn't answer. She approaches him gingerly from behind and starts massaging his neck to test the waters. "Daddy, I've been thinking of you," she whispers in his ear.

Instead of him relaxing, or giving a growl of approval, she feels him tense up under her fingers. That alarms her...

"Mr Stark? Is something amiss?" she asks, breaking the role.

Ned takes a deep breath and exhales. "Just a little tired, Nanny, thank you," he says, but he feels so incredibly sad, so unlike his normal confident self, that Nanny's heart aches.

"Sounds like more than that," she remarks. She knows she's embarked on foreign waters with this, they've never talked work or private lives, they've never talked as... friends do. "Rough day at work?" she asks, nevertheless.

Stark sighs. "You can't imagine," he answers.

Nanny sits on the countertop beside him, and leans down to look at his face. "What do you need, Ned?" she asks, quiet and serious.

"I need..." he trails off, and then looks at her. "I need... a Nanny?" his gaze is fixed on her, searching.

Sure. Sure, she can be that. A Nanny. She smirks at him.

"You're a big boy," she says, as if hesitant, but it's all a play. "But even big boys need someone to take care of them from time to time, I suppose."

"Yes," Ned says, and gives her a weak, underwhelming smile, but it's a smile, and that's something. She reaches out, gets ahold of his chin, and tilts his head to face her. She feels his evening stubble under her fingers.

"So, tell your Nanny," she begins. "Have you been good? If you lie, I'll know."

"I'm afraid I've been bad, Nanny," he answers, his serious eyes focused on her.

"How bad?" she inquires further.

"Not good enough, at any rate. And bad things happened, Nanny" he confesses.

"And do you know what happens to bad boys?" she asks. Ned pauses, and then nods.

"Say it," Nanny demands sharply.

"They... get punished," Ned says, but doesn't sound as dejected as before. Nanny can hear a trace of budding excitement in his voice.

"So they do," Nanny says. "Follow me!" she snaps the command and leads him upstairs, making sure to display the sensual swaying of her hips as she ascends the steps. They enter the master bedroom.

"Give me your belt" she says, "and present your bum, naughty boy."

Ned's breathing hitches. Nanny can tell he will not be dominated easily. He invades her personal space and towers over her, his eyes locked with hers, but he obediently unclasps his belt and hands it to her.

"A good start, but you'll have to do better," she says. "Get on the bed, on your knees."

Ned is silent for a minute, and Nanny starts thinking he might protest, but she never breaks her gaze, and he finally relents, Once she has him on the bed, she pushes him forward, so that he props himself on his hands and she has him on all fours. She tugs his slacks down harshly and bares his ass. His dick hangs between his legs obscenely, semi-hard. So this is arousing for him. Good to know.

She leans to his ear and whispers: "Ask for it, Eddie."

She can hear him grit his teeth, but he obliges her, still.

"Please Nanny," Ned says, "spank me."

She is proud of her first spank. It's fast and well aimed, bound to be more sting than actual pain, and that's the goal. Ned grunts, but stays composed.

"You did not count it, Eddie," she says, bemused, "so it will not count. Let's try it again." Ned curses quietly. "I heard that, naughty boy. Careful, or you'll get punished extra."

She swings the belt and this time he starts counting out loud. Again and again he takes it like a champ. But Nanny can see him getting harder, his dick stiffening with each spank. He moans by the sixth.

"Good boy," she praises. "Such beautiful sound. Don't hide it from your Nanny," she says, as she caresses the red welts on his buttock. Then she deals another lash, promptly, without warning.

"Aaargh," Ned cries.

"Yes," Nanny, "you're taking it so well, my boy. Three more to go."

Each of the three spanks earns her a beautiful groan from Ned, and by the tenth one he collapses on the bed. Nanny is promptly upon him, cradling his head and petting his hair.

"Such a good boy, you did so well," she praises. "You'll get your reward now, Eddie," she says and Ned smiles at her. She releases him and sits on the edge of the bed. "Kneel on the floor between my legs now, Eddie."

This time he does as he's told immediately.

"That's a good boy for Nanny," she says as she takes off her shirt and bra. "Now you get to suck on Nanny's titties. You like that, don't you?" she asks playfully.

"I do," he growls, as he gives her Nipple a test lick, and to his quiet delight Nanny can't hold down a moan. He starts sucking her nipple like there's no tomorrow, and he tweaks the secon one between his fingers. Nanny is in heaven. She could get yoused to that domination thing.

"You're such a good boy, Eddie. Such a good boy for your Nanny," she mumbles, stroking his head. "Oooh," she wails when he bites her nipple and then licks at it to take the sting off. "Good, clever boy!"

"Nanny," he says, lifting his head to look her in the eyes. "Can your boy fuck you now? Please, I think I'd like to fuck you now."

Nanny thinks her heart might melt.

!!!!!!!!!!!

SUB NED!!!! THE HOTTEST !!

I bow to you and your work !!

I love the nickname she gives him thank you very much

[happylikeasadsong]

"About the Blogger" meme

Thank u sm for tag @cruciomione!!

Star Sign(s): Cancer sun, Libra moon and Leo rising (i couldn't explain it i you asked, tho)

Favorite Holidays: Christmas and New Years i love how crazy people go about decorations and seems like there's no end to imagination. Also it's that time of the year i have the most delicious food and share quality time with my family. And New Years's so special bc i get to celebrate with friends and usually the parties are lit.

Last Meal: A strawberry delight crepe as a 'well done' gift from me to me or not dying during my exams and finishing them all, yayyy

Current Favorite Musician: i always find it hard to just mention one, so here goes my top three rn: coco jones, the maine and rbd (latin pop band).

Last Music Listened To: back to life by lawson. this one scratches my brain like no other.

Last Movie Watched: me and one of my closest friends do this list of christmas movies every year bc we love christmas movies, no matter how awful and cringe they are. last night i watched 'exmas' with leighton meester and robbie amell and i was surprised that it wasn't the worst, so it's a win in my book.

Last TV Show Watched: it was this week's episode of fellow travelers. jonathan bailey and matt bomer are breaking my heart in a million little pieces, but i think it worth it?? it's so so so sad and tragic but they do such a great job portraying hawk and skippy's story.

Last Book/Fic Finished: i wanted distract myself from my daily problems so i reread 'remember me, remebering you' by amiera_saphire on ao3 last weekend.

Last Book/Fic Abandoned: i prefer the term 'hiatus'. i have a jatp fic that i never really finished and the thought of it hunts me.

Currently Reading: a very boring article on managerial finance i have to write on by friday (my last assignment of the year, yay!). i hated it, so i came here to get enough endorfins to go back to it.

Last Thing Researched for Art/Writing/Hyperfixation: ships in the 1800's, also dresses of that time period so i can better my shitty description in my period fic. i only had an idea and a dream on that one.

Favorite Online Fandom Memory: uhh i think it was back in the cursed years (2020, eww) and after i watched julie and the phantoms i found some really good people here and on twitter. our day consisted in checking every news outlet about the show and pics, videos about them. also the fics were so incredibly good!! those were fun times.

Favorite Old Fandom You Wish Would Drag You Back In/Have A Resurgence: arrowverse when it was good, maybe? idk but olicity had a choke on me in a concerning way. but then it went bad, so bad, and i suffered through until arrow ended and stopped watching the shows.

Favorite Thing You Enjoy That Never Had an Active or Big "Fandom" but You Wish It Did: felicity. it's mainly bc it's such an old show and bc of that, no one is really talking about it anymore, but it was my shit when i 'discovered' back in college.

Tempting Project You're Trying to Rein In/Don't Have Time For: i'll quote @cruciomione about the multi chapter fics, i feel you! one shots are better for me bc i can just write my idea down.

i've been working on a multi chapter about a second chance/lovers-to-strangers-to-lovers. i love the angst i have panned out in my head lol maybe during the break it could revisit it.

loved doing this!!

tagging some ppl to do this too, only if you want!

@imliterallyjustablackgirl, @ethxocore, @laryssamedeirss, @vacationship, @ruethrills

[namuneulbo]

week one hundred and seventy four

first week of school is done! i ended up in level 2 in my language class which ended up being wayyy too easy so i talked to the teacher about it and she was able to move me up a level :D all the teachers so far have been so nice :')

i tried vlogging on monday but it didn't go too well. i think i'll still finish the editing but i don't know if i'll end up posting it. i want to become better at both filming and editing but it's harder than i thought.

in the evening, way out west posted a about yung lean and bladee being on their lineup so i finally caved in. it's the same day as charli xcx. i had to.

tuesday was just an intro day so we only had a one hour meeting. we got a little goodie bag too that was super cute :3 me and a happened to sit in front of another swedish girl so we talked to her for a bit and she was so sweet.

me and a went out after the intro day too. we went to itaewon and she went hunting for a perfume and ended up getting one from lush called grass and DUDE!!! it smells so good. i might get that one once i finish my sakura body mist. the worker was so helpful and the girl at the check-out was HAWTTTTTT. the gayness was basically seeping. she had cunty little bangs and her makeup was so nice and her button-up hugged her body in such a hot way. i love being bi and i've realized the lushes here are not good for me when i'm ovulating.

we then went by olive young for a bit and then went for food. it's the second vegan spot we're trying and it was really good. i had a 'shrimp' fried rice and a had jjajangmyeon and we shared some fried dumplings.

wednesday was our first real day of class. like i mention earlier, i had to move up a level but i was stuck on level 2 for the first two days. it felt like i was just wasting time in there. there was nothing new going on. i'm sad too because on campus they were hosting an event to get people to join uni clubs so while i was in class i heard a band playing. at first i couldn't distinguish the songs apart from the fact that it was heavier than i'd expect on campus??? then i heard debaser and i was like NO WAY!!!!!! I LOVE THAT SONG!!!!!!! right after they played just by radiohead. i don't know what got into me but i was so certain i had to tell this band they were good and were playing good stuff so i just grabbed my class schedule and folded into a small piece of paper and wrote a short note being like "dear whichever band played these songs, i loved the set, i wish i could see u but i'm stuck in class but i can hear u all the way over here. ur really talented! let's be friends!".

i left my instagram at the bottom and RAN during our 10-minute break and watched them for as long as i could before i had to run back. i tried leaving the note on eye level close to where the musicians were playing but i haven't gotten any dms so i guess it didn't work :/

thursday was uneventful and then friday was fun. class was way more interesting now that it's closer to my level. after class i went for lunch and coffee with my ibuddy. it was quite hard interacting since my korean's bad and her english wasn't fluent either. she was wayyyy better at english than i was at korean though. we ended up being more similar than i'd imagine. we started talking about music and i asked her what she likes and she was like "oh, i'm a drummer and i usually play stuff like oasis," which i thought was quite cool. then she asked if i have a favorite band i asked if she knows my chemical romance and she was like "oh yeah, welcome to ... the black parade, right?" and i was like "YEAHHH!!!". i got so excited and then she told me she likes house of wolves as well. SHE KNOWS B-SIDES!!!!!!! then it all added up bc i asked her what her fav band was and she said green day. checks out.

she paid for everything, i felt so bad. i tried paying for the food but then my first card declined so i was about to grab my other one but she was already paying for it instead. i told her i'd pay for the coffee and cakes later but i forgot TT she was so nice though like she asked what coffee i usually get and i told i usually get a latte with oat milk and she was like "OMG i'll call them and ask if they have it" and i was really trying to tell her it was fine and i'll just get something else if they don't but she insisted and called them TT she's the cutest. they did have oat milk! the lemon cake i had was so good too, GAHOOK!

lastly we went to a photobooth. first photobooth experience and it was so fun!!!

on saturday i got a tattoo!! getting there was easy for the most part. the studio was on the same subway line i live on so it was easy getting there. i ended up being super early though so i had to walk around for a bit and ended up proper falling while crossing the road. genuinely wanted to kill myself, it was so embarrassing. it wasn't even icey or anything i just didn't see how big of a step it was between the road and the sidewalk. anyways... then i came to the studio. since giving tattoos is illegal in korea, i assume they can't be super open about where the studio is. she sent me the address the day before the appointment and on naver maps it just shows up as any address and doesn't specifically say there's a tattoo studio there. i was a little confused on where to go but she helped me via dms.

there had been a little understanding so she thought i was just doing a flash. i felt so bad when i had to tell her i had a specific design in mind. i was scared for a second she didn't do customs but she assured me she did and then she told me she could finish the design in an hour so i could go out for a bit and come back so i went for coffee. the tattooing went fine, i don't think it's bad at all which is nice but i also haven't done very difficult places just yet. this time i got a demogorgon on the side of my calf! she did such a good job, i loooove it!!!! she was the coolest ever. i was so sure it would be a man bc medieval/etching style feels very male dominated but i felt such a relief when i found out she was a girl. like... not that i mind a man. my go-to back home is a dude and he's amazing but i just love women and it feels so much easier for some reason :') she was so nice and she looked so cool. she was way too generous with the price i felt bad dude!!! i even tried tipping her when i was buying the cream afterwards because i tried paying in cash and telling her to keep the change but she was dedicated to not taking any more than it cost TT

i came home. i was SO hungry and we were gonna go to mcdonald's but i was so fucking hungry and my stomach hurt i just got food from the convenience store but THEY HAD NO VEGETARIAN OPTIONS LEFT!!!!!!! had to have spicy tteokbokki which isn't the best option when hungry. my stomach paid for it later.

i downloaded tinder earlier in the week too. mostly for shits and giggles. before i came here i told myself i wouldn't date around here and if i did it had to be with girls so i can fucking live my bisexual life to the fullest because i have yet to actually hook up with a girl. i've been on date after date but they never go anywhere. men are easier to hook up with lmao.

anyways, i've matched with quite a few baddies but one of them is indeed a man. he's cool looking. he has a long mullet and a septum ring and he dresses well. he's a little pushy though. or... not necessarily pushy but i don't know what to call it. first night we talked he asked how i was living here and i told him i lived in a dorm with a roommate and i asked him how he lived and he was like "i live alone in a tiny apartment but there's enough space for you~". i was intrigued but i pussied out lmao. he said it was okay and then he's tried a few nights since or like... he's messaged me but i've went to bed before he can ask. I'M A SLEEPY GIRL, OKAY?

anyways... he tried getting me to come over on saturday. i wanted to. like honestly, i did. i'm just so fucking bad att being spontaneous. i told him that too but i wanted to watch swedish eurovision too which would be at 4 am for me lmao. anyways, i was nasty anyways, i desperately needed a shower. like, please... dude... let me know a little earlier than 12 am. i was like "i need to sleep" and he was like "okay... but i'm sooooo bored". i'm not even gonna lie, it was quite cute. i asked him if he's doing something on sunday but he couldn't meet then so... but now i've made it clear at least that i DO want to... just poor timing. whenever he texts me i'm in bed, cuddled up in pyjamas and ready to go eepy time. soz m.

i did wake up at 4 am to watch the swedish eurovision final. i was so fucking nervous because i wanted kaj to win so bad and... THEY DID!!!???!?! WTF?!?!?! my people :') finswes like me, singing in my dialect, having fun :') the right song won. eurovision season will be so fun.

today we were gonna go to the cinema and watch mickey 17 but a and a cancelled LIKE PLEAAAAASE. now i have to wait even more to watch it :( n watched it and texted me right after saying i NEED to watch it and that i'm gonna love it and that got me so thrilled for today but a is feeling sick so we're waiting for them to get better.

sotw: death grips - three bedrooms in a good neighbourhood

[sungbeam]

BEAMMMMMM 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I'M SORRY I'M CRYING OVER SEEING YOUR NOTIFICATION! OH i can't begin to tell you how much I've missed you! I literally was thinking about you the other day when i was busy doing taxes for someone a few days ago and i was thinking about you! wondering how you've been and hoping you were well- and to see you answer my ask!? yeah that made me so happy 😭 i missed you lots! but i'll still happily wait for your official return! 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️Anyways I'm ngl I am mentally tired but I'm doing well other than that! And I'm glad you are using your fridays to rest!! And oh goodness- that sounds rough I'm glad you have that extra day esp then omg!! I hope you're doing well other than that! Pls take care of yourself!!

Okay so a big reason you were on my mind outside of the fact that i was curious about how you were feeling- is that- I would love to know your thoughts on the recent b-land!! And how did you feel about our princess (anna)belle~ and whiplash!kyu........ (honestly i could go on with questions- but i'm so curious to know your thoughts tbh)

I did!! And omg hbehebha let me just- I will join in about 10 minutes hehe~ since the due date is thankfully in september and taxing will conclude for me~ i'll go for it~

I love how that specific photo had such a grip on you- ngl that's totally fair I get it completely.

I would love to say it gets easier as the years go by... but sadly it doesn't- i'm so sorry- the deficit is so real and unavoidable- but at the same time- having someone to talk to about writing/spring ideas off of makes it a little easier tbh- anyways- i'm so glad the break has been good for you!! i'm glad you've taken it! sometimes a break is what you need! take the time you need to heal and get energy again! i'm so glad you were able to! i hope it was writings that you wanted to write about~ and me along with many people will happily wait for your return~

anywayyyyysss pls take care beam!! and feel free to answer this when you come back~ i'll happily wait til then~ i'm well dw and i hope you're well too! much love mwah!! x 🙂‍↕️💖

OMG KATE PLSS 😭😭😭 ur gonna make me cry :'))) i missed u tons too and i hope ur doing well as always 🫂 taxes are scary and i can't imagine being able to do them for other people too, cheering u on!! and yes i saw that u signed up for the collab officially as well and i can't wait to see what u come up with ^^ if you'd like to brainstorm or anything, i'm always here for you <3 i always feel bad seeing the email notifs for ur asks bc ur always so sweet, like thank u sm 😭

OHHH RIGHT yeah the b-land fancon was CRAZY SKFNDK i full on thought i was seeing things when the clips/pics were first showing up on my social media feeds 💀 but they looked like they were having the TIME of their lives 😂😂 The Princessez™ and YESS CHANGMIN AS BELLE :'))) low-key my spirit princess (besides cinderella, but shh) LMAO tbh eric and chanhee looked a little TOO good as cinderella and elsa, respectively like huuuuuuh????? it was both hilarious and iconic, but lemme know what u thought as well!!

UGH AND THE WHIPLASH COVER??? SO GOOD CHANGMIN BODIED THAT, ALL THE BOYS OWNED THEIR COVERS LIKE IGLOO AND WHIPLASH?? crazy. iconic. the moment.

thank u :'))) yes im currently working on a pretty long wip! it's over 50k rn, so hopefully it'll be done soon 😓😓 then i'll finally get to share it w everyone :')) but what about u!! have u been able to write anything or has work just been taking up most of ur time/energy 😔💔