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#bc i have my exam on saturday (which makes me feel like i'm about to piss myself)
you called me a friend and that has given me the courage to step out of the anon mask lol
YEAH EXACTLY. HE SPENT THE whole day looking for his daughter and then reliving painful memories! i felt so bad for him
cheers to living life as hopeless romantics lol
I KNOW RIGHT, (studying psychiatry just for them if we lived in that universe)
JERSEY. im not kidding, i spent like a week being emotional over the jersey ending, my parents were genuinely concerned 😭
nani has a Father Face!! yes!! and i've spent an embarrassing amount of time watching his interviews, and he's SO GOOD WITH KIDS. it's so cute honestly
yay for intellectual conversations via tumblr asks!! i've been overanalysing this movie almost constantly in my head for the past 4 days so this was really fun, ily <3
fun fact: i wanted to know when you replied to my ask, so i kept having to open your account, right? so after a point i just typed "gay" onto my searchbar to find your account lol
another fun fact, i was scrolling through your desiposting tag bc it was fun and saw "saturday night fever" and. i haven't heard this song in years, okay, i didn't even remember that such a song existed in that movie. but it still instantly played in my head with A Tune, and i googled the song to see if i remembered the tune somehow or if i was just making stuff up, AND IT WAS THE RIGHT TUNE. sure brain. remember all random tunes but not the shit i study for exams.
fellow pjo fan!! hi!! and i love your opinions on taylor swift!! FRIEND!!!!!
i apologise for the oversharing but i have very recently found telugu people on tumblr and i'm Very Excited, if you need me to back off, pls lmk and i will!
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welcome to the other side............................!
2. I KNOWWWWWWW they really put nani in The Most situations ever give the man a break !! they need to put every character in counseling immediately after the cameras stop rolling
3. 🥂🥂 its tough but its real
5. NO WAYYY that is so funny but also <33333
6. HE ISSSSSSS when he did krishna gaadi veera prema gaadha and played with the kids all the time...................... where can i find a man like him fr
7. awhh i love you too<33 i always love talking about movies its so so fun
8. LMAOOOOOO honestly this is the end goal and vision. my moniker is gay as it should be and the universe is right
9. RIGHT its such a sleeper agent song i never remember it Until I Do. but yeah at that point i didnt know when i could go back to india and i remembered we would sing it while running and it made me Emotionanal. but i got to go back which was nice!! different problems but it still feels good to go home
10. omg!!!!!!!!!!! we are holding hands and skipping in a circle............ FRIEND!!!
11. no youre COMPLETELY fine i do the exact same thing<333 you dont need to back off at all, its incredibly fun to talk to you !!!
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taegularities · 2 years
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Hello, lovely Rid 💕💕 I feel like my last two asks were too short and I have a reputation as a rambler to live up to, so here I am again lmao (but really I just have a couple things to say, don't I always 🙄🙄🙄)
First of all, I am so so happy that writing is going well for you. I love reading your beautiful stories, but I really only want you to be doing things that make you happy, so I'm really glad that writing is one of those things right now. Your excitement about your stories is making me even more excited than I thought was possible. Prince JK sounds so good, I really love an asshole who you like despite everything. And of course, you know how I feel about cmi, that story has my entire heart.
Also wanted to say that I feel like the tropes and roles you picked for each of the stories on the Evermore masterlist fit the members so so well. I mean we all know that Seokjin is ultimate husband material and for some reason Yoongi is the perfect guy for exes to lovers lmao. And Tae totally gives me first summer love vibes. Something about Jungkook and best friends to lovers fits so so well too, especially the pining, my soft boy 🥺🥺🥺
Lastly, just wanted to brag a little that I got As on my two exams this Saturday! But those were the easiest ones, the real test will be the ones happening over the next two weeks 😬😬😬 My exam season is such a dragged out process, I swear.
Anyway, rant over. I hope you're doing well, Rid 💞💞💞
a reputation as a rambler lmaooo you're so cute 🤣 well i do love that you love to chat. <3 thank you, ivi !! writing is genuinely one of the few things that still give me joy (which is another reason why i ask for feedback, bc i don't want to lose my love for it 🤍), so i'm happy it's working somewhat. there's a huge difference between now and before my hiatus, though – writing has become so much harder, i can't say why. always scares me bc it makes me feel like i need to quit it, but i don't even want to.
awwh, you think so? i think i did unconsciously, though i must say i always thought that tae is perfect for summer romances, too. cotton candy has my heart <3 i'm already curious how writing the other evermore fics will go!
AH ALSO THE LAST BIT ?!?!?!?! iviii, i knew you'd slay those exams 😭 but also surprised, bc the results came back crazy fast. yes, i totally get that, it's the same for me, honestly – but at least you'll have some more time to study. again, good luck !!! hope you're doing well, love 💕
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Tw: stress, scars, mental illness, weight loss
So to summarise: in the past three weeks i have been paying a lot of attention to what I'm eating in order to loose some weight. Smaller and fewer meals. More fruit and veggies. Almost no sugar. I gained 3 pounds. I cannot look at my face or even think about my face without bursting into tears. I was just starting to accept that it's okay to want to be pretty when every chance at being that got taken away from me forever. I have an essay to finish. I have class from 8am-8pm and 10am-8pm most days. I haven't done any of the homework for tomorrow. I am studying for an exam I will most likely fail on Sunday. But before that, i have to spend my entire Saturday in a museum bc of uni, which I'm not interested in at all, then I gotta take the train half way across the country, where I sleep in a hotel before doing the test and taking the train back. And then I have one week to digitalise 16 pictures aka create 16 pictures with a program i have never once worked with before and have to borrow a computer for. Not to mention the photographs I need to organise and take for my job. All while my physical and mental health is deteriorating. Classrooms are approx. 16°C. Health insurance will stop paying for my therapy. Much needed doctor's appointments are months away, and until then I keep taking meds which we don't know whether they make me sicker. Therapist magically manages to avoid doing any of the things we decided we would do (EMDR). I basically lost all my friends at uni. I don't know who to talk to without getting on their nerves. I don't know how to get the workload done. I feel completely empty. Professionals keep ignoring what I say and point out. i have no time to do the things I love. Not even enough time to watch an episode of the series i want to watch and by now I don't even want to read anymore. I just don't know where this is supposed to go.
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girltomboy · 1 year
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My bf found out last week that he actually did end up passing the year and graduating, all he has to do now is to prolong his studies so that he can pass all the other exams he failed. Which is amazing news and I'm really proud of him and happy for both him & his family, but I can't help STILL being a tiny bit sad & disappointed for him that he didn't get to participate in the graduation ceremony. I mean I know he and his family try to act like just because it's symbolic then it's meaningless and useless, but I also know it would've meant something to just have that 1 thing. Idk. U mean to tell me his mom made a big deal out of convincing him not 2 cut his hair when he barely JOKED about it once because she wanted to see him with a graduation cap on his long hair. And now suddenly it's meaningless? Okayyyy. But anyway, he called me at work to let me know <3
And last week while I was out with my coworker my friend called me to invite me this weekend over at his apartment to hang out with him and our other friend. Long time no see, etc. So I was like cool see u Saturday. And Saturday comes and my bf tells me he had a talk with our other friend and he told me I can't know. It's about something I shouldn't know about. And I was like wtf?? Are we not all friends? Why can I specifically not know about it? And he kept playing serious and I got upset bc of it so he had to tell me tht my friends were planning a surprise for me :(((( bc 1 of them was not in town on my bday and the other one just didn't remember so they felt bad and wanted 2 do something for me. Which was like. Not necessary bc birthdays were not always super huge and important in our friend group, but lately they have been bc we have been making them so. And they made me a t-shirt with a meme I created on it and an inside joke of ours on the back which was so funny and I love the pic they chose :(((( and a grinder that's just like the one my bf has. And we had some drinks and snacks and had a nice evening and it was such a warm experience 2 have with my friends! I love my friends and tbh this rly solidified my trust in them. I feel bad for getting upset w my bf when he was just trying 2 preserve the secret tho. But I do NOT like getting treated differently in the name of a surprise, however well-intentioned it may be!
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harrysmaison · 2 years
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hello !!!! how are you doing this friday? ive got so many assignments to submit this week :/// i never want to see my email again.
also yeah !!! she wasnt too mad but she is wary whenever i leave the room..... i mean i also hvae maybe done it once or twice again BUT I REALISED !!!! surely she isnt too mad. speaking of roommate, i came out to her yesterday and she was ok with it! kind of weird bc she was sayng she was glad (that i wasnt straight? which doesnt make sense bc she is) but idk. maybe just happy i told her, i should stop overthinking. do you have roommates?? what are they like
it's called helium by glass animals (the song) and the fic is also called helium, its from a completely different fandom though lmao
its getting so cold here :((( and to make things worse ive also caught a cold :( how's the temp like at your place?
hope youve had a nice couple of days, sending hugs <33
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Heyyy love. My Friday was exhausting but nice. Came home for the weekend, sleeping in my own bed feels so nice 😭 me tooo I've got tons of work and exams right around the corner
Djjdjdj that is so funny and sounds like something I'd do tooo. Also omg that's amazing!! So proud of you ❤️❤️❤️ i do have roommates! 2 actually. We've only recently started loving together so we don't talk much, i spend most of my time in college or in my friends rooms too so. Yeah. Hope we bond in the future tho.
Ooh. I've never heard about this song but now I'm curioussss. What other fandoms are you into? I also read fics of different fandoms, maybe we share other similar interests 👀
It's not too cold where I'm at since it's a near the coast but I've got a cough too :( lost my voice last Saturday only now I've started to sound normal. The coughing continues tho it's not as bad as before. I hope both you and I feel okay soon 🤧❤️‍🩹 hugging you back real tight love 💕
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celticwoman · 2 years
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i made brownies :]
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sevmch · 3 years
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hq boys when you pepper them with kisses bc you're sad
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characters: kenma, akaashi, kuroo
warning/s: none
genre: fluff, comfort
a/n: here's some fluff bc i think ive been writing too much angst lately aksjdkhskshs
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kozume kenma
you were sitting next to kenma, staring at your boyfriend's face that had his game face plastered on his features in full concentration. you watched in silence as he played, cheek leaning against your palm.
this wasn't new, in fact, most of your time spent at his place were usually just you doing your own stuff while he played. you didn't really mind, wanting to just be around kenma and feel his presence.
he also loved having you near him, you knew that. but sometimes, especially when you're feeling down, it felt as if he didn't care a bit like right now. kenma cared a lot but he's no mind reader, so he doesn't exactly know you're upset because you failed one of your exams today.
but you really wanted to be close to him as some sort of comfort, so you moved away from the desk and lean towards kenma, resting your chin on his shoulders and catching him give you a side-eye.
"what're you doing?" he asked, focused on the screen again, fingers moving swiftly against the keyboards.
you shrugged, sighing deeply. "nothing."
"okay."
pouting at his lack of response, you placed a quick peck on his cheek. his brows jumped, the crease in his forehead disappearing for the first time tonight. you planted another one and another one and another one, soft and brief and lazy. kenma moved his face towards you when you stopped for a second due to the discomfort creeping up your neck from the position, your boyfriend whining at the sudden loss of contact.
now it's your brows that raised, not really expecting for him to ask more. he leaned closer, tilting his head a little sideways as a sign for you to keep going.
"why'd you stop?"
"my neck was starting to hurt, i thought i was bothering you though." you shifted in your seat to find a much comfortable position.
he frowned, glancing at you and quickly reaching for the neck pillow that sat on the far end of his desk.
"i love it when you do that," he said softly, pausing the game so he could put the pillow around your neck and cup your face gently. "you're never a bother to me."
"kenma," your lips trembled slightly when tears started gathering at your eyes, touched by his affection.
"i know you're not okay. i could tell since you got here. do you wanna get ice cream after and talk about it?"
you nodded, not saying a word because you were sure your voice would crack if you did and kenma knew that, ruffling your hair before turning back to his game.
"ice cream it is then," he said, pressing play. "i'll buy you two if you continue with the kisses."
giggling, you plant more soft kisses on his cheek, even massaging the back of his neck as you watched him play. later that night, he took you to your favorite ice cream parlor, listening attentively to everything you had to say.
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akaashi keiji
you and akaashi haven't seen each other the past week due to both of your conflicting and hectic schedules. their practices were extended to later hours for the upcoming interhigh while you were busy with club activities. whenever you had free time, akaashi would be unavailable and vise versa.
you missed each other so much it hurts which was why the second you both had matching free time, it was spent on cuddling for hours on end. even when you were lying on top of akaashi, face hiding at the crook of his neck and feeling the rise and fall of his chest, you still craved for more.
thinking of having to separate and not see each other again for days made your heart sink into your stomach, nuzzling against his neck as if you could get even closer than you were already.
he ran his hand up and down your back in comfort, even giving a gentle squeeze on your arm to remind you he was physically there with you. you sighed deeply, landing feather-like kisses at his jaw.
"missed you."
"i know," akaashi said barely above a whisper, relaxing into the feeling of your soft lips on his skin. "i missed you too, love."
as you kept going with your ministrations, your eyes were wide in surprise when akaashi stopped you, leaning away just to turn to his side and face you. placing a hand at the back of your neck, you felt his lips on your forehead. then, you felt them next on the space between your brows, then at the tip of your nose, then at your chin.
stopping by your lips, he hovered, staring at you lovingly through half lidded eyes. blood rushed to your cheeks, heating up at the way he was gazing at you. slowly, akaashi captured your lips in his, pulling you forward by his hand on your nape as he moved his lips passionately you're glad you were laying down otherwise your knees would've gave out. it was sweet and short, slipping pecks in between before moving back a little.
"don't be so sad anymore, hm? i'm here now." he said, caressing your cheek with his thumb. the corner of your lips tug upward in a smile, releasing a contented sigh as you stared at each other for a little while.
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kuroo tetsuro
he was in a middle of a phone call with yaku discussing about their chemistry homework and spitting out chemical names that were alien to you. it has been going of nearly an hour and a half and you were starting to get impatient, wanting to get back to the movie currenly paused at the screen before yaku called.
saturday nights were movie nights and it was an agreement that either of you must be free from distractions - no phone notifications, mentions of school works, and the like. unless it was an emergency. yaku calling wasn't an emergency, in fact, it was just to argue with kuroo that his answers were right and your boyfriend's were wrong.
and you wouldn't mind it if it were any other day but not today. not after movie nights have been pushed back twice in a row because kuroo has been too exhausted from training to even stay awake at 9 pm.
scooting closer to him on the couch, you locked him in place by putting your arms around his neck and resting your legs on his lap. used to your clinginess, he doesn't react - kept his mind on throwing insults at yaku.
so you proceed with your plan in mind. you weren't exactly placing kisses, just letting your lips graze the corner of his mouth to tease, knowing that it riled him up when you don't kiss him completely.
his free hand came to give your thigh a warning squeeze, a light chuckle leaving you as you kept teasing him, lips hovering at the side of his face. when you felt considerate, you'd kiss him lightly.
you're not really sure how long it went on but probably enough time for kuroo to give up.
"okay bro whatever, let's check it again on monday with kai and see who's really right. i'm busy, bye." with a tap on end call, he tossed the phone on the empty spot beside him before tackling you on the couch, making you shriek as your back met the cushion.
"my babygirl's such a tease," he said in a low, husky voice that sent shivers up and down your spine. before you could even utter a single word, kuroo's smashing his lips against yours, moving fast that it got you mind short-circuiting.
when you finally caught up with his pace and started getting into it, he pulled away. you whined, grabbing his collar to pull him down but doesn't budge, a smirk on his face.
"it's not so fun getting teased, is it?" he winked, clearly amused at your annoyed expression.
you rolled your eyes, groaning as you smack his bicep. "seriously kuroo?"
"what, you started it kitten. it's only fair if you get a little taste of it." he laughed when you scowled further, shaking his head lightly and giving you a sweet, gentle kiss. "sorry i interrupted our movie night."
"'s okay," you mumbled in between the kiss.
"we can make out for the rest of it, you know, a way for me to make it up to you," he said, wiggling his eyebrows teasingly.
you scoffed, but really, the idea sounded perfect.
"just admit you enjoy kissing me."
"mmm sure, whatever," kuroo mumbled as he dipped his head, capturing your lips again. maybe movie night being interrupted wasn't so bad afterall.
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rb and feedbacks r sexy ty<33
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narrie · 3 years
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What happened the 3rd time u were at the hospital 😭😭
i'm glad u asked ! so, it was the day my parents moved out of their old flat. it was a saturday and i had to work from like 10-14 (i used to do the eye exams for first aid classes on weekends, didn’t know that this day would end my career there) so i woke up early to help them in the morning.
first offense: i woke up, i put on some clothes, put my phone in my back pocket, and then went to the bathroom to pee - i think u can imagine what happened next<3 anyway i put it in rice and then carried on bc it was a busy day
second offense: there was a set of stairs leading up to my parents' front door and it was ofc raining on the day we had to walk back and forth between the moving truck and the flat so that those stairs were slippery as fuck and no one had the brilliant idea to lay smth down so that no one would slip - which ofc i did<3 i was carrying a box too which was a whole mess and everyone was outside by the moving truck so i thought i was just gonna die by myself. eventually ppl found me and i was in extreme pain and scared i broke my hip or sumn, so my sister drove me to the ER (i also had to tell work that i wasn't coming in which was a whole ordeal bc i didn't have a phone so i had no one's number). got called in pretty quickly which was lucky but i got a doc who immediately went "are u from iran" when he came in el oh el like i'm dying over here and this man wants to make conversation 😭 it was also extremely awkward to get my hips checked out by him afterwards but anyway . he looked at it etc and then went "well . it could be broken but there isn't much we could do about that anyway and ur a young woman so idk if we can/want to do an x-ray in that area bc it could be harmful to ur ovaries" great<3 he said he was gonna talk to the ladies in radiology and see what they say and then they did send me in and we got x-rays done but the ladies in there did make me feel VERY worried about never being able to have children 😭 anyway turned out it's not broken but def bruised and they just gave me some pain meds
third offense: around the evening hours the move was still a whole operation and they were running out of cleaning supplies so someone had the BRILLIANT idea to make me drive to the store to get stuff bc i couldn't really help otherwise. my cousin, thank god, accompanied me but she didn't have a driver's license then so i drove which was a huge mistake bc i was hurt for one but i also just had scrambled brain. my parents lived in a cul-de-sac and u had to turn left to get on the main road but there isn't a traffic light so u just gotta to wait till ya find a break in the stream which alwaysss took ages bc it's a main road. we were sitting there for like 10 min already and i couldn't take it anymore, so i wanted to reverse and take an alternative road and ofc i didn't check if anyone's behind me before i did so bc why would i do such a logical thing<3 so i hit the car behind me and the guy was ofc furious and started yelling at me etc and i just BROKE 😭 i started sobbing like crazy, like it was really too much for me, and i was like "i'm so sorry i've had a DAY" and just started ranting and showing him my hospital wrist band that i still had on and i think i scared him bc he was like "hey listen it's actually not that bad, i think it's just my license plate that got dented, i'll take it off tomorrow and see if the car underneath it was damaged, so just give me ur number and u'll get a call from me tomorrow" which was very nice but made me sob again bc i didn't have a phone BDKJDMDDBDN my cousin gave him my sister's number and he did call the next day and told my sister there was no damage so we could just forget about it (however, the next day my sister and her husband drove to the old place for the VERY last time and she got into a huge accident while driving out of that cul-de-sac like what are the ODDS)
fourth offense which wasn't a personal offense but still adds to this day: we all managed to make it to the new place and it was around 10pm when we were finally done for the day. my dad and my cousin were outside to take the trash out or sumn and the others said their goodbyes and went ahead to open the front door to leave - but it would not budge. the keys weren't able to unlock the door and we were all stuck inside, my dad couldn't open it from the other side either so after 40 min or so of trying everything we decided to call a locksmith. he got there 1h later but could not do shit so that was useless<3 in the end we figured out that u could open the windows in the hallway outside the flat and inside the flat (they're at a 90 degree angle, idk how else to explain it BDNSNSM) and then jump over - problem is that my parents live on the first (or second depending on where u live lmao) floor so it was quite a fall if u slipped 🤪 i do not recommend this to anyone and it was very dangerous but everyone did make it to the other side alive and my dad got back inside lmao the next morning my parents' landlord came over and they had to forcefully break the door in the end and my parents didn't have a working door for a week, the end<3
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yibo-wang · 3 years
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🥺 let's rename saturday to yiboday <3 btw have u watched squid game 👀 and if you did, did you like it? 👀👀
we're getting better, my sister started work again today and my mom's meds are really helping her 🥺👉👈
you thinking about me when people talk about genshin >>>>>>>>> OHHH BTW HU TAO RERUN IN 2.2 OMG AKSKKSKSKSK basically hu tao is one of the strongest dps in the game and KAKSJSJSK I HAVE HER GUARANTEED!! also thoma will be on her banner and he's new!! he's a pyro polearm who has a shield 🥺 from what i calculated sayu will have her rerun on hu tao banner soooo 👀
also a new character got leaked to be one of the banners in 2.3 !! we can't trust this leak for sure (but tbh when can we) but it's apparently itto !! he's supposed to be a geo claymore aka i'm falling in love w him. claymore users are my absolute fav, idc if he might be bad i'll get him anyways !! CLAYMORE USERS ARE JUST ASKKSKEKKSKSIDIDIDIJ people say they're too slow or feel too heavy but imo they're just really cool. their playstyles are all very cool and unique?
eula's is very fast and elegant for a claymore user, beidou ABSORBS damage and multiples it when she deals it out, chongyun makes all your attacks cryo which is a good combo if u have a cryo dps or he's ur dps, diluc is pretty good at applying pyro, noelle is a shield/healer (tho i don't like her) and xinyan & razor, actually eula too, are physical dps who excel at dealing damage without relying on elemental reactions. idk they're all just so cool???
anyways i'm a bit tipsy so aksksk not everything might make sense i-
oh also look at my babies 🤧🤧 i took these pics yesterday and sent them to chai on discord sooo 🥺
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the white one is navi, the grey-ish one a-zhan and uh well the other one doesn't have real name rn bcs i keep changing it-
but yeah i'm rewatching squid game rn while drinking wine sooo 🤧 ily aamna <33 i hope ur exams go well 🥺❤❤❤
Jfjfjf 100% here to make saturdays yiboday. I did! I kinda got spoiled for the last few ep tho lol so I gave up after that fjfkfk. I watched it for hoyeon jung ngl and I wasn't disappointed apart from like.. *spoilers* what happened to her 😔
I'm glad to hear that! <33
Jdjfkfk you're literally the source of all my genshin knowledge 😂 anything I know I owe it to you haha
The new guys sound cool, glad you got you the one you wanted! Tell me how itto turns out to be when (if) he does get released.
aww horses 🥺 babies also 'the other one doesnt have a real name rn cause I keep changing' djfk me when I couldnt decide on what to name Oreo
Ahh I hope the rewatch goes well (pain aside 🤧) ly2 bb! take care of yourself! 💛
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lovelyirony · 5 years
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jess i'm so sorry to bother you since you seem to be having your own share of problems but i just needed to tell someone, but please feel free to ignore this. I'm in my last year of high school and i wrote an essay on monday, two days before a big biology exam and on the day it was due (we can send it in till the evening of that day) i noticed that i forgot to send it as i was on the train to my best friend, sans laptop and essay, so i sent my professor an email (1/2)
that i had written the essay but couldn't turn it in, to which he replied how creative it was to send an email that i couldn't send the essay. It sounded very nice, so i sent him the essay the next day at home. today i say the email he'd sent me saturday, which basically said that he may have sounded nice, but it was still overdue and he wouldn't read it, which is bad bc feedback would be crucial for the exam. and now i've spent the last 30 min crying bc i don't know what to do
honestly??????? i’m sorry that you couldn’t turn in your exam, and it sounds like your professor was trying to be snappy about it. While I do understand that it was overdue, I still think he should read it and have feedback. A lack of this means a lack of education, which he should strive to do always. While rule enforcing is very important in society and education, that’s a shit thing to do in my opinion. 
But since he won’t look at it, I would ask some other classmates about the feedback they received, if possible. I would also email again and apologize for not making the deadline, but asking to meet for any potential feedback that could be provided. I’m sorry anon, that’s always a tough go of it :( 
(also unprofessional advice: i want to punch your professor!!! who sends an email to a student like “interesting how you could send an email but not an essay” like okay Mr. sorry but like it’s not on my phone) 
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marcbartra · 5 years
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#noo#i just remembered tgat i will get the results of my finals tomorrow and I'm overthinking and worrying so much#i keep telling myself that i probably have retake one of them#even tho there is not really a reason to think so bc i guess the exams went okay#but what if i failed#also i stress that myself that there won't be enough time to prepare which is so dumb bc okay I'm in Amsterdam on friday and saturday is the#birthday party of a friend but there would be enough time#but also what if i don't use the time i have to prepare everything to retake it anf procrastinate instead all day and worrying about not#having enough time instead of using the time i have#y'all just cross your fingers for me pls that i don't have to retake any of the exams bc i really don't have the energy to do it#my self-esteem is so low lmao i always think so bad about myself but i just can't stop??#I'm like oh i guess i really failed and stuff and then it's okay in the end#but then I think what if it's not like that this time#you could have only wrong stuff or stuff that won't answer the question in your exam and bc your re marks were kinda good the difference#is too big bc you create a mess in the exam so you gotta retake it now#can't everything be over already#not that i would feel better than bc I'm still not sure what i want to study#since it's such a big decision and i probably was ever in my life to make such a big decision#I'm bad at making decisions#how should i work out what i want to do with my life??#i always looked forward thw end of school and now its just like the last years worrying what will happen#probably delete later
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