#bc i didnt know what to do and they were smilling at me like they didnt like me and looking in between eachother

[sludgeguzzler]

had a dream where it was my first day of university and i was going there in this weird flying elevator thing, and in there i was talking to these two people and i said Something that made both of them look at me like this 🤨❓ and i realized i was missing every singlu social cue they were giving me and saying the wrong thing Every Time, so i apologized profusely, which made them promptly reply with "oh yeah, sure, youre sorry ok..." and i had to say "yes i really am sorry, i have autism, this is really hard for me" and then the elevator dinged and i just ran out the door

[15ktherapy]

idk if this can help but I wanted to say I undertand you. I like dream as a cc too bc I just relate to him. I cant think the same way neurotypicals do and that lead me to sometimes have shitty actituds of being too impulsive and fuck up to inmediatly trying to fix it.

Dream did the same and just recently started to change that. I sometimes got irritated by his actitud but stopped when I saw that it was bc im the same and hated that about myself. I cant hate dream bc both he's not a criminal and also bc I just relate too much to him even on his flaws. Seeing how people talk about his behaviour just reminds me of my worst moments too. And i dont think neither you and me are wrong for relating to his flaws. Bc one thing dream teached me it's that, being annoying and sometimes a bit of a asshole it's not crime and you arent the worst human on earth at all. And finding comfort in seeing others struggle with the same as you can be healing actually.

What the 3 said today didnt change what i saw in dream, An imperfect neurodivergent young man that sometimes is a bit of a asshole and has fuck ups. And that also Dream is capable of change and seeing how people who worked recently with him or becomed friends with him recently talks, it seems he did change for the better.

And dont let what toxic fans say make you feel bad for how you feel. What was said today just tells two things 1 phil and all the adults were nice and smilling to dream but thought bad of him behind his back 2 he was a kind of shitty friend and there was not discussion about it on his face

sorry if this is too long, also don feel pressure to responde this or public it on public. I sent this as more of trying to tell you you're not alone on that feeling

I love you anon and I’m hugging you so so tight if you’ll accept it. I love you and I love myself and I love dream too. I love us for all our flaws and our mistakes and our “wrongness.” I just have a habit of ranting because I’m an angry little thing! I don’t hate myself and I never ever want to so my rage kind goes to… get this. sooociiiietyyyy.. kinda, haha. I’m an angry angry thing of a size small person, so I have my compressed stacks of resentment. All for how I’ve been treated mostly. Cuz it’s not my fault!! I know it’s not. I have a disadvantage that most people don’t and those other people make it my problem!!!! its not my problem I mess up!!!!! it’s your problem you’re so mean to me about it!!!!! so I’m still so angry cuz it’s just how I am, andsometimes I just remember my resentments where the anger stems from and I just gotta bitch about it!!! And then I do. I suppose I don’t always say the nicest things about myself but I mean it more in a “way I’m viewed” in the eyes of what I’m complaining about rather than what I actually am. And even then sometimes I’ll just like full take on some bad things about me sometimes I guess but I never hate myself for it. I am nothing but myself and myself is all I’ve got. I’m okay with that. I try not to make trouble for other people, and when I do make trouble I feel bad. but I’m not a bad person. I’m not bad and it’s not my fault fuckin. god or whatever forgot to bake in some social skills!!!!! that’s on him!!!! that’s on nature!!! that’s maybe on my parents for raising me not right, or maybe it’s on my genes. but I know it’s not on me. I try the best I can. and if people hate me for my mistakes- because I don’t “get it” or I’m not “right”— they can suck a rock because I’m Soooo Soooorry my mental illness makes youuuuuu mad. I’d like to see you try, bucko. anyway mika tip of the day is never ever hate yourself- that’s how the ominous They wins. hate the people who make you hate yourself because you were literally born with a disadvantage and they act like it’s your fault when ITSSSS NOTTTT!!!!!!!

[fmmimi]

I was daydreaming about klance and thinking who would give the first kiss and I made up something

We all know that lance is insecure and thinks he's wothless and replaceble, and keith is basically the only person who reassures him and says he plays an important role in the team. So, imagene that klance is cannon in the show and vld team went deep in this idea, adding more depth and nouance in their relationship.

Keith would give the first kiss

They're in the middle of a huge battle and they're losing. Almost dying actualy

"Keith, if I die" Lance says

"No one will die"

"If I die" he insists "I want to tell you something. I-"

"You can tell me when we're safe in castle" keith doesnt wanna hear bc they're gonna be fine. Ya know, tipycal movie scene. Lance doesnt care and says it anyway

"I'm in love with you" the team is in shock! Super happy though. Coran is all I knew this would happen someday, Hunk is smilling like a kid on christmas eve, Pidge is smirking. But team's happiness start to fade away as lance proceeds to talk "When I was at my lowest and feeling bad, you were the only one who cared about me. You really put effort on making me feel better. I appreciate this"

"Why are telling me this?"

"So sorry that your effort was in vain" and lance leaves his position. He has the perfect plan thats gonna save everyone. No one thought of it but he did

"Lance, what are you doing?!"

"I'm gonna fix this! I'll be usefull for the team at least this once and save your lives!!"

"Lance, dont do that!!" Keith screams "Lance!! Come back here!! Its an order!! I'm your leader!!! Lance!!! Come ba--" Lance mutes him

Keith tries to reach him but Lance is the red paladin now and he is faster than anyone else. He executes his plan(whatever his plan was, I didnt really think of it)

After his sacrifice is easy battle to the paladins now that they're full of pain and rage. Especially for Keith. He is out of himself. They win and Keith wants lances body back. No one tries to stop him.

Lance is found and oh my he is so hurt its even hard to recognize him. There is no hope that he is alive but Keith insists to put him in the healing camara.

Every day Keith is beside him waiting for him to wake up. Days goes by and nothing changes, nothing happens. Its hard to tell if lance is even breathing. But Keith is always waiting for him.

Weeks later his camara opens and lance wakes up. Keith is there and catches him when he falls ala allura ep1. Keith is so relieved. They both lean down and knee on the floor as Keith grabs Lance in a hug. Keith shrugging and crying

"Don't you dare ever do this to me again!!" Slowly, Lance hugs him too "Do you have any idea how much you scared me?! I thought you died!"

"Well, that was the plan"

They keep like this for a moment, just hugging eachother and feelimg eachother's presence

"Do you..." Lance's voice is weak "Do you remember what I said? Before I-"

"Yes"

"Oh... I look like an idiot now, don't I?"

Keith pushes the hug away grabs lances face in his hands. He looks deep in his eyes

"No! You look like a hero! You did it Lance, you saved our lives!!"

"It was worth it than" he smiles "I'm glad they're fine"

"Yeah, they're fine! But what about you?"

"No one cares about me"

"I do! I care about you!"

"Why?"

Then Keith pulls him to a kiss. A warm, soft and carrying kiss. It's comforting. It's everything Keith wanted to say in a single gesture.

"Because I love you too"

Anyways! Everyone is super bad about what happened and they all apologize to Lance and throw him a party YAY

Of course there is the possibility of Lance giving the first kiss. If so maybe in a moment of tension, like Aang kissing Katara before the invasion, and then after is this weird thing of are we or are we not a thing. Ya know, no time to think just kiss and BOOM WAR. Would be interesting too, but I thought this one is more dramatic

Plus I like the idea of keith kissing lance to comfort him

[dracoismypatronus]

Hello lovely lady! could you do a ship for me? I'm 5 feet tall, but what I lack in size I make up for in fake confidence! I have very long strawberry blonde hair and green eyes. I am often told I am "mad chill" and perhaps I am. I love poetry,philosophy,aesthetics, and classic rock. Lots of people are intimidated by me but i can't understand why. and that's why people say awful things about me. I believe in self reliance, being at one with the earth, and loving everyone! thankk you sm! xx -E

HARRY

FIRST OF ALL, if thats you on your pic.. I’m shooketh, my blog is blessed now.

Ya see once again bc im draco trash I WANTED TO PUT YOU WITH HIM, but my other option was honestly Harry, and here’s why you two are soulmates *clears throat* Y’ALL ARE BOTH VERY CUTE; People also talk a lot of bad things behind his back, without even knowing him so I guess he would connect with you on that, actually he would defend and protect you a lot from it, since he know how it feels first hand. He would just love you a lot you know? I can just imagine the two of you sitting beside a big window while theres a storm outside, but your inside all warm listening to some good music, just there enjoying each others company. This gave me feels. im out. 

Being Harry Potter’s girlfriend wasn’t always sweet, somethimes it could get quite sour, quite bitter.

Today you were on your way to class when you heard some girls talking about you, one of the girls being Anna a girl from your class whom you knew she had a massive crush on harry was saying the meanest things.

-waiting for me?- you heard a voice from behind you, that voice belonging to harry

-they hate me

-what? who? what do you mean- he said now facing you worried

-Anna and her friends they all hate me, i can ear it from here, all the things they’re saying about me

Harry gave them one look, and walked their way without thinking, he knew that this had been happening for quite some time now

-Hey harry- Anna said quickly while smilling

-I need you to stop that

-Stop what harry- she asked while her friend looked at him with shock in their eyes

- The talking behind my girlfriends back, I wont tolerate that

-Harry I.. I’m so sorry, I just really..

-No offense, but I really dont care, just stay away from her!

And with that, he walks up to you and takes your hand

- You didnt have to do that- you said while you could ear Anna ‘’crying’’ in the background

-Of course I did, I’m the chosen one, If I can fight against dementors, I think I can go against Anna- he said while giving you a cute smirk. 

Hope you Like it

[kingdans]

I’m the anon who asked about the idol producer eng sub and i just finished watching and OMG VAL, first of all, i miss my yuehua kids so much, but as much as its so good to see Justin and Jungjung again, i’m sad that they have to do this thing AGAIN :( also i was a bit shook at how much their style mature in a year but it was good to know that those boys are still such a dork, especially justin lol i luv how you can see how much Lay care about them even if he’s super strict with them (1)

abt jungjung and justin:

KLSHAKLSHAKLSHALKSHAKLHSKAHAKLSA

i understand how you feel abt them honestly, but i dont think yuehua would debut them for a long while so im kinda glad they went there to try debut in china, must be more confortable for them too.. i guess/hope so

abt xukun and nongnong tho… IM STANNING ANON SAHLSKHAKSA WHAT THE HECKKKKKKKKKK everytime xukun bited his freaking lips i was abt to pull my wig IM BALD BY NOW ANON even yixing and jackson were ShOOKT. Jackson squealing at xukun?? ME.

Linong was a good surprise tho, he was legit being all ‘im not good fck help me’ BUT HE SLAYED ME???????/ HIS VOICE??????????/ my new lullaby. yixing was even smilling tru his whole performance, a true king was born in this moment anon, and he cried later bc he didnt thought he was worth an A LIKE BTICH STOP U AMAZING HUN GO GET EM!!!!!!!! i’m truly stanning them :”)

I honestly started this so i could lust over yixing and because i’m also an ahgase so jackson is my sushine, so i started for them but damn.. its produce all over again my soul is gone i’m gonna watch it every damn week and cry in the final episode, ride this shit with me anon!!!!!!!! DONT LEAVE TO SUFFER ALONEEEEEEEE

ALSO, yixing being strict????????? MY KINKY. Theres no pants left after this episode lhasldhkaklds yixing was like ‘your balance sucks’ and i was like ‘yes daddy i know’ hsldkhadas but honestly, he’s an amazing dancer so i truly believe on his judgment and we all know he also wanted the best for them, to do things right so then could improve and show better sides in the future.

anon i feel like i wrote a fcking essay LSAHKKLSHAKSA IM SORRY FOR RAMBLING SO MUCH and if u read all of it, thank you lmao