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cerealmonster15 · 2 years
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Give me A D and L of your Twisted OCs do it
ty for always enabling me and my twst crimes despite not twsting yourself kjdsfj 🧡
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also tagging @cosmiccoincidence ty for the double enabling WOO
ok here's the sketchy whatever i did 2night, was gonna do some basic colors but i got sleeeepyyyy so maybe tomorrow ill do that lol
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HEHFHSFEHFJK anyway. alda beloved none of this will make sense to u so ill try to give spark notes explanations as i go but. these two goobers are rsa [royal sword academy - the rival school that seems to be more based on the Good Guy™ disney characters rather than the main school's villains lol] students.
the very short summary is guy on left (Char - I looked thru sooo many names for him and that's the one i ended up on lol. some twst names are really on the nose like VIL for the EVIL QUEEN so why cant i use char!) is cater diamond's [a canon character who's said to have moved around a lot] childhood friend from when they were like 5 but lost contact w/him. Dañarte (literally not a name. it's spanish for 'hurt you' and it only came up/his existence spawns from a typo turned autocorrect in a message i was sending my frined and we just kept it for funsies and i made a character out of it lol 😭) is his shady cousin that has a charming friendly appearance but is going to cause problems on purpose bc hes a bitter baby or whatever.
i have a lot more details w/them and their connection with BESTIE CATER but that's not what the ask was about so i will HOLD BACK!!! for now.
ok answering the actual questions under a cut bc blahblahblahblah
A) Why are you excited about this character?
because!!! i see a lot of people make really creative twst ocs based off other disney characters and i think that's SO FUN!!!! i dont really think i myself am very creative of a person, but this was something i kinda got to have fun with. i had the initial thought with char based off one random fanart I saw like forever ago, so i borrowed the starting idea and then just completely ran off with it to do my own thing, SPIN MY OWN WEB!!!! [i think the fanart was like, just some random rsa guy recognizing cater; it was japanese fanart so i had limited google translate on my side - idr if the childhood friend thing was part of it or if that's just a thing my brain decided to fill in the blanks?? anyway i went from there / designed my own random guy / started LORE BUILDING and EXPANDING]
also their involvement is very much a soap opera esque TEEN ROMANCE DRAMA which i think is funny. a lot of this came from just talking to my friend in discord cuz there was no engtwst at the time and she was the only person i knew that i could talk to about twst, so even tho these are my characters, it's something that spawned from me going ham in our discord messages and us bouncing ideas off each other and just havin private fun. unrestrained goofs!!!
D) Have they always had the same physical appearance, or have you had to edit how they look?
HMMMM well according to all the doodles i'd compiled in one spot, it does look like i just went with my initial ideas for both of em and kept it. they r not that deeply thought out bc i am Not much of a designer - god bless the school uniform i could steal so i didnt have to come up w/clothes kfjlsdf. and tbh theyre pretty basic right now so for all i know, maybe this is the prototype. maybe they've yet to go through their first evolution. WHO KNOWS!!!! but in their case, their existence came more from the SOAP OPERA DRAMA storyline i came up with, and wasn't so much based on appearance/character design. i mostly just had doodles and sketchy concepts just so i could continue to doodle parts of said story for funsies to send my friend on discord lol
BESTIE THERE IS NO L!!!!! instead of asking u what u meant im just gonna assume u meant I since lowercase L looks like uppercase I 😌 SO YOU'RE GETTING I!!!
I) Do you prefer to keep them in their canon universe?
ya lol. this 'story' is very much based off like a few lines of canon lore that i just SPRINTED OFF with. drag and dropping these 2 guys into the story - not really related to much of the main story, but just kinda there to cause more teen drama. for funsies.
ANYWAY THANKS FOR ASKING LOVE U BOTH BYE!!!!!!
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jentlemahae · 3 years
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What's going on with bts is so sad, they lost their 'flavor', they are so boring and bland now 😐 I don't know if the members have a say in what their next move is and such, but if they do and they are fine with it... I don't get it. I really don't. If that's the case, then they're only doing this for money, and it's sad. Anyways. I hope the armchairs don't come for me, I used to LOVE bts. They broke my heart sis.
honestly........i agree 😐 like i think after 2018 all their crafts kinda felt emptier to me ? like they didnt really believe in it and it made me sad bcs usually u could feel their passion in their music. also butter + todays song (idr the title) kinda felt like an attempt to follow dynamites success with songs that are basically the same - bland, boring and bad 😐 and tbh even album wise like theyve been using the same formula and its just.......i honestly think its more the company than them but what do i know lol
(also before anyone throws a hissy fit this is *MY* opinion and if u disagree thats fine <3 il mondo è bello perché è vario)
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flamediel · 4 years
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Hi so im kinda new to the fandom and i see all this drama on your blog, which is lovely and great you seem so nice, can you help me with like getting a lil up to date with all cuz i love drama and it seems messy
Ahhh welcome to the fandom! I'm glad you like my blog. This is gonna be a quick summary bc I need to sleep and if you have any specific questions lmk and ill get to those in the morning. putting these in categories by who its about
Chris/joel drama:
Ok, so around two years ago, joel started dating this girl emilia. They broke up about six months ago and joel posted online saying it was really toxic and hurt him a lot. At the time he was hanging around chris a lot and we kind of got the vibe chris helped him through the breakup. Chris was also one of the people who unfollowed emilia at the time, not all the boys did that. Everything was chill for a while, then the day the hero music video was supposed to come out, someone (samantha camara) posted a video from Joel's close friends story where he was hanging out with this girl sam sanchez and they looked all couply. Thing is.. sam s is Chris's ex, so people were mad. Personally I think its pr bc hero was coming out that night and sam s was releasing music, so the timing was toooooo good. Also sam s and c are still really good friends (they were hanging out today) which wouldn't be the case if she had exposed a relationship that was supposed to be private. This all is lowkey for a while, the guys seem to be close in the vlogs and content we get, then last night Chris flowed emilia again. Right after that, joel posted sam s on his story. One theory is this is them being petty and fighting, but sam s is releasing music the same day deja vu comes out so I just think (or hope) its more pr. Thats the gist of this
Erick: ok so erick was seeing this girl nadia mualem for a while. She was in the de cero music video (his girl) and a few others i think (pretend for example). We didn't see them together a lot but we knew they were hanging out bc she was always posting hinting about it. He took her to cancun this summer for example, and when she's in miami she'll post stories that are obviously from his house and stuff. Recently they unfollowed each other.on insta and people thought they might have broken up. Then she posted in miami but she was staying in a hotel which confused people bc she never did that before. Someone asked her if they broke up on tiktok and she answered like this:
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This was super out of character bc she's always shoving the relationship in people's faces, so suddenly acting like its private is sus. Imo this and the hotel is definite proof they broke up or at least are fighting/on bad terms. Erick is a huge fuckboy anyway so I doubt he committed.
Richard: speaking if fuckboys.. OK, so you know how I mentioned that erick took nadia to cancun? Richard went too, with a girl named Olivia wong. No one had seen olivia before so we thought she was just a one time hookup he met at the club, but then people did some digging and found that she was at their NYE performance in times square the year before. This was kind of big bc his mom also attended the performance, so if olivia was there w him she met his mom. It also implied they had been together for a while. We didn't see much of olivia after that, but bc we only saw her once it was implied they were still seeing each other. Then the beso video dropped, and Richard started reposting his beso model (doug, idr her last name rn) all over his instagram. Still, he and Olivia kept following each other so all seemed chill. Then in the middle of December olivia posted a tiktok at the airport saying she was gonna go surprise her bf and he dumped her right before. She later said the situation had been "updated" in a comment but all we saw was a text conversation w a contact named "king" where he sent her the tiktok and was like "ouch you were gonna surprise me 🤕🥴" or whatever emoji the fuckboys use these days idk. In the tiktok olivia just responded w "Ig we'll never know" and thats basically all we saw of her. BUT she never unfollowed him so idk. Then, days later, doug is EVERYWHERE. She's in the vid of Richards fam wishing him happy birthday, talking to aaliyah, and she seems really close w all of them. AFAIK she's the only hookup to meet his daughter (other than yocelyn ofc). This is kind of sus bc this was RIGHT after the thing w olivia, so why is he bringing another girl to meet his family? Idk man, in my opinion there was definitely some two timing going on, but this is all we have for now.
Ok, I think that's all of it. Im sorry if this is confusing, just send me more messages if you have other questions. For now tho, gn lovessss
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femgirlfriend-moved · 3 years
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hey what do you think <3 i need to read thousand autumns (because of those tags you wrote recently!!) and the husky white cat thingy, it really feels like they’re both good but that thousand autumns is a masterpiece and idk which one to read first, should i keep the best one for desert? :0 <3
AAAHHH HII yes please read thousand autumns omg im so happy i made u consider it im going to cry and scream and throw up i literally love that novel so much the fantl just got finished a few weeks ago so it's fully translated now!!! it's so good i don't know how to explain without going too much into details and going on a rant... the way the characters arcs are written is just. thinking about it it's making me go crazy. like ive heard a lot of people drop it bc it's 'too much/weird for them' and i feel like that's a big hint that it's good LOL. tbh it's a bit similar to nbc hannibal but without the cannibalism and if will was a devout catholic or something literally kinda in the same vein of insane psychopath has a middle age crisis of finally falling in love after only caring about himself for forever so yeah. the main has more like a spiritual journey of self discovery and i just love that so much. idr if this is explicitly said in the book but the main couple has this symbolism of being the yin and yang and basically at the end they come together fully balanced....idk it's a m/m fantasy romance at the end of the day but it really struck a cord with me i just love it and love thinking about the concept of it. if u end up reading just i have to mention as a trigger warning the main gets threatened with sexual assault several times and it's like a theme, nothing happens though but i feel like i have to let u know just to be safe ♥
ok on the other hand regarding 2ha...like tbh this novel is like. genuinely fucked up like id say to stay away unless u really like the horror genre and are looking for that but it's really heavy and people aren't kidding when they're avoiding it jsyk it does have a happy ending, it does have beautiful moments, cute moments but..... there's some heavy themes and explicit shit, r4pe scenes, body horror, psychological horror, like this is legit some marquis de sade stuff so basically idk. that's just kinda what i have to say about it! i feel like i lost actual lifespan reading it but there's some parts i do love a lot. so yeah basically it's that kind of novel u have to be careful how u go about it. funny that a book that is literally named like that is this severe lmfao but yeah. anyway lmk if u read or how it's going aaah i actually love talking about cnovels ive read and im so excited for u 💕☺️
#cn
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all-hail-mono-onion · 4 years
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how bout 34? for the ask game
BITCH 👏 I 👏 HAVE 👏 BEEN 👏 WAITING 👏 FOR 👏 THIS 👏 ONE
34. What was the last dream you had?
tw for mild sexual harassment by elon musk tw gnomes tw riverdale (gag), also season 4 spoilers if u haven’t gotten there
the last dream i remember having was a fucking TRIP dude. anyway i can’t remember what happens in the very beginning but me and another woman go to a meeting with elon musk (and i’m like 25 and tall and blonde so basically the opposite of real life... it’s weird) and then we talk about business idr what the actual meeting was about EXCEPT that i said i had a penis and elon musk didn’t care but then i revealed that i actually DIDN’T have a penis and then he said “yo you wanna see mine” and me n the other girl were like ok and we went to elon musk’s bed but we didn’t do anything we kinda just sat there but at the end elon showed me that he had taken a picture of my (white lady) butt and he threatened to leak it but i lied and said i was an attorney and i’d sue so he got really scared and i think this is where the next dream begins.
so i was in my house at my desk talking to my mom (and i look like myself now) and i didn’t have pants on i just had a rly big shirt and the windows were open and MRS STEIN (my old kindergarten teacher whom i haven’t seen in ten years) like puts her face up to the window and waves and i have to smile and wave with my mom while hiding the fact that i’m not wearing pants anyway mrs. stein’s whole family comes over and by this time i’m wearing pants so anyway there r these three little kids and i never meet one of them bc i stay in the study but anyway this first kid is sad so i get him a huge balloon bundle from the balloon cupboard (which is like this huge storage section in the top of the wall behind my desk filled with super old inflated balloons that somehow haven’t deflated yet (the second little kid sees this and she asks how they haven’t been deflated and i said the storage space keeps it from deflating). anyway then the mom (like mrs. steins sister or niece or smth idk) who looks exactly like aunt cricket from season 4 of riverdale comes over and talks to me and she says that the way the balloon storage preserves the balloon integrity reminds her of her own jewelry boxes that are really large and make sure the jewelry doesn’t dull or rust. those jewelry boxes come into play later.
anyway mrs. stein’s family gets kicked out of our house bc the third kid that i never actually see ate a bunch of our cake without asking. then the dream transitions into the next scene which is in a weird basement looking area where a scene from riverdale season 4 is playing out but it’s not actually what happened it’s what i think WOULD have happened if jughead hadn’t faked his death and just been alive the whole time. so it’s basically a courtroom scene where betty and jughead r explaining how the kids from stonewall r actually the ones who tried to kill him and frame betty for it except it’s not in a courtroom it’s in a weird dimly lit basement. and i’m like omnipresent so i’m not actually in the scene but i can see everything that’s going on.
anyway betty is presenting the case but she says something (i can’t remember what she says) and cheryl stands up and calls out this mariachi-style band and they start playing VERY weird, jarring music like carnival music on crack and everyone around them except cheryl forgets what they were doing and just stares blankly but not me because i’m omniscient so me, cheryl, and the band are the only ones who kind of know what’s going on. anyway cheryl does this so that she can speak her mind (and it’s weird bc it has nothing to do with the actual hearing it’s just her telling a story about her childhood) and basically she would tell a part of the story and then when ppl started becoming fully conscious again she’d make the band play again and it was like a loop but each time she would tell a new part of the story.
so the story was how her parents were forcibly separated from each other at a young age (and this is not from the show this is just my brain) and her aunt (I RECOGNIZED HER AUNT AS THE LADY WHO TALKED TO ME ABOUT JEWELRY IN MY HOUSE because when cheryl told the story it had like graphics to accompany it like a fever dream) anyway her aunt had weird powers so she would “poison” cheryl’s family’s food to make any food (but she specifically mentioned chinese food, so it made dream-me think her aunt was kinda racist) taste like blood. except her mom’s cooking, so that all the kids would want their moms cooking instead of literally any other food. cheryls mom was also in on it.
AND IT TURNS OUT that they were eating GNOMES (in my dream she said goblins but they had tiny hats and everything so when i woke up i realized they were actually gnomes) and those gnomes were being stored in HER AUNT’S JEWELRY BOXES. and that’s where the jewelry boxes come into play.
then there’s an additional scene right after that (like at the end) where it seems like a couple of days had passed since the hearing and i was corporeal again so i had a body and it looked like me. i was in my study and i opened my balloon storage compartment (which doesn’t actually exist in real life but it was pretty prominent in the dream) and THERE WERE A BUNCH OF BIG JEWELRY BOXES CRAMMED WITH LIVE GNOMES AND IT WAS SO SCARRING and then i woke up.
enjoy
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dsc4 · 5 years
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yusuke-of-valla · 5 years
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Actually, for those plot holes, plenty of them... aren't holes. I'm submitting this instead of sending asks bc that'd be a lot of asks.
1. when did it say there's no reception? Sae gets a call right outside the interrogation room. It is weird for there to be reception so far underground but apparently there is. It is a police station, makes sense they'd want their phones to work everywhere in the building.
2. It only requires audio the first time you go there. You're able to bookmark a location like a normal navigating app, and then you just have to click the bookmark to go there. Futaba SPECIFICALLY said this was how it was done; she simply made the app think the bookmark was activated.
3. when they first go into Sae's palace, they aren't in their uniforms. They're not perceived as threats unless they're in the CASINO specifically.
I got nothing for the next bunch. 6 was probably Sae and Futaba pulling strings? For 9 she must've known of how to avoid people and cameras, I guess. I doubt there were a lot of people around, and actually Futaba could probably just loop the cameras since she can do basically anything. Government servers? Psh, child's play.
10. Ryuji's the only one who was like "haha gotem" that we saw, and he's Ryuji. He simply believed WHOLE-HEARTEDLY that it worked. He was being OPTIMISTIC bc he had faith in everyone.
11. They didn't go to the REAL interrogation room, they checked out the one in Sae's palace to make sure it looked decently real enough. Obviously they couldn't be sure though, but still.
12. Got nothing but I don't remember when that was mentioned, so.
13. They DID dissolve, it was just delayed. Is it weird it was delayed? Sure. But they did dissolve after Akechi left the room.
14. again, when did it say no reception? And why did that have to take place before he left the metaverse?
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Anyway, post being referred to here
So I haven't replayed or rewatched that scene recently to really give my opinion on things, but I can see both of your points on a fee of these
1) + 14) because these are kinda the same point: While it's true it's established that Sae gets a phone call down there, the point might be that they shouldn't because they're 8 floors underground. I mean, I barely get reception in my dorm which is on a hill in a city.
2) I haven't played the game recently enough to weigh in here
3) OP's point might have been that after the testimony and Sae coming to the realization that Goro's a suspect, she should be wary of him and that should change her cognition of him, the way in Futaba's Palace the PT could intially approach in their normal clothes, but then got seen as enemies and had to wear their thief clothes in the same area. So an argument could be made that Ren told Sae Goro was the traitor, she should think of him as an enemy, and this he should change into his thief attire regardless of his proximity to the Palace.
6) maybe Futaba would could pull strings? I know the conspiracy said they would falsify a death certificate anyway.
9-11) IDR enough
12) I remember Morgana mentioning this but I assumed Ren told him. This does circle back to how they ranked up if the real Ren wasn't there though.
13) Yeah they do dissolve but there's no reason for the reaction to be delayed that long, nor for there to even be blood. No other cognitive person has behaved like that and there's no reason for that to be different here other than Goro would figure everything out otherwise.
14) I already mentioned this but tbh that scene would've been better if there wasn't reception and we were spared that exposition dump.
So yeah there are definitely things I'm willing to suspend my belief for (the cellphone reception, the body, and Sae getting out of there unnoticed) then there's stuff that's iffier like Goro's thief attire that could be argued either way on account of the Metaverse not being real and thus we can't say for sure how it would have worked in this case, but then there's stuff that completely breaks my immersion like the cognitions behaving nothing like any other example we've seen so far for no reason other than plot and to pull a fast one on the player.
Generally speaking, I feel like if you're writing a complex plan like this you don't want to be overly-reliant on the audience going "logically I know that's weird but I'll bite because i'm interested" because if you make the audience go "wait what" too many times that'll break their immersion and they start picking at the little things.
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theskoomacat · 5 years
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Plont update under the cut Edit: sorry for the giant pictures, for some reason photo positioning breaks between mobile and pc ??
This guy just keeps flowering! I've even managed to polinate several previous flowers but it still wants to fuck Badly.
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The herb tower has basically boiled down to basil bc the salad is still sad and it became even sadder after I've been gone for several days and the woman who came over overwatered the whole thing. Basil though! It's fucking huge rn I should start cuttting it (you can see it started growing back in winter by how far the leaf nodes are from each other)
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I've mentioned I had an ~1yo avocado tree but I haven't mentioned that it majorly ate shit when I was repotting it and dried the roots out too much. All the leaves fell off but the stem was alive so I kept watering it and there seem to be buds coming in? I think? Idr seeing these before. So that's nice. The 2d photo is a maple I've kidnapped from the outside last spring, the stem also seems to be alive so we'll see how the top bud behaves.
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My parents brought 2 succulents from Portugal last September for me. One of them also ate shit - initially it has eagerly sprouted some leaves (smaller and almost without its white coating bc can you imagine going from +30 Portugal to -10 Russia?) but then the older leaves started whithering and falling off and I couldn't understand why and watered it a bit more and OF COURSE it rotted, the leaves I’ve managed to snap off don’t seem like they’re able to sprout a baby either:\ The other one (or there are three of them in the pot, it wasn't clear if it was a singular plant) seems dormant. It doesn't seem to be rotting or withering at least, that's a relief. But I haven't posted its photos so here. I love that the leaves are kinda hairy
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The stolen unknown succulent baby seems to be growing? Also I bought lithops-like attempt #3 and it simply must work out this time, I've spent hours watching videos about lithops so I chose the one that most probably wouldn't croak on me, the one with new growth but still not soft older leaves. It's still in its shop pot bc I'm not watering it at least until the outer leaves have all dried out (the reason they still haven't is that the plant was watered more than it should've been so they didn't transfer all their water to the new leaves like they should've). I think I don't remember the innermost leaves having the split line so I'll take it as a sign that it's fine with not being watered for a while.
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Also bought these two lil guys. The 1st I haven't seen before, I love its irregular plumpy form and the hooks. I tried to resist not buying the 2d but then I saw these miniature needle rosettes around the main needles and just. couldn't. (While taking the photo I've noticed that its store pot is covered in some mite-like webbing and I'm #yikes).
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The oak/evergreen cuttings project had to be scrapped bc the roots just wouldn't grow But the laurel cutting I’ve brought from Croatia last July not only hasn’t died yet but also finally sprouted some roots after I’ve applied some root hormone-like stuff. So good luck me with potting it and not killing it in the process.
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helo-gudbue-blog · 7 years
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Seventeen NY Hi Touch Experience
So I haven’t seen anyone really mention how hi touch went and a lot of carats I talked to afterwards went completely blank lol
Basically NY had to do hi touch before the concert bc the boys had a flight right after. After splitting the VVIP and VIP the VVIP were taken hours before to wait on the roof (no one knows why the roof was the place to be but oh well). VIP were let into the venue at 5 after getting stickers that said VIP on them. VIP were split into 3 lines to go through metal detectors and then split again into two lines for hi touch. One around the left of this counter where you had to turn the corner which looked shady tbh and the other line was just straight down from the table the boys were at.
So they checked off tickets and kinda pushed us along into line. I was ofc on the line where you had to turn the corner so I had to awkwardly cut into the line near the table. Got to see Minghao for .3 seconds longer though so not complaining 😛
A staff member was right next to them explaining that we high five, not grab and only right hand. Had to switch all my shit over to the left hand mad quick at that point lol. They all lined up with their hand out. So as for order as best as I can remember
Minghao: He is actually so fucking beautiful you guys. Like he glows and his skin is so tan. I swear I saw him and I was like shit. Those .5 seconds were instant death.
Jeonghan: He is also beautiful. And he has really nice skin. Order starts to get a little messy here bc I have no recollection of where Jun, Vernon, Hoshi, and Wonwoo were in positioning
Jun: He looked really tired tbh, but his features are mad prominent. One of the frequently mentioned visuals for a reason no lie.
Hoshi: He has the squishiest cheeks ever. And his smile is absolutely adorable. Looked so cheerful. I’m glad he recovered in time 😁
Vernon: ??? Tbh idr him at all like I was actually fully aware of everyone at that point and I wasn’t even that nervous. No idea what happened here 😓
Woozi: Ok I either high fived him twice or almost missed him and did it again lol. So as I was passing through the line I refused to look at their hands bc there was no way I wasn’t making the most of being inches away from those beautiful faces. I think I aimed and either missed or hit the edge of his palm. So I was like oh oops and redid the high five. For anyone who is curious Woozi is like 5'2" at best bc Istg I was looking down at him. I am like half an inch away from 5 feet and decided to wear three inch heels so I was a good 5'2.5".
DK: He said something to me but I didn’t really hear it properly. He could’ve been responding to the fact that as I passed by each member I said “why are they all so pretty” and when it was his turn I said pretty lol. Could have just been a polite boy saying thanks for coming though.
Wonwoo: Idr much about him. He looked tired, but otherwise he was just quiet.
Dino: He is up there as my bias so I just have to scream about him. Yo his skin he is also tanner than I expected. Those whitewashed fan pics really do not do them justice. But I straight up looked him in the face. Like kill me I can’t believe I was this close to his face 😭😭😭 I am still screaming. He’s so beautiful and he looks so good with blonde hair. We were eye level bc I wore heels 😭😭 Those blisters were worth that. God my overdramatic ass but I swear time froze at that moment. I think I stared at his face too long bc he nodded and looked lowkey confused.
S.Coups: Y'all this man is so goddamn extra. He took those 5 seconds of high touch and managed to make it extra lmk how and why. Corny as hell I’m telling you. So instead of just leaving his hand out to high five he whooshes up for a underhand high five and I’m telling you he made a whoosh noise while doing it. He basically high fived me instead of the other way around lmao Istg my face was the same as the white guy blinking meme. Seungcheol wyd
Seungkwan: He is the cutest little thing ever. He said hi so cheerfully to everyone in the line. I think I said hi back bc that’s my automatic response, but can’t really remember bc it was a rush near the end (really hope I did though). Kill me he is too precious for this world. And his smile was so genuine. Melting my heart ❤️
Joshua: Such a sweetheart. Said thanks for coming with that cute smile he does where his eyes kinda scrunch up. I feel so bad bc he got cut off mid sentence since it was a kinda long phrase. Has the voice of angel
Mingyu: He is tall af lmaoo. Even in my heels I didn’t see his face just his chest. Everyone else was at least sorta in eye range, it was just him. He said something in English but I didn’t get to hear it properly since I was rushed into the venue 😔
Overall I really enjoyed the chance to see the boys this close up and would love if they could do this again ❤️❤️This hi touch went a lot better than I expected. Not sure if it was bc it was 13 members and took longer so it didn’t feel as rushed or bc it wasn’t actually that rushed lol. Usually during hi touch you can’t even blink it it’ll happen without you realizing lmao. Concert was amazing and I might try to post some fancams (most are kinda an aerial view of the group or Dino focused lol) and talk more about the actual concert. I am so upset that hi touch didn’t happen after bc once they left it sunk it that it was the end. Post concert depression is starting to hit hard 😢
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kindofsharethat · 8 years
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so last night people were sharing stories of how they became larries and i thought i’d make a big (emphasis on big) ol list of them because i found them really fun to read
I've been a 1D fan since 2013 and my sister and i always thought that l&h looked so good together but only the bromance and we're like "omg larries destroyed their friendship poor eleanor 1!1!1!", then in 2015 the "i'm gay pretty unfortunate isn't eleanor ?" happened and i was like WHAAT???? and i ended up searching more and more about larry (bc it was the only thing that came to my mind) and i found the videos and then i told my sister and then here we are.
I became a larrie because someone in my dash who rarely post about 1D posted the first louis/fred pic and tagged it babygate. So I went looking into the tag and found everything. I had doubt but then i saw the moment where H touch L arm and i was in! I actually became a fan of the music after. I've done everything in reverse with this band! But when i entered the fandom in feb2016 and i was hopping to see it all end like a month later! But hey, still here! And loving it mostly! End it!
it was 2011 and my friend told me she had found a really good song and the singers were so cute, she showed me wmyb video and i spent the whole day listening to it and then in the evening i wanted to find out more about these 5 guys. i started watching video diaries ans i was looking for the next one but i accidentally clicked "best larry moments" video aaand the rest is history
I became a larrie after aimh tweet hits 2m and everyone on all of my social media started freaking out even though I didn't follow any 1D blogs so I started search about them and now I'm here also at that time I was kinda homophobic 'cause I live in russia and grown up in middle eastern family and now I'm proud lesbian who knows a lot about LGBTQ+ history so thank you to my larents and 1D for making me gay lol 🌈💕
i was a fan since 2011 but didnt know about larry bc i was young and didnt have any social media but around 2013-2014 my friend showed me the "are you and louis dating" vid and i was like the mr krabs meme bc i just couldnt understand why larry would have to be covered up so i went home and watched "why elounor is fake" videos and my eyes were open and ever since that day ive been a larrie and i regret not knowing sooner but im here now !!
i saw the daddy daddy cool tweet and was like dude that's the wrong type of daddywtf? & I hadn't heard about a pregnancy? then a week later I had read the treatise and had a side blog and watched all the freddieismyqueen videos & was in way too deeeep lol. I've never been around when they weren't on the break even, I'm so confused about how I got here but now I can't escape 😝I had never even listened to their music before but then I also did that and was like damn they're so good?!
I just remembered going out once and being quite tipsy when DMD video came on so I pointed to Louis and Harry and said 'they're in love, but shh nobody can know' and one of my friends looked at me with a WTF?? expression on her face and said 'but I thought that was common knowledge'. Mind you, she still doesn't even know their names, let alone anything else. That was around the time bg was still a fresh wound and I'll never forget it bc it was so nice to hear it and also my hangover was a bitch.
I got interested in 1D right after their last concert, like right on Halloween. I became a Larrie that very same day too, right after i read Dan Wattpad's infamous "Harry and Louis hate each other". I saw articles floating around saying how they were enemies, reason for Zayn leaving...blah blah. I was sceptical, then i came across the famous OTRA hug, and i was like, no fucking way they hate each other, not with how they are hugging. I then delved into YT and discovered freddieismyqueen. Bless.
I joined july 2014 (2 months after they 've passed my country ouch) and was instantly hooked because this shit is like crack. Today I'm the darkest larrie that exists preaching the word for everyone who'll listen. I can WAIT for their CO because I have a party prepared? I literally have a wine since 2014 in my cellar that I'm only going to open the day they're free, I have nauthical theme stocked for the party. My friends just know that they have to come and that I'll be crying the whole month!!
weirdly enough i became a larry cos of that stupid channel 4 documentary id never heard of larry or gay shipping or whatever before that and i saw that and i was very mr krabs meme and i looked into it saw that it wasn't evil and gross like they were portraying it and never turned back
I joined the fandom in late 2012 and I wasn't a larrie but I wasn't an anti either i just hadn't looked into it but then i remember during the confirmation of bg on gma i felt bad for harry and i didnt really know why and I was surprised by my own reaction. Then with bg going on I started to realise that none of that could be real I did my research and I've been a larrie ever since :)
I joined the fandom in 2012, used to think Elounor was real but just because I never looked into it and I knew some people thought Larry was real at the time so I checked this insta page that debunked Elounor and I have no regrets 💙💚
When I become a 1D fan, in 2012, I liked elounor and I liked Eleanor unfortunately. I was not that into fandom things so I wasn't paying attention to details. But my whole view changed in 2014 when they came to South America for the WWAT and all those rumors in Argentina with the hotel room and Brazil that was an experience and I was like "ok something is happening here between them" and here I am, 4 years later and going strong as a larrie. I'm on the winning team 😌💅🏼
I became a larrie when my friend first introduced me to fanfiction. I read a larry one and was totally amazed by it. After that, I switched between het ones and larry ones, but always came back to larry. After that, I simply became obsessed with the pair, something that made me fall in love with the band and all of them. I watched the dairies and everything, and just saw how clear their infatuation was. Tumblr and a lot of other sites just simply proved the theory even more. No regrets ❤
i became a larrie late novemeber after a month of being in the 1d fandom. i watched freddieismyqueen videos and other proofs for hours everyday (especially over thanksgiving break)
I wasn't even a fan of 1D, but while I was looking for pictures of them to do a collage for a friend, I found one in which Louis and Harry were looking at each other and, damn, I can't explain what I felt, I just knew it. So, I was trying to figure out if I was the only one thinking there was something between this two, and it turned out I wasn't! I discovered tumblr, and I spent 3 days reading post, watching videos and proofs and...here I am, 3 years after, being the larriest larrie
I became a 1d fan when uan tour had just started and like. I watched all the damn youtube videos in about a week and I noticed that in the video diaries on the stairs they were so ~cozy, and they were so Extra™ on stage and hl weren't like that with the other boys. They just emanated the feelings I suppressed: Ultra Gay. And yeah. That's how it Began for me
I became a larrie when I watched the behind the scenes of wmyb and Louis was saying "I've gotta say it" and Harry was all over him and hid his face in Louis' shoulder and said "no!"
Same like that previous anon i hadnt even considered two guys being more than friends bc of where i grew up. But just watching proof videos of them for a while i kind of realized how in love they were. Thats when i started thinking about how different and colorful the world actually is compared to what I've learned from the people i grew up around
I became a larrie when my friend and I would watch their video diaries together, and I would see the way h&l acted with each other. I mentioned it to my friend and she was like yeah, Larry, and she showed me one YouTube video so I spent weeks watching every single one I could find, all these years later and I've come to accept theres no way to crawl out of this 😂
are we sharing larrie stories? my friend became a fan early 2012 (and a larrie) and was adamant on making me on too, and I finally gave in summer 2013. I rmr the day after TCAs that year, niall tried to do a twitcam and idr how but some article got written abt the twitcam that included a link to those 'you just have to pay attention' videos. I marathoned them all, and it was that arm moment that zayn failed to hide that #sealed it. though my friend gave me the skinny on haylor back in 2012~
i was like a super casual fan since their first album. my friend introduced them to me cuz she was crushing on zayn. i just knew their music but not actually them. i became a larrie during weedgate. weird timing, i know. i saw it on the news and got curious about what was going on. saw the video then got to know about the boys individually through past vids. i started from the very start from the xf vid diaries. those two, not subtle AT ALL. and well, the rest was history.
i was in entirely different fandom back in 2014, but one of my follower turns into a liam stan and starts to post about 1d and there was a post about how harry and louis can't touch each other and i thought that was really weird weren't they bandmates?? then i started digging around and stumble into a treatise blog. here i am now hahaha
I got into this fandom because of my best friend. She showed me week 4 diary video... and I was like are those two in a relationship?? I pointed at louis and harry and she said no why? And I was like I don't know they seem cozy together and I pointed out that harry was staring at louis lips... she didn't believe me first but now she is a larrie😂 So basically I got into this fandom knowing larry is real
I became a fan of the boys 4 years ago. I read about Larry and that fans believed they were together so I went on YouTube and saw some videos and read some stories (I think it was here on tumblr??) and I immediately believed they were together. There wasn't a particular moment for me, it was a lot of things. Probably, above all, the way they looked at each other. They never looked at someone else so fondly. And 4 years later I keep saying the same thing 💖
for me, i always thought louis was gay from way back in 2011 but i didn't really think of harry's sexuality cause i wasn't like a stan i was just a casual fan [which is why it confuses me when people say that if larry isn't real, louis is straight and horrible, no...he still gay as hell babe]. anyway i became a larrie cause i used to really follow celeb gossip and when the news dropped, gossip sites/tabloids kept mentioning harry and larries everywhere so i decided to investigate and...here i am
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cloudcreates · 8 years
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i saw only a few draws of yanya but i want to know more about him :
kicks the door in WELL my friend ur in LUCK bc i have a LOT of shit abt yanya to talk abt
let’s kick it off with his backstory SHALL WE
so ! yanyas a lil kitsune boi raised in a little village in the outskirts of karnosea on famia, we dont have a name for it yet its not important w/e ANYWAY
he was BORN in a bigger town in central karnosea which i also dont have a name for but its also not important, what IS important is that he was a happy lil gremlin for most of his little babby years until he hit about elementary school where all the other kids’ parents started teaching them to be racist towards orcs and kitsunes and lizardfolk n shit! so they started being little shits towards him. which made him not like being in fox shape around them anymore. or in general.
so when his mums, shiranuit, a kitsune barbarian, and resnerina, a half-orc witch, were like “fuck that shit,” they moved away to that much smaller settlement, made up almost Entirely of rarer races like catfolk and wyvaran, and also orcs and ogres and stuff yea
and things were p alright! yanyas mums love him Very Much ok i love them and i love him and they all love each other. shiranuit works as a weaponsmith, and resnerina works as a luthier. so when u mashed their work together, u got yanya, a skald, or Basically a rage bard, who makes all his weapons and instruments, bc he makes his weapons into instruments, and vice versa.
his first weapon in game was a heavy mace that doubled as a guitar! it was crafted from metal ofc but its body was in the shape of a cow skull bc that shit’s metal. on one side was the guitar all strung up, and on the other he’d flip it around and it’s just Covered in spikes for him to beat the shit out of whatever 8)c
he uses his music to express himself. even with cure and mending magic, destroying things and lashing out and being aggressive all the time doesn’t make him feel good, so he’ll usually just turn to screaming out some sick tunes instead. his music’s very important to him.
moving back to early life however! he moved on through school pretty easy. i mean. not Entirely too easily bc the boy’s dumb as a brick so w/e he just. he didnt flunk out at the very least ok Cs get degrees anyway
and when he was abt.. 16, 17, he met ash!  his first..and Only girly friend who’s also a kitsune, and a gunslinger! between the two of them, she’s kind of.. the ‘brains’ but. even then she’s not like, super smart. it’s just.. not hard to be smarter than yanya w/ that sweet 7 WIS and 10 INT score lmfao. she’s plenty clever tho!
around this time yanya and ash didn’t go to school, they travelled around their local part of karnosea causing a little trouble here and there bc well. they’re of chaotic alignment. however! chaotic good alignment, so they really only gave hell to..racists 8) .. bc fuck em
the thing is though, while yanya had two mums that loved him a lot, ash didn’t. she had one mum that sucked a bunch and constantly berated her, and yanya knew, it was partially why they spent so much time just carting around wildly, having fun, bc yanya knew she deserved better!
as a side note, karnosea is neighboring artorias, which is the Big Capital of famia, where Queen Azaroa has opened a bard college! probably the best and most chattered abt all over the world tbh. you can bet yanya’s heard of it by now, being as musically inclined as he is, and has always sort of dreamed of going there.. but shit, he and his fam ain’t making that kind of money, lmfao
but! it just so happens, as rumors say, there’s a new scholarship surfacing, offered specifically to members of more. rare races, such as kitsunes! yanya can’t lie about his interest being piqued..
but the thing was, from 16 going on 18, he was sort of perfectly happy and content just travelling around like a rascal with ash, because they were best friends!! and having fun!! and without yanya, he thought ash would be all alone with her fuckin mean ass mum!! he didn’t want that, and also that bard college is probably overrated anyway, whatever..
ash’s mum isn’t having any of it, wtf ash is happy??  
the second ash and yanya get back home from whatever little bout of travel they were on, ash’s mum goes on a tirade at ash about how she’s dragging yanya down and holding him back, how she’s not good enough for him, etc.. so ash panics, because she knows he isn’t going to leave her unless she makes him never wanna see her again.
so! that same day, ash tells yanya about. how she’s been cheating on him the whole time. laughs in his face. tells him he should’ve expected it, kitsunes are known for being tricksters, liars after all!
he’s heartbroken.. so he leaves for artorias in a shocked daze probably not a full 12 hr later 
and he gets accepted to the college!
ofc being kinda poor and rough around the edges, it’s not without it’s fair share of. snooty ass rich kids being assholes, which is whatever. turns out tho, some of those rich kids are from karnosea! so because yanyas as subtle as an airhorn, rumors about him not being human spread. guess who gets to deal with racist school peers all over again! yaaaay
it’s not totally bleak, though. at college yanya met jonavahn, neyla, pazzoch, and a bunch of the other rare-race scholarship kids and they all form their own little nestled group of friends :’>
soo because yanya’s fuckin shit at like, learning, he like, does kind of piss poor in all the actual study-centric classes lmfao. but! he’s fantastic at the physical side of things–he excels with playing instruments and melee fighting, because it’s less read-a-book-and-study and more muscle memory and physical training and practice, ofc. he just barely graduated bc getting half amazing grades and half shitty grades only balances out to so much, but dAMMIT HE DID IT
so when he graduates, he goes back home for a little bit. im sure while he was at college, he managed to visit his mums back at karnosea for a little bit on breaks, but. just the idea of going back to karnosea, just knowing that. it’s where ash was. it made it a lot harder in practice than it was in theory for him lmfao.
but being back home, getting to see him mums again! it makes him really happy! because his mums love him a lot !!! and love and support him a shit ton!! they’re so proud! look at their son that graduated from the artorian queen’s bard college! holy shit!!
yanya realizes sometimes that he takes his mums for granted.. they’ve always been there to makes him feel like everything’s ok. and they do a damn good job of it! 
 a fun fact! lershe, my old incompetence quest 1 character, is a half-orc monk–by the end of iq1, he became a lycanthrope (this was in dnd 3.5, so monks could still get infected by lycanthropy), and also a lvl 30 minor deity lmfao
lershe was separated from his dad, who was raising him on his own, at a v young age. at the end of iq1, lershe sought him out, found him again, and found out that he’d started a new family with a new wife! and tbh lershe met his mum in iq1 he could not be happier for his dad lmfao. but they have a daughter! so lershe has a little half-sister! and that little half-sister is resnerina!
because lycanthropes and kitsunes share a sort of similar ability in changing shape ya kno yeah, when yanya was a little kid, lershe was still “alive” as a mortal half-orc (lershe put off accepting that he was an immortal deity for a long time) and. was a big inspiration for yanya, naturally. these kids and people were giving him shit for being able to change shape into something that resembled an animal, but his uncle lershe can do it to, and HE’S a god!! so whatever!!
anyway so iq2 started off by all the characters running into each other in a little town in karnosea and some shit abt a cave off the outskirts of town getting ransacked by mercenaries or smth, idr
a little before then our DM said txeru and yanya were going to enter town together, and aria and karrina were going to enter town together, and we could come up w/ whatever reason why they’d end up together so txeru and yanya met first actually, just outside on town in a little tavern where they. probably got into a little scuffle just bc bar fights are fun. who cares. its fine. 
its ironic bc right now, in game, txeru and yanya are fucking pissed at each other! and its great. the drama is clearing my skin. my crops are prospering. 
basically txeru is a kasatha, an alien race not native to famia, and he’s come to famia trying to hide from two .. sort of alien police that’re after him for all the petty crimes he’s done. thing is, these two Very Specific alien cops are after him because. he kinda. was romantically involved with Both of them, one being his partner in crime and the other being of kasathan royalty–when he was backed into a corner and about to get caught he kind of ditched his partner and left the noble out high and dry so they’re both PISSED at him
they recently made their way to famia and found txeru, and after we TURNED TAIL AND RAN THE FUCK OFF from them, txeru explained his story
having his heart fucking shattered by ash, yanya kinda wasn’t super happy to find out txeru was a heart-shattering asshole himself! 
so he DECKED HIM IN THE FACE and hadn’t spoken a kind word to him in like, a week
NOW they’re talking, it’s just. every word they say to each other is some variant of “fuck you” and atm we’re waiting for a boiling point to hit to see if they’ll kiss and make up or if they’re just gonna have to hate each other! 8) im so excited
meanwhile this entire time, we’re level 10 right now. so half way to the capstone level 20. 
yanya still hasn’t formally revealed that he’s a kitsune to anyone in the group. but! as i said. the boy’s subtle as a brick thrown through a window. he’s slipped up enough times in his human disguise for just about everyone in the party to catch just a little something being off about him, but since most of the party is from artorias, away from the rarer races of karnosea, not everyone knows what a kitsune is
BUT we HAVE met a kitsune in game! madame fouxy (blame my dm for that name), but even then she only shifted from an actual fox shape to anthro fox shape, not to human shape. so they’re still unaware that kitsunes can even do that atm, meaning yanya’s ruse is hanging on by a thread lmfao
he’d just come out and say it bc he’s well aware everyone’s probably seen through him by now, but. it’s suppose to be a secret. knowing that everyone knows doesn’t make him wanna tell it, it makes him wanna convince everyone they’re wrong, even though they’re right, and he doesn’t like lying ,and if everyone’s already figured it out already, then he’s not doing a good job at keeping his own damn secrets, which freaks him out, and… etc
yanya’s favorite colors are red and blue, his favorite food is smoked rabbit, he’s 6′2″ flat on his heels in human shape, but he’s wearing stilettos bc he’s use to toe walking in fox-shape, which usually puts him up to about 6′4″, 6′5″..
he’s got a shit ton of muscle, and he eats a lot to keep up his energy! so he has his fair share of fat w a soft belly. he weighs probably anywhere from 250-300 bc im not good w weights lmfao
he has a total of.. 14 piercings, four on each ear, one on each eyebrow, two on his lips, one on his nose, and one on his tongue, almost all of which he got at the bard college lmfaoo
atm at level 10, he has 5 tails! only one spell-like ability from them, however, which is disguise self. 
he knows how to sew!
he has a fear of mirrors and heights.
it’s less a ‘fear’ and more. he doesn’t like looking at himself in the mirror, practically can’t stand it when he’s in human shape. seeing his human face all he can think is “liar, liar, liar” because that’s not his ‘real’ face. seeing his fox face he’s only reminded how much fewer people would rather see him this way. if he has to, he’ll much prefer looking at his fox face, however.
AND I THINK..THAT MAY JUST COVER IT..if it’s not everything it’s Pretty close, and if i come up w anything new ur probably gonna see me draw it at some point LMFAO
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thebottomoftheapple · 5 years
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Hello Again
Yes, it’s been over a year again.
I’m not going to stress myself but I do really want to write more. I feel like when I wrote more consistently, I was happier, overall. Or maybe I’m just really sad right now and have been for a while but it’s all just coming out now. I haven’t really cried like this honestly since maybe when I graduated, which I didn’t think was that bad. A few months earlier I think I cried even more when my “London Boyfriend” broke up with me (IDR if i ever mentioned him before but it’s too irrelevant at this point so). ANYWAY yes there’s a new boy involved too but I’m not sad because of him...I think..but i do think he brought out all of this.. or maybe he’s just the last person I wad with and everything’s finally catching up to me (We’ll talk about him later).
So I’m finally going to Atlanta. But let’s recap the last year first.
(I haven’t read my last post bc I cannot rn) Last year I was still freelancing at NowThis and was planning on leaving to ATL in the spring/summer... but then they offered me a full time job and I took it. I wouldn’t say I regret it because I did learn a lot and saved a good amount of money. But i would say it attributed to this stagnant discontent-ness that I’ve been masking by going on vacations, getting drinks and going out with friends, and talking to Milton. I haven’t fully felt like myself in a while and it sucks because I feel like I’ve personally regressed. Like being abroad, my summer in ATL and I suppose graduating were great high points for me. I was excited, eager, and for the most part fulfilled. Obviously, life wasn’t perfect back then but ever since being back home I feel like I’ve been pretending to be all those things I used to be.. with distractions. But now I’m FINALLY changing things up and doing what I think is best for me.. and I’m scared. It’s not just the fact that I’m leaving all my friends and family behind (which is much bigger than I thought it was), it’s also the fear of failure, of making the wrong choice, of making a good choice for right now but maybe not for the long term. I’m scared. Of being alone, of making mistakes. But I’m also excited (lol 😭) to just go. The sadness really hits when I’m up alone all night, like I literally feel helpless cause I’ve been doing this for too long. But hopefully this will go away once I get down there and I pray they’ll have work for me much sooner rather than later once I’m there. But because I have some family there it shouldn’t be too bad, right? I think I am really excited though, eager to start - yeah it’s the uncertainty too that’s wearing down on me. Once I start that first gig, I know everything will be sweet. I just have to be patient *sigh* but also fill up my time somehow. 🙄
Sooooo I guess I can go into Milton now... yes, that Milton 😂. It’s really crazy because I’m still unsure on how I exactly I feel, but I know I do really care about him. So it started when I went up to cuse for Mayfest weekend. Basically he invited me over to smoke and I was off the molly lmao so I was chattin’ about everything and anything when I was with him. He subtly tried to make moves but I was dismissing them because it’s Milton... and what happened early... But then he kissed me and I liked it and the rest is history... LOLJK but we’ve been talking since (I’ve concluded I only like to guys who don’t live near me bc......). In the beginning it was fun, good sex, and someone nice to talk to and if I’m being honest I never really saw him as someone I’d want to be with seriously, partially for shallow reasons but also we spent like a whole week together and by the end of it I felt like we were an old married couple, like we loved each other but didn’t like each other. And i thought I shouldn’t feel like this with someone I’m not even in a relationship with... but this weekend kinda felt like that again. Like I was cleaning up like I was his wife and he was just watching tv. But this time it felt a little more right, normal? Maybe I keep getting these inklings because they’re tapping into the future? or past? In another dimension?I don’t know, it’s weird. But he really opened up to me more than he has before (which has been a lot!) And I just tried to console him you know, but then I started crying in the middle of the night..... and after he left, I cried when he facetimed me, and I cried some more after I hung up. And I’m tearing up thinking about it now (UGH). But yeah now I really don’t know how to feel about him, since I’m leaving. It’ll probably be like how it was with every other boy, sad for a bit but then I’ll meet someone knew and pretty much forget about them. Or maybe we’ll get married in 10 years, who knows. I want to get a tarot card reading done (lmao that’s a random sidetrack). No but he’s actually really great like from all the boys I’ve talked to, he’s been the most genuine and that’s something I’ve always wanted and whether it’s with me or not, I truly do wish him the best in the future.
And so speaking of this weekend, I had my goodbye party 😂It wasn’t what I pictured it to be like but I still think it was successful. The whole thing went by super quick for me because I was too busy making sure everything was going right: with the decorations, and the food, and DJ, and pictures, and money and wristbands, and just making sure everyone was having a good time. I was def overwhelmed but I think everyone had a good time. I got lit and had fun so that’s all I could ask for (except for it being cheaper ughhhhh but whatever it’s over now, I’m never doing that again until I’m big ballin’ then YES). Turnout could’ve been a little better toooo lol but I think that sums up how many and who really fucks with me so it’s fitting 😌My squadrin got me an amazingggg care package with polaroids, snacks, other things I love, and handwritten letters 😢, which I haven brought myself to read yet. But they are so amazing, literally the best people ever, all things considered, they are the best! And then I spent the next couple nights with Milton, where he gave me a super sweet gift as well! A gopro type of camera, ugh he’s so sweet. 
And now the party and party planning is over and there’s nothing left but to leave (and Max & Nat’s Bday party). So I’m here, home alone, sad lmao and i hit my fucked up nail again and now it’s hanging on for dear life and IDK what to do, I’m so upsetttttt lmaooo this would happen to me, Karen put this omen on me smh. ANYWAY I’m glad I decided to write again. I do feel better, just like I did before. I want to continue writing, maybe monthly. And to help me do this I’m going to set monthly goal(s). For January I’ll be lite:
Throw my going away party (done lol)
Drive down to Tio Edwin’s house
Work on my first of many projects in ATL
I’ll let you know how everything goes next month! (or sooner 😉)
- XOXO KIKIPALMTREE
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