#bc i KNOW cleaning and tidying will help me feel less Bad Funky
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#my home is very cluttered rn#much of it is boxes and mail that i need to get rid of#and dishes need to be put away#but i can’t explain how Much that feels like#also my brain is currently in a ‘daily chores are a Sisyphus-ian nightmare so we’re rebelling by not doing any of it’#except it did not ask my permission to do that#so i’m sitting here absolutely screaming and begging it to do anything at all#bc i KNOW cleaning and tidying will help me feel less Bad Funky#but my brain decides if we have to keep Doing Chores and the Chores Are Never Done#then it will not do the chores at all#i hate it here#’here’ being my brain#tangent but i hate blaming stuff on my brain bc like#i’m physically able to do this stuff#why do i need to wait until my brain is working good#why can’t i just Do#don’t wanna call myself lazy or beat myself up over it#but like shit man#this happens almost weekly#it’s grating on me#okay tag vent over#jayy speaks
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