#bc i CONSIDERED giving the dude this morning my phone number or my snap (eugh) or whatever | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

digitaldiseas3 · 2 months ago

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i can’t remember if i told tumblr about this already but whateva. i’m still thinking abt the dude who was hitting on me so hard this morning on my way to class. and i’m still thinking abt the hinge comment i got this morning that said smth like “you’re the kind of woman men used to go to war for, and id be first in line” like damn what was in the air that was making men NEED me

#only solidified my idea that i’m actually suuuper toxic tho lmfao #bc i CONSIDERED giving the dude this morning my phone number or my snap (eugh) or whatever #but i was like hmmm no i won’t because i’ll just get bored and ghost him within a few days anyway #id rather just bask in the massive ego stroke than actually get to know this guy more #he was lowkey genuinely gorgeous tho but yknow. i just like flirting i don’t like relationships #and regarding the hinge comment; i’m toxic for THAT bc i have my hinge neighborhood set to madrid #bc when i was studying abroad i got like 12x as many likes every day bc it’s a bigger city #and the dudes there are hotter than they are here (on average)#i never actually like anyone/match with anyone on hinge anymore bc i just want to get all of the likes #and not actually engage with anyone LMFAO #but i think the most toxic thing of all is the fact that i Recognize that i’m a toxic person #(esp regarding my ghosting addiction)#and yet i don’t change anything about myself. bc i don’t care bc i think it’s more fun this way ;)#thinking abt those things that are like ‘if you’re ever convinced you’re a bad person just remember that bad ppl don’t realize/don’t care #if they’re bad or not’#and it’s like oh lol you mean me? you mean exactly how i feel abt it? lmfao sickness 🤙🤙🤙🤙#again. it’s just way more fun and comfortable for me this way #and my narcissism gets a real kick out of it too LOLL

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