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something. about. the horror of being sent on an impossible (death) quest and obligations and hospitality politics. the trauma of not having a home, and then the trauma of being in a house that becomes actively hostile to you, one that would swallow you whole and spit out your bones if you step out of line. all of this is conditional, your existence continues to be something men want gone.
it's about going back as far as I can with the perseus narrative because there's always a version of a myth that exists behind the one that survives. the missing pieces are clearly defined, but the oldest recorded version of it isn't there! and there's probably something older before that!! but it's doomed to forever be an unfilled space, clearly defined by an outline of something that was there and continues to be there in it's absence.
and love. it's also about love. even when you had nothing, you had love.
on the opposite side of the spectrum, this is Not About Ovid Or Roman-Renaissance Reception, Depictions And Discourses On The Perseus Narrative.
edit: to add to the above, while it's not about Ovid, because I'm specifically trying to peel things back to the oldest version of this story, Ovid is fine. alterations on the Perseus myth that give more attention Medusa predate Ovid by several centuries. this comic is also not about those, either! there are many versions of this story from the ancient world. there is not one singular True or Better version, they're all saying something.
Perseus, Daniel Ogden
Anthology of Classical Myth: Primary Sources in Translation, edited & translated by Stephen M Trzaskoma, R. Scott Smith, Stephen Brunet
#perseus#danae#komiks tag#long post#every other week i start to say something about how greek heroes are a good case study in diaspora and exile trauma#but man perseus makes me so sad. so does danae. she loves her son :(#perseus turning a whole island to stone is a huge mood. i would also do that if i were him#anyway (salutes) take care everyone i gotta watch yunho's new video it looks like a fucking movie im so excited#(i singled out ovid bc i remember the fucking shit perseus discourse that ran through this site. i remember#im preemptively loading a gun and pointing at it before it can touch this post#it hasn't died out either i see it on twitter all the time in the most ANNOYING ways possible i am TIRED#esp bc they're actually doing medusa a narrative disservice like congrats! you made it worse! stop telling me it's better!!!!)#it’s all greek to me
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England's page 4 from the Hetalia Collezione
[Pls remember I'm no pro in jpns, pls don't be mean to me 🙏]
#hetalia#aph hetalia#hetalia collezione#hetalia england#hetalia sealand#aph england#aph sealand#arthur kirkland#peter kirkland#I expected to take at least 2 days but I remembered page 4s are so much easier and faster to do#the word america uses on the top middle can be tled as iron steel or concrete#I think here he mostly means iron bc we in the states mostly have iron and drywall if not wood#but hetascans tled it as concrete in that chapter so in the end I put both haha and I think that's actually best#also frozen food is a huge mood 😭
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#im so sad it was such a good ask blog too but my mood has been so severely impacted by it i literally could not handle it anymore#big surprise your favorite character being put through constant and severe turmoil is emotionally damaging. who wouldve guessed#it makes me sad people are so fucking mean too :^(#<- in relation to some of the asks folks send in to guide stories along#like sure cute aggression yeah whatever but some of yall are straight up cruel for no reason. ill never understand it#i really wish i had the heart to keep following this blog bc its such a huge and beautiful passion project... but im sensitive:^(#even if its fictional#sorry to the mutual i had to break </3 wahhhh#late night personal posting. goodnight#laika originals#oh should i tag this as uhhh#vent#? kind of not really im just talking here
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Lil doodles of “what if Laios wasn’t so afraid of looking like his father for a sec because he canonically thinks shaving his hair and beard is tedious like some depressed/socially uncaring trash raccoon”… I love him sm he’s so silly. I was wondering if it’d make some people infantilize him less/taking him more seriously in world because the beard makes him look more mature but then I see his mop of hair and yeah no… He’d look even more unhinged. People would come across his party and find his vibes sus straight out of the gate
#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi fanart#laios touden#marcille donato#chilchuck tims#senshi dungeon meshi#also also Marcille prefers long hair and was disappointed when she met Laios bc of ithelp#i’ve been in a huge laimar / marios mood this is your crumb#fuumiku art
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#morninggg!! today im in a huge mood to do nothing...perhaps its bc i should b studying#art#my art#oc tag#ocs videogame#oc jester
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Ruby's Song
Doctor Who | The Devil's Chord
Bonus window scene:
#loved how this scene was shot and I wanted to give each window its own section#doctor who#ncuti gatwa#millie gibson#ruby sunday#15th doctor#i like to imagine the maestro didnt kill June they were just a huge fan of her costume work#*damien voice* oh my god June Hudson I love your work#shoutout to that one dude who is like grooving and crying like thats a fucking mood my man#added a link to the song on youtube bc I feel like the set was missing that#[mygifs]#dir: Ben chessell
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a Rocky from the other day :]
#forgot to put this one here xd#the pilot release got me right back in a lackadaisy mood so i've been rereading the comics#was high time i did that anyway bc i havent read them in a WHILE so i have a lot of refreshing and catching up to do#if u dont know the webcomic i can highly recommend it!! used to be a huge inspiration for me art wise (and still is tbh)#lackadaisy#my art#proportions are way off but w/e#he is very fun to draw!!
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Can I ask, since you mentioned agreeing 'even if under duress' - how did the Watchers convince Player Grian to join them in hunger au?
So take this with the specific grain of salt that ive never watched Evo directly (but have friends who have ((thank you wren)), so i know tidbits via osmosis from them), but my thought has always been that the riddles the Watchers gave the Evo Players were all tests used to measure cleverness and intelligence-- the whole point of them attempting to copy the mind of a Player into a Watcher larva in the first place was to try and avoid the insanely high infant mortality rate their typical juveniles go through, bc they dont understand their own limits enough to even know they have them yet. So they needed a Player they knew they could instruct and who would listen to them, and, well. Grian, for all he was rebellious and outright defiant of the Watchers, still solved their puzzles and only had to be punished once before he stopped trying to mess with them
What ive always pictured is after the dragon fight the two main elders of the Watcher colony finally revealed themselves to Grian properly-- i have this crystal clear image of the two of them hovering above and next to the central end island, looming over Grian, and like, these guys are big. HUGE. A good 5x bigger than the ender dragon itself, at LEAST. It would be hard not to feel insanely intimidated by that, honestly, especially when there are two of them side by side, blocking your entire view of the End from that direction.
Anyway picture that with the context of these two giant floating winged worms youve never seen before, who have demonstrated their powerful ability to manipulate code in a way you cant.... telling you that they have chosen you to become one of them. Thats an immense amount of pressure, both from flattery and fear, especially considering theyve punished you before for defying them. I like to think even then, Grian balked a bit, and while i dont have exact dialogue beats here, i know the Watchers continued putting that pressure on him (likely while leveraging his friendships too-- like ive always said, if Grian hadnt been chosen, BigB wouldve been, and i can absolutely see the Watchers offering to take him in Grian's stead) until he finally caved and accepted their "offer" of joining them.
Unfortunately, he didnt find out exactly what that entailed until it was far too late.
#shouting speaks#asks#hunger au#evo watchers#watcher!grian#grian#evo smp#tldr they pressured tf out of him to do it#through both flattery and also leveraging his own fear against him#he was a Player after all. they were likely bumping his mood post-dragon fight to make him more suggestible#the most painful thing abt this to me is that the Watchers still werent being deliberately malicious here like#with the way they viewed Players this was NORMAL to them#they just. didnt rlly consider them as much more than food/hosts for their young. in their eyes the Watcher that emerged was different#than the Player it had hatched from#even though it had Grian's mind memories personality and stats#every day i feel shrimp emotions abt this#the horror he went through..... and they never once thought of it as torture#they never once regarded Player!Grian as something that needed to know what was going to happen to him#bc it was normalized to them. yeah sure Watcher juveniles hatch from Player hosts thats NORMAL thats part of their life cycle!!!#the only new thing is this one would still retain the Player's mind#it was a fucked up science experiment basically and grian wasnt told ANYTHING before it actually happened to him#sobs and cries ohhh grian i fucked you up SO BAD huh#also huge shoutout to my friend wren for giving me a little context while i wrote this and confirming my ideas slotted in#rlly well with existing canon. character understander status continues to stay intact im winning#txt
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hi
#hi#i am just popping on here for a second bc i’m not in the mood to be back yet but my queue is getting quite full#so i think i might have to unpause it soon#maybe tomorrow idk yet#just a heads up in case i seem active again i’m not really i just had a lot of stuff piling up 😭#it will be a Huge shuffled mess so patience is appreciated!!#i apologize if you’re waiting on me but thank you for waiting regardless#please keep using my tracked tag for your creations#i will be back for real eventually#my mental health is quite terrible lately i still need time#it’s about to be a year since the last time i saw my sister before she passed so like. my grief is going through a crazy stage#i’m still not getting a ton of sleep#my brain is just Bad things all day#it’s all just really sucky but i’m trying to do my best 🙃#i hope you are all well i miss you#i will respond to messages at some point too#there are very few which..well it puts things into perspective and validates certain feelings ig lol#it’s all good that’s something i’m working on internally#hopefully i get there#bye again for now 💕
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the monthly apathy is back, rlly sorry if i said smthing to u and then u say smthing back and i don't respond for like a thousand years only to spam u after it passes and then u respond bcs ure awesome and i go on an unspoken vow of silence for yet another thousand years and the cycle just continues
#hard to will myself to just brush my teeth#it's so fucking annoying having these highs and lows and never a middleground bcs it's like#which one is actually me??#i feel like none of them are really#when im feeling high energy i act extra confident and funny showman#but as soon as i stop i just feel huge regret and embarrassment over it#but im also so lifeless and feel like i can only say a lot if it's abt smthing negative bcs i can feel more deeply when im low#but it's only abt dark intense stuff#and when im in my highs i just dont have the attention span to care abt deep anything#it's like im either soaring in the sky or drowning in the sea#im never just On Land#like i cant just enjoy Earth#it's so fucking aggravating#' i would love to have high energy highs tho bcs i would be able to get sooo much done'#yea. it seems like a lot. until u realize it's literally just flighty-ass attempts at catching up on being a half human#trying to do all the stupid shit u somehow found aggravating difficult to even think abt doing during 1 of ur lows#like . why am i having to try and make a mental note to myself on... responding to. compliments.#when im in a higher energy mood#like. why cant i just#ARGGHEHHHHHHHRHRHHRHRRRR#anyways yea srry abt all the asks piling up and then me asking for more anyways and all the texts on read
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#i hope no one reads this bc my avpd is crazy rn and i cant be affectionate#BUT...#i know there are some good ppl in the world#many ppl on tumblr (and twitter) has been very kind to me#i know not everyone are bad ppl#im just stuck in this bpd mood where only ONE thing is true#and i constantly feel so hurt and trampled on and disrespected#and i feel like i cannot trust anyone#so my brain hones in on that i feel unsafe w everyone#but okkkk listen i know i know some ppl are very nice to me#and i appreciate that more than i can ever have words for#so.. like yeah i've gotten some asks but i cant reply bc i cant be social directly#but no i dont hate everyone on here or think every single person is awful#like when ppl are nice to me no i dont think theyre horrible#but with my trauma brain... and my past experiences#i get very sensitive sometimes and i feel like everyobe are lying to me and making fun of me#and everyone is in on a joke abt me that im unaware of#and i feel like if i lay myself bare i'll only be taken advantage of and humiliated#i just feel right now very weak and like all my skin's off#and im walking around like a huge wound and if someone even breathes on me it hurts so much#so im sorry for being mean and saying so many rude things rn im just kinda falling apart#but i still have capacity to recognize that ppl are nice to me on here ok i just dont know what ro#what to do with it*** bc im not used to that#im used to ppl bullying me or being mean and i hate that but i just cry and hurt myself and i know what to do#when someone's nice to me i feel like the world is upside down and the sky is like green and the water is red i dont get it#anyway.. yeah i hope no one reads this and when i ramble and write a lot the chance of less ppl reading gets higher#anyway... i just wanted to write this and get it out into the universe#bc i sometimes do things to isolate myself even further bc i've never had community or support or comfort or friendships so lowkey i dont#even want to nurture things that can lead to that bc idk what to do with that. how to not fuck it up.#anyway... idk what im saying or thinking even
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where the light bends and wraps beneath us
#sometimes this comes on shuffle and i'm not in the mood for her but when i am good GOD this song fucks#i'm not a huge ballad guy but sleep token changed that for me bc how can you not like this song#it gives late 90s in the very best way possible thank you vessel for your mind#sleep token#veep token#now spinning#Spotify
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matching icons for you and your gf^^
#tensei oujo to tensai reijou no mahou kakumei#tenten kakumei#the magical revolution of the reincarnated princess and the genius young lady#magirevo#yuri#i wanted the anis one bc it's a huge mood and figured I might as well do the euphie reaction to it too
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i like when big men are terrified of little me
#— ai rambles#i am rly in the worst mood and my male coworker who is a huge man is literally trying to be on my good side it’s so funny actually#he told the other girls that he’s not going to touch my papers bc he’s afraid i will yell at him 😭#which ofc i will 😭
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An assignment for class I did. Was trying to learn some techniques from Mike Mignola’s style
#sageuk#historical fashion#hanbok#mike mignola#illustration#I was really in the historical drama mood when I made this .#junebugjo art#Mike mignolas style is fun bc I’m already a huge fan of dark shadows and high contrast
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seventeen bungee jumping episodes 🥹🥹🥹 they really go from being the most evil the entire time to dk's personal cheerleading squad p l e a s e
#huge mood#i was so :/ at them tricking dk for a sec but :((((( ❤️ they were SO sweet actually#when he went ~sorry for making you wait!!! (literally 20 mins? 😭) and they just yelled it's okay!!!!! you're the coolest!!!!!!#wahhhhhh#jeonghan's half-hearted attempt of reassuring him and being like well it's scary before. um. if you really don't wanna do it-#*mingyu faints in the bg*#but their hug was so soft :((( and with seungkwan too :(( yes i have specific goggles on bc i adore them BUT.#ugh <333#svt#seventeen
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