#bc honestly i dont think ive hardly started yo process my dad veing dead and its been over a year now
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#my brain is saying so much#Not fun#i am tired of this#vent#ahaha#the person here with me is hella distant rn tho#and i cant handle that rn#bc he wohld cry a lot#and then id be ckmforting him#i dont feel like im allowed to have problems rn#which is actually probs why death is on the brain#bc honestly i dont think ive hardly started yo process my dad veing dead and its been over a year now#and like#i have 3 people who are there for me#and one of them isnt great abkut not turning it on him#and the other two are great#but like#theyre just 2 leople#and they have their own lives#and so i feel selfish even thk i know both of them wiuld get ob my ass for that#sorry for typos#lmfao#just sick of it all#the constant anxiety#the way i cant sleep for shit#rvery little thing tbat goes wrong makes me want to die#and i cant rememver hardly anything#its scary#and exhausting#weird alexa
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