#bc his suggestions are-- questionable horse shit lmao )

[blitzbuckz]

【𐂃】 he's sorry, he's so GODDAMN SORRY... for ever doubting her. He didn't meant to belittle his own mother, to guilt trip her for not being there when she tried so desperately to do so.

He knows that now!

Still, sometimes he said the shittiest things when going through his "anger brewing" phases. He could see that, hence why he didn't let go. He kept himself wrapped around them, like a Koala's grip, reaching as high as his smaller body could manage. Embracing her hair-covered nape as he nuzzled the side of her head. Watery hues still streaming out of his scrunched up eyelids, unable to prevent himself from letting his emotions spill.

If he could alter his words, if he could go back, he would! Blitzø would take it all back... mend his words-- despite never being good at it. However, before he could get another word out-- he felt himself being pulled apart. Hands slipping down to his mother's sides as he glanced up with tear jerking features. Not prying free from their embrace -- gathering her words wholeheartedly.

❝ y... yeah, my bad. I'll get my shit together. I promise, I fuckin' swear it on my life. ❞

he'd lastly choke, giving a small shake of the head, trying to display a better demeanor. Trying to gather his composure. With a few exhales, the assassin eased the waterworks before regaining his smile.

❝ Sure, I'd... love that, but put it on my tab. I do owe ya like--- decades worth of birthday gifts, so I've my work cut out for me... Also, my treat for the most badass bitch Hell's got! ❞ with a wide grin he'd lightly tap her shoulder, a playful punch, while his tail flicked behind him to convey how happy he is. To have missing entirety back, filling the gap in his heart's core. His entire essence.

Tempers are flared, the classic game of fighting fire with fire resulting in both parties getting burned. Blitz's anger is akin to a small belt of firecrackers, going off in a few big, loud bangs after the wick had finally reached its end, only to go out just as quickly as it ends. Lorie's belt is.. a tad lengthier, and her outrage simmers even after her outburst has passed.

She knows better than to think her son is trying to manipulate her heart, to somehow come out of this with less dirt on his hands than he started with by wiping it on her person. She likes to think she's a decent enough person -- and down here in hell, it's better than most people ; yet.. the towering lady can't find it in her to immediately hug him back. Restrained remains of her fury override the guilt Lorie would've felt in the moment of hesitation, but her hands do reach Blitz's shoulders with an added pat of reassurance.

❝ i love you too, honey. just- ❞ Hands gently grip at his shoulders, rigid form softening slightly as she pushes him away ; just enough for her to be able to look down at him, to read his reactions while still in his embrace. ❝ you can't blow up at people like that. i know that you're trying to be better, and i believe you, i really do. ❞

The matron looks so tired, already. This visit wasn't supposed to be so emotionally-packed, Lorie has barely been here an hour and she already feels like leaving. She won't, obviously, but the atmosphere has shifted, and there isn't a way to reverse it.

❝ let's just watch a movie and order out. i'm starving. ❞

[lovelyshittydangergays]

1-50 bc although this originates from me being a little shit, I love you and genuinely would like to learn more about you 😚💕

woww of course you would do this lmao, you are definitely a little shit but i love you too so i am willing to do this para ti

1. What's your favorite candle scent?fresh morning murder2. What female celebrity do you wish was your sister?maybe diane guerrero3. What male celebrity do you wish was your brother?idk diego luna is probably p cool and we already have the same last name too4. How old do you think you'll be when you get married?HOOTY HOO i do not knoo5. Do you know a hoarder?no, my gma keeps a lot of stuff but she is just overly practical about being like “just in case someone needs this”6. Can you do a split?no who tf lmao7. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike?i really dont know lol i feel like i’ve had to learn how to ride one a few times though because there have been such large gaps of time where i just wouldn’t ride one for years, it’s not something i’ve ever done enough to be very good at8. How many oceans have you swam in?just the pacific and the oceans of gratitude9. How many countries have you been to?just this god forsaken one10. Is anyone in your family in the army?one of my uncles was, and then you know my sister was in national guard and her husband still is11. What would you name your daughter if you had one?That’s not something I’ll probably ever do but shakira is hella nice for a name and so is yarija, there are a lot of nice names lmao12. What would you name your son if you had one?I like oscar and manny, the manny can be short for manuel or emanuel or manuelo or manolo idk lmao13. What's the worst grade you got on a test?on a big test i think a high D14. What was your favorite TV show when you were a child?when i was really little it was big comfy couch, powerpuff girls,and  teletubbies. when i was more in the middle of childhood it was still ppg but also danny phantom, lizzie mcguire, thats so raven, totally spies, hi hi puffy ami yumi, and teen titans15. What did you dress up as on Halloween when you were eight?idk about that year exactly but i remember being blossom from the ppg around that time16. Have you read any of the Harry Potter, Hunger Games or Twilight series?i read a little bit of harry potter, like fr a handful of pages, when i was a kid. hunger games i read most if not all of the first book but that’s about it. twilight was never my thing lmao17. Would you rather have an American accent or a British accent?american lmao, though that could mean a lot of things because there are a lot of different ones18. Did your mother go to college?no but she made sure her daughter did and for that i’m forever so grateful19. Are your grandparents still married?no, you can ask me about my grandpa though20. Have you ever taken karate lessons?no but i seen spongebob do some21. Do you know who Kermit the frog is?

22. What's the first amusement park you've been to?probably funderland? i want to say funderland, i liked going on the dragon which was their baby rollercoaster lol23. What language, besides your native language, would you like to be fluent in?spaaaanish. though if i couldnt pick that i would pick tagalog bc thats what my gf and her fam speak so it’d be neat if i could too24. Do you spell the color as grey or gray?both25. Is your father bald?no26. Do you know triplets?one of my best friends from elementary school’s mom was a triplet27. Do you prefer Titanic or The Notebook?i haven’t seen the notebook, so even though i barely remember seeing titanic bc it’s fr been ages i have to go with titanic28. Have you ever had Indian food?not that i can remember29. What's the name of your favorite restaurant?i have so many! santos laguna is my fave for tacos, but the español has bomb pasta, but roma’s has bomb pizza and so does rico’s, and there are so many places to get good mexican food and other types of food. i have a lot of favorites30. Have you ever been to Olive Garden?yes lol31. Do you belong to any warehouse stores (Costco, BJ's, etc.)?no, target and wal mart and food source and foods co own my ass32. What would your parents have named you if you were the opposite gender?i forgot what my mom said, i think it started with a d? could have fr been daniel LOL33. If you have a nickname, what is it?i’ve been called big fat cheesy head horse and monkey face and chunk by my mom lmao, you guys have called me maliss and mooliss and mahlees and mails34. Who's your favorite person in the world?i love you and my mom and my nina and my gma and squad but laverne cox also exists and so does beyonce35. Would you rather live in a rural area or in the suburbs?the suburbs because it’s more connected to the city and other people36. Can you whistle?sometimes, kinda. not well, though37. Do you sleep with a nightlight?no38. Do you eat breakfast every morning?i try to39. Do you take any pills or medication daily?no40. What medical conditions do you have?none, luckily41. How many times have you been to the hospital?i honestly don’t know lmao but i mostly just go in for routine things42. Have you ever seen Finding Nemo?of course! and finding dory43. Where do you buy your jeans?i like ross and burlington coat factory but honestly wherever, if they fit me then i’m in44. What's the last compliment you got?“you look so cute right now” when you woke after dozing off on rabbit around 3am45. Do you usually remember your dreams in the morning?i usually don’t46. What flavor tea do you enjoy?chamomile is good47. How many pairs of shoes do you currently own?that’s a good question lol, i will do a ballpark estimate of 15 but i damn sure don’t wear them all48. What religion will you raise your children to practice?i mean if there’s one they really wanted to go into then i’d support them. my family is super catholic so i don’t think it’d hurt to have them baptized, especially because the younger you are, the easier it is to have it done so if they wanted to pursue catholicism later then it’d be easier for them to do it. but if they were old enough, i’d just have the conversation with them and see what they wanna do.49. How old were you when you found out that Santa wasn't real?.............. he’s not real????? jk lmao i really don’t know50. Why do you have a tumblr?i first got it because i thought it’d be a really cool way to express myself but now i just kinda live here lmao. i like seeing my friend’s posts and i like the real news posts and i like celebrity/entertainment news and i like the memes and i like latinx aesthetic posts and i like suggestion blog posts that i can send to you