#bc I didn’t liked pervious two

[zuutiomi]

Mistress of Shadows

[lilgynt]

my moms been complaining i’m lecturing her like she’s my kid not vice versa and we agreed to talk about it with a third party like a therapist or even my brother and i cannot lie to you i was so on board cause i know for a FACT. i’m not waking out of any therapy session with her not being heavy weight champion no defeats

[sunsetsandsunshine]

An issue I need to address:

TW: Drama, cussing…yk all that jazz. I apologize that this post is what you all are receiving from me today. But I need to talk about this before it get’s worse.

Okay, I just want to clarify that there should be no hate being sent towards @osctwordfan for this. Hate and hurtful comments will not and cannot fix what has been done. But that does not I am not angry about it. I am mad. I am livid. Only two people on this site has been able to make me this genuinely upset and it’s frustrating that making a PUBLIC POST is the only way to get this person’s attention. 

4 days ago, May 16th, @osctwordfan started following me. Which, I greatley appreciated because HELLO??? Who wouldn’t, right? A new follower is just an awesome feeling to have. So, I checked their blog to see what they liked and we shared SO many similar interests it was almost scary. And I followed back. 

If you know me for a while, you know my whole “Hi new mutual 💝” message I send to my new mutuals. Because 1: I love talking to people and 2: I just want others to feel like they’re welcome. (If you haven’t received one yet it’s either bc you’re a little older than me or idk how to send the message. BUT YOU WILL GET ONE TRUST 💞💓💘💖💝)

And you all know how you can SEE when someone is online? Well, they were online when I texted this. And I got no response. I just assumed it was nervousness or shyness so I didn’t really question it. Until a few minuetes later they reblogged my “You can always ask” fic. 

Which, woo-hoo I guess. But my message was still not answered. But I didn’t think it was THAT deep. 

The next day, May 17th, I noticed they were online. I sent a quick “Hi” again, awaiting a response. About 5 minutes later I was met with one, except it wasn’t the one I was expecting or hoping for. 

It was a request. For a fanfiction. Okay okay cool. Coolio. You…ignore my two messages of me just simply saying a quick “hello” and you don’t answer…instead you ask for a tickle fanfiction of some turtles? 

I get people are shy. I get that. I do. But me and one of my best friends were talking about it on Insta and it made no damn sense. Following, reblogging and requesting things from an individual that’s been trying to speak with you for the past few days and you not responding and then ASKING something of them is just…weird. 

Me and one of my best friend’s convo:

So, on May 18th I saw they were online again, and so I texted the following: 

Which I felt was fine. It was straight to the point. But where my anger really emegred was when I got notifications of my fics being reblogged by the same person. AGAIN. NOT EVEN 3 MINUTES LATER.

And then May 19th they liked another post of mine. Although it was a post that you would have to DIG DEEP FOR. Because I made it a year ago and only 4 people liked it (INCLUDING ME.). So you would have to LOOK LOOK to find it. 

Then yesterday, May 20th, was just my breaking point. I was chilling, having a nice evening, talking with my fellow mutuals, writing a fic (AND FINISHING WOO-HOO) until I get a notification. And guess what? It’s just another reblog by the same person. 

Did I get any responses of my pervious texts? Nope. Not at ALL. 

I am sick and hurt of being treated as if I’m just a computer that makes fanfictions.

I am a PERSON. A human being that for the past week has been trying to talk with you. And you at fucking 16 should understand that. 

You are one whole year older than me and you think you have the right to treat me this way. Who the absolute hell do you think you are? 

Because let me get this through your head: I live in an African and Jamaican  household, and one thing that we let each other know day in and day out is to never ever let someone make you feel like you’re less. 

So when you see this @osctwordfan I am hoping you have a good explanation regarding to last week. 

@ ing mutual’s in this because this is INSANE and I am LIVID rn: 

@itzsana-kiddingmenow @veryblushyswitch

@skyloladoodles @saturnzskyzz @backy-san

@creativecutie @savemeafruitjuice

@mythica0 @leosmasktails @someone1348 @vxlepop

@anxious-lee @charismakat

@sunny-117 @odder-outlet @jamiesgotchu @ziipzeepzop-eez

@danineedshelp @pocky-dragon

@my-l0v3r-v3rse @rice-cake-teen10

[matrixwhore]

iwtv ep 1 rewatch thoughts

[i am eating Popeyes right now and i promise didn’t plan it this way, but seeds were planted so here we are.]

first things first we [the viewers] are introduced to our two time Pulitzer Prize winning professor Daniel Malloy. We all come to this course with a variety of understandings of the topic just like in any other course. Right off the bat he’s telling us of his expertise in a pervious recording and at the same time we witness his visible skepticism of his own claims in the more nuanced present setting. if you think he’s the only reliable character it’s very much being challenged in the first few moments, which i’m sure has been pointed out many, many times.

he flips the channel there’s a war happening (clue about where we’re at in terms of timeline?? idk. i’ve only engaged with AMCverse so maybe?) and flips it again and the fantastical is going to become a reality. he just has to put the pieces he doesn’t have together so he sits down to do a puzzle (a devils minion easter egg apparently) and he’ll get those pieces by accepting the extended invitation sent to him by none other than Louis de Pointe du Lac, which picks up from his mail box after trying to fit missing pieces together. very solid intro.

Daniel: Why get any closer to the bug than i need to?

he says before he gets on an international flight and exposes himself to countless risks. It’s what he does tho right? i’ve seen a couple sc of the books where he describes Armand as looking like an insect. he is not put off by getting close to perceived bugs. Its funny tho as he’s asking the question, he’s unboxing the answer—louis’ handwritten invitation—as to what would be worth risking your life for right above the devils minion easter egg.

-bc the bug has been following your career (like the way armand followed him yes?) and you like that

-bc the bug wants you and has invited you and you are a risk taker in the ways an investigative journalist has to be to get to the story/truth. in a way a man who refused to face his mortality chooses to be as pointed out by the lovely tumblr user blueiight here (hope it’s okay that i linked you. lmk)

Louis definitely clinging to threads of the past. in 2020 he’s sending hand written letters (on papers with Lestat’s initials) instead of emails and original cassette recordings instead of digital recordings. A lot if not all of his threads to humanity are threads to the past (“in my day” old headass) since right now he seemingly doesn’t really have any connection to humanity in the modern time. being an out of touch billionaire will do that to you, on top of being a century old vampire.

I think thats another evil that gets overlooked when some of y’all are looking for “he’s just as bad” reasons to pin on him. Instead of the imaginary he bit claudia before bringing her to Lestat…like…in addition to his pimping he’s literally a billionaire. like its right there. that encapsulates the worst ways to exist in this world. he the manpire of humanity as well like…

which i guess is goes into the many faces of violence that fade to the background and don’t get called out enough. violence isn’t alway brutality and i noticed just this past couple of days people only see violence when it’s in tandem with brutality, but im not about to sit here and lecture y’all cause that’s not at all fun. and thats why im doing this. bc its fun. i just think this show does a wonderful job of showing the spectrum of violence and evil and i think you do a great disservice to what they have done here if you’re only seeing those things from one angle. and i think thats one of the reasons why so many people struggle with Lestat and don’t appreciate how masterfully (no pun intended) he’s been crafted bc you don’t recognize those things [violence and evil] anywhere else in the story as being as bad.

if thats Daniels box of the past he doesn’t have much kids stuff, just a pink stuffed animal and a bike helmet, so i wonder how much of his kids lives he’s really missed. Like it doesn’t even seem like there was a joint custody situation where they spent a great deal of time at his home as well. idk maybe he has things in storage. but i’m curious about that and how that parallels with how louis let his own child down as has been pointed out.

ngl he look tf good while he listening back to this tape 😩😅 someone zoomed in on his muscle flexing when he pressed play and i just want to say to you i agree wholeheartedly with you whoever you are.

he mad tho. snatched that letter up quick after pausing the tape. 😂

He dives into the (possible) eternal sunset on a highway that looks like water.

If this is a way to get Lestat’s attention, which I think it can be said is a part of why this second interview is happening given the papers Louis chose to write the invitation on, I think its very pointed that Louis is introducing himself as a keeper of knowledge considering one of his (possible*) final moments with lestat as pointed out here.

one of the last things Lestat ever did before he was poisoned, had his neck sliced, and was dumped in a garbage yard to feed on rats, was humiliate Louis about his love of books and claim the role of the knowledge keeper in their family. I think its a very pointed message that this is a book (especially with all the mediums available in 2020), of course Louis loves books, but also Lestat has beef with books lol (Between Gabrielle and Louis). If there’s anyway to get a rise out him (hehe) its a book where Louis is identified as the knowledge keeper of the immortal life Lestat gave to him. and it’s written by a savory inferior as well. louis could have written the book himself. God knows he has the skill, time and the access to do it so that was intentional. Lestat gone drop through the ceiling of the dubai penthouse in a rage.

*possible final moments bc we don’t know yet if Louis has seen Lestat since Paris etc. etc. which i think he will see him in paris bc of Rolins “can’t burn him twice” comment, but i’m open to being wrong.

i haven’t pointed out anything that hasn’t been discussed extensively, but this is a verrryy solid opening introduction to the show. right off jump they established this to be a well crafted episode.

i need yall to know right now that as we go forward in this episode i cannot be held accountable for who i become when faced with brown eyed louis’ fine self. you’ve seen it yourselves please don’t hold this against me!!!! i am not god’s strongest soldier! i am weak at the knees! i will buckle! i will fold!

[wa-royal-tea]

End of Part 3: Act 2

Hiiii yall! Sorry it took me a while to say my thanks to everyone who has been following the story so far. I realised I haven’t said my thanks when “The One” arc ended and I’m terribly sorry for that. I wanted to save up my thanks to the actual end for the 2nd act of this part bcs wow, act 2 has been super long compared to the pervious ones 💀 Trust me when I say I didn’t expect for it to take this long.

First and foremost, I’d like to thank my collab partner, Miss @thebrixtons for joining in the madness of collabing with me. She has been helping me with developing Alfina’s story and also letting a passing joke became a reality lol! Alfina won’t happen without her. Thank you for borrowing Edward, Mary, Clem, Rhys, Aubrey, and Sumiko to me. Oh, and “Mist” too 😋. I look forward to the chaos you probably have planned in your story!😚 And thank you too for building the cathedral Alfina married in! It was stunning 🥺😭

I’d also like to thank everyone who sent me their sims for Alfina’s wedding. Thank you for accepting my invitation and being part of their big day ❤

I want to thank all my readers, new and old for following the story and sending me asks throughout this 2nd act. I am very entertained with the amount of theories some of you guys have come up with 😂 There are some theories that had me wondering if any of you guys somehow got into my Notion & Milanote account and read what I have planned bcs you guys are too smart! 😂 Some of you had a theory right up to a T but because I want to keep what I had planned a secret, I had to come up with various lies and denial. And for that, I apologise 😌 Thank you for keeping me entertained with the asks that was sent my way! I love each and every one of it. You guys really made my day 😊❤

I’ve hit several milestones during the duration of this part and I want to thank everyone who has been there since this blog first came to be and up to this moment. I would also want to welcome new readers to the ship. Hi, new people, I hope you’ll enjoy your ride while you’re here! 😂 Thank you for being here! I can’t express the amount of gratitude I have for each and every one of you 🥺

Lastly, I have several extras I’ll be posting in the coming days. I’d like to warn my younger readers, minors especially, to block the #sims spice tag bcs the next few posts is going to be a bit...spicy (dw, the actual spice will be put under a cut!). It’s Alfina’s honeymoon posts so...you get it. Let them have this, y’all. I’ve put them through hell in this arc and the previous one 😌 But it won’t be just spice tho. I might have a hint or two on what I plan to do next after I come back from my usual story break 😌 Hint; remember the movie au? We’re getting there 🤭

That’s all! I hope you guys have a good day! Take care and stay safe!

- Nina

[marieskey]

Feel like I need to sort of my thoughts before i write them down so that they will be more coherent. I’ve been reading my old tumblr post. The Jeff stuff has been funny bc I’ve literally been saying the same thing about him for like 10 years....but seriously.We have not talked since last week but yesterday was Christmas. I wasn’t to talk to him. That is really just clarification for when I read this later. I have thought about him off an on this week. Mostly trying to pinpoint my feelings about him. Reading the old post about him have been fun.  I have been so worked up about a man who I’ve only ever hugged.. Its actually been that way for two people. In a lot of ways that a bit crazy..He and and I and the other person for that matter have only ever hugged and talked. I whole heartedly believe that Edward is. my soulmate and we’ll just never be together in that way ever,  bc who is moving to MS, not I.There is a comforablity and vulernerbilty there that I will never have with someone else. 

Now on to Jeff, hindsight says he’s wanted me just has much as I have wanted him over the years. I have always felt that a major problem was that neither one of us was wanted to be upfront  with the feelings which is still sort of the case. I read somewhere that Scoprios and Capricorsns are toxic for each other.  and I can see that. But where does that leave us, iidk. I do agree with the thoughts I’ve expressed n pervious post. BUt should we be together no, not at all. I don’t want him in that way. I think i just want a freinds that I fuck sometimes, and hangout with other times. I can’t do much else.  but is that him tho??? I initally messaged him bc I didn’t want to play with peoples feelings. If all i wanted to do was talk I figured Id message him. I’m okay messing with is feelsings bc thats what we do and he don’t really care about me anyway. Reading the post hs made me change my thoughts about that tho, we were both young he was 20 close to 21 and I was 18 and the feelings were big. Maybe we just didn’t know how to express them. Hell I still don’t know how to express my feeling well. We could never be toegther seriously bc when I look at him I see wated postential. There is a part of me that wished he would have atleast tried to kiss/fuck me last week. The larger part of me is hapy he didn’t tho bc pregnancy change were high last week. specifically that fay. Alriht nothing has been splved and I’m going to enjoy my drunk

[mdr-writings]

Just for you

eren x fem-reader 

Genre: modern au , cottage core, fwb - fwb to lovers 

Series Warnings: cheating, drug use, barn sex, bath sex, oral ( male and fem receiving), breeding kink, fingering, drowning, descriptive injury, explicit language 

A/N: - I wanted to publish it immediately bc the plot has been freshly brewing in my head and was screaming to come out. Btw the chapters will be short bc i want the series to be a bit long.

 so pls bare with me.

wc: 741

chp.1

nothing hurts more to be laying in your lovers arms in secret. wrapped up in his warmth, skin to skin. not even the slightest gap of air between you two could make you feel more apart. nothing feels better than knowing he is yours, only whenever a soul isn't in sight.

 nothing feels better than him. 

                                      -          8 days earlier       -

                                           Thursday  ~ 2:35 pm 

“ugh, we’re already 2 weeks into summer and we still have nothing planned,” connie sighed , slouching down the café chair pouting. 

It was a common routine for you and your friend group to meet up at a café ,near the College, everyone attended after their last class. It’s also where ,during the pervious semester, they could find you study while scarfing food down your throat. You barely made time for to make breakfast for yourself before your first period. Good thing that wont be repeated until fall semester. 

“relax it’s just the beginning of summer, we have enough time to figure something out ,” jean responded. “so you'll have enough time to bust into a couple chicks before it’s up”, he jokes.

“hey! that wasn't on my list on things I want to do”, connie objected. “speaking of things to do”, he continued. ”what is there to do, we pretty much crossed everything off our lists”.

“hmm, lets see,” armin says while opening his phone to the notes app. he always had a tendency to keep up with what the group did or wanted to do. 

“we’ve been to the beach on Ronnie’s Outpost, we’ve stayed at a condo up north for a month, we went camping in Bikers’ mountain.” armin scratches his chin lightly.” I honestly don't know what else we could do either.” 

“maybe we can visit a cottage farm”, you spoke up.

Silence erupted the groups chatter. Your response caught the group of guard, they stare at you with confusion. 

“what, did I say something wrong?”, you questioned . your face scrunches up in confusion.

“y/n, honestly, what the hell are we gonna do on a farm”, mikasa crosses her arms while questioning you. “it’s bad enough half of the people here belongs on one.”

“hey!”,  sasha, jean, eren and connie yelled at once. 

“I didn't say any names”, mikasa retorted while rolling her eyes.

‘Come on guys”, you interrupted the dispute. “we never been to an actual farm that we could stay at”. “Plus,” you injected,” it'll be kind of like a..... refresher or release of stress.”

“I don't know if we can last a day without service,” eren testifies. “ you know how sasha gets when she can’t speak to her personal chef,”. 

sasha’s face grows bright red while looking away shyly. “he isn't my personal chef”, she mutters. 

“not yet, ”connie taunts with a smile. 

His smile was quickly wiped as it was replaced with a pained frown. sasha pounded at the top of his head. “OUCH, STOP! IM SORRY,” he apologizes frantically.  

“hmph,”sasha pouts furrowing her eyebrows. connie squints his eyes towards sasha, cursing at her under his breath.

“hey”, you interrupted once again. “unless you guys want to sit at this café all summer I suggest you start packing “, you snapped at the group. 

The group reluctantly agreed, nodding their heads. 

You smiles widely, “ alright lets get going, chop-chop”, you says while jumping up and clasping your hands together. You then make your way towards the cafe’s door. Everyone stand up from the table, making their chairs screech against the floor. The group  grabbed their belonging making their way towards the cafe’s entrance. One by one, the group exits the café into the warmed air that filled the sky.

A gush of wind whips past the group’s bodies. 

 “w-wait a minute! y/n, we didn't even get a day or time!”, armin shouts to you.

You were making a break towards your house. you were not gonna waste anytime on this opportunity. Luckily, you were still in hearing distance. “Saturday, 2:00 my place, be there”, you screamed back.

“she does know she drove here right?”, jean asks.

“give it a couple more seconds”, eren says in monotone while staring at your disappearing body into the distance. He pulls back his sleeve to count with his watch.

“3″

“2″

“1″

His phone then begins to ring. He presses the accept button with the tip of his thumb.

“ummm”, you start, “ can someone drive my car to my house”. 

[lotho]

WHERE THE FUCK ARE ALL MY BABIES FROM PERVIOUS SEASONS?????

I UNDERSTAND WHY NIGHTWING IS ABSENT TOO BC HE HAS A LOT OF SCREEN TIME LAST TWO SEASONS BUT WHERE IS MY SCREEN TIME FOR JAMIE? AND STATIC TOO! HE BARELY HAS ANYTHING IN THE FIRST PLACE?IMPLUSE? WHY IS HE BARELY RE-INTRODUCED IN A FUCKING TIME TRAVELING SEASON?EDUARDO?????? I BARELY GOT TERRA TOO! I WAS SO HAPPY SHE DIDN’T FOLLOW THE JUDAS CONTRACT WITH HER!!!! HELLO MEAGAN? 

I do like the new characters (not violet) but can you not take your time? PLEASE?

WHY ARE WE INTRODUCING NEW CHARACTERS INSTEAD OF EXPLORING THE PERFECTLY GOOD CHARACTERS WE HAVE? WHY?

[durifmdarchived]

guess who’s back,, back again. ah yes, it is, once again, anthony! i decided that i really needed to revive my entire smol son, duri. just this time around, he’s older, and in the form of one of the lomls, choi minho! oh and also now the main vocalist 1 of knight (because c’mon, my ass is so in love with exo like when i was still high after my colonoscopy on friday, i told my family i was gonna go home and listen to exo,, so now we know who fully owns my entire ass.)  anyways ! we’re going to move on from that and get right until it! here is duri’s biography, profile, and plots! 

just a friendly reminder that under the cut, there will be mentions of post-traumatic stress disorder, car accident, parental death, and anxiety! any bullet point that deals with any four of these topics will have the tw at the beginning! 

duri was born on december 25th 1990 to two young college students, oh jangmi & park seah, in incheon, south korea. even though they did something rather irresponsible, the two of them were still very responsible and were going to work so hard on taking care of little duri. 

he spent a lot of time with grandparents since the both of his parents will still college students and they wanted his parents to be able to get their degrees. which of course, the two would later do; seah in business and jangmi in pharmacy. 

 when he was three years of age, his parents wed in a beautiful spring ceremony. there’s a bunch of pictures of him looking cute as heck at the wedding. but, he doesn’t really remember it, he only has the pictures. 

he was honestly... the cutest little child who was just so happy and energetic, always respectable of people. he would easily melt your heart honestly.

TW: CAR ACCIDENT & PARENTAL DEATH; when he was five years old, his life took a turn for the complete worst. one spring morning, when the remaining of winter was still hanging on, and on his way to school; himself and his family would be involved in a car accident. his mother died instantly with the impact, while his father died sometime after. duri would later wake up in hospital; remembering every detail that happened with the car accident, as well as remembering his family members, but his memories before than would sit as a blur in his mind,  and he would be haunted by this accident for the rest of his life, most likely.

was sent to live with his uncle, minho, and his aunt, taekjo, in seoul. they own a really popular cafe and it’s literally come to age a lot; i’m thinking they live and work somewhere in itaewon. the two took really good care of duri, as if he was their very own son (minho and taekjo couldn’t have any children because taekjo is unable to bare children) basically he was born through their hearts. they taught him happiness, the wonders of the world, and everything else in between.

he really only considers incheon his birth place and not really a hometown due to the bad memories that linger there. he considers seoul to be his hometown due to living in seoul the longest and stuff like that. 

TW: POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER; he really started suffering from post traumatic stress disorder; he would often relive the car accident in his sleep and he’d wake up basically screaming, then would cry once he came back to reality. he would also panic if something would accidentally smash in the cafe and no one really understood what was going on. but, minho had looked for answers and finally came up with what matched duri’s symptoms. he would later attend counseling. his dreams were never the same, they’d follow the same general thing, but something about it was always different, which is why duri can’t remember the accident fully. 

he found and interest and solace in music; which was something that later became a love and something that he wanted to do for a career. he would take singing lessons before going on to learn guitar and piano as well. he would partake in the café’s open mic nights for something fun to do. 

even though he had all this interest in music; he didn’t have an interest in auditioning for entertainment companies yet. he didn’t feel like he was ready, he wanted to take care of himself fully, focus on his studies, and studying music. even though minho & taekjo really thought he should audition, they respected his wishes. 

as high school rolled around, he attended seoul school of performing arts (sopa) where he basically focused on music and performing for his later use. he was pretty popular with people due to his happy and caring attitude as well as his skill level in music (ofc there were some jealous but w/e.) at showcases, he was always scouted by a load of entertainment companies but he always turned them down due to the reasons stated above. 

after graduating high school, duri decided that he was going to enlist in the military. he thought it would be better to do this, believing he’d finally be ready to chase after his dream once he did his enlistment. he would become a public servant due to the ptsd (but it wasn’t that bad, which was why they had allowed him to stay) and he’d even get to be in the military band, which he was really happy about. 

though, while he was in the military, he got bad again mental health wise due to the fact he wasn’t keeping him with his therapist and etc, so he started having his pervious issues once again. he thought it was just a phase that he’d get over but spoiler alert, it’s not. 

after graduating from military enlistment, he decided to finally audition for an entertainment company. bc entertainment was the first one to have auditions, so duri decided to go for that company; besides, he really liked both decipher and bee, so it just seemed like it would be the place for him. he auditioned without the knowledge of his uncle and aunt because he wanted to surprise them if he got in. 

so, he went to the open auditions, felt a little odd because he felt like the oldest person there among a bunch of teenagers and stuff. but anyways, he went over what he had to do in his head to himself as he waited, before his audition group would finally be called.

they all lined up in the room and went one by one, but the guy who was doing the auditions, was hella strict and kept stopping people and yelling out next. he would always give people a look of sympathy and told them they did well.  and before he knew it, it was his turn. 

he stepped up to where he had to be, before introducing himself, and proceeding to strum his guitar and singing decipher’s “replay.” the trainer finally stopped looking down and writing, looking up at duri and being memorized by his voice. duri was the only person to go for the full allowed time. after that, he was asked to dance and like he had no idea what to do?? so he just kind of.. busted out the moves to bee’s tell me and hoped for the best. it worked and he got the paper to go into the next room, where he would pass the audition completely, later going on to sign the trainee contract.

he wasn’t a trainee for very long (hoping i did the math correctly ajknfakkn but we’re going to pretend i did) basically he was almost immediately placed into the lineup of knight and his entire training was basically the nine months before debut that knight was known by the public. guess word got around about his voice, which was why he was there so quickly. i’m like 99% sure some people probably didn’t like duri for that sole reason that he was going to be debuting so quickly over some other trainees. 

duri is one of the members that are basically without scandal to be honest. though, he did have a small thing once where a large group of netizens were saying that he was faking his personality for the cameras that there is no one he’s so sweet, caring, and generally really happy all the time. but, it was shut down quickly by non-fans of knight whom had great experiences with duri, letting people know that he really is the way that he presents himself to the public. soon, netizens felt like duri was someone they could trust and someone who wasn’t going to cause problems like some of the other members (no shade i promise xx)

bc 100% pushes duri for his voice over everything else. he lost out on a lot of acting opportunities, since bc rejected all acting offers for him; only accepting the ost offers, basically. though, they did let him star in lipstick’s excuse me last year. otherwise, it’s just pushing him for his voice. while he doesn’t mind it since he does want a solo, he still feels like he’s easily missing out on acting opportunities. 

so personality wise, duri is a vv good person. he’s really nice and sweet without a mean bone in his body. he’s someone that people can really take advantage of because he has such a big heart and doesn’t really ever say no. he’s always happy and smiling; even though his mind is in pain. has fake maknae energy, one big ol’ puppy. the softest boy !! 

he’s also such a big brother like your his younger friend?? suddenly he’s like your big brother !! 

obviously member of knight’s hyung line !

he’s fluent in two languages korean (obviously his native language) and japanese. 

in his free time, he really likes reading books and watching movies/dramas. 

he so badly wants to move out of the knight dorm just so that he can get a dog(s). 

gg enthusiast (i mean he does really enjoy bgs too but he loves ggs ok !!) and also a vv big ariana grande fan. 

night sky enthusiast; has a connection to the stars due to a story his grandmother told him when he was younger. 

TW: paranoia / anxiety / claustrophobia;  he doesn’t drive because his paranoid about it & he always takes the stairs, never going in the elevator because he feels like it’s closing in on him and he starts to panic. 

this got really long and i think this is all i can say about duri ?? but anyways thanks for reading,, i love duri sm :(((

[oursoulsareone]

Seeing you bounce around into a different relationship & "love"; the more I feel like you're exaggerating what happened between you & Matt. Just admit you were bored in your marriage,wanted out, & wanted to date. You were young when you got married to Matt but it's not worth you destroying your ex'a life bc you wanted to fuck around with other guys.

lol. you’re an idiot. I honestly have no words to describe how this makes me feel. I can begin… infuriated, sad for you… but then it just turns into a red sheet of anger.

I have proof. The situation is in trial. The DA doesn’t take a case they don’t have evidence to win. And the proof all came from years ago. Text messages to friends about it, pictures, e-mails from him about it. They don’t arrest people unless there’s hard evidence. Get your head out of your damn ass.

I had no intention of even reporting Matt until he came at me screaming and yelling and grabbing my laptop from me. After having broke a pervious one I called the police. They picked up that some abuse probably had happened based off of a few things and came back another day. But this shit goes deeper than you’d ever even imagine. I couldn’t even begin to describe the way the shit he did to me made me feel.

I’ve been in three actual relationships since Matt (Johnny, Ian and now Josh). Just because I’ve innocently dated and talked to guys here and there between those two relationships means nothing. I didn’t sleep with them. And if you knew me at all you’d know I hate dating.

Oh and yes I will admit I fell out of love a long time ago with Matt because of everything he put me through and where our relationship went. But you of all people should know how badly I fought for a second chance between us. Counseling included, but he refused to go. Google Battered Woman Syndrome because that’s real.

So grow the fuck up and stop being such an inconsiderate fucking cunt. You’re the reason rapists and abusers go free.

What’s funniest is that I even know who this is. And it actually sickens me that you of all people are on the side of an abusive fucking asshole.