The Tower: Unexpected - 2
The Tower: Unexpected
An Avengers Fanfic
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Pairing: Â Avengers x ofc, Bruce Banner x Bucky Barnes x Clint Barton x Wanda Maximoff x Steve Rogers x Natasha Romanoff x Tony Stark x Thor x Sam Wilson x OFC (Elly Cooper)
Word Count: 2354
Warnings: Yâall itâs us, if you donât know what youâre in for. Boy, you gon cry. Angst baby angst, pregnancy, sickness/vomiting.
Synopsis: A little over 2 years after moving into the Avengers Tower, Elly finds herself pregnant against the odds. Â While some are excited, others are terrified, and pregnancy that none expected to happen causes rifts through the group and threatens to end the relationship. Â
Authorâs Note: Â Written with my wordy bitch co-captain @avengerscompound
Chapter 2: Against the Odds
It took quite a while to suspect I was pregnant. It was after Thor had left for Asgard.  I know youâre probably thinking Iâm a huge idiot for that. Youâve been following the story.  Youâve heard about the kinds of sex I have and with the sheer volume of people I have it with. Iâve also never mentioned a condom once.  The thing is I have Implanon in place.  The stats for that are good.  Yeah, okay, no birth control is 100% effective. But this one is like 1/1000 women every three years.  The odds were in my favor.
I also can hear the mom in the back of my head yelling at me about how âcondoms donât just protect against pregnancy, Eliseâ. That is true, and okay Iâm not the smartest person.  I got carried away sometimes, but they are the Avengers.  I figured with the amount Natasha had stalked me, to begin with, they had something in place to make sure nothing was passed on to other people or vice versa. I was right in the end too, so back off, mom.  Also, donât follow my example, it gets you pregnant.
The thing I didnât mention, was before I even came along Bruce had developed a contraceptive for the men. He didnât want to risk himself getting anyone pregnant and he thought it would save any problems with women outside trying to make claims against them. Iâd had a talk very early on with Sam about babies, and if they had wanted them and what would they do if say Wanda ever got accidentally knocked up.  Heâd told me that the men were all on this shot they took every month, and babies werenât really in the books for them. That maybe later Wanda might decide she wanted to.  She was very maternal.  Right now though, none of the men in the group wanted nor felt they could handle being parents and if that changed for Wanda or if it was something I thought I wanted it might be the thing that took us out of the arrangement we had.
Ugh⊠fuck my life, seriously.
So Iâd come to terms with that. With my upbringing, I was never really sure if my biological call to have kids was me or the conditioning my parents had beat into me that I needed to be a wife and mother. I knew at the time I had that conversation I wasnât ready to, and maybe that would never change.
Then I started getting sick. It was low-level nausea that dulled as the day progressed but it worsened every day. I felt achy too.  Yes, in the breasts.  No one questioned it.  Double birth control, we were fine. I was coming down with the flu or something.  I didnât notice if Iâd skipped periods or not.  My birth control made that happen anyway.
As soon as the thought passed through my head I panicked. With Wanda here, I couldnât risk her hearing that thought until I knew if it meant anything. If she heard it, sheâd get excited and then I wouldnât be able to think about this rationally. So I rushed to the closest CVS and bought some pregnancy tests and took them straight to my apartment and used them.
Every single one of them turned positive.
I didnât know what to do. I had been told in explicit terms they didnât want children. I wasnât even sure if I wanted them.  Only looking at the tests I wasnât having an âIâve got get rid of themâ feeling. I was worried theyâd be angry with me.  That conditioning I had that Iâd get in trouble for disappointing people was pretty heavily ingrained. I was worried that I would make them feel trapped into doing something they didnât want to do.  It was just, I could picture myself holding this baby. I could picture them with a child.  Maybe it would have been better if Wanda had heard my thought then she could have told me what to do.
I considered calling up Jax and talking to him. Maybe getting Clarke to just take me to a clinic and getting this over with and the others would never even have to know how close I came to ruining their lives.
Only I couldnât do that. They had a right to know.  To have input on this. I imagined every single worst case scenario that you could imagine. Bruce Hulking out and destroying the place.  Getting tossed to the street. Having them accuse me of cheating on them.  Demanding DNA tests.  Even with all those thoughts, I told FRIDAY to call an emergency family meeting and took the elevator up to the common room with one of the positive tests in a baggie to wait for them all to arrive.
One by one they all trickled in each asking me what was wrong as I sat curled up in one of the recliners. Each wanting to comfort me, but not knowing how when they didnât know what I was dealing with.
Finally, Wanda came in with Sam and she looked at me and squeaked rushing over and climbing into the chair next to me and nuzzling into my side as she stroked her fingers gently over my stomach.
âOkay, so weâre all here. Whatâs going on?â  Tony asked.
âSo... um... I need to tell you something and I really need you to stay calm Bruce. And also... I didn't mean for this to happen.  Okay?  I ... this wasn't something I planned.â I said looking directly at him.  I could feel my pulse racing.  Even with Wandaâs comforting touch, all I could think was the next thing out of my mouth was going to destroy all of this.
âEl, honey, we've talked about this. You can't start a sentence like that, and expect me to stay calm.â Â Bruce said, stiffening up.
I shook my head feeling a very strong urge to cry. âI don't know how else to do this, B.  It's bad either way. At least you can brace yourself.â
âRip the band-aid off, El,â Tony said.
I took a deep breath in and dug in my pocket for the test and tossed it on the coffee table. âIâm pregnant.â
Wanda squealed and squeezed me, peppering little kisses on my cheek. The rest of the room froze and stared at me.  Some with their jaws dropped open. Steve slowly went and picked up the test and turned it over in his hand.
âBut - but - but ⊠I, I, uh, madeâŠâ Bruce stuttered.  He seemed to be turning green at the edges and I jumped up and rushed over to him, getting on my hands and knees in front of him and taking his hand.
âI know. I know.  I was on it too. Look,â I said twisting my arm so he could see the little bar implanted under my skin. âI still am.  I don't know what happened.â
âI don'tâŠâ Bruce said and shook his head suddenly, he was turning a darker and his muscles started shifting.
âBruce. Come on, you can't run from this.â I implored, putting my head in his lap and digging my fingers into his thigh. He started breathing heavily and I could feel the way his thigh muscles tensed and grew under me. âBruce.  I swear to godâŠâ
âEl, back up,â Wanda said.
I burst into tears and scrambled back from him, tears streaming down my face as Bruce doubled over and changed, growing larger, his clothes tearing and his skin turning green.
âEl,â Nat said, âCome here.â
I moved up next to her and she wrapped me in her arms as Hulk took complete control over from Bruce. âIâm sorry.â  I sobbed.  âI know no one wanted this.  I fucked up.â
She pulled me tightly against her and rubbed my back as I cried against her.
âHulk, baby?â Hulk rumbled moving closer to us.
I looked up at him through tear stained eyes. âHey, big guy.  Yeah.  Something like that.â
âHulk, here.â He said tapping his chest.
âThank you,â I said patting the back of his hand. It was nice knowing I had someone else here who would support me, even if he wasnât exactly the one that I wanted. âI donât know... I donât know what to do.â
âWe get ready,â Wanda said.  âFor a baby.â
I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand. âYeah?â  I said and looked around at the others. âIs that what everyone wants?â
Hulk huffed and nodded his head. âHulk want baby.â
I took a deep breath. âOkay.  I guess.  I guess I need to give the rest of you time to process. If anyone has strong reasons why you think I shouldnât go through with this, now is the time. I literally have no idea about the biology factor.  I donât know how far along I am even.  Might be timed with a Thor visit. A week either side I think in any case.  So Iâm not sure how we tell him about that.â
âI could maybe run some tests,â Tony said.  âYou'd have to take your own blood, and I'm not the biologist.â
âOkay. So we run blood tests to find out who? Thatâs what we want to do now?â  I asked.
âNo,â Steve said firmly. âWe shouldnât know whose they are. Weâre in this together.  That is all our baby.â
âYou donât want to know? But what if it is Thorâs and thereâs some special Asgardian prenatal care I need. What if itâs Bruceâs and it hulks out inside me.â  I said.  I was half joking and then it occurred to me what Iâd just said. âOh god, what if it hulks out inside me?  Can a fetus hulk out?â
âI'm not even sure I'd be able to read the results to know who's it belonged to,â Tony said.
âI can. But I - Iâm gonna need a Doctor. Like an actual obstetrician.  I havenât made an appointment yet because I just found out, but it canât just be the way we do things.â I explained.  There was a tendency in the tower for the others to rely heavily on Bruce and Sam for their medical care, even though neither were technically medical doctors. If it was really bad theyâd call in Helen Cho but they didnât like to trust other people.  I needed to make sure Tony didnât just try and take over as my doctor instead of actually getting one.
âI'm going to do the research,â Tony said with a nod.  âWith the potential, we need the best.â
âOkay. But also quickly. Thereâs vitamins and stuff Iâm supposed to take and I have to get this out of my arm. And I donât know what Iâm doing.â I said putting my head in my hands.  âI guess we can make it that if you donât want to know we donât have to test you but if you do we can. Thatâs fair right?â
âI can agree to this,â Steve said and Sam nodded with him.
âOkay,â I said and took a shaky breath. âAnd weâre all... Iâm keeping it, right? Thatâs whatâs happening?â
Bucky looked at me with a pained expression. âDo you not want to keep it?â
âI donât know. I donât know what to do.â I said breaking down again. âI thought youâd all be angry at me. Bruce is obviously angry at me.â
Hulk shook his head. âPuny Banner scared.  Hulk here. Hulk want baby.â  He put his hand forward. âHulk feel?â
âYes. Thereâs nothing to really feel yet. But you can.â  I said leaning back against Natasha to give him room. He gently placed his hand on me, so it wrapped around my side.  âYouâll be able to feel them when theyâre bigger.â
âThem?â Natasha asked.
âI - oh no,â I said rubbing my head. The idea of more than one was more I could even deal with right now. âThat was just a nongendered them but what if itâs them?â
âTwins.â Wanda squealed. Her excitement was nice but I was starting to feel emotionally exhausted like all I wanted to do was curl up and sleep until the baby was born.
âLetâs not... letâs just wait itâs probably just one right?â I said.
âAnd you think you're how far?â Steve asked.
âThis thing messes up my cycle,â I answered, tapping my arm where my birth control was. âI havenât had a period for over three months.  I started feeling sick a few weeks ago. I started actually throwing up three days ago.â
âOkay, something for a blood sample then,â Steve said.
âUltrasound too, I suppose. I'm sorry.â
âHoney, no,â Steve said.  âWe should have been more careful.â
âHow more careful could we have been?â I asked.
âButâŠâ Sam said quietly.
âBut?â I asked.
âBruceâs drug. There were tests.â He said.
It felt like Sam had slapped me in the face. Of all the people to suggest I had manipulated this somehow I didnât expect it to be him. âWhat do you think I did, Sam?  You think I sabotaged it somehow?  You think I've been going out and sleeping around on top of the 9 of you and hoping this would happen? I'm sorry.  I'm sorry that I'm apparently the most fertile person on the planet that only one escapee managed to do this.â
âNo, honey. I'm sorry. I didn't mean that.â Sam said.  âI'm just trying to figure this out. Trying to process it. Which I'm sure you're doing the same.â
âSorry. Shouldnât have snapped.  I know no one wanted this.â I said quietly. Iâd started feeling really sick and I didnât want to be in here anymore.
Wanda looked over at Natasha and something seemed to pass between them. âI wanted this.â  She said.
âSo do I,â Natasha said. âNow come on.  Time for you to have a sleep. They can have some time to process it.â  She said and scooped me up, carrying me into the shared bedroom. It was quite a while before I saw many of those men again.
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