#bar the clinic

[rvspecter]

I'm not getting into the Bar if it means getting you kicked out.

[salt-n-salt]

hmm turns out the fever i was fighting was covid 😀 dare I draw shane drinking emergen-C to cope. yes I think so

[wwooyology]

it's safe to say im losing my mind pretty promptly.... I have been watching edits and clips of this all DAMN DAY 🤧😮‍💨

this man is so fucking fine and HIS ARMS??????? I JUST WANNA BITE. LIKE GEMME A NIBBLE. PLEASE. I BEG.

[starchaserr]

x

[herecomesthesound]

this era of the slightly shaggier dark hair OOOUAGHGHHH

[beauregardlionett]

my pediatric class had a bunch of kiddos who were 3 years and younger come in today and i had a 7 month old fall asleep on my chest when i was getting him to calm down and there is something so healing about a baby trusting you enough to do that even when their mom/parent isn't within their immediate eye line

[gravehags]

i don’t have a pic for you but i look very butch today in my black joggers and tight rib knit tank top and my hair in a low bun and my tattoos out :)

[gettingintoknives]

ideally the function of each new job is just to teach you new things to keep in your purse and carry with you every day

[chaddavisphotography]

Seven Steakhouse in Downtown Minneapolis in June 2017. The restauraunt closed for good in winter 2022.

[friendlyfangs]

me when im. hype

[wwooyology]

*dead*

perfect representation of me rn ngl 😵‍💫😵‍💫 god them in black is fucking with my brain sm... THEY LOOK SO GOOD 😫😫 (if you need me I'll be curled up in a ball talking to the walls)

[vaunted-and-vilified]

im struggling with the sketch on the next thing im working on sooooo lets procrastinate lol

(this is a tag on a reblog of john 1:20)

@swordrogue​ id always intended to censor the eyes on M-- and her nun for a couple reasons. the big one was to mirror the censoring of their pre-rez names and to make john’s stand out more (as both the only ones not censored and because they were originally gonna be the only things in his shots that weren’t desaturated or blue). but also eyes are so, so, so important in this series and we dont actually know what mercy’s originals looked like! im one of those people who gets rly rly anxious about making sure i get the details described in canon right (except when i dont. but when i dont i want to know im ignoring them and not just forgetting them). we know her face shape and hair color but we dont know her eye color and eyes are so important and we dont know!

i dont actually mind drawing eyes (even if i have trouble making em level)! but knowing they werent gonna be shown when i posted it meant i didnt have to spend a million years making them perfect lol

the one big difference between what id originally envisioned and the end result was the final pic. id imagined the light/dark difference being a lot More than it ended up being (id originally planned to paint/shade/whatever you wanna call it these all the way) so cris’ eyes wouldnt have needed a censor bar or scribbling bc her face would have been super in shadow anyway! but that didnt end up happening so that one had to get scratched out too

(now im thinking abt what body part i like drawing least. its probably the mouth or hips/upper thigh area, but unfortunately theres not a lot of circumstances where scribbling out someones belt line or crotch has a lot of narrative significance lol)

[notascreepyasyouthink]

barbell got lodged in my nasal cavaty today just gets better

[terrainofheartfelt]

from the pov of someone who works in medicine—hospitals do have blood banks and as far as I know family members are never asked to donate blood instead of just using the compatible blood in the bank. Especially in NYC someone who’s severely injured would be taken to a big hospital with plenty of blood in storage even if they needed a ridiculous number of transfused units (feel free to ignore this though haha)

I wholeheartedly believe you, and I think on some level I know that, what I think happened in the show is that chip wiskers somehow had a bad reaction to the banked blood, so they needed a donor who was a relative to reduce that risk

but THAT being said, don't put any more faith in me to be more medically accurate than GG, so who knows that whole plot point could be a mess -- it's really just my selfish wish of twisting what the writers did (aka resurrect bart bass so he can give his garbage son a life-saving transfusion), and twisting it back to the least toxic father-son dynamic in the show. (humphreys beat basses everytime)

and, it's also a callback to s4, when Rufus catches Georgina's paternity lie because he clocks Milo's blood type on his medical bracelet from when he was born, and he throws in some line about banking blood when Dan had an appendectomy when he was younger.

and all THAT being said, I am...intentionally writing from points of view in these next couple hospital chapters from characters who aren't trained in medicine, mainly because I'm not either and I'm sort of covering my own ass in regards to accuracy, because if the character I'm writing understands the information a certain way, that doesn't mean that they're correct. especially in the case of Nate, who is going through a trauma of his own in the course of this chapter.

and, there are many ends to this mean beyond Rufus donating blood specifically for Dan. In my head, I can Rufus asking to do this simply because his child is in mortal danger and he feels he has to Do Something about it, even though logically he can't. and, a hospital staffer might encourage a guy like Rufus to donate because it keeps him from roaming around the hospital trying to find his son or keeps him from shouting at personnel to get information.

I appreciate you sharing this with me! and I am a chronic overthinker, so there are reasons for why this fic is taking shape in the way it does, I just....I am not sure. how well that may or not come across, because I am flexing a lot of writing muscles that I haven't flexed before, so I am very fragile and nervous about sharing it, but I appreciate you reaching out and being kind in the ask box. <333

tldr: I know I'm probably wrong, but I have reasons why!

[humofnight]

can they invent a me that’s not nauseous

[ajdrawshq]

its such a good thing that Morgana isnt with Akira for most/any of confidant stuff bc i KNOW hed be judging him so heavily for some the dumb shit he gets into