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SADNESS by bananabones

I support my forehead with my left hand. Elbow on the table, this feeling demands. Spacing out into nostalgia, unblinking eyes at one direction. I'm here, but im not here. The constant cycle of ups and downs. Extremey sad about what stays in the past. Extremely sad about not having what i want. Extremely missing everything we shared, we had, what we were. Depression inhibiting the smiles i usually apply. "Whats wrong Banana?" someone asks. "Do i seem that transparent?" I throw back. "How can you depict my state through text?" "I dont know. Intuition, i guess" he says. An exhausted expiration of breathe. Sigh. Im not asking why. Im not confused. I'm just immensely sad. An uninspired spine, i slouch. Fully aware of this trapping drama, I cant seem to stop feeling what i feel. Mind under matter. There's no drive. There's no push. Theres no light, no direction. Nothing. {APS Member Submission}