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dontbekoifish · 4 years ago
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Hide and Seek (BamBam Drabble)
Pairing: BamBam x gn!reader
Genre: Thriller, suspense
Warnings: Nothing explicit, there is no context. It could be a fun game, it could be scary. I don't know what warnings to put to be frank.
Summary: Let's play a short game of hide and seek with BamBam.
Word Count: 89
"Get out of the closet," you can hear BamBam's sickly sweet voice calling to you. You don't respond, holding the door close than ever. "Sweetheart, come out."
You wouldn't. Your heart raced, hands becoming sticky with sweat and making the doorhandle slippery. BamBam's footsteps stop and you can see the shadow of his feet under the door.
Your stomach dropped, and the door slips out of your hands as BamBam throws it open with such force it dents the wall. His thick lips pull into a wide smile.
"Hello."
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atiny-dazzlinglight · 3 years ago
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Kinktober 2021 Masterlist
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The following list below is gonna be my list for this years Kinktober. Due to my current work schedule and just life, I’m not following a list this year for Kinktober and will just be coming up with my own spicy prompts for this October. I plan to make this year’s Kinktober as inclusive as possible, so there will be female, male, nonbinary, gender neutral, etc., readers for everyone to enjoy. The last day is just something for me and my moots that loves my ocs just as much as me, so I’m gonna indulge and if y’all like it, then y’all do *shrugs* Also, threw in some pairings from our rp server for some ✨spicy✨
I plan to make this a masterlist and have it on both this blog and my multi blog @/sweetsweetkpop and will update it all as often as possible. You to be tagged in any works? Fill out my form here and please be 18+ for my nsfw stuff (which is all of these).
Stuff for @atiny-dazzlinglight is marked with 🌊
Stuff for @sweetsweetkpop is marked with 🍬
(^Copy pasta it from fie cause it feels more organized~^)
Day 1: Blowjob- Byeongkwan x Sehyoon 🍬
Day 2: Pegging- Switch!Jiwoo x switch!male reader 🍬
Day 3: Size Kink + Aftercare Manhandling- Bang chan x gender neutral reader🍬
Day 4: Suspension Play- Hwanwoong x Leedo🍬
Day 5: Size Training + Knotting- Dragon!Seonghwa x Hongjoong🌊
Day 6: Leash & Collar- Jaebeom x Wonwoo 🍬
Day 7: Face Fucking- Jongho x male!reader🌊
Day 8: Food Play: Ten x member🍬
Day 9: Spit Kink- Yoongi x Namjoon🍬
Day 10: Toys- San x Felix 🍬🌊
Day 11: Puppy Play- Sub!Mingyu x dom!Jeonghan🍬
Day 12: Gagging- Yunho x gender neutral reader🌊
Day 13: Femdom & Edging- Sunwoo x fem!reader🍬
Day 14: Double Penetration- Wonho x reader x Shownu🍬
Day 15: Face Sitting- Soft dom&Fem!reader x Sub!Minghao🍬
Day 16: Overstimulation- Seungwoo x Hanse x Subin🍬
Day 17: Creampie- Dare Gone Good Reader x 99liners🌊
Day 18: Exhibitionism & Orgy- Omega!Changkyun x Beta!Jungkook x Alpha!Johnny x Omega!Yoongi🍬
Day 19: Mutual masturbation- Omegas!Wooyoung x Felix 🌊🍬
Day 20: Spanking- J.Seph x gender neutral reader🍬
Day 21: Daddy Kink- Yugyeom x reader x BamBam🍬
Day 22: Squirting- Vernon x fem!reader🍬
Day 23: Cuckholding- Lou x reader x Ayno🍬
Day 24: Free use Kink: Mingi x Ateez Members🌊
Day 25: Somnophilia- Jaemin x Jeno🍬
Day 26: Scissoring- Somin x fem!reader🍬
Day 27: Bondage: Yeosang x reader🌊
Day 28: Thigh Riding- Wonho x Seungcheol 🍬
Day 29: Anal Play- Doyoung x Taeyong 🍬
Day 30: Body Worship- Wonho x Chubby!reader🍬
Day 31: Wild Card- Dean x Theo (Ocs of mines)
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huihuiheart · 3 years ago
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Goretober D28: Beastly - BamBam
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Goretober 2021 Masterlist
Got7 Masterlist
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Pairing: Werewolf! BamBam x GN Reader
Genre: Suspense?, Angst
Summary: Sometimes being in the wrong place at the wrong time means you have something you can hold over other people.
Warnings: Werewolf themes, mentions of nudity, kidnapping themes.
Word Count: 379
You knew of the stories, of the dangers, and yet the forest was still where you escaped too. Instead of feeling fear when you realized eyes were on you, it felt exhilarating. Still, you left the wolves alone and they seemed to do the same with you. Only allowing you to catch the occasional glimpse of golden eyes, hear a distant howl or growl letting you know who still ruled these woods. You weren’t here to intrude or to do any damage however, simply here to get some peace and that is what they allowed you. Your curiosity was starting to get the better of you though, creeping further and further into their territory, and it was going to get you into trouble. 
Creeping deeper you begin to follow the sound of snapping as it starts to echo around. Peeking around a tree you’ve chosen to hide behind and catching sight of a wolf who appeared to be in pain. While you were still debating trying to go help though the fur slowly faded away, bones shifting and cracking further to reveal a man. One who was very much naked and who picked up on your presence only a moment later. Golden eyes snapping up to meet yours before fading into dark irises instead. Quickly scrambling to put on the clothes he had hidden and rushing after you as you ran from him. He’s quick to catch up and pin you to a tree.
“Let me go! Or I’ll tell everyone about what’s really in these woods.” You threaten, voice shaking not sure you sound all too certain of yourself even at this moment. BamBam’s not convinced of your threat either.
“Oh, so you weren’t running off to do that anyway?” He inquires brow-raising, and the way you cower under his gaze and the question is answered enough even before you open your mouth to speak again. 
“You’re not really in a position to talk, I have the ability to tell anyone your secret. You have to do what I say here!” Your voice is a bit firmer and he scoffs rolling his eyes. He quickly throws you over his shoulder to carry you off to god knows where in the woods.
“I really wish you hadn’t done that.”
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stayarmytinyzenmoa-l · 4 years ago
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Glitched [Change Your Passwords]
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Hacker AU
TW: Implied Stalking, Language
Pairing: (NCT) Unknown x Reader
Genre: Choose Your Story, Thriller, Suspense, Mystery
(3/?) [Previous] | [Next]
[Main Masterlist] | [Glitched Masterlist]
Word Count: 3.9K
Notes: Sorry for the wait on this one! I’ve been studying for my classes, but don’t worry I won’t leave you all hanging haha. Also I’ve updated the video links to go to a video archive blog of mine because the private posts were just not working out for me so I hope this will be easier! I ask that you don’t follow that blog only for spoilers as I’ll upload videos/other medias there first prior to posting the actual fics so you might either get spoiled or just really confused lol. But yeah, I hope you enjoy!!
Disclaimer: Please remember that this is an AU and a work of fiction, obviously the idol(s) mentioned/written/implied would never partake in or condone these actions. I would never wish any of these actions to occur to anyone mentioned in the writings of this story, nor do I wish any harm on them. The idols mentions in this work are meant to be acknowledged as no more than face claims and are not meant to represent the idols in any way.
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You sat down first with Jaemin and Yangyang still in line for whatever it was they had decided to eat for lunch, you, meanwhile, decided on changing your passwords. Figure, you have since decided on calling him that since that’s what he told you to tell Instagram, seemed very adamant on it, and thus here you were, changing literally all of your passcodes and writing them down on the side of the paper bag you requested.
But as you did this the creeping feeling of being watched never left you. The security cameras were pointed the other way and no one, to your knowledge, was making an active effort to stare at you. It had to be related to that scare from earlier, you had nearly forgotten about it while in your lab. You finished changing the last passcode and looked down at your phone, the last passcode being the one to your Tumblr account, and you opened your messages, secretly hoping that maybe you’d receive another message from Figure, but none were presented to you. No doubt changing your passcodes might have disconnected you from the person as a whole. But, of course, right when you least expect it, things always turn around. Then in came a message from user011719.
https://videoarchivesatzml.tumblr.com/post/644877251145515008/glitched-change-your-passwords-video
You played the video again. Why did it just stop mid-sentence? You tried to play it again but the message, much like the one you received earlier, disappeared. Like it was never there in the first place. You wondered what could have happened, if you didn’t know what you did already you would’ve assumed that he cut the recording too soon or that he ran out of WiFi, but this couldn’t have been the case, it was too easy, too simple.
But you were more concerned about another thing Figure had mentioned. To your knowledge, no one had used your phone. The only person that it could’ve been was… Jaehyun. But why would he have done that? There was no purpose as to why he would do that.
“(Y/N)!” Seonghwa called out to you and you waved.
“Oh, hello!”
“Oh, thank god, you have your phone,” he sighs. “Did Jaehyun give it to you?”
“Yeah, he did,” you were surprised by how convenient Seonghwa’s timing was, but you had to give him the benefit of the doubt. “Why?”
“Bambam was looking through it.”
“He was what?!”
“Yeah, that’s why Somi isn’t around right now, she’s probably beating his ass. He’s been here the longest but Somi doesn’t really give a fuck,” Seonghwa shakes his head. “Don’t worry, he didn’t open anything, he was just being a bitch.”
“How did he know my password?”
“You really should change your password from 0000, (Y/N), it’s too simple,” Seonghwa laughs.
“Oh god, don’t worry I already changed it. What did he want anyway?”
“I’m pretty sure he was just being stupid, Bambam acts like that but he’s not a dick, he looked surprised himself when he got your password, I figured I’d tell you because that was just out of line.”
“It was, yeah, thanks for telling me,” you nodded your head.
“It was the right thing to do, I’m gonna go head out now, I have to make sure Somi didn’t go too far, I’ll see you back in lab.”
“See you,” he waved at you again and walked out of the food court. You pulled out your phone and stared at it, people seriously have no boundaries. Bambam had already rubbed you the wrong way but this was honestly such a dick move, you shook your head.
You hoped that he didn’t see your Instagram, Seonghwa said that he didn’t see or open anything but still. You’d have to thank Somi later, but you still couldn’t believe that he was so shameless with it. The nerve of some people, if this were a cartoon you’d be certain that steam would be blowing out of your ears, you would definitely give him a piece of your mind back in lab later. You looked at the DMs, if anyone else saw this they would be more than just suspicious, no doubt, or they would think that you were crazy and laugh at you.
But looking at these DMs, you thought back to the video. Figure mentioned that there was someone keeping him captive, and with this knowledge, you felt your heart rate rise slightly, and you could only think of the worse. But, despite this, you were at least able to screenshot that one part that he asked you to send to not.here127, something that you were glad that you did because you hardly remembered what else he sent.
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You left the app and opened your notes app, then you tried to type out the screenshot. You got pretty far until about the second sentence, at that point the keyboard started lagging until it stopped working altogether.
“What the fuck?” You whispered to yourself and restarted the app, trying to type out the message again, but still came the same result. You even tried restarting your phone altogether, but still, the same result. Until your keypad started moving itself, and you gasped loudly enough for some people to turn their heads. You dropped your phone on the table. “Uh, sorry, just family news,” you said aloud. Many of the people seemingly understood this and turned back around. But when you looked down at your phone, the lone sentence on your notes app read:
“Don’t. - Figure”
It was like you could feel your blood circulating through you. You had no idea how to feel right now, nor did you want to take the time to figure it out. Then it started typing again.
“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have hacked into your phone but… something came up, and it would just be safer for you if I did this. I’d tell you what it was but it would be better if I didn’t. Just… tell him in person, okay?”
You nodded your head slowly and picked your phone back up, reopening Instagram. Part of you felt more awkward now knowing that this Figure was in your phone, probably watching you as you typed, but you wanted to give what limited trust you could. Then another foreign feeling came over you, one you’ve felt since entering this facility, actually, and when you looked to the corner of the room, you saw the camera focused right on you, then you continued the conversation.
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You stared at the camera that was still trained on you, then at your phone’s camera. You wanted to cover the camera, to be honest, but two things stopped you. One being how you would make fun of your friends when they did so, and two being how Figure had mentioned that the whole reason why he hacked into your phone was because “something came up.” Now, you aren't stupid. You could put two and two together and no doubt this “something” was related to this new person that not.here127 mentioned, Connect.
“So how’s your first day so far?” Jaemin asks once he sits down. You locked your phone and placed it back into your pocket.
“It’s great, it’s everything I could’ve hoped for, I just can’t believe that I’m finally here, you know?” You answered. Jaemin had his usual lopsided smile on while Yangyang sat down, he looked between both of you and a sly smirk crawled on his face. You knew that look, you knew what he was planning and you stomped on his foot before he could think about it.
“You okay, Yangyang?” Jaemin asks.
“Just fine,” he winces. “But how’s the hell lab, (Y/N)?”
“Actually not that bad… so far. But I shouldn’t jinx it,” you shook your head. “How about you, Lab V, right?”
“I think my mentor has it out for me. He’s always pointing out the little mistakes I make, it’s so nerve-racking…”
“Who’s your mentor?” Jaemin asks.
“Sicheng…” Yangyang frowns.
“Oh, you’re fine. He’s like that with everyone.”
“What does your lab work on?”
“Uh, it’s kind of weird,” Yangyang hums. “Some biomatter stuff.”
“You don’t know what you’re studying?!”
“I mean I do! But like, it’s weird,” Yangyang shook his head. “Technically, it’s called Biomatter Space Compression. But like, it’s weird because like… I think there’s more to it,” Yangyang frowns.
“So like what space does to the body?”
“Yeah, but like… you know what, forget it, I have no idea how to explain it,” Yangyang shakes his head. “Give me like a week to make sense of it,” he laughs.
“I used to be in that lab, and that’s probably the best way to explain it,” Jaemin sighs. A loud beeping noise goes off and Yangyang groans.
“Shut up,” your jaw drops while you fought back a smile. Yangyang reluctantly pulls out a device probably twice his age. “Is that a pager?!” You started to laugh.
“Yeah,” he holds it in his hand and shows you. “As soon as my supervisor busted this out I almost laughed out loud,” Yangyang chuckles.
“Oh god, that’s old…”
“I know, looks like he’s calling us all back in early, so I’ll see you after then,” Yangyang waves goodbye and leaves the cafeteria, leaving you and Jaemin behind.
“Ah, I guess lunch is almost over,” Jaemin stretches his arms back and yawns. “I’ll walk you back to the labs,” Jaemin tosses the paper bag into the trash bin and stands up, waiting for you to catch up to him. You quickly followed suit and walked next to him. You both exited the bustling lunch hall and walked back into the outdoor walkway, the grand structure never failing to amaze you but to be fair it is still your first day. You were both making a beeline for the labs, and you, of course, noticed the cameras discreetly following you the entire time. You soon approached your lab building and you both stopped in front of it.
“Thanks…” you didn’t really have much to say, what do you say in this situation? You both had only known each other briefly and never on the level to easily make small talk. You were about to go back inside when he said something rather peculiar.
“No problem… You must be pretty smart if you got this internship, you know. If you feel like something’s off, then it probably is,” he says. Then he walks off without giving you a chance to answer. You walked into the locker room with a heavy mind, putting your equipment back on and begrudgingly placing your phone back into the UV chamber, feeling at least a little more secure with your now changed passwords, then you walked back into the lab.
“(Y/N)!”
“Bambam,” the name came out harshly from your mouth and he shoots an awkward smile.
“You guys told (Y/N)?”
“Of course we did!” Seonghwa glares at him.
“I’m so sorry, (Y/N), he grabbed it because it’s the same model as his phone and he ended up opening it since you both coincidentally had the same password,” Somi sighs. “0000, really?! You have important lab information on your phone and your password is 0000?!”
“I know okay? I changed it,” Bambam rolls his eyes.
“To what? 1234?” Jaehyun laughs.
“Well, when we’re done here, I’m gonna change it again,” Bambam crosses his arms. “Sorry about that, (Y/N), it was a genuine mistake, I didn’t open anything, promise,” he says. Your shoulders relaxed, you couldn’t help mistakes, and though this was an eerie coincidence there wasn’t much you could say anyway.
“It’s fine,” you shook your head. Somi’s explanation made enough sense, you think. “Just be more careful next time, I’d rather not have a complete stranger going through my phone, mistakenly or not,” you said sternly. The other members of the lab group looked at you with a strange expression, maybe you said it a bit too harshly, and truthfully normally you’d shrug it off but with the whole thing going on with Figure, or Connect, or whoever the hell you were DMing on Instagram is just getting to you. Then there were those damn cameras, both around the facility and on your own phone.
“Sorry about that, I’m just a little stressed,” you shook your head and tried to play it off. Bambam starts laughing out loud and you flinched at the sudden outburst.
“Oh, don’t worry, we get it! Seonghwa was worse when he first started,” Bambam’s worried look is immediately replaced with a happier one while he clapped the other one’s shoulder. “You should’ve seen him, he snapped at all of us.”
“I didn’t.”
“Oh, you did,” Jaehyun chuckles and moves to the lab table. “But now, with all of that out of the way, we have to work,” Jaehyun says. Everyone moved to their stations quickly, picking up where you each left off prior to lunch. You were put on data recording, something not precisely fun but also the only thing you could currently be trusted with. You were amazed by how easily they all worked together, you couldn’t help but feel like you were just stepping on their toes really, but every time they’d call you over they’d be nice about it at the very least. You each moved around the clock nonstop, you walking around the rather large lab table with the rather large laptop to each station as the main researchers called you over to record something, and them occasionally overlapping in their stations as each of the trials were carried out and analyzed.
“Alright then,” Bambam stands up and stretches his back. “I’m going home.”
“Already?” You asked while you looked at the wall clock, it read 7:48 pm, about an hour away from clock out time. You then looked at the laptop in your hands and saw about 3/4s of the spreadsheet filled. “Don’t we need to finish the rest of this today?”
“Nah, the rest of the trials take about a day to develop, so we’re good on waiting, or at least I am,” Bambam says. “You did good, rookie, don’t worry about it,” he says.
“Oh, thanks,” you cleared your throat.
“Be safe on your way home then, Bambam,” Jaehyun says without looking up from his microscope. “Don’t worry, (Y/N), we don’t have strict clock-out times,” he says while turning the bulb off on the microscope.
“Heading out too?” Somi asks.
“Yup, you all stay safe,” Jaehyun waves at them and walks out of the lab, following close behind Bambam.
“I’m almost done here,” Somi twists open the pipette drip and watches the chemical drop into the solution. “Just have to finish developing these samples and recording color changes, if you want I can take it from here, (Y/N),” she offers.
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah, (Y/N), you’ve been walking around all day, I’m surprised you’re not lightheaded from all the times you walked around here,” she says. “I’m serious! Jaehyun left so he won’t know,” she says.
“I won’t tell anyone,” Seonghwa shrugs while he closes the mice cage.
“You’re cleared!” Somi smiles.
“Thanks, Somi,” you had on a tired smile, it was true, your feet were killing you with all the walking you’ve been doing and you haven’t had a chance to sit down.
“Get home safe,” she says.
“Do you need a ride home?” Seonghwa asks.
“No thank you, I’ll just take the bus,” you said, hoping that Yangyang was still here.
“Okay, see you tomorrow then,” Somi waved at you while you left. You entered the empty locker room and shrugged your lab coat off and hung it in your locker, placing your goggles on the top shelf and grabbing your bag. Then you turned around and, with your breath held, opened the UV chest. You saw your phone resting undisturbed in the same spot you left it and you felt a wave of relief while you picked it up. Everything was still in order and you spotted the text from Yangyang simply stating that his team messed up an experiment and they had to redo the whole thing and told you to just head home without him.
“Well, great,” you shook your head and walked out into the darkened facility. “West wing…” you mumbled to yourself, following the signs quickly. You pushed open the double doors and walked out into the nighttime, the moon already in the sky. You opened Instagram and quickly read through the conversation again while you descended the steps, and you soon noticed the car parked in front of you, and as you walked over to it, someone stopped you.
“Oh, (Y/N)!” Jaehyun called out to you, he looked like he was just about to re-enter the building. “Perfect timing,” he says while holding up his phone.
“Oh, hello,” you said. He was the first person who came up to you out here.
“I forgot that you weren’t in our work group chat, we were planning on getting dinner together,” he shows you the conversation. You spotted Somi’s text saying that she forgot to tell you about it and asked if anyone had your number. “Want to come?” He asks. You quickly glanced at the car behind him, it hadn’t moved since you walked out and the windows were tinted.
[[Follow Jaehyun or Go to the Car]]
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daemour · 4 years ago
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Pairing: BamBam x gn!Reader (but its not really a pairing)
Warnings: Um like its an assassin AU, but there’s not like bad words or anything but talks of killing
Genre: ???? suspense?????
Summary: An assassin should always be on their toes, a lesson you think you have down.
Word Count: 798
written for tipsy drabbles!!! @flurrys-creativity​‘s masterlist
The velvet is heavy on your shoulders and the cocktail light in your hands. The glass is full. You’ve not taken a sip. After all, you don’t drink on the job.
It’s hot in the room, you’re pulling at your collar. Anxiety is spiking as you make your way past the crowds. Your target is moving just as fast; maybe he knows.
That can’t be right. You’ve made sure every single possible lead about you had been nipped in the bud. But you prepare for the worst. You always must expect the worst. And if the best happens, you take it when it comes.
Currently, there’s this one man who’s setting you on edge. He’s been standing in the corner all evening. It may not seem bad to someone else, but this is a party. A party where talking to others is in your best interest. This man, though, is following your every move. Masquerade party or not, you know his eyes are following you.
It’s unnerving, but you have a mission to fulfil. Once you finish this, you’ll be set for life. Your employer paid good money for this. And if you don’t complete this well, your life will cost just as much.
You can see your target at the banquet table. Completely unaware of what will happen, the man is talking to a young woman who seems to only be interested in the fact that he had an extremely expensive watch on. You and me both, girl, you think to yourself, mildly amused. Gotta get dough somehow, and maybe you’re not quite cut out for that assassin life.
However, as much as you find this entertaining, you have things to do and places to be. Walking up, you brush your fingertips along your target’s sleeve, throwing him a slightly sultry gaze. “You don’t mind if I borrow Mr Lee for a little, do you?” you ask apologetically to the young lady, but your tone leaves no room for argument.
She leaves after only a moment’s hesitation, and the aforementioned Mr Lee is led away like a lamb to the slaughter. He didn’t know what was coming to him; you had led him into the hallway where all the young businessmen romance their young lovers. So when you pushed him against the wall, he was not expecting the cold metal pressing to his stomach. “Wha- who are you?” he chokes out, and the glint of your teeth is all that you respond with.
However, before you can pull the trigger, a knife flew past your face. Before you could fire the gun, Mr Lee books it back into the party. Frustrated, you swing your gun to aim at the young man who had ruined your chances of living in comfort for the next however many years.
You don’t pull the trigger, however, curious as to his motives. The stranger who threw the knife comes forward, backing you into the men’s bathroom. He’s tall, skinny, and someone who doesn’t look like a threat. But in your line of work, everyone is a threat.
“Who the hell are you?” you hiss at him in the largest bathroom stall.
“Ah ah ah, don’t pretend you don’t know the rules of the game,” the man tuts. “Never tell your name to strangers, love. You surely remember me, BamBam.”
“All right, BamBam,” the confident tone of your voice hides your apprehension at him. A well-known assassin and your competitor. You’ve never seen him in the face, and now you’re not sure you ever want to. “What is your intent?”
BamBam laughs. “Don’t be stupid. Isn’t it clear?” You sneer.
“Well, I appreciate the thought, but next time don’t get in the way of my kills. Do you know the bounty on my head now that you’d done it?” BamBam just laughs, and your eye twitches.
“Don’t worry. It’s not my fault that I want money.” Well, you can’t fault him for that. But you can fault him from taking your biggest job away from you. You know for a fact that the contract he gives to possible employers protects him from their wrath. And he’s good enough that it doesn’t affect the number of customers he gets.
“Why are you protecting Mr Lee anyway? He isn’t the type you’d agree to save.” BamBam laughs, the sound unnerving you.
“(Y/N), I thought you were smarter than this,” he tuts. “I’m not trying to save Mr Lee, though that did earn me a little extra coin.”
He chuckles sinisterly, pulling off his mask. Behind it is a young man with big, innocent eyes and full lips stretched into a smile. If you didn’t know any better, you would have thought he was nothing but a young, overconfident man. “I’m here to kill you.”
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monstaless · 4 years ago
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On The Low - Part Two
Author: @monstaless​
Relationships: fwb!Bambam x Reader, some JB x reader
Warnings: angst, smut, language, my possibly incorrect Korean (which I guess in the context of this fic is okay), some Vagabond spoilers (if you haven’t watched it yet, 10/10 highly recommend)
Song - On The Low by Justin Park
Word Count: 2.2k
A/N: I’m not sure how I feel about this. I hope you guys like it though! The third and final part will be finished and posted, hopefully, soon.
Part One | Part Two | Part Three
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They were going on month two of their arrangement. Bambam had no complaints. She didn’t expect much from him. He didn’t have to text her everyday. He didn’t have to ask how her day had been. Although he still did both of those things fairly often as he would with any of his friends. They still had dinner together regularly and she still watched his cats if scheduling had him out of town. The sex was only getting better with time. He had no complaints at all. Not one.
He still hadn’t told anyone other than Yugyeom about it though. If he had plans, that was all he said. Just a simple “Sorry, guys, I’ve got plans this evening.” Though they all exchanged looks, none of them pushed for more information.
Yugyeom, of course, was curious about the situation and always had questions. Were they just secretly dating? What exactly were they if they weren’t dating? Were they exclusive? Was she seeing other people? Was he seeing anyone else? Did Bambam like her as more than a friend? Did she like Bambam as more than a friend?
He didn’t have all the answers though. He’d never done anything like this before. He wasn’t even sure that he understood the situation completely. It was like they were dating, but still in many ways it was completely different.
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Bambam: Netflix and chill? I can supply dinner. Y/N: I don’t really feel that great. Bambam: Oh god! Are you contagious?  Bambam: Am I going to be next? How long have you been sick? Y/N: No haha It’s not that kind of sick. Bambam: Oh...do you need anything? Bambam: We can still Netflix and chill.  Bambam: I’m bringing you something sweet. Be there in 20.
He was on his way home anyway and didn’t mind stopping by the nearest Thai restaurant to grab her favorite treat. Especially, if it would make her feel even the slightest bit better.
She opened the door and stood behind it in sweats and a sweater that was way too big. His heart stopped for a moment. He was sure of that. He’d never seen her look so cute. He almost told her, but rethought it. Was this what he was missing out on most of the time? What would she look like in his sweaters?
“Sorry, I know I look terrible.” She must’ve mistaken his silence for disgust. She brushed a strand of hair that had come loose from her braid behind her ear and looked at the floor.
“No, you don’t,” he argued, holding the bag of food out to her in order to avoid having to say more. She took it and looked up at him before even checking the contents.
“Is this what I think it is?”
“I dunno. Depends on what you think it is.”
“Mango sticky rice?!”
“Yup,” he chuckled, feeling very proud of himself. “I thought it might help you feel a little better.”
“You’re the greatest!” She pulled him inside, closing the door behind him. “Wanna watch Vagabond with me?”
“You finished A Korean Odyssey without me, didn’t you?” he asked in disbelief. She gave him a sheepish grin over her shoulder.
“I couldn’t help it. You know how much I love Lee Seung-gi. He stole my heart,” she laughed. He did know how much she loved Lee Seung-gi. She swooned over him every time she saw him: TV, magazines, commercials. All of it. It was hard not to know how much she loved the actor. “Also, I couldn’t just stop there. The suspense was killing me. Do you want something to drink? I have hot tea.”
“Sure, I’ll take some.”
She ushered him to the sofa and he took a seat to wait for her return. She handed him a cup of tea and a fork for his container of sticky rice before sitting down next him. Then cocooned herself in her favorite fuzzy blanket and reached for the remote.
He shot her a look as she pressed play on Vagabond without starting it over. He looked at her in disbelief.
“You better start this whole series over for me, if you want me to watch it with you.” He made a face at her when she hesitated. “I’m not kidding. I’ll leave right now and take the sticky rice with me.”
She pouted, but went back to the episode selection to start it over. She scooted in closer to him so that she could lean against his shoulder. Then popped open the mango sticky rice and dug in.
“Oh my god! Why would you make me watch this? That poor kid!” He protested in horror as he swiped at his watering eyes. They were still only on episode one. She didn’t answer and he looked over to find her asleep, cuddled into his side like it was the most natural thing ever. His heart skipped a beat. He’d never seen her like this. She’d never fallen asleep during a show and she was rarely this cuddly. They’d never been in a position like this. He didn’t know what to do. He could wake her up, but then he’d lose this moment. He could let her sleep, but then she might miss something in the show and she’d be mad at him. 
He turned his attention back to the TV, but now he couldn’t refocus on it. Not with her snuggled up to him like this. He made his decision.
“Y/N?” he nudged her gently. Then repeated her name a second time. She opened her eyes and then, realizing where she was, sat up quickly. “Do you want me to go home so that you can get some sleep?”
“You don’t have to. Sorry that I fell asleep on you,” she murmured. “I’m just super tired. I think I’m okay now though.”
But Bambam wasn’t okay. The image of her sleeping peacefully on his shoulder was burned into his brain. A glimpse of what he could have if they were more. Something he could have every time he was home. This was one of the things he was missing out on. This was the difference, he realized.
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She was hanging out with JB. She’d turned him down for JB. He tried not to feel betrayed. He knew that she and JB were friends and that they hung out regularly. He also knew that his request to hang out had been last minute and she’d been planning to hang out with JB for the past week. She’d told him a week ago about her plans and in his excitement, he’d forgotten. She’d even told him that he could join them.
He couldn’t occupy all of her time though and he had nothing to be jealous of. He’d agreed to this situation. Even if something happened between her and JB, he couldn’t actually get mad about it. He’d known all along that exclusivity wasn’t part of the deal. 
It just bothered him that it was JB. If it had been any other member, maybe he wouldn’t have felt so insecure, but he knew that she was into JB. She’d been into JB since the first time she met him. Everyone knew.
Y/N: Sorry that we couldn’t hang out today. Y/N: JB is about to leave. I can make it up to you when he leaves, if you want 😏 Bambam: You know that I’m not gonna turn down apology sex.
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“Damnit, Bam. People are gonna ask,” she grumbled as she stood in the bathroom inspecting the mark he’d left on her skin. She shot him a look over her shoulder and he replied with a shrug.
“You can use makeup to cover it, you’ll be fine.” He hoped she wouldn’t though. He wanted JB to know that she was seeing someone. He didn’t know why he was suddenly so jealous of JB. Maybe it was because the other day, JB had asked him about her. JB’s curiosity was making him concerned that their arrangement might end soon. He knew that she liked JB. She didn’t try to hide it. She got all smiley when they were texting and if she was around him, she couldn’t keep her eyes off of him.
Lately, she had been spending almost as much time with JB as she spent with Bambam.
“What’s up with you? You’re weird today.” She pointed out as she sat next to him on the bed. Her annoyance about the mark had dissipated. She was genuinely concerned and he felt a pang of guilt for letting his jealousy get the better of him. “I’m sorry we couldn’t hang out earlier.”
“It’s not that. It’s just...work stress. I’m sorry,” he offered.
“You know you can talk to me about it, right?” 
“Of course. It’s just the usual stuff. I’ve got a lot of work to do. I should probably go.” He tugged on his T-shirt.
“Oh. Okay. Um, text me if you need anything,” she offered as she followed him to the door.
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JB had seen the marks on her neck. He’d asked Bambam if she was seeing anyone and Bambam, still feeling guilty about being so jealous, fought the urge to lie. He told a half truth instead. That she was seeing someone, but he didn’t think that it was serious. When JB asked what he meant, Bambam explained that she and the man she was currently involved with were sleeping together, but that appeared to be the extent of their relationship. Jaebeom looked disgusted and Bambam felt a little bit of surprise that the truth had actually worked in his favor.
Until, JB spoke again and Bambam realized that it was actually quite the opposite. JB was disgusted that the man hadn’t committed to her. He didn’t understand why anyone wouldn’t want to call her theirs. Bambam pointed out that maybe she was the one who didn’t want anything more. JB made a face and stated that either way, the guy obviously wasn’t the one for her. Bambam decided to drop it before JB unknowingly insulted him more.
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“You know that you don’t have to go home, right? You can stay here,” he offered as she started to get out of the bed. She laughed.
“Bam, I literally live an elevator ride away. It’s not that big of a deal.”
“I know. I just figured I’d offer. It’s pretty chilly tonight.”
She raised her eyebrows at him. “My heating system works, you know?”
“Why are we still doing this? Why don’t we just make it official? I know you said that you didn’t want something serious, but this isn’t that different. I can give you whatever you want.”
“I just am not interested in being tied down right now. This works for me.”
“You like Jaebeom-hyung, don’t you?” he questioned, immediately regretting his childish outburst, hating how rude he’d sounded. She looked at him in surprise. It was too late to take it back now though. He might as well get his answers.  It had been gnawing at him for weeks. He adjusted his tone this time though. “Why don’t you date him? It seems like he likes you. You hang out all the time. Why do you keep coming to me?”
“Really? This has nothing to do with Jaebeom. You’re an idol, Bambam! You know what that means. Why would I want to date an idol, Bam? Why would I want to hide my relationship from the whole world? Why would I choose to date someone that I can’t be seen in public with? Why would I date someone who can’t marry me or have children with me because it means putting their job on the line? You said when you started this that you didn’t want anything serious!”
“Why didn’t you go for him first? Why did you choose me?”
“I just told you that this has nothing to do with Jaebeom. You made the first move, Bam. I told you the first time that I didn’t want anything serious and you said you were okay with that. You said that you didn’t want anything serious either.”
“That was before I knew how much I really liked you.”
“I don’t think that we should keep doing this.” She took a deep breath and shimmied into her dress. “I need to go home.”
“Y/N. Wait!” He tried to follow her, but by the time he’d gotten his jeans pulled on and made his way to the door, the elevator doors were already closing. “Fuck!”
He slammed the door and pressed his back against it. He was torn between trying to talk to her and just letting it go completely. He should’ve just kept his mouth shut. Who knew if she’d ever talk to him again.
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Bambam was surprised to see JB in the parking garage of his building. JB explained that he was there to see Y/N. They hadn’t hung out in a while and she’d been pretty quiet for the past week. He was quiet for a moment before asking Bambam if something had happened between her and the guy that she had been seeing. Bambam shrugged and admitted that he hadn’t spoken to her recently, but he hadn’t seen her with the guy. He skipped the part where it was because he was the guy and they’d been avoiding each other.
“Geunyoneun manggo chapssareul joahamnida,” he offered as the elevator doors opened.It was his way of apologizing to her. He knew that she didn’t want to see him. She would’ve said something if she did. Instead, it had been radio silence. “Geugosi geunyoreul giun nage hal gosimnida.”
He didn’t wait to see if JB got on the elevator or not. He was pretty sure that he’d lost her for good either way. He would’ve settled for just staying friends, but he’d lost his temper and now he’d lost his best friend.
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He couldn’t sleep.
When he’d returned home, JB’s car had still been in the parking garage. His mind couldn’t stop playing through the possibilities. Had she changed her mind? Was she taking a chance on JB? Or had JB just taken his place? He couldn’t believe that he’d let it go this far. He’d known that she had a thing for JB. She and JB had hit it off from the start. He’d gone into their arrangement knowing that eventually it would come to an end. He’d known that it would never be more than just sex. He’d agreed to that arrangement. How had he convinced himself that it might ever be something more?
He had never had the right to be jealous. Especially not now. They were done. She was free to see JB if she wanted. She’d always been free to see JB if she wanted.
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staytheb · 5 years ago
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Previous Chapter: Video Call Word Count: 2,396 Summary: It’s Mark birthday and of course they wanna spend it with the sisters when they have the time to do so.
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we’re getting there. just give it time lol anyways, this is where my chapters started getting short because i wanted to write for each birthdays and september just had so many birthdays within it. lol so yeah, i got a bit burnted out or whatever. anyways, um, that was his real hashtag, too that year of 2016. but yeah happy reading and kthxbai, Admin Lia~
"It's funny how ahgases got a lot done for Mark's birthday compare to the others." Serena commented while scrolling through her laptop in the living room as Melanie was sitting on the couch watching TV. "What do you mean?" Melanie asked not looking at her sister as Serena replied. "Someone made a joke about it having to do with land, air, and water." Serena scrolled back up to explained. "Um, Korea did the bus thing, then in the states they flew some stuff in the air, and in Thailand they had it shown on a boat. It's pretty crazy." Serena admired IGOT7's dedication. "They even donated a lot of money in his name to some charity in Thailand as well."
"That's how they are." Melanie laughed as she faced Serena. "Make me noodles." Serena rolled her eyes while shutting off her laptop. "Do it yourself." "You're headed to the kitchen right now to make food for yourself anyways." "Yeah, make food for me, not you." Serena stuck her tongue out at her sister while standing up and stretching her limbs. "I don't want noodles. Been eating that for the last few days already. Have to see what's in the fridge. I haven't gone grocery shopping since we came back from Jeju." Melanie followed after her sister towards the kitchen. "I knew I should have stopped by the supermarket on Friday when I came here."
Serena opened her fridge, but saw nothing of interest and closed it with a sigh. "Let's go food shopping then." Serena looked at Melanie. "I'm tired of take out, too." Melanie rolled her eyes while giving in. "Fine, but you're driving." "Of course. Let's go." "Not like this." Melanie motioned with her hand at herself as she was wearing shorts and a tank top with no makeup while Serena rolled her eyes also doing the same gesture. "I'm the same way. Who are we gonna impress at the market, huh?" "Shit, I don't know, but I hate getting stared at." "Whatever." Serena dismissed as Melanie went to her room to get ready and Serena sighed. "This sucks."
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"Y'know, if I knew we were gonna run errands, too I would have just taken the bus and given you the car." Serena complained as she and Melanie rode the elevator to the fifth floor while Melanie smiled. "That's why I didn't tell you anything." "This bish." Melanie laughed as the sisters exited the elevators and noticed that a group of men were outside Serena's apartment door. "There goes my mood." Serena frowend as Melanie elbowed her. "Be nice." "Don't you guys have something else better to do than hang around someone else's door when yours is just a few doors down." Serena sarcastically told the group of seven as they smiled at the duo with Melanie greeting them warmly like always compare to her sister. "Hey! What's up?"
"There you are." Yugyeom smiled upon seeing the sisters walk up with bags of things. "Let us help." Jackson offered as he, Jaebeom, and Mark took the bags from the girls with Serena feeling awkward about it, but didn't show it. "Thanks." She opened her door as the group trudge inside. "Don't you guys have some other things to do or maybe a late night schedule to go to?" Serena checked her wall clock for the time. "It's like a few minutes past seven even though it's a Sunday." She remembered something when her eyes landed on Mark shortly afterwards. "Ah. It's also Mark's birthday." "Happy birthday, Mark." Melanie exclaimed with a smile as she held out a small container of vanilla cake with strawberries and chocolate drizzle on top.
"Thank you, Chaewon noona." Mark grinned as he accepted the offered dessert. "Since you're here I could give you your birthday gift, too." Serena said as she went to her room and returned with a medium-sized brown box as the group had settled themselves within the living room. "I still see this has become a routine of sorts." Serena muttered as she eyed the idol group while Melanie grinned. "The boys insisted on staying because they don't have anything to do since it's Mark's birthday." "Mmhmm, right." Serena mumbled before looking at Mark. "You should like it if you haven't seen them yet." Serena handed the box over to Mark as he smiled at her. "I'm sure I'll love it. Thanks, Jyongri noona." "You're welcome, Mark, and happy birthday."
Mark grinned once he opened his gift to reveal a collection of horror DVDs. "APT. Crimson Peak. Darkness Falls. Ju-On: The Grudge one and two. Loner. Shutter. Shutter Island. The Eye. The Orphanage. The Skeleton Key." He looked at Serena with even wider smile. "I've heard some of these, but never got the chance to watch them. Thanks." "Welcome and now you can watch any of them any time whenever you get the free time to do so." Serena smiled at him as Mark smirked at some of his members. "How about we watch one of them now?" "No! Why would you want to watch something so scary, Mark hyung?" Youngjae whined with a vigorous shake of his head before nodding his head. "Let's just watch something else."
"I agree." BamBam nodded. "Guys, it's Mark hyung's birthday." Jinyoung reasoned. "If he wants to watch a horror movie, then we're going to watch a horror movie." "Can we leave the lights on?" Jackson suggested as Serena shook her head. "That'll ruin the fun." "How is that fun?" "It sets the mood and makes it much more suspenseful." "Don't mind her, Jackson. Unnie likes watching suspenseful movies in the dark with the volume turned up high. She's weird like that." Melanie laughed before casting her eyes onto her sister. "Right?" "Yup, totally." Serena laughed as she turned her attention on to the bags still left in the living room.
"You guys do what you wanna do. I'm going to put these away." Serena went to do that as half of the boys wanted to watch one of the horror films while the other half wanted to watch something else. Melanie went to help Seena as she didn't want to bother with the boys' indecisiveness. After the duo put away their things they returned to the living room to see that the idols went with Mark's birthday wish as they saw the birthday boy inserting the disc into the player. "I'm surprised you can operate my entertainment system, too." Serena teased as Mark grinned back at her. "It wasn't all that hard once I figured out which remote went with what console over time since visiting more often." "Yeah, way too many times." "You know you love my company." "Says you."
"This one's good." Serena said upon seeing the opening credits as Youngjae faced her hopefully. "Could you tell us how it ends then?" "No." Everyone chuckled as Jaebeom patted the younger man's back. "You'll be fine." "There's popcorn to keep you occupy and probably distracted." Melanie stated as she placed two bowls onto the table. "One's caramel and the other is cheese." "Ohh, cheese." Jackson grinned taking a handful with Yugyeom doing the same, but for the caramel. "Thanks." The idols thanked her while munching on the snacks. "Welcome." Melanie smiled while she held onto her own personal bowl of both flavors and sat on the floor as the boys returned their attention to the film. Serena switched off the lights leaving on one for Youngjae and joined the group even though she's already seen it.
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Somehow during the first fifteen minutes of watching the film, Youngjae and BamBam had snuck off with Melanie to the kitchen to watch something else on Melanie's iPad mini. Melanie grew bored of the film, but wasn't interested in this type of genre in general. Serena grew sleepy a few minutes later and tried her best to stay awake for the sake of it being Mark's birthday. She gave in a few minutes later as she quietly made her way to her room knowing full well that she would be call in to work earlier than expected. That left the group of five to finish the movie, but Jackson slowly joined the trio in the kitchen where he discovered the group eating ice cream without him.
The quartet in the living room turned their attention towards the direction of the kitchen as Jackson's loud voice could be heard telling Melanie that he wanted whipped cream, sprinkles, and a cherry on top of his ice cream bowl before the bowl itself went crashing to the floor in pieces. This instantly woke up Serena from her slumber as she rushed towards the kitchen to see what had happened with the quartet in tow. "Seriously?" She groaned upon seeing the mess without glasses or contacts on. "This is why we can't have nice things." Serena rubbed at her eyes as she made to clean up the mess, but Melanie told her not to bother and to go back to bed. "I got it, unnie. Just go back to bed. I know you have work later."
"You have school. Don't you?" Serena countered, but let her sister do her thing anyways. "Yeah, but it's later in the day." Melanie explained as she tried her best to sweep up all of the ceramic shards with Jackson trying to clean up the melted ice cream. "Be careful, Jackson." Melanie firmly told the idol as she noticed him wiping the floor. "Don't need you getting one of those things stuck in your hands." "Thanks, noona, but don't worry. I'm being super careful." Jackson assured the female as he finished what he was doing without any harm. "See." He showed Melanie his hands with a smile as she rolled her eyes. "Now sit down and I'll do your ice cream bowl for you."
"Can I have one, too?" Yugyeom asked as Melanie smiled. "Sure. Anyone else?" She looked at the other three expectantly as they all raised their arms a second later. "Alright. I'll scoop you all a bowl, but you guys can top it off with whatever you guys want." Melanie laughed with a shake of her head as she began with Jackson's bowl first. Serena let out a yawn while using her hand to cover it as she glanced at the idols who filled up her kitchen along with her sister in it. "Y'all know the drill so I'm not repeating myself." She pointed a finger at all of them while continuing to speak. "I don't want to wake up to anymore broken things. I don't have the time to replace them since it took me forever to replace the sofa."
"You're not gonna join us?" Mark asked once he noticed Serena was leaving and she faced him with a tired smile. "No, sorry. Although I know it's your birthday." Serena ran a hand through her hair. "I would rather sleep. I become super grumpy and irritated if I don't get in some good sleep." She gave them a small wave. "You guys have a good night and enjoy the ice cream. Don't bother Chaewon too much. I can't be responsible for her if she does anything to you guys while I'm asleep." She chuckled mischievously as Melanie rolled her eyes. "I'm not like you." "Sure." "Good night." She waved one last time with GOT7 wishing her a good night before returning to her room.
"Noona." BamBam called as Melanie was now working on a bowl for Jaebeom. "What?" "What's your passcode?" "Why?" "It locked me out." "You shouldn't have messed with it, hmm?" BamBam rubbed his neck nervous. "I accidentally pressed the wrong button while eating my ice cream." "Yeah, sure. How about we all just go back to the living room and finish the movie." She suggested as she finished the last bowl and handed it to Jinyoung. "I forgot about the movie." Mark laughed sheepishly after topping his ice cream bowl with various items and returning back to the living room with Jinyoung and Yugyeom following after once they were done topping their own bowls.
"Can we not?" Youngjae pleaded as Melanie laughed while putting away the bucket of ice cream. "It's just a movie, Youngjae." She told him before looking at the idol. "We can turn on more lights if you want." "Okay." He let out in a defeated tone with BamBam and Jackson accompanying the male to the living room while leaving Jaebeom and Melanie behind. "So noona," Jaebum began, "Sorry about Jackson breaking Jyongri noona's bowl." Melanie dismissed him as she was topping off her own bowl of ice cream. "It's fine. Accidents happen." "But I know the table must have not come cheap compare to the bowl." "True, but it's all good."
She smiled at him once she was doing topping off her ice cream bowl while she motioned with her head towards the living room. "Let's head on over." "Can't we hang out here and talk?" Jaebeom suggested instead as Melanie shrugged. "If you want to." She eyed the male. "Although it's Mark's birthday." Jaebeom sighed. "It is his birthday." He shrugged with a soft sigh. "Alright, let's join the others." He gave in as Melanie laughed at his behavior. "Why do you sound so disappointed?" Jaebeom seemed alarmed, but quickly recovered. "I wanted to eat my ice cream in peace." Melanie laughed at his response. "It's a horror film, JB. I don't think there's peace when three of your members are easily scared." "I know, Chaewon noona. I know."
The two returned to the living room to finish watching APT although Jackson, Youngjae, and BamBam kept making noises throughout the whole thing. After the movie was over Melanie called it a night She didn't want to be responsible if the boys missed their schedules. "Again, Mark, happy birthday." She said as she cast him a small smile. "Sorry about unnie." "Thanks, noona, and it's fine. It happens." He said with a small smile. "Tell, Jyongri noona, bye from us." "Will do." Melanie smiled at him before walking them towards the door. "Stay safe guys and good luck with the rest of your activities." "Thank you." GOT7 told her as Jaebeom was the last to linger to wish her a good night which made her giddy for some reason. "Good night, noona." "Good night, JB. Take care." "You, too."
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milkbts · 6 years ago
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My Letterboxd - I rate movies  My TVTime - I rate K-dramas and any series that I watch.
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♡ Context:
A Korean Odyssey (Hwayugi) is a romantic comedy & fantasy tv-series loosely based on the Chinese novel ‘Journey to the West’. 
♡ Main Cast:
Lee Seung-Gi as Son O-Gong, Cha Seung-Won as Woo Whee & Oh Yeon-Seo as Jin Sun-Mi
♡ Description:
The drama is about Son O-Gong and Jin Sun-Mi who meet under strange circumstances. Jin Sun-Mi has been able to see ghosts her entire life. When she was younger, she tried to help a demon king recover a precious artifact but instead, accidentally lets Son O-Gong out from his invisible house in the middle of the woods when he tricks her to do so as only a human can free him. Jin Sun-Mi, a naive child, becomes punished from this by being given the title “Samjang”. Jokes on both of them though as they meet again because of a deal they made long ago, but, you’ll have to see for yourself.  
♡ Ratings: IMDb (8.4/10), MyDramaList (8.4/10)  ♡ My Opinion: 9/10 -This drama was really good actually and I’d recommend it to anyone. (I started watching this with my friend as it’s our favourite pass time at sleepovers - so if you’re looking for a good time, watch this.) -Good acting -The story is good and I never found it slow or boring
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♡ Context:
Age Of Youth (also known as Hello, My Twenties!) is a coming of age and romance drama. 
♡ Main Cast:
Season 1 - Han Ye-Ri as Yoon Jin-Myung, Han Seung-Yeon as Jung Ye-Eun, Park Eun-Bin as Song Ji-Won, Ryu Hwa-Young as Kang Yi-Na & Park Hye-Soo as Yoo Eun-Jae
Season 2 -  Han Ye-Ri as Yoon Jin-Myung, Han Seung-Yeon as Jung Ye-Eun, Park Eun-Bin as Song Ji-Won, Ryu Hwa-Young as Kang Yi-Na (only for special appearance), Ji-Woo as Yoo Eun-Jae & Choi A-Ra as Jo Eun
♡ Description:
Age Of Youth is about five female housemates who live together at the Belle Epoque. While strangers at first, they are able to bond and connect over the traumas they experienced while growing up and face challenges together. There are two seasons and some character changes in the second season.
♡ Ratings: IMBd (8.3/10), MyDramaList (8.8/10)
♡ My Opinion: 7/10 -I did really like Age of Youth and I think it’s a good drama for you to start watching if you are new to dramas.  -I give this drama a 7 out of 10, only because I’ve seen better ones suited towards my tastes. -Good actors but annoying they changed so much
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♡ Context:
Black is a romance, thriller, fantasy, & comedy K-drama. 
♡ Main Cast:
Song Seung-Heon as Black & Han Moo-Gang & Go Ara as Kang Ha-Ram
♡ Description:
Black is the story of a Grim Reaper who is ordered to track down his partner who escaped to the mortal realm. In the process of this, he meets Kang Ha-Ram who can see the shadows of death despite being a mortal woman. This complicates things especially after he finds a case from 20 years ago and falls in love with Ha-Ram in the process. Supernatural rules against involvement in human affairs were meant to be broken, right?
♡ Ratings: IMBd (8.2/10), MyDramaList (8.3/10)
♡ My Opinion: 9/10 -One of my favourite K-Drama’s and I highly recommend this to anyone. -It gets a bit dark at times though so I suggest having a light comedy to watch afterward. -Good actors and they have nice chemistry in my opinion -Story is easy to follow
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♡ Context:
Blood is a rom-com, action & suspense K-drama. 
♡ Main Cast:
Ahn Jae-Hyeon as Park Ji-Sang, Ku Hye-Sun as Yoo Ri-Ta & Ji Jin-Hee as Lee Jae-Wook
♡ Description:
Park Ji Sang is a doctor who works in the best cancer research hospital in the country. He is a great doctor because of his knowledge of the human anatomy and he’s a vampire... Despite him seeming cold and unfeeling, he has a soft heart and has experienced the inner pain of wanting to be close with people but without knowing how. He has very high morals and believes highly in the sanctity of human life so he suppresses his thirst for blood to save human lives; Unfortunately, he isn’t the only vampire and not all of them agree in his way of thinking. Among his colleagues is Yoo Ri Ta, a hotshot physician who entered medical school at the age of only 17 while simultaneously being the niece of the chairman.
♡ Ratings: IMBd (7.1/10), MyDramaList (7.5/10) 
♡ My Opinion: 8/10 -It took me a while to finish this drama but I lose interest quite easily so it isn’t anything to do with the quality of this drama. -My original interest in this drama came from the actress Ku Hye-sun as she was one of the main characters in Boys Over Flowers (next review). -The chemistry between the main actors, Ku Hye-sun and Ahn Jae-Hyun is really good (and they’re married in real life!). -This drama handles romance and everything pretty well however if you’re looking for a drama with a lot of fangirl moments then I suggest something else -(but this did have some good romance moments).
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♡ Context:
Boys Over Flowers is a romance & a very, very dramatic drama.
♡ Main Cast:
Lee Min-Ho as Koo Jun-Pyo, Ku Hye-Seon as Geum Jan-Di, Kim Hyun-Joong as Yun Ji-Hu, Kim Beom as So Lee-Jeong & Kim Jun as Song Woo-Bin.
♡ Description:
At a famous high school for the incredibly rich, this love story is focussed on Geum Jan-di and the members of F4 - a gang of 4 handsome and rich men lead by Gu/Koo Jun-pyo. Jan-di is a poor girl with a poor family. She gets rewarded for a good deed and gets the chance to attend this high school. Here, she meets the infamous F4 group and is joined by Jun-pyo who is a spoiled heir to world-leading conglomerate ‘Shinwa’. Their love story travels from Seoul to New Caledonia to even Macau.
♡ Ratings: IMBd (8.1/10), MyDramaList (8/10)
♡ My Opinion: 8/10 -My friend and I watched this drama together as it’s said to be the OG K-drama, it’s like the orientation to the world of Korean Dramas.  -Many reviews hated it but this drama was fun to scream at when the characters made poor decisions -This made me cry (not surprising as a lot of these have made me cry) but this one is the most memorable to me because of the good times I had watching it; so I recommend this drama to anyone who firsts asks me for K-drama recs.   -Starts off slow but once you get into it you’ll have the time of your life.
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♡ Context: 
Click Your Heart is a mini-series and romance drama.
♡ Main Cast: 
Kwon Mi Na as Mina, Baek Ju Ho as Ju Ho, Kang Cha Ni as Cha Ni, Kim Ro Woon as Ro Woon & Lee Da Won as Lee Da Won.
♡ Description:
Mina is a high-school student who must choose between an athlete, an ‘intellectual’, a ‘loner’ and a dancer. The episodes set these meetings up and you can click an episode that follows on from that - the episode you click is a different guy that she can choose, so you can literally Click Your Heart.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (6.6/10), MyDramaList (7.4/10)
♡ My Opinion: 6/10  -Good if you wanna experience what a k-drama is like -Too short for me and I prefer normal dramas -Quick to watch though -The acting wasn’t that bad
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♡ Context:
Dream Knight is a romance/fantasy drama which centers around friendship.
♡ Main Cast:
Song Ha Yoon as Joo In Hyung & Got 7 - JB (himself), Mark (himself), Park Jin Young (himself), Jackson Wang (himself), BamBam (himself), Kim Yu Gyeom (himself) & Choi Young Jae (himself).
♡ Description:
A young girl called Joo In Hyung who suffers from her past has her life turned around when she unexpectedly meets a group of mysterious men.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (6.8/10), MyDramaList (7.5/10)
♡ My Opinion: 6/10  -Same as Click Your Heart to me honestly -It’s more of a friendship drama and a coming of age drama in my opinion -The acting isn’t too bad -Good for a quick watch & if you are just starting watching dramas and don’t know what genre you like yet 
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♡ Context:
Good Morning Call is a Japanese Drama based on the manga series “Guddo Moningu Koru” by Yue Takasuka. Good Morning Call is a romance, friendship, and coming of age drama.
♡ Main Cast:
Fukuhara Haruka as Yoshikawa Nao & Shiraishi Shunya as Uehara Hisashi
♡ Description:
A young girl called Nao decides to stay behind and live by herself when her parents leave to inherit her grandfather’s farm in the countryside. When she moves into her new apartment, she meets Uehara, a popular- super hot boy who goes to the same school as her. They realize they have both rented the same apartment and when they go to the company it’s unexpectedly closed down and the rent has gone up dramatically. Nao and Uehara decide to live together as flatmates so neither of them has to go home.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (7.9/10), MyDramaList (7.8/10)
♡ My Opinion: 9/10 -One of the first dramas I watched and I really loved it -It’s dramatic, romantic and both actors have good chemistry. -There are now 2 seasons on Netflix & the second season didn’t disappoint. -It had fangirling worthy moments and moments to make you really feel for the characters. -WatCh tHiS 
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Mischievous Kiss: Love in Tokyo is based on the manga Itazura Na Kiss by Kaoru Tada. Mischievous Kiss is a romantic comedy Japanese drama.
♡ Main Cast:
Yahagi Honoka as Aihara Kotoko, Furukawa Yuki as Irie Naoki & Yamada Yuki as Ikezawa Kinnosuke
♡ Description:
At a high school entrance ceremony, Kotoko falls in love with Naoki whilst he gives a speech. She decides to confess her feelings via love letter. Unfortunately Naoki - a popular boy everyone is in-love with - turns her down saying “I don’t like dumb women.” One day Kotoko’s house is completely damaged by a meteorite and the house will not be re-built for a while, Kotoko’s dad decides to stay with a friend who happens to be Naoki’s father...
♡ Ratings: IMDb (7.9/10), MyDramaList (8.1/10)
♡ My Opinion: 8/10 -One of the first dramas I watched -It has 2 seasons and I liked it because of the build-up in a romance between both characters -Naoki’s character is cold which is literally my favourite kind because I know he's a softie -Kotoko and Naoki have good chemistry & the acting was very good in my opinion -The story was NEVER boring for me, the writers had really fun ways to make the story go along so I applaud them for that & recommend this drama (it’s very dramatic, VERY).
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♡ Context: Noble, My Love is a romantic comedy K-Drama.
♡ Main Cast: 
Sung Hoon as Lee Kang Hoon & Kim Jae Kyung as Cha Yoon Seo
♡ Description: 
Kang Hoon is the CEO of the world’s largest company ‘D.O.L’. One day, he is kidnapped and escapes from his kidnappers but is badly injured. Luckily, he passes out in front of an animal hospital. Yeon Seo (veterinarian) finds him and attends to his wounds.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (7.1/10), MyDramaList (7.9/10)
♡ My Opinion: 7/10 -Most k-dramas have something dark going on behind the love that happens but this drama doesn’t -Many reviews I read were against this drama but my friend and I adored it because of how simple yet entertaining the story-line was. -It has good fluff moments and is good if you don’t like dark subjects in your Korean dramas or tv in general -A good drama to watch after an intense one :)
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♡ Context:
Oh My Ghostess is a romantic comedy with supernatural elements including the food genre.
♡ Main Cast:
Park Bo Young as Na Bong Soon, Kim Seul Gi as Shin Sun Ae, Jo Jung Suk as Kang Seon Woo & Im Joo Hwan as Choi Seong Jae
♡ Description:
Bong-sun is a shy young woman who is possessed by a confident ghost of a lustful virgin. Bong-sun works as an assistant and has a crush on her boss. She makes a deal with the ghost as her grandmother was a shaman so from a young age she has been able to see ghosts. They agree that the ghost will help Bong-sun get her boss’s attention if she helps her pass over to the after-life before her time runs out.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (8.2/10), MyDramaList (/10)
♡ My Opinion: 8/10 -Was difficult for me to get into but I thoroughly enjoyed it -It has cute moments & the acting is great -Basically just watch this 
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♡ Context:
One More Time is a romance and friendship drama (also known as The Day After We Parted)
♡ Main Cast: 
L as Yoo Tak & Yoon So Hee as Da In
♡ Description:
Yoo Tak is the leader and vocalist of an indie band called One More Time. He’s been maintaining the band for around 10 years but they haven’t acheived their dreams yet and aren’t getting any younger. Yoo Tak begins to take for granted his friends and girlfriend but a young grim reaper has something to say about that. She puts him in a time loop and he has to continue living the same day over and over again until he learns what is really important.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (6.8/10), MyDramaList (7.7/10)
♡ My Opinion: 8/10 -I liked the angst and sadness in this and the life lessons in it -The acting was really good -It isn’t boring and it’s quick to watch -The ending confused me but I liked the deeper meaning :)
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♡ Context: 
Strong Woman Do Bong Soon (also known as Strong Girl Bong Soon) is an action, comedy, romance & supernatural k-drama
♡ Main Cast: 
Park Bo Young as Do Bong Soon, Park Hyungsik as Ahn Min Hyuk & Ji Soo as In Gook Doo
♡ Description: 
Bong Soon is a young woman who is kind, honest and has superhuman strength... Her family has been gifted Herculean strength from birth to be used for the greater good. If the power is abused it is taken away. While standing up for herself to a group of gang members, Ahn Min Hyuk - who has never trusted the police - witnesses the entire ordeal and asks Bong Soon to be his bodyguard. She agrees and the two fall in love, but the world has different plans in mind for the pair.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (8.3/10), MyDramaList (8.8/10) 
♡ My Opinion: 9.5 -I like the chemistry between the actors in real life AND in the drama. They make a good team. -The balance between all the fluff and romance with the danger is really well done -This is one of my favourite K-drama's  -Watch this Drama if you want clear skin and a new love for yourself
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♡ Context:
Switched is a Japanese supernatural and suspense drama
♡ Main Cast:
Tomita Miu as Umnie Zenko, Kiyohara Kaya as Kohinata Ayumi, Kamiyama Tomohiro as Mizumoto Koushirou & Shigeoka Daiki as Kaga Shunpei
♡ Description:
A suicidal teenage girl swaps bodies with a popular girl in her class - but she has no intention of switching back.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (7.2/10), MyDramaList (8.2/10)
♡ My Opinion: 7/10 -For a drama that isn't suited to my tastes, this one really impressed me. -The acting it takes to be able to pull off a successful bodyswap is extremely difficult and the actresses acting in this drama is immaculate. -This has a lot of angst, considering the suicide references, but is a good drama. -This J-Drama has only been given a 7 out of ten because of the plot (which is still great but not my type) but the acting I'd say is the best here.
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♡ Context:
The Girl Who Sees Scents (also commonly referred to as The Girl Who Sees Smells & based on the webcomic 'Naemsaereul Boneun Sonyeo) is a romantic comedy with supernatural genres.
♡ Main Cast:
Park Yoo Chun as Choi Moo Gak, Shin Se Kyung as Oh Cho Rim & Nam Goong Min as Kwon Jae Hee
♡ Description:
Officer Choi Moo Gak lost his younger sister to a serial killer and lost his ability to taste, smell and feel any pain whatsoever. Oh Cho Rim, the only witness to the murder case, lost her memory but gained the ability to see smells.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (7.3/10), MyDramaList (8.1/10)
♡ My Opinion: 9/10 -Damn actor Nam Goong Min is hot -The serial killer is also a great fucking idea -The acting is decent and the actors have great fluffy moments -This drama was so addicting for me which is why it has such a high rating -I also really appreciated the ending, something that doesn't usually happen with me and dramas. -This is a must watch
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♡ Context:
The Great Seducer (also known as Tempted) is a friendship and romance Melo-k-drama
♡ Main Cast:
Woo Do Hwan as Kwon Si Hyun, Joy as Eun Tae Hee, Moon Ga Young as Choi Soo Hi & Kim Min Jae as Lee Se Joo
♡ Description:
The Great Seducer depicts rich young men and women in their twenties who discover their feelings of love for one another while playing a dangerous bet involved with love. Kwon Si Hyun makes a bet with his friends that he can seduce Eun Tae Hee, who believes that people who are swayed too easily by love are stupid. After Tae Hee meets Si Hyun, her view of love changes and Si Hyun's heart becomes less ice-cold. Secrets become hard to keep as Si Hyun falls deeper in love with Eun Tae Hee.
♡ Ratings: IMDb (7.1/10), MyDramaList (7.6/10)
♡ My Opinion: 10/10 -I LOVE THIS DRAMA SO MUCH OKAY -MY FRIEND AND I STARTED THIS TOGETHER I LOVED IT -THE ACTING IS SO GOOD AND I LOVE WOO DO HWAN AND JOY (red velvet) -Joy's acting has improved a lot and her character is lovely and relatable -The drama is literally my aesthetic and the toxic friend groups and angst of this drama is what I thrive off -Watch. This. You. Cowards. -I could write essays upon essays about this, but tumblr won't allow that...
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im-shouting-mayday · 8 years ago
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JYP full offence but where is the track list?
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inyournightmares97 · 6 years ago
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We need more Yugyeom fluff!!! number 2 please :)
A/N: We really DO need more Yugyeom fluff, don’t we? No worries, I have a lot of Yugyeom requests left in my inbox, haha. I’ll try and do them soon. Hope you enjoy this one! 
Yugyeom + “They may not understand you, but I do.”
You were bored out of your mind.
Yugyeom was staring at the television screen completely enraptured. He was watching a romance kdrama; one that he’d already seen before but he had loved it so much that he was willing to rewatch it so that he could show it to you and Bambam. Except Bambam was now fast asleep on the floor while clutching one of the couch cushions to his chest and you were sitting silently on the couch, having run out of popcorn and wanting to kill yourself.
“How many more episodes are there?” you asked.
Yugyeom lifted a hand to shush you. “Don’t speak, this is a really romantic part!”
“Yeah, I know. They play this infernal song every time the leads are having a moment, there is literally no suspense because you can hear the song coming from a mile away,” you complained. You had watched your fair share of cheesy kdramas because of your boyfriend but this one was just absurd. Yugyeom could not seriously have enjoyed this stupid drama. “And the whole thing about the guy living through generations and stuff? Doesn’t it remind you of Twilight?”
Yugyeom frowned at you. “It’s not Twilight! You should know that Goblin is a critically acclaimed drama and it’s gotten excellent reviews even from reputed media sources-”
You cut him off. “I’m sorry, I just can’t ignore the elephant in the room any longer. Isn’t the male lead way too old for her?”
“Age doesn’t matter in love!” Yugyeom gasped, horrified.
You tried to grab for the remote so that you could change this stupid drama to something else but Yugyeom held it out of your reach with a pout. Ugh. Why was he so adorable? You wouldn’t have put up with this nonsense for anybody else, but Yugyeom had a way of making you feel all soft inside. He’d speak to you with a cheerful smile and his bright eyes shining excitedly, and you just wouldn’t have the heart so say no. It was how Yugyeom had convinced you to go out with him, and the reason why you’d been dating for over a year.
“Give-me-that! I want to watch something more interesting!”
“No! You promised that you would watch Goblin with me!”
“I thought there would be actual goblins and that it would be scary, you didn’t tell me it was a cheesy romance that drags on forever while the main leads have an unhealthy age gap!” you protested, grabbing hold of Yugyeom’s arm and climbing over the couch to lunge for the remote. You flopped down on top of him, your chest pressed against his, but his unnaturally long arms were still beyond your reach.
“No! You promised to watch it!”
“Well, I changed my mind!”
Yugyeom giggled as you tried to climb over him and grab the remote. He knew that you stood no chance against him and he buried his face in your neck and pressed a soft kiss to your skin. You shivered slightly, momentarily deterred from your mission to get the remote. Yugyeom kissed your neck again, one arm sliding around your waist while the other still held the remote above his head.
“Stop it,” you mumbled, flustered.
“No. You’re playing dirty, so I will too,” he told you with a pout. You put your hands on his shoulders and let him kiss you before you pulled away and bit your lip. Your cheeks had gone pink and you had almost forgotten why you were trying to get the remote from him. Yugyeom smiled triumphantly as he kissed you again and gently pushed you off himself, setting you back in your original seat.
You folded your arms across your chest and glared at him. “I hate you.”
“Well, I love you,” he told you sweetly. “And I’ll show you just how much after we’re done watching this drama.”
“Screw you.”
But you leaned back and folded your arm across your chest patiently while Yugyeom played the drama again. He peered down under the sofa where Bambam was still fast asleep on the floor and nudged him awake with his foot. “Bambam! Get up, this is the most important scene! He’s about to find out that she can really see the sword!”
Bambam opened one eye and looked up at Yugyeom with a murderous glare.
“Fuck off, Yugyeom,” he grumbled.   
Yugyeom merely shrugged and leaned back as he hugged the remote to his chest lovingly. “They may not understand you, but I do,” he promised the screen with a sigh. You merely turned and smiled at Yugyeom. Maybe it was kind of cute that he loved these stupid dramas so much. You rested your head on Yugyeom’s shoulder and smiled at him. Maybe you could give it a chance.
“So, what happens next?” you asked lightly.
“No spoilers! You have to watch it and find out! We have about seven episodes left!” he said eagerly.
Ugh. Never mind.
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hwarangbangbang · 7 years ago
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yugyeom » finally
i got the idea of doing this from reading a bed sharing AU i found on tumblr, you can find it here. i take no credit for these prompts or the gifs i use, however i do take credit for writing these stories.
mark | jaebum | jinyoung | jackson | youngjae | bambam | yugyeom title - Finally prompt - “i have constant nightmares and i've always had someone to cuddle with. now, i realize we're not on that level but you're the only one here and i'm really scared to go to sleep.” pairing - kim yugyeom/fem!reader tags - drinking, nightmares, cuddling, im honestly a sucker for soft yugyeom, I can barely write it but I love it, even though he's older than me I like to believe I have a noona kink with him, ok seriously tho, barely anY NAUGHTY TIME ENSUES, kisses, friends to lovers? More like enemies to lovers type-deal word count - 2,790 words author's note - enjoy i fucked up my eyes writing this at 2 AM you're weLCOME IT'S DONE YAAAAY!
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You and BamBam went way back. Way back to your trainee days when you were both still learning Korean and you hadn't been assigned to a debuting group yet. While you didn't speak Thai, you both clicked instantly. However, out of all the GOT7 members that you'd intermingled with, you managed to get along with everyone except the group's maknae. You didn't know what it was about him that irked you so much – to the point where it made you not even want to hang out with the rest of the members.
It ruined almost every single visit you took to the dorms. On the rare occasion that Yugyeom was at practice or in the studios, you would enjoy your stay, but other than that it was a pretty short visit whenever Yugyeom was home. The members would scold him, but him being the defiant maknae he is, it'd do little to stop him from glaring at you from across the room or 'accidentally' putting his foot in your way as you were walking throughout the dorm.
And to make it worse, he saw you naked.
Yep. I didn't stutter. He had seen you naked.
You were sleeping over during a break with both of your debuting groups, just a harmless slumber party with a bunch of seven year old's in the bodies of grown men. You were in BamBam's room, which he conveniently shared with Yugyeom and you were under the impression that Yugyeom wouldn't be home for another few hours since he was held up in practice perfecting his Hit The Stage performance.Oh, how wrong you were.You were in the middle of taking a shower, the door was shut and locked because I mean, you were a smart girl – your mother taught you to always lock the door and you were in a house of six grown men, why else wouldn't you? BamBam failed to tell you that the bathroom lock was faulty at times, and sometimes didn't lock all the way ever since Jaebum had to break it down after the boys accidentally locked themselves out. (Small lesson in Korean society. A lot of the bathrooms don't have tubs or showers – in Korea, most of the time, your shower is your bathroom. There's a shower-head and a drained in floor. That was it.)
You had soap in your hair, and you were getting ready to rinse off and get out, when the door handle jingled. You were concerned for a minute before you remembered you'd locked the door. And then with another jingle to the door, it opened and there was Yugyeom – drenched from his practice, staring at you with his mouth wide open.
Buckle up your seat-belts kids, because what happened next was a wild ride from start to finish.
You, being the normal human being you were, were startled and tripped back under the spray, clasping your hands over yourself to cover the important areas, you got soap in your eyes, in your mouth and up your nose, and fell backwards, earning a pretty good sized goose egg on the back of your head.
All while he just watched in complete shock.
And that was the last time you visited the dorms. That was three months ago.
Now, here you were in front of the dorm's front door, shaking in your boots as you looked down at the text messages on your phone from BamBam.
You need to come to the dorms, (Y/N).
We miss you, a lot.Yugyeom too.
(Y/N), answer me, please...
After the copious amounts of texts from him, you'd replied with a snappy comeback.
I honestly doubt that Yugyeom misses me at all. From what it looks like he's happier without me around. Try having your most private parts shown to the guy who hates you the most. It's not something you want to come back to.
It was beyond embarrassing what had happened. You couldn't even face him at the office let alone in his own house.
Yet here you were.
Come over. Now. We're straightening all this out tonight.
That was the last message you received from him. And it didn't sound like a request.
Before you could talk yourself out of it, you rang the doorbell. Not less than five seconds later did you get a response, the sound of the door unlocking before Jinyoung was revealed on the other side. Honestly, he'd changed in the last three months. Grown bigger in his muscles and his shoulders were broader than when you last saw him. The time had done him well.
Jinyoung's eyes widened, looking down at you before ushering you in quickly with a loud, “(Y/N) is here!”
You heard several curses in Korean, followed by a stampede of footsteps before you were graced with six out of the seven members in the group known as GOT7. Yugyeom, as usual, was nowhere to be found. Everyone started talking to you at once, asking how you were, where you'd been, how your group was doing and why they hadn't seen you at the office. They were all quieted down by Jackson, who pulled you into a hug, followed by BamBam and Mark, then Youngjae, then Jinyoung and Jaebum just simply grasped your shoulder in a friendly-affectionate manner. When you all broke apart, BamBam spoke.
“Listen, (Y/N),” he began, grasping you by the shoulders. “We all miss you. Even Yugyeom. He's busy with PD-nim at the studio, but he wants to be here. Just, stay the night. Please?” he said, and you sighed. Same old excuse. But you knew how hectic an idol's schedule could be. Even now, looking at all of the members and seeing how they'd changed, you figured it'd be for the best if you left all that shit in the past.
“We have movies, Soju, and take-out is on the way.” Youngjae interjected and you once again, sighed. “Okay, alright, I'll sta-” You were cut off by Jackson roaring in success, jumping around like a big dork, all excited. And then the others joined. You were just happy you'd already showered before you came.
And thus the get together began. You set down your stuff and ran the first film. It was an American film called IT, and it thankfully came with Korean subtitles so the boys could enjoy it as well. It was about a killer clown named Pennywise who lured children to his lair so he could eat them.
Knowing how easily you got nightmares, this wasn't going to be too fun. But the boys seemed to enjoy it so far, so you decided to put your childish fears of clowns aside and enjoy your time spent with them.
You were wedged between Mark and BamBam, your two closest friends out of the group – Youngjae was perched on one side of the love seat, while Jackson was laying down with his head in Youngjae's lap. Your head was on Mark's shoulder while your legs were curled up to your chest. Jinyoung and Jaebum were seated on recliners, all of us watching in suspense when the door flew open.
And you screamed very loud. Louder than any ahgases that they were used to at concerts, burying your face into BamBam's shoulder while gripping his shirt tightly in your hands. And you had every right to be scared – not because it was Pennywise the Clown coming to eat you and steal your soul, but because it was none other than Kim Yugyeom standing before you in the dim light of the television that your eyes focused on after pulling your head from BamBam's shoulder.
He looked tired. He looked like he hadn't slept in god knows how long – with his hair mussed in his face and the bags under his eyes. It didn't look like the Yugyeom you knew, always snapping and crabby with a quick wit. He was the disrespectful maknae that you knew hated your guts with every fiber of his being.
And his eyes were focused on you.
“I didn't know (Y/N) was going to be here.”
Your eyes shifted from him to BamBam, who gave you a sheepish smile and you rolled your eyes.  The room was visibly tense, you could tell even Youngjae, who was always the coolest of cucumbers – despite how much he hated them – was on edge. “I guess that makes two of us.” You mumbled quietly, looking down to your hands that were clasped tightly in your lap. “It's fine, I'll go-”
That had a chorus of negations and pleads go around the room, while Yugyeom was silent. After a while, he spoke. “Don't let me stop you from having a good time with my members. I'm going to bed.” He said it with venom in his words, practically spitting them at you before he marched off to his and BamBam's shared room, shutting the door.
You looked down at them, a small scoff leaving your lips. “Listen, he does miss you, (Y/N), he just has a lot going on right now...” Jinyoung stated and you sighed, leaning back in your seat. “Let's just finish the movie, please, I'm tired.”
No one seemed to refuse your request.
Halfway through, the takeout arrived and the smell of pizza hit your nose. You, deciding to be civil, grabbed a few slices and put it on a plate, walking to Yugyeom's door and knocking quietly.
After a few times, he answered.
And it wasn't how you expected.
His hair was disheveled, wearing nothing but a pair of sweatpants and you'd be lying if you said your eyes didn't linger. You were a little bit younger than Yugyeom, but that didn't mean you hadn't had thoughts. Sure, he hated you, but he was attractive and you couldn't deny that. Gulping a bit, you presented the plate to him.
“T-The boys ordered pizza, I was wondering if you were hungry since you just went straight to bed-”
Yugyeom gently took the plate, “thank you,” was all he said before the door was shut in your face again.
Well, kudos to you for trying.
At least he said thank you.
You guys watched a few more movies, the Soju was drank by literally everyone but you – and honestly you could use it right about now. The members said their good-nights and went off to their rooms, all with either giving you a hug or a pat on the shoulder or a kiss on the head in departure.
And then you were alone in the dark living room after just watching four scary movies in a row. You shut your eyes tight, curling up on the couch under the blanket you were given and tried to sleep. And you did drift off only to flinch yourself awake a few hours later in a cold sweat, shaking with memories of seeing all the villains in their gory horror coming after you.
You got up from where you were on the couch, eyes shut tight still feeling along the wall until you got to the first door on the right – the only person who you knew you could go to right now, BamBam. He knew about your chronic nightmares and how scary movies affected you. However, BamBam wasn't the one who answered the door.
It was his roommate, Yugyeom.
“(Y/N), do you have any idea how late it is?” He growled tiredly, and you knew you'd just awoken the sleeping dragon. You immediately apologized, profusely over and over. Your voice was as shaky as you felt. “I-I'm s-sorry Yugyeom-ssi.. I-I had a n-nightm-mare and I thought B-BamBam was awake-” With an annoyed sigh, you were pulled into the equally dark room and the door was shut behind you. “BamBam's knocked out; he drank too much.” Yugyeom said, and you furrowed your brows as he laid down on his bed, scooting as far as he could to the wall leaving a whole lot of room.
Looking over your shoulder, it was true that BamBam was knocked out as you squinted through the darkness at him.
Dammit.
“Well? What are you waiting for? Lay down.”
He wanted you to lay in his bed with him?
Shyly, you crawled into the bed and got under the covers beside him. It felt tense, but not as much as you had earlier. Something had changed. But you couldn't pinpoint it. You felt the bed shift, and Yugyeom turned around to face you.
“(Y/N)... can I ask you something?”
Well, that was a change from the moody behavior you'd gotten from him the minute you'd met.
You rolled over on your side to face him.
“What is it?”
You heard a small sigh leave his lips before he responded. “Do you hate me because of that day..? The day I saw you, um, nak-”
You had to stop him there before your cheeks melted off from how hot they were.
“I-I'm not mad at you, Yugyeom-ssi-” This time it was him who cut you off.
“Stop with the formalities, (Y/N).”
You went quiet. The last thing you'd expected to happen tonight was have a late night heart to heart with Yugyeom. But lo' and behold, here you were. Another thing you didn't expect was for Yugyeom to grip you around your waist and pull you close to him in a hug.
Yugyeom did hugs?
You weren't aware of this, not in the slightest.
You.
Did not get the memo.
But here you were, pressed up against his bare chest as he held you.
“(Y/N)...” He breathed, and you tensed even more against him. “(Y/N), the only reason  I've been so mean to you is because I've been fighting my feelings for you... for a long time-” Your breath hitched. He felt feelings for you other than hatred?
“I don't do girls... I've been in the industry since I was a kid I never got to experiment with girls.. And now that I found one I'd liked, I felt like it was wrong. I wanted you to go away so I wouldn't have to deal with the embarrassment of rejection but every time I was rude or mean or hurt you it hurt so much. Eventually I had to face facts.. I'm sorry, (Y/N)-ah..”
You were sure you'd pass out from shock or something, when it hit you.
You had feelings for him too.
It hit you like a damn truck.
“I understand if you don't feel the same- I-” his grip began to loosen when you gripped onto his wrist, stopping him from pulling away. “Wait, Yugyeom, I..” You could feel it on your tongue, you wanted to, but you were scared. What if he felt like he just wanted to be friends and he hadn't meant romantic feelings? That'd surely crush you. “Yugyeom... I-I feel the same..” You whispered, searching in the dark for his charcoal black eyes, which was instant.
“You do?” He asked, and you could hear the hope in his voice, his grip then tightened and you slowly nodded, biting your lip as he leaned forward to press his forehead to yours. “Yes, I do..” You confessed and a small sigh left his lips in relief. “Thank god-” he cupped your cheeks, kissing you deeply once, twice, three times, over and over.
And you weren't complaining. You entangled your fingers in his hair, rolling over as he pulled you on top of him, but he wasn't advancing to any further activities than just kissing. He ran his hands up and down your sides where your shirt had ridden up, a hand coming up to softly caress your cheek after you'd pulled away, just staring at each other through the dark.
Small laughs left the two of your lips before a voice had cut through the dark, snapping the moment in half like a set of wooden chopsticks. It was BamBam.
“Finally.”
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estanteb · 5 years ago
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Resenha: Ponto de Impacto.
Sinopse :Quando a NASA encontra um enorme meteorito enterrado na geleira Milne, no alto Ártico, contendo fósseis – uma prova irrefutável da existência de vida extraterrestre - as autoridades políticas americanas se movimentam para tomar vantagem de tal acontecimento. O fascinante achado acontece exatamente quando a NASA se tornou uma questão central na disputa pela presidência que está para acontecer. O candidato à reeleição, o presidente Zachary Herney, vem perdendo pontos com os ataques de seu oponente, o senador Sedgwick Sexton, à ineficiência e aos gastos excessivos da agência espacial.Para evitar especulações sobre a autenticidade do meteorito, a Casa Branca convoca Rachel Sexton, analista do NRO – o Escritório Nacional de Reconhecimento – e filha do adversário do presidente, para verificar os dados levantados pela NASA. Além dela, quatro renomados cientistas são enviados para o Ártico, entre eles o oceanógrafo e apresentador de TV Michael Tolland.Mas quando suspeitas de fraude surgem, os cientistas passam a ser caçados por uma equipe de assassinos profissionais, controlada à distância por um inimigo poderoso. Tentando escapar da morte, Rachel e Michael enfrentam os perigos da gelada paisagem do Ártico e inúmeras outras ameaças enquanto tentam descobrir quem se esconde por trás dessa genial armação.
Oi gente, hoje não é dia de post, mas não poderia esperar pra falar com vocês sobre este livro muito legal, minha primeira experiência com o autor, já era fã, por conta dos filmes, mas na parte literária essa foi a primeira vez. Sendo sincera, Dan Brown merece mesmo todo o sucesso que tem. O livro se passa em no máximo três dias, ou seja, pura emoção, há sim momentos calmos, esperando o plot, mas sendo muito bem conduzidos, Dan é um autor muito singular na minha opinião, digo isso, pois não é a minha primeira vez no gênero de suspense e de todos que já li, ele se destaca, justamente com a mistura da realidade com a ficção, mas um fio condutor feito de forma maestral. Ponto de Impacto, foi o primeiro livro do autor e para o seu trabalho de estreia, ele arrasou.
A trama principal, mexe com a bambam dos Estados Unidos, a NASA, onde está passando por uma péssima fase, onde tem um grande investimento, mas sem nenhum sucesso relevante e nesse meio tempo há uma campanha presidencial, de um lado Zach Herney um defensor nato da NASA, por uma questão patriota e Sedwick Sexton, um senador a favor da privatização da agência, tentando seu lugar na Casa Branca, de quebra ele tem sua filha Rachel Sexton, que trabalha na NRO, uma agência de inteligência do país. Nessa corrida presidencial,  a NASA faz uma descoberta sensacional, vida extraterrestre em um meteorito que está aqui na Terra, há 1700 anos descoberto através de um satélite da agência espacial. !!!BUM!!! a NASA já voltou a glória novamente, mas será mesmo? No meio dessa turbulência, Rachel é chamada pelo presidente para corroborar nessa grande descoberta, aumentando ainda mais a tensão na relação com o seu pai, que já não é muito boa. 
Perdi quantos plots tem esse livro, mas como eu disse anteriomente, feito de uma forma muito boa e pensada, aliás, fazendo um adendo, durante minhas idas ao shopping, passei em uma feira de livros e achei um livro mega interessante, chamado “Ponto de Impacto, Fatos ou Ficção?” do autor Carlos Irineu da Costa, uma análise real do livro e espero em breve trazer essa resenha comparativa, pra juntos descobrirmos o que é real ou não. 
Gente, por hoje é isso, espero que tenham gostado. bejão
Nota: 9/10
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Mafia BamBam
You bounced on your feet nervously as you gazed across the sea of people in the exclusive underground club that your friend had brought you to; although you had been thrown into the gang and mafia scene when you were quite young, but since you did your best to stay out of trouble and attempt to live normally, you didn’t know anyone else in the club at all. 
Your eyes finally landed on a dark haired boy that couldn’t have been too far from your age in appearance, but with a demeanor that seemed much more mature and commanding; just as you asked your friend who he was, he suddenly turned his head in your direction and made eye contact with you with a sharp gaze that made your skin shiver in suspense from the intensity and a smirk that made you want to melt on the spot.
“Oh my god, no Y/N, look away, don’t make eye contact! That’s the mafia boss of the…oh crap, his guards are coming over here, we’re dead…” your friend rambled, all while your eyes never left the boy’s; suddenly, your view was being blocked by another man and, as you looked up, you realized that he had indeed sent over one of his guards, but rather than killing you, he simply reached out a hand and said, “The boss will see you now.”
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carolinaclouds · 8 years ago
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Stay (part 5)
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Pairing: Sam x Reader (we’re getting closer guys) Summary: God tells Sam and Dean that they do, in fact, have soulmates out there. Warnings: very sad Sammy, little bit of fluff if you squint real hard. Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4 Sam was not okay with this plan. Sam wasn’t even told about this plan until it was already in action and being followed through. “Why are we going to Texas again? I told you, Dean, I just wanna go home,” Sam sighed, slumping against the car as he stretched his legs. “I told you, Sammy, this is just a pit stop,” Dean said, slightly frustrated at his brother’s nagging. Pinching the bridge of his nose, he put the gas nozzle in Baby and waited as she was being filled. Sam watched as Vivienne crawled out the door and wrapped her arms around his brother, giving him a small squeeze; he didn’t fail to notice the serene smile that took over Dean’s face in just a few seconds of being in her embrace. “Thank you,” he whispered into her hair, taking the nozzle out and putting it back at the pump and closing the gas cap.
Sam got back in the car without another word, whatever it was Dean was trying to accomplish, he was going to at least give his brother the chance.
It had been a few days since Sam had figured out you were his soulmate; it had also been the same amount of time since Sam had given up all hope of being with you, there was no way in hell you would ever love Sam again; not after he left you in the dirt waiting for him. Sam finally looked up, coming back to reality, when Dean parked the car. They were in the back woods part of some tiny town in Texas. There was a very rustic looking cabin that almost looked familiar to him, but had long been overgrown with weeds. “We’re here!” Dean smiled triumphantly, motioning to the cabin. Vivienne looked at Sam and then back at Dean and smiled, but shrugged her shoulders and shook her head. “Sorry, babe, uh this is something that you two need to do.. and I’m scared of snakes,” she cocked her eyebrow, smiling as Dean winked at her, “I’ll protect you.” Getting the door open was no problem, it was actually walking through the cabin that would prove to be a challenge. The floors were weak and had plants growing through the cracks, vines up most of the walls and the furniture looked to be home to many animals. “This used to be a bad ass hunting lodge,” Dean sighed, carefully walking on the creaking floorboards. “Ooh, watch out for that spot, Sammy, I almost just fell through,” Dean motioned to a small spot on the floor that was considerably weaker than the rest. “What are we even doing here?” Sam asked, swatting through a cob web, stopping when Dean turned to look back at him. “You don’t remember this place?” Dean asked, a small look of hurt flashed though his eyes, but disappeared as soon as it came. “No,” Sam shrugged, following Dean into a tiny room just under the stair case, almost hidden, he watched as Dean yanked back the closet door, his machete and flashlight both pointed and ready. Sam continued to watch as his brother felt the back wall of the closet, slightly pressing on each of the panels until one gave in and fell back into the wall. They both cringed, watching some bugs crawl out of the opening before Dean shone his light down the hole, before quickly reaching in and pulling out a grey, metal box. “Hold onto this,” Dean said, shoving the box to Sam as he quickly stepped back from the closet, just as the floor caved in and became another hole. Dean whistled, smiling at Sam, “That was close. Don’t open that until you’re alone, okay?” he said, nodding his head at the box Sam was holding close to his chest.
The suspense was actually making his skin itch. Or maybe he was allergic to something the box had been exposed to; either way, Sam’s body was so riddled with nerves for whatever was in the box, that he nearly jumped out of the car when they pulled into a motel parking lot. Dean checked them in, handing Sam his hotel key, before leading Vee to their motel room. Dropping his bag on the floor, he shut the door and locked it, just in case Dean decided to barge in. He gently set the box on the bed, crouching on the floor, his gun ready just in case. Taking a deep breath, Sam pulled on the lock that held the box closed and it practically disintegrated in his hands. “I can do this,” he whispered, thinking that whatever was in the box was going to be some major secret that Sam wasn’t supposed to know. Maybe it was about Dean? Sam didn’t know. His hands were shaking he was so nervous. Whatever was in this box, Dean knew about and he wanted Sam to be alone when he found out. Whatever this was, it couldn’t have been good. After pacing a few times and taking a few shots of Jack, Sam sat down on the ground, his back against the other queen size bed and the box in his lap, he opened the top to the box. It was hard to not break the box, the hinges were so corroded, it was easy to tell this box hadn’t been touched in a very long time. In faded black letters, the underside of the lid said ‘My Sam Box.’ He took another deep breath, his head falling against the side of the mattress, of course it was about Y/N, how could it not be? On top of everything, there were letters addressed to him, his Stanford address. Stamped and everything, just never sent. There were about 5 letters, all being held together by a light pink piece of ribbon. Gingerly, he set them on the ground next to him before delving back into the contents of the box. 200. There were easily 200 Polaroid pictures of them together. It wasn’t all just them though, some were of Sam and Dean, there were a few of their Dad, mostly of Y/N. He made sure to be gentle with them, he didn’t want to damage them in anyway. After all, it might be the closest thing to her he would ever get. Sam didn’t realize he was crying until he was about half way through the stack of photos and one caught his eye. It was of you standing at the bus station, you were wearing this blue and green flannel and you had the same baby pink bow holding your hair up; your cheeks were red and your eyes were puffy. The date in the bottom corner showed the exact date he left for college. “I took that picture,” Dean’s voice made Sam jump. Looking up, Sam saw his brother, even through his blurred vision. Dean came and sat on the ground next to Sam, gently taking the photo from his hands. “I remember waving you off. She sat there and watched the bus leave, she waited until your bus was long gone before she let herself cry,” Dean sighed, handing the picture back to him. “We didn’t leave that bus station until the security guard kicked us out, she just.. couldn’t leave,” Dean’s voice wavered and Sam could tell he was trying to keep a hold on his emotions. “I don’t.. I don’t think I’ve ever seen anyone as heartbroken, in my life, as she was that night. She knew, Sammy. She knew that you weren’t going to come back, not even for her.” Tagging: @kaylynnw428  @jared-padaloveme @skymoonandstardust @sleepdeprivedchildren @beyondthisstuff @xninastoffels @roseangel013bf @eringva @imagine-that-100 @captainradicalpassion @sea040561 @cjwinterz @smilesnjh @vampire7595 @firewerewolf101 @evansrogerskitten @thenormalesthuman @blushingfaeiry @luckyfriess @teapartydreams @shelter-with-bambam @bethelifeofmyparty
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tuanyiems · 7 years ago
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Here For You
Challenge 13: Afterworld Genre: Angst / Slightly Dystopian Character: Only Got7, focus on Jinyoung Plot: Inspired by Flight Log: Departure trailer. This is about Got7′s close relationship together and also our bond with Got7 as Ahgase’s. [Masterlist] - There’s this saying that you shouldn’t be too happy. Sooner or later all that happiness unbalances the world. And the world has a way of always keeping balance. Or at least, I figure there’s a saying like that somewhere. I’ve read so many books but the words never fully stick. Maybe it’s just a fear that sits inside me. Because when I’m standing up on stage next to those six guys, in front of the baby birds whose wings carry us higher, I truly feel like I am on top of the world. And as happy as I am, it also scares the shit out of me. Because as high as I feel, that’s how hurt I’ll be if I fall, right? And is that ‘if’ just a matter of time? Not if but…when I fall?
Mark nudges me, laughing as he points to the others. Bambam rises from his nap in the trunk, his face vandalized in black ink (probably permanent). I chuckle, glad to have my thoughts disrupted. Jackson points the camera our way, still laughing. Mark and I smile back shyly before the camera turns back to a complaining Bambam. “This is fun,” Jaebum exclaims from the driver’s seat. And it is. It’s a different kind of happiness than being on stage. A road trip on our own—not as Got7 but just seven friends together—is everything I didn’t even know I needed. It’s so crazy and way too loud, but it’s warm here. Mark smiles at me knowingly. Jackson’s banter alone is enough to cause a headache but here he’s got the whole maknae line hyped up. Mark chuckles, leaning close before sharing his earphone piece with me. At first there’s no sound, but then I start to hear it. It’s the sound of birds chirping— …softly at first, and then all at once like they are carrying me into the sky with their voices. When I close my eyes, leaning my head against the car window, the sun shines on my face and it hits me. This is the happiest I’ve ever been. When I open my eyes again, the van is empty. It’s quiet. The fear sinks into the pit of my stomach again. But when I open the car door, Jackson is there laughing with his video recorder in hand and Yugyeom is dancing a silly number. And when I look up, my heart skips in surprise at the sight of Mark on the roof of the van. But that’s nothing out of the ordinary. What gets me laughing though is the sight of a carnival not too far from our parked van. Ah, so that’s why we’ve stopped. Of course these guys would mess up my carefully planned itinerary for an impromptu visit to a carnival. And for some reason I think of Murphy’s law. That’s where I remembered the saying, I think. Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong. Okay, maybe that’s not exactly right, but it’s close enough. Let’s just say, it’s another fear that sits inside me. I try to shake off these thoughts. I wonder why it keeps coming to me when I’m supposed to be enjoying myself? This is a happy moment. This is a happy moment. But the more I keep reminding myself, it feels as though it isn’t. “WOAH!” Jackson’s loud voice breaks my thoughts again. “Guys, I’m flying!” And he is, shooting straight up into the sky. The others follow right after him, laughing loudly as they do flips in the air. Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong. Mark’s laughter joins them. He is spinning off and beyond, towards the Farris wheel in the sky. I want to tell him to stop. Come back. But my voice gets caught in my throat. I’m afraid to speak. I know that I’m dreaming, but I’m afraid to wake up. I can feel the fear in my body so much that I am shivering, brimming with tears. They look so happy and I want to memorize their smiles, but when I look up all I can see are their blurry figures in the sky. Please come back. I find myself squeezing my eyes shut, afraid to wake up but afraid to lose them all over again. That’s the danger of dreams. You lose yourself in this self-fabricated warmth only to be devastated again when the dreams dissolve into reality. That’s how it feels to wake up every morning. The sun is warm on my face when I wake up but it’s not the same. It’s clearly past noon. Around me is the same old room, inside the same old dorm. Even though I never shared a room with one of the guys, my room doesn’t feel the same. The walls seem to ache like the bones inside me. All over again, I am shaking, trembling with tears that overpower me. They were so close this time. I could feel Mark laughing against me. A part of me wants to check their rooms one more time. A part of me hopes that they’ll be there, huddled together in the living room. Youngjae would laugh so hard, he’d fall to his knees, and Jackson would tell me it was a hidden camera. Yugyeom and Bambam would yell out their classic “Easy” catchphrase and Jaebum and Mark would pull me into a tight hug. “Yah, I can’t believe you fell for that!” “Wow, Jinyoungie, I’m really touched by your reaction.” “And you guys made fun of me for crying! Jinyoung hyung won’t stop crying for days.” When I open my door into the living room, only Coco is there. Whining loudly, she runs past my legs and into my room, sniffing through the furniture. When she finds herself back at my feet, she can only whine louder. Picking her up into my arms, I try to subdue her crying. But when I settle her back onto the floor, she is running towards Youngjae’s room, and then into Mark’s. I watch as Coco does a lap into each of the rooms before slumping her small body on the couch, over Youngjae’s fleece blanket. She whimpers in defeat. Coco knows it too. But the two of us can only sit in silence. I read in a book once, from a woman who had endured many traumas, What can you do? The people that live don’t want to live but they can’t die…If you can’t die then you just live. At the time that I read that book, I was moved by her resilience. But sitting here, staring at an empty wall, I wonder if I can be that strong. Do I really have to just live? “What can you do? The people that live…don’t want to live,” I recite aloud. My voice echoes through the dorm, somehow making it feel even emptier. When I close my eyes, it feels like a minute, but somehow I find myself here, on top of a building overlooking Seoul. Normally, this would scare me. I’d get vertigo just imagining being here where I am. This time it’s different though. Standing here, looking down at the busy streets and the people who look like moving, black dots, I oddly feel at ease. This whole time I’ve been afraid of falling, but maybe it wouldn’t be so bad. Perhaps it would feel like flying. I close my eyes, tilting forward just slightly as I spread my arms out. The wind picks up and I can feel it through the spaces between my fingers. It feels as though I can grasp it. But just like everything else, my fingers fold over emptiness. Up here, the sky looks almost tangible. I wonder if they can see me from way up there. I never really believed in a heaven, but it’s nice to think that somewhere, anywhere, their laughter is booming loudly in the spaces they’re in. And well, even if it doesn’t exist, I’d settle with becoming nothingness. Nothingness would hurt far less than this. The wind picks up even more, almost like it’s pushing me forward. With a chuckle, my eyes go blurry again as I think of Mark. “Who’s the daredevil now, Hyung?” I let the wind push me off the edge, and for a second I swear I could hear Mark yelling after me. But it’s too late. I’m falling. And it doesn’t feel like flying. This time I’m too afraid to close my eyes, as if staring at the cement can help me will myself into suspension. Jinyoung! There it is again, Mark’s voice chasing after me. But when I turn my head, there is only the sky and the ground is reaching me closer and closer. The odd calm is gone now. I’m scared. Jinyoung! I wonder if this is how dying is supposed to be like—that the whole life-flashing-before-your-eyes thing was just a myth and instead I’m just going to hear Mark’s desperate scream in my head until the very end. But I’d rather wake up to the empty dorm over and over for the rest of my life than listen to this. Because the closer I get to the ground, the further Mark’s voice sounds. It’s like I’m losing them all over again except this time I can’t even say goodbye to the sound of their laughter. Instead, his scream sounds as desperate and pained as the first time…as the last time. “Jinyoung!” It’s dark now. But it’s warm. For a minute, I’m afraid to open my eyes again. I’m not sure if I even can. But the voices grow louder around me. And when I flutter my eyes open, I’m back in bed. “Jinyoung!” It’s Jackson this time. He laughs hysterically, pointing towards Yugyeom and Bambam just as they tackle him onto the couch. “What are you doing, Jinyoung? Come save me!” I’m frozen in place. It’s another dream? I glance over my shoulder to see Mark standing by the window. The sunlight glows around him as he sends me a knowing smile. Across from him, Youngjae is laughing loudly at Jackson. Jaebum is sitting across from me, playing with a baby bird. Everyone looks so happy. “Did you have a good nap?” Mark asks as he takes a seat beside me on the bed. “Nap?” I utter, still in shock. He chuckles and I can feel my fingers tingling at the sound. Mark huffs, lying down on the bed. “I thought I lost you for a second.” “Lose me?” Mark sends me a quiet glare and I know he’s talking about my fall. My suicide attempt. The words sound painful in my chest without me even having to speak it. I know I did wrong. My chest feels heavy and I can feel the hot tears building once again. “I’m sorry,” I mutter. “Aye, are you crying again, our Jinyoungie?” Mark cooed, placing a hand softly over my head. I laugh as the tears spill onto my cheeks. “In this world, you actually sound like a hyung.” “In this world?” Mark asks, tilting his head. He smiles knowingly. “Our worlds are one, Jinyoungie.” I know that this has to be a dream, but his words are comforting. And as if he can understand what I’m thinking, Mark scoots closer to me. “When you fall, you still have us to catch you. Maybe you can’t lean on us for real, but we’re here. You know, we visit you almost every night.” I crack a small smile amidst the tears. “You could’ve had a lot more screen time if you spoke like this before.” Mark chuckles against me. “Could I have? Maybe you can speak for me from now on.” “Haven’t I always?” I whispered back. “That’s what makes you so dependable, Jinyoung. A lot of people still depend on you.” “But what about me?” “It might feel lonely right now, but you’re strong. Things will get better.” “How do you know?” “I swear over my dead body,” Mark giggles. “Too soon for jokes?” I can only sigh. “I miss you. All of you.” Mark smiles. “If you miss us, you can just close your eyes and remember us. We’ll live inside your memories forever. And I’ll come visit you in your dreams too. Every night. I promise. But listen, Jinyoung, you’ll be surprised. In time, you won’t even need us in your dreams. It feels painful now, but one day you’ll smile again.” “Is this the kind of wisdom you get when you become an angel?” I chuckle softly. “Sort of. A really smart guy I know read me a story once, about a woman who lost many things and survived many things. He told me, humans are pretty resilient and I agree. He’s a pretty strong guy.” “Yeah? You think so?” “I know so.” I sighed, the breath leaving me uneasily as a new wave of tears washed over me again. “I just wish time would pass faster.” Mark smiled empathetically, before quietly handing me one of this earphones. I took it gratefully, just like old times. And as I closed my eyes, I fell back into darkness. When I awoke again, I was in bed. To an empty room. But instead of silence, I began to hear it again— ...the sound of birds chirping. - A/N - TT__TT Are you guys crying as much as me? This was so hard to write but it was also very meaningful to me as an ahgase. I’m so glad Got7 is alive and in my life D,,,,:  Also, fun fact, the woman I allude to is my mother c: The quote: “The people that live don’t want to live but they can’t die…If you can’t die then you just live” is directly taken from an interview I did with her. Humans are truly resilient <3
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idolimagines · 8 years ago
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One again for the umpteenth time, poor Bambam~ 😥 it wasn't his fault at all. He did what he could. Swintek is indeed psycho! 😤 But now is the nail biting suspense! Jaebum's rage is sexy 😍 but it's also reckless~ (also a bit scary) seeing as he just ran out and going after the warden. What's he going to do? 😖 I rather he just run out instead of run into more danger 😶 and have that promos fulfilled sooner 😏 I can't wait to see more twists! And the suspense is killing me! 😫
Girl I swear one of my most favorite things to write is angry Jaebum. He's just so 😍😍😍 And I'm with ya! I would just run out too hahah. Jaebum's promise is definitely going to happen it's just a matter of when~ 😏
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