#ball of the dead rat is about being suicidal and depressed but being alive nonetheless hashtag jackal core | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

jackalhadrurusluvr · 7 months ago

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jackal before he was placed in his own story was supposed to be kind of cool and much edgier and scary and pathetic in a bad way and you can tell by his playlist. the further you go the more depressing yet hopeful the playlist gets

first ten songs

latest ten songs

posting about the jackal playlist makes me listen to the playlist and that makes me slam my fist on my desk and bury my head in my hands and weep

girl i will. AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

( sea lion goth blues - the growlers )

#king of carrot flowers pt 2 is about his connection to religion and the trauma that comes along with it #also its a fantastic song everyone thank my twitter mutual rem remmori for introducing me to the band #first lyrics are literally “i love you jesus christ”#obsidian currents is about trying to figure out good from evil and being devoured by your ambition #and hurting those you love because you are blinded by who you aim to be and who you fear youll become #of montreal my beloved #only one way is about growing older and making hard decisions and having to go through everything AHHHH theres only one way and its through #i adore the mountain goats #sufjan stevens. the artist that u are. drawn to the blood is an absolutely beautiful heart wrenching song #its about blood and grief and prayer and how could this all happen. how could this happen. how did it happen.#and god. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS..#could be so happy is obviopusly abouty. oohh i could be so happy but i cant. i am trying but i cant.#its about looking forward and continuing on even though you are so not happy and im longing to be in the sweet unknown.#vbs is on thin ice. but its about just the being alive experience. its about the experiences making you worse even if theyre good.#the killing ground is just very cowboy-esque very desert and so jackal gets it #ooohh the melancholy and bloodshed and hardship and death of the desert and oohhh jackal jackal jackal jackal jackal i love you #its and the young man smelt his own blood as they ran and it was a good smell. the smell of being alive.#ball of the dead rat is about being suicidal and depressed but being alive nonetheless hashtag jackal core #sea lion goth blues. we've already been over. gggrrrrr. oohh..#and then seeeds i went over in a previous post OOOHH JACKAL #meanwhile the only uncommon/not typical oc/character song whatever is king by slenderbodies and thats about being paranoid #so

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