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Well I watched Beach Rats (2017)....
#i actually loved it. i read many comments that were like omg this is such a bi movie when nothing could be farther from the truth#this is the toxic masculinity ridden posing road man hiding so deep in the closet even he himself can barely see it trope personified#like it was so good how it was shown that he had such trouble trying to fit in the straight rules and getting a gf just to try to convince#not only others but himself as well that there's nothing wrong with him even though it pained him so much to do so and not understanding it#baby boy is like im not gay but keeps asking for hookups from older men online and asking to see their dicks#and tries so hard to deny himself by forcing himself to date this girl that became interested in him just so his buddies and family won't#pester him about it and he also has to prove to this girl too that he's straight but he's really not and it frustrates him into lashing out#I've seen many gifsets where the girl asks him do you think I'm pretty? in bed but out of context it just has a completely different feel#this poof boy let this girl come over despite looking miserable about it and tried to get high to dilute the embarrassment and shame#but it just doesn't work he can't get hard for her and it makes him hide in the pillow and try to excuse it away with being too high#and trying to further get out of it by saying he has no protection and being needlessly rude to her to try to get her to leave#and she asks do you think im pretty? and it's heartbreaking because he can't answer#he can't just say no she is a hot girl he's just not attracted to her not like he is to the old strangers showing their cocks to him#so he just asks if she's fishing for compliments and even when she's being sweet and sexy and nice it just doesn't work#and it drives him mad. mad enough that when she asks again he picks up her bra and presses it against his chest and mocks her#with the same question with a distorted voice to finally get her to leave. and then in the morning when his mother asks who was the girl#sneaking out of his room at dawn and how she'd like to meet her he just puts up a stone wall. his mom would be happy if he had a girlfriend#and stayed out of trouble + his friends keep asking about her so he feels like she's his way out of all this madness but truly#she just makes it worse unintentionally. because its all pretend & the sex is not good & he needs to lock himself into the bathroom#& masturbate to try to get hard for it and the frustration just leads him to more posing & turning to drugs#and strangers for hookups. it was especially a low point when he ran into one of his previous hook ups bartending at a party where he was#with the girl and the tension was so thick you could cut it. he tried to fuck his gf to get out of his head but it was just not good#you could see him trying to keep a hard on try to think of anything else but it's not the same as an older man bending him over#and he leaves after a minute like an angry toddler throwing a tantrum at the party and sucking off some homeless looking dude to cool off#the way he's shown calmer and just happier with men but he keeps denying himself over and over by asking for another chance from her was so#fucking heart wrenching and im pretty sure this staying rooted in the closet is what drives him to the wrong crowd and doing drugs#of course besides his dying father#great fucking movie will watch it a hundred more times despite the awkward scenes and the horrid dance music#beach rats#harris dickinson
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