#ayaskam

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@ayaska@ayaskam

ちょっと待ってどういうこと。。。’ 

wait

say what

brendan now

what

[feverofficial]

aya: for playlist

all the small things - blink 182yellow - coldplayalways - panic at the disco

thank you!!💕

[idlepunk]

Gia! It's my favorite movie. It's sad but so beautiful.

thank you!! I’ll check it out

[fragilecapricorn]

Recently i asked(anon) where did you get ryan's lj and you answered that i could use wayback machine. I thought it was a joke! Like you know there is no time machine. And it was even funny. But today i remembered it and decided to google it. And guess what? Way back machine is the real thing and i read both brendon and ryan's lj there. It is quite an experience. I should've believed you at once. Anyway thank you very much.

omg thats the funniest thing ive ever heard, i havent actually checked out their lj’s via waybackmachine but its definitely the most complete versions you can get

[ao3feed-cherik]

Случайный вуайеризм есть разумное применение мутации

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2CNEwOh

by ayaskam

Привычка Эрика неосознанно ��еречислять металлические предметы вокруг открыла ему нового соседа с неожиданной стороны.

Words: 2316, Chapters: 1/1, Language: Русский

Fandoms: X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Erik Lehnsherr, Charles Xavier

Relationships: Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Still Have Powers, Alpha/Omega

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2CNEwOh

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@ayaskam

When it comes to Ryden, like, I’m not obsessed... I’m not like those kids that believe its was 1000000% real. I like the “stage persona Ryden”, as in, I’ve mentally separated Ryan and Brendon from their stage selves. I have a tag dedicated to Ryden. I ship the theatrical fanservice, but I don’t ship the real life men. I find that continuously asking the men now about stuff that happened 12/13 years ago is rude and disrespectful, especially to Brendon’s wife and whatever relationship Ryan tends get in and eventually mess up. 

I’ve ranted about Ryden in the past and I’ve debunked the Seattle lore, so in a nutshell that would explain like my attitude on that.

But in long form: I don’t think that Ryan would be dropping bombs in his songs about a secret illicit affair he’s having with his band mate. I think the Seattle lore has been dragged out to a point where it sort of cheapens whatever Ryan had meant in his journal and in his music. Seattle maybe one of Ryan’s favorite cities and considering that his father was dying at the time he wrote that post, perhaps he was just venting. His father died in July, according to the obituary I found, and he wrote that post in June so it was a really bad time for him, I would imagine.

He was still living at home at that time. They all were. I think Spencer was the first to move out or whatever and get his own place. Jon lived in Chicago. But when they were writing Pretty Odd, most of it was done in the backyard of Ryan’s house which I am going to assume was his childhood home that he inherited after the passing of his father. There’s no way he was dropping big money to purchase his own home at 21/22.

So to say that Ryan was in fear or hated his father when in fact he lived with the man until the day he died is just flat out wrong. “Fake News” to say in today’s lingo. We’re the same age (well, he’s older by one year) and I can completely understand how emo he was. We were all emo. Our parents just annoyed us. Parents annoy teenagers. Teenagers run with that shit. He had his moments but his father definitely loved him and he loved his father and that’s the end of that story. 

Same with his mother. If his relationship was so shitty with his mom or if his mom abandoned him he wouldn’t have a relationship with his younger half brothers. He wouldn’t have known about them. 

Ryan is a very private person. Which is sad because its opened himself up to these weird ass deceitful lores that turn him into some crybaby pitty case instead of a guy that had a supportive father that gave him the guitar and tools he needed to become who he is today.

[fragilecapricorn]

ayaskam replied to your post “i just found decade-old drama on livejournal about the name of panic!...”

could you share the link please

i already x-ed out of it but honestly anywhere you go on lj youll find drama

[ao3feed-cherik]

Cover for Accidental Voyeurism

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2ygGWT9

by ayaskam

Words: 0, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)

Rating: Not Rated

Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply

Categories: M/M

Characters: Charles Xavier, Erik Lehnsherr

Relationships: Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier

Additional Tags: Alpha/Omega

read it on the AO3 at http://ift.tt/2ygGWT9