#ay. here we r on desktop bc i dropped my fuckng phone in a puddle
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#ay. here we r on desktop bc i dropped my fuckng phone in a puddle#that's gonna be a problem probably tomorrow but i dont really care rn bc i feel awful#why? bc i was sampling in an incredible location this weekend and i was too depressed to enjoy it or display any enthusiasm or ask any#questions. ur in a place of microbiological history and wonder. anything to say for yourself?#no. i feel cold inside and i want to lay down and sleep#actually that's very similar to how i felt when i was on vacation there in high school. i was so depressed i was genuinly struggling to#smile in family pictures. so i guess 15yo me and 26yo me handshake#whatever. im gonna sleep. i have to drag myself up tomorrow and teach and also find time to pour media#idk it just feels shitty bc i had to be like: yo listen my current lack of enthusiasm is not reflective of how i feel abt this project i#was technically diagnosed as bipolar @ my advisor. which he took well i think. his brother is apparently bipolar#it just sucks bc i mean its an incredible place and an incredible opportunity im just stuck at the bottom of a well#unrelated
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