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hollowfairybabybat · 26 days ago

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im sick n obvi dont wanna get her sick too but i just wanna watch all the pixie hollow movies with her its rainy and my room is perf 4 all the pixie hollow movies marathon rly like idk last time i posted room pics but it is bc its v fairy/faerie themed and v pink n cutesy plus shes one of the few ppl id share anything i hav if she wants too(minus one thing but sometimes i daydream it but idk i just like one little idea if she could move to the us n just for what i want one day it could work and while i need my biofather to not die soon at all bc the i love you i hate you is complicated bbut once lakehouse is a thing bc rn 2/3 are in the will and ive worked out the no one can sell unless both wanna n some other stuff bc id live in itty bitty towns in ok theres extra stuff too but rambling

#actually havent stopped thinking she messaged me checking in bc itd been like 2 days and like 🥰🥺#like the moment she messaged it was like oki u can sleep now but i stayed up till i was pretty sure i wouldnt miss any messages #i think it proves id feel safe with her even if shes teeny tiny n cute theres a reason i call her my lil guard dog #also i wanna get on cam l8r but need 2 see if this cough n sinus meds work bc coughing fine but my fucking sinuses rn like ive never had it #pressure hurt b4 #i rambled sorry took 2 bars bc i was anxious so not blackout but just slow brain bc i was panic attack starting when i took first which #awesome it works then im just like oh functioning bc the anxiety level just makes it worse less but dont feel high like i wanna #worse less as in im like oh i feel normal 4 me but the extra was 4 funsies #i got off topic #🖤❤🐶🗡🦮#batbaby rambles

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