#auaimsey i love you

[neonbeloved]

[Somebody else might take my place...]

(i just realized i never posted this here oopsies)

[neonbeloved]

okay no this looks so surface level but i want to deep dive it so bad. 

c!aimsey being the soldier; i mean they were “the towns knight” yes but c!aimsey fought through so much in her story. she fought through life, a life where she has a dead brother, no true family to rely on that we know of, and was alone and wandering around for a long time. she helped make the smp and create friendships, she fought for her beliefs and fought to live a wonderful life. she battled her choices of staying or leaving and did her best to protect her loved ones. of course, as most soldiers do, aimsey failed to save someone. she failed to save c!guqqie. she learned of the internal war c!guqqie fought and failed to save her from it. the towns knight unable to protect anyone really, everyone slowly walking away from the town she put so much into. the story she created was suddenly a fairytale, forgotten and locked away, the knight/soldier left to be nothing but a whisper to the wind. c!aimsey not only fought but she lived through the aftermath of a battle as well. unable to save c!guqqie, she lived through her regrets and dealt with the passing of a loved one. she carried on, she continued fighting through life, and she eventually moved on and continued a good life. she made peace with her regrets, with the horrors she faced, and lived as peacefully as she could. the forgotten soldier who never really found home, her only home was lost to the earth. im not speaking about the town.

au!aimsey as the poet; this one is actually so interesting!!! i love that au!aimsey is the poet. he is the demon, he is supposed to be cruel and awful and for a time he was. it was never something he wanted to be but something he thought he needed to be. by all accounts, according to his family lineage and his role in society, he should be the soldier or the king; not the poet. why would a demon, a prince from hell, be a poet? au!aimsey is an incredible poet. he is not particularly profound, nor the greatest at his craft, but he is able to see the beauty of life and admires it from afar. he has a unique view that some don’t, he wraps sweet nothings into glittering sentences and can create a masterpiece when he tries. he is but a lovesick poet writing a sonnet for his partner. i like that the poet really ties into his role as the lover within ausmp, it’s really sweet :) but of course, the poet “he will slay you with his tongue” knows how to use his words as a weapon. his words can shoot to kill when he’s mad and often do. he can hurt just as easily as he can love. 

o!aimsey as the king; interesting. i mean of course we can go surface level with o!aimsey is a prince of the end and acts like a king. but, i wanna go into it cause i think i can still put more into it. o!aimsey wants to be the king but he knows that he is not. this is not a bad thing, it was what he was raised to be and where he believes he belongs. he has the qualities of a king, he is loyal when he wants to be and he is outspoken, he is righteous and proper. he wears a crown and parades around the smp like he owns the place. end believes that end has no flaws, or that’s at least what end tells us. but a true king is one who is kind, compassionate, a leader, and has a desire to help. a king needs to be able to have empathy for their subjects and needs to take the responsibility of others. i believe these are all qualities o!aimsey is slowly, *very slowly*, growing into over time. o!aimsey is acting how end thinks a king should behave; perfect. but eventually (if his story continues long enough to permit) i believe end can grow into what a true king is and learn a lot from the people around end. a crown does not make a king, the impact on the people around them does. i hope o!aimsey can learn that someday, it would be nice :) 

soldier, poet, king

[neonbeloved]

I miss him so bad </3 funny demon boy should come back please ^_^