#atp ill make the fan content MYSELF

[saph-yells-into-the-void]

bakuten is so underrated it makes me so sad 😭

like, the movie is finally available only for the fandom to be dead silent cmon WAKE UP WHERE ARE YALL

[mattscoquette]

Im not trying to be mean but bro....it seems like you and everyone else in your inbox is over the triplets. THATS OK!!!! its perfectly fine to start growing out of the triplets but do yall have to complain all the time? you do this what seems like every week and it's confusing because one day you say you love them, and then the next five you're complaining about them not doing enough, or how you want to leave tumblr. I'm not saying you have to make up your mind but you really need to atp!

also as far as you wanting to leave tumblr, it just seems like you're lonly and that's why you don't want to leave. that's perfectly fine, do what you have to in order for you to not be lonely, but turn this blog into something else. make it a girl blog where you post about your day and your mutuals can yap about whatever. cuz having a blog for the triplets but it seems like all you do is complain about them and it clogs the tags and it's not fun for anyone.

again this isn't hate and im sorry if it sounds like it but this is a pattern i noticed with you, and I'm just finding it odd.

i’m not hating, bc i really do love them, i just like to voice my opinions on my blog. i like to answer asks ab the triplets, bc i love them and i wanna talk ab them. i have another blog that’s kinda like what u said ab being girly and whatever, but it’s not the same as this blog.

but i feel like if people wanna talk ab the triplets, whether it be “complaining” or not, ill talk about the triplets w them. i haven’t gotten any asks about the new video talking abt how much people liked it, but rather that they wish the triplets would switch up their content. which is okay.

i feel like u can be a fan of someone and still have critiques of them. i don’t think ill stop watching them honestly, however i feel like if the triplets switched up their content a bit or gave us more content than one video a week it would keep a lot more people, myself included, engaged.

at the end of the day, it is my blog where i would like to voice my opinions and thoughts on whatever. and since my blog is dedicated to the triplets, thats what ill be doing.

[barzfrommarz]

Why do I still love c!wilbur so much?

small essay type post to just gush about c!wilbur

One thing that always surprises me is why I stayed with c!wilbur

Before cc!wilbur even confirmed the allegations, I dropped him and lovejoy because it was becoming way too stressful and way more obvious it was him even though he had became a special interest and a huge part of my life

So why didnt I do the same with c!wilbur?

Better question, why couldn’t I?

Maybe it’s because back in March of 2022, my online friends had just stopped being friends with me a week prior. Specifically on March 17th 2022 (correct me if i’m wrong) the first stream that kick started the apology streams happened. I think that’s was what reignited my interest fully, since I had changed myself so much for my ex friends since they hated dsmp so much and it was basically my entire personality

It was also an outlet to interact with people, since these specific friends were my only friends at the time.

It was so nice to have a community of people who love the same thing I love. Making art, fanfiction, theories even songs. It was great and it was definitely one of the best times of my life (in the recent years)

The days leading up to the final were the greatest but also the most nerve wracking, esp since I wanted c!wilbur to have a good ending and basically not die

Waiting for the stream to start on Sept 3rd 2022 was so exciting, I remember sitting in offline chat just waiting for a fucking minecraft stream to start. Something I had never done

Now im not gna critique the ending in this post. I have my gripes with the apology tour in general but thats not what this post is about.

It was surprising to watch. Not what I had expected but it had its charm and I grew on it eventually. Going on twitter afterwards kinda sucked but it stopped eventually

The community was still going strong. Even if our favorite character is completely retired. The love and passion was still there, especially for me. It seemed like my love for c!wilbur just got more intense

After the dsmp ended and 2023 rolled around, thats when I noticed things kinda slowing down a bit. I know why of course. Loveshit was kicking off for William so its obvious why more people gradually moved on from the dsmp and fan content slowed down. Including me!

I wont go more into it but it was disappointing for me as someone who just couldn't move on from c!wilbur and the dsmp to see everyone on all the main platforms I used move on. Yeah tumblr was still active but I didn't use it as much back then

Then of course, the allegations came out

Im not proud of how I acted during the first night. You could say I was very very delusional and willing to make up excuses and drown out a victim all for some white guy I didn't know.

Thankfully, the next morning I came to my senses a bit and left, soon after joining everyone in just waiting for him to respond. Luckily I had some great mutuals on twitter and we were all there for eachother, even though I was the least affected since I was more mad at the fact I wasted years of my life on him than upset.

You all know how the story ends, he responded and everyone hated on him blah blah blah

but throughout all of that, I still stayed with c!wilbur. Not any other bursona. I cant engage with any of the other bursonas because they remind me too much of william, so why is c!wilbur different?

Well one obvious factor is my autism. C!Wilbur and the Dsmp is one of my biggest and longest lasting special interest so I dont think its going away for atleast 2-4 more years atp. Who knows maybe ill be 24 years old still yapping about a minecraft server that I liked when I was 11

I also think its because of the dsmp community on tumblr. Yeah the c!wilbur part has gotten understandably smarter but the people who have stayed are awesome and cool and so creative but most importantly strong

We have all been through it. From the allegations to the shit we get from outsiders for showing slight interest in c!wilbur and the dsmp in general.

I also see it as one massive fuck you to William. Taking his creation for ourselves then actively hating on him in the process. Shipping the ship he has gone on record to say its not canon is also pretty cool

So I guess I just want to say thank you. I could not have kept my interest alive if it wasn't for you guys continuing to create despite the creator being a degenerate. This stupid little character has single handedly kept my passion for creation and art going so strong. If you look through any of my recent sketchbooks most of the pages have him on it. I got into wrighting and reading fanfiction because of c!wilbur (and c!tntduo but we dont talk about the fanfictions ive read). My point is this character means alot to me so to all the remaining c!wilbur fans...

Thank you, truly