#ateez x dazed korea

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I LOVE the fact that they are all portrait photos...

And then BOOM💥💫 here he comes!!

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Our Life Jay x reader

Jay x reader

Warnings: none! just fluff (may be some typos, so sorry in advance!)

Authors note: This took my a while to write, and a lot of courage to post it! hope everyone loves it as much as I loved writing it! Jay is my number one bias in Enhypen. Was drawn to him from the very first song I listened to by them (Drunk-Dazed). Please feel free to like and repost if you like it!!

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You lived in Korea your whole life, and you currently worked as a stylist for Enhypen. In fact, you were seen as their best one. You had always loved doing makeup and hair ever since you were a little girl. Your mother had supported this hobby of yours, and put time and money into helping you get better at makeup. You had gotten so good that by your high school year big-name companies wanted you to come do the makeup of their models and K-pop artists.

This was a dream come true for you. You had worked with BLACKPINK, Itzy, Nmixx, Mamamoo, (G)I-DLE, and Girls Generations with female groups. You have also done the makeup and hair for a few male groups, such as Stray Kids, BTS, Ateez, Tomorrow x Together, and Seventeen. You wouldn't say you have a favorite, but you got along best with Stray Kids, your personality being similar. You were a social butterfly when you got to know someone, but like Han, you could also be very anti-social.

A few years ago Hybe Corporation hired you. They had seen all of the work you did with other models and idols. You worked in Korea, wanting to stay close to home, but on rare occasions, you would fly out to help with makeup for shoots and concerts. Other companies would pay you a lot of money just to do the makeup for some of their idols. But now that you worked with Hybe, companies would often try to get you to work for them by paying you more money. You had declined every time. Money did not matter to you because Hybe was considerate that your mother was now struggling with finances. After all, she had recently gotten sick, and if you had ever needed to have a break from work, they would gladly let you have it. Memories from several years ago would come back to you. This one just so happened to be your first time meeting Jay.

You were currently flying to Seattle, Washington. You got a last-minute call from Hybe Corporation asking you to fly to Seattle because several of their stylists had called out sick and they couldn’t get anyone else to fill in for them. So here you were about forty-five minutes left in your ten-and-a-half-hour flight. Hybe had paid for your plane ticket giving you first class so that you could sleep well on the plane. You had slept almost the entire time. You had this well-worked plan so that you would not have jet lag when you got to a new place. You would do an all-nighter the day before so that when you were on the plane, you would be able to sleep and be well-rested for when you landed. This worked well because you would take the day planes and when you would arrive at your destination, it would be morning. You spent these forty-five minutes researching the group you would be doing. They were known as ENHYPEN. You went to Spotify and started to shuffle their music. The first song that came on was a song called Drunk-Dazed, and you liked it. As you listened to their music, you did some research on the members. There was no clear pattern you were following, you just looked up different members trying to find out more about them.

First was Jungwon, he was the leader of ENHYPEN. He was born on February ninth, 2004, his height was about 179cm (5’9”). From what you read, he had trained for roughly a year and four months, he has a pet dog named Maeumi from the dog in the drama Heart is. He is a former trainee for SM Entertainment and BigHit Entertainment. His favorite colors are blue and orange.

Next was Heesung, he was the center for ENHYPEN. He was born on October 15th, 2001 making him a Libra. His height was 183cm (6’0”). Heesung trained for three years and one month. He is the only one with a solo dorm, he got it because he won a game of rock, paper, scissors between all of the members. You laughed quietly to yourself, ‘he must be living the life then. Not having to share a dorm and all. But I bet it gets lonely after a while,’ you thought. You continued scrolling trying to see if there was any more good information about him. Heesung is also a former BigHit Entertainment trainee. You wondered if Heesung and Jungwon had met there. He is also close to the members of Tomorrow x Together. His favorite colors are purple and ivory. He is in a friend group called ee-z with I.N from Stray Kids, Beomgyu from TxT, and Lim Jimin from Just B. His motto is “Let’s live diligently as life passes by”.

You scrolled down a little and saw a very good-looking male looking back at you from the picture on the screen. Your cheeks flushed pink, you looked at his name, Jay Park. He was born in the United States on April 20th, 2002. He was exactly 180 cm (5’11”). His training period lasted two years and eleven months. You learned that he knows a little bit of Japanese, and had learned it from watching anime. Jay trained at LP Dance Academy before joining BigHit. His favorite color is purple. His role model is Kai from EXO. He says he enjoys cooking and eating delicious foods and when he was young, he dreamed of becoming a chef. You giggled quietly, remembering when you once had the idea of becoming a chef. Being able to make people smile with your food. But you are glad you chose this path. It pays well, and you are able to meet so many different people. You scrolled a bit more to see his motto: “Live your life the way you were born”.

Just as you were about to scroll to the next member you felt the plane touch ground. You jumped in your seat, the rough landing making you grip the armrests of the seat of the plane. After about five minutes you made your way off of the plane, grabbing your carry-on bag on the way in the overhead carrier. After you were off the plane you made your way to the luggage pickup area. You had to pack clothes in your carry-on and put things like makeup, brushes, blow dryers, and many other things in the other bag. It was much bigger because it also carried one of your toiletries and your stylist uniform your mother had made for you a few years ago.

Finally, you reached the luggage pickup area, and that's where you saw three males waiting with your suitcase. You started to freak out. Your heart was pounding away from inside your chest so much so that you thought it would burst out. You walked cautiously over to the three males.

“Hello, I think you have my bag,” you said politely. They turned to look at you, “You are miss y/n?” a male in a black suit asked. You nodded, “yes, I am she. I’m sorry but I do not have time to fool around, I have places to be. I still have to check into my hotel. And I have a very early morning tomorrow”

“Oh!! You're really y/n?! Like no joke?” one asked, surprised. Once again you nodded. “Yes, as I said, now please,” you went to grab your suitcase's handle, “give me my suitcase please.”

“Did Jungwon not tell her that we were going to pick her up?” a tall male with dark blue hair asked the boy next to him. You paused, brows furrowing. “What? Did you say Jungwon?” He turned to you, his eyes wrinkled into little crescent moons. He was smiling, even if you couldn't see it due to the mask he was wearing, it was still obvious. “Yup, that's our leader,” he replied as if it was obvious. You paused. ‘Leader? Leader…oh my god!!!’ “Oh my god! Your ENH-” a hand quickly covered your mouth. “You can't just go throwing it around like that, we were barely able to sneak in here.” The male with black hair hushed you.

Your eyes widened and you nodded. He took his hand off of your mouth slowly. When you didn’t say anything he let out the breath he was holding. “Alright, we got your stuff, the car is right out front. You're going to be staying at the same hotel as us. Jungwon already had the staff get you a room.” the boy with dark blue hair said. “Alright, that sounds great,” you smiled. “I can’t wait to work with you guys!” The two boys’ eyes crinkled into crescent moons as they smiled down at you, “Yeah, we can’t either miss y/n,” The one with black hair said.

You got into the car and made your way to the hotel. Once there you went to your room which was on the 5th floor. You saw that the boy with dark blue hair was following you. You paused and looked back at him, “Are you obsessed with me already?” you joked.

He laughed, his smile was so cute, he had taken off his mask once he saw the hall was clear, “I’m walking to my room,” he replied, “It looks like we are right next to each other.” He said as he stopped at his room. ‘529’ it read. You looked at the room next to him, it showed ‘530’ in gold wavy writing. You took the key card out, unlocking the door. Before stepping in, you looked at the boy next to you. “Do you mind telling me your name?” You asked, and an embarrassed laugh escaped you. He laughed lightly, “sure, it’s Jay,” he smiled.

You paused. ‘Jay… like Jay Jay?! y/n that’s him!! OH MY GOD, THAT’S HIM!!! HOLY CRAP! Oh my god, you're going to be right next to the hottest guy you have ever seen!!’ your mind and heart started going a hundred kilometers a second. Jay noticed how you paused and walked a few steps so that he was right in front of you. He bent down so he was at eye level with you. “You alright y/n?” he said, concern evident in his voice.

You quickly snapped out of it, “Y-yeah, I’m g-” you stopped mid-sentence as your brain registered how close he was to you. Your cheeks and ears going as red as Chan’s hair had been. Jay laughed as he stood back up to his full height. “You know, you're pretty cute,” and with that, he unlocked his room and went in.

You stood there for a few seconds before you went into your room, cheeks and ears still beet red. Closing the door, you took a deep breath and took your shoes off. Walking over to the bed you flopped yourself down face-first, landing on the pillows. The embarrassment of what just happened flooding through your veins.

This was almost three years ago, you and Jay had gotten together and had been dating for a year. ENHYPEN had a concert in LA soon and so you were supposed to fly there two days before the concert. Several members of ENHYPEN were already there and exploring the city. This gave you and Jay some alone time together.

It was about 8 O'clock in the morning, you were snuggled up in your bed with Jay laying next to you, his arms wrapped around your smaller frame. His bare chest up against your back was warm, and since it was getting colder outside, it made you snuggle up against him more. The sun was peeking out from behind the curtains, slowly waking you up from your deep sleep.

You groggily opened your eyes, blinking the sleep out of them before turning around in your boyfriend's arms. You looked up at him. He looked so calm and at peace when he was asleep. You pecked his lips before burying your head in his chest.

“Good morning my Star,” a groggy voice quietly whispered, before you felt a light kiss placed on the crown of your head. “Morning my love,” you smiled, looking up at your boyfriend.

You could tell he was tired. You could hear it in his voice, as well as see it in his beautiful dark brown eyes. You leaned up to peck his lips, but he met you halfway, shocking you. The kiss was meant to be quick, but Jay placed his hand on the back of your head, deepening the kiss. You closed your eyes leaning into his, your hands placed on his strong chest. When you pulled away, you both looked at one another, you smiled, a small laugh escaping you as well as you shook your head, burying it back into his chest.

“You always have to take something cute and sweet, and make it into something hot and steamy, don't you.” you sighed, a smile still on your face. Jay laughed, and you felt his chest vibrate from under your hands. “I can’t help it,” he pouted, “you're just too hot for your own good,” You laughed lightly, looking up at him again. “Well st-” You were interrupted by his lips meeting yours once again, his hand already on the back of your head. You laughed against his lips before he pulled away, giving you one last quick peck before pulling you into his chest. You inhaled his scent, he smelled good, the smell of his body wash hitting your nose, making you feel calm. It made you drowsy, and you slowly fell back into a light sleep. The lack of sleep from your activities from the previous night still catching up to you. Jay looked down at you, a soft smile making its way to his face. He wanted to go ahead and get up because he had planned a great day for the two of you, starting off with a homemade breakfast which he was supposed to be starting right now. But he couldn't bring himself to wake you once more, so instead, he pulled you closer to him - if that was even possible - his chin resting on the crown of your head. “I’ll wake you in a few minutes Love, until then, sleep well,” he said, getting ready to get up. But instead of you letting him, you only held onto him tighter. “Stay with me, please,” you grumbled sleepily. Jay smiled down at you before cuddling back up next to you. “Of course cupcake,”

Several years later

You could not have been happier than you were right now. You and Jay have continued to date, things have been going smoothly. So smoothly that Jay had popped the question to you after his concert in LA, telling you he wanted to be with you for the rest of his life, even if he was young, he still knew that he wanted to be with you for the rest of his life. And of course you said yes. The ring was beautiful. There was a bright shining diamond, on the left side, small dark blue gems ran down the side of the band, it was representing your birthstone, Sapphire. On the right side clear blue gems ran down the other side of the band, before the two gemstones met and blended together in a beautiful sky blue color. About ten months later, you both got married. You had invited BLACKPINK, Stray Kids, Ateez, Seventeen, and a couple more groups that you had done makeup for in the past. The wedding was beautiful, and Enhypen ended up singing a love song Jay had written for you. He had written the whole thing, for you on the day of your wedding.

Once more, you both lay in bed together under the covers of the bed shielding you from the bitter cold of the room. Jay stirred when he heard the door leading to your bedroom creek open quietly. His eyes blinked open slowly. He squinted, the light from the sun affecting his visibility. Once his eyes adjusted, he saw your beautiful little girl standing at the door. She looked exactly like him, but she had your mind. Pure, sweet, comforting, and warm. Jay smiled at her, she smiled back.

Your daughter was getting ready to turn 6 years old. When Jay held her for the first time he was so nervous, it was honestly adorable. You had shown him how to properly hold your little girl, and he followed your instructions perfectly. The soft look on Jay’s face was so rare to see, but it was a sight that only you and a few of his members were able to get a true look at.

Your daughter tiptoed into the room, Jay lifting the covers for her to crawl in between him and you. She immediately snuggled up against your back, the smile on Jay’s face resembled that of the one the first time he held your daughter, soft, kind, and without a care in the world except for what was right in front of him, his two girls.

You felt a small presence behind you, so without opening your eyes, you carefully turned around in the bed, facing your, now, sleeping daughter. You peaked an eye open, and gave her a kiss on the crown of her head. Then you looked at Jay, who still had that fond smile on his face as he looked at the two of you. You motioned with your hand for him to lay down again, and he did. He wrapped both of his arms around you and your little girl. Before he drifted back to sleep, he placed a kiss on top of your daughter's head, as well as yours. A soft hum coming from you as you held onto your daughter and snuggled into her and Jay even more before drifting back to your dreamless sleep.

[20cm]

curiosity tag ! ! 💕💕

tagged by: @hyukaheart (who also made the game <3) && @yeonjuins !! thank you both mwah mwah 💛💖💛

sorry in advance that this is long.. if anyone reads this<3 u deserve a medal 💕✨

Q: which artists make you instantly smile when you hear their laughs?

A: ohhh hmmm wonho ! beomgyu + kai also .. and taehyun!! i think felix also :].... yj<3

Q: what’s a song you’d like to recommend to the person who tagged you?

A: ooooh yes! 💖

for hope: 何度でも by Michita ft. MouthPeace for woo: Lose My Cool by Amber Mark

Q: which artist(s) have your favourite voices?

A: jjong + onew from shinee, kihyun + joohoney from monsta x, hanse + seungwoo from victon, beomgyu + taehyun + yeonjun from txt.......probably forgetting some </3

Q: what are some of the sets from the wonderful ccs here that you find yourself thinking about often?

A: buckle up i have a lot </3 off the top of my head uhmm 💕💕

made by ana @yjunies: this blue orangeade one that makes me smile when i see it // this set of yeonjun on tingle interview because its special to me // this fairy of shampoo one that is just... beyond gorgeous

im SO obsessed w/ literally every gfx work that woo @yeonjuins has put out but the first one i ever saw tht made me speechless was this netflix 0x1=lovesong edit because not only was the gfx itself great but the video editing!!!!! was so cool

from ryu @gyukai: this 2 year anniversary set because its so so creative and cool! // and her get to know me set for the japanese ver mv of run away bc its so so bright and pretty

erin's @jaehyukkies REALLY beautiful ab6ix close set that i rb on sight. literally so so so obsessed w/ it

THIS set meg made putting lovesong to a siken quote that made me tear up ngl

lulu's @cherriki dear sputnik set has been living in my head rent free since i first saw it

this 3 part set of parallels between the dooms night & other mvs that @/songofastar made because its SO cool [ 1 ; 2 ; 3 ]

this other set from @/songofastar that puts quotes from the storybook over mvs

this really cool logo/mvs gifset

this set from @/jjunies mv aesthetics series

this fucking gifset of yeonjun w/ pink hair from the we lost the summer mv shoot

this set of yeonjun during a stage performance of blue hour that makes me bark like a fucking wounded dog

Q: if you could steal (affectionately) an idol’s pet, who’s would it be and why?

A: odi!!!!!!! soobin im willing to share but u have to let me have custody on weekends or something 🙄🙄!!! and because i really would love a hedgehog of my own <3 but also im just so obsessed w/ odi help...........also ik taehyun has probably given aengdu to a different home but ive always wanted a snake so >:) ...... OH and kkoongie . taemin give me your fucking cat.

Q: which artists that share your star sign do you like? ​

A: hmmm god time to find libras. the only one off the top of my head is joohoney!! and yes <3 i do like him a lot :] OH CHAN. BANG CHAN. and hanse!! and yangyang .. why the fuck are all the libras rappers. OH JONGHO ATEEZ<3333 jongho my beloved vocalist maknae also ....... HOW DID I FORGET KEY!!!!! .... my god wait. woong ab6ix, jeonghan svt, hanbin/b.i my beloved also......... why are a lot of my biases libras 😭

Q: do you have any favourite photoshoots that your ults have done? ​

A: oh YESSS okay !! ^_^ 💛

yeonjuns ul:kin shoot!!!!!!!!!! new york fashion week <3

weverse magazine nov. 2020 ........ (yeonjun specifically)

txt's recent tmrw magazine shoot (some of the photos here on tumblr</3)

wonho's fault magazine shoot

whatever the fuck floor granola was taemin did for dazed korea

wonho for dazed korea too

Q: what songs do you always get stuck in your head? ​

A: given-taken + drunk-dazed by enhypen, salty + o sole mio by the boyz, baby don't stop by nct u, chronosaurus by stray kids, ....pied piper....., anti-romantic + puma + frost + magic by txt, scaredy cat + nerves + no blueberries by dpr ian, love me or leave me by day6, killing me by ikon................. those ALL get stuck in my head

Q: who are your favourite dancers in kpop right now? ​

A: taemin !!!!! hyunjin for sure... yeonjun of course. shownu + wonho <3, felix and juyeon also were really impressive during kingdom :]

Q: are there any photos of your ults that you find yourself thinking about a lot? ​

A: oh jesus. sorry this is ALL yeonjun im mentally ill. yes i made this in photoshop FOR this post ... the one where hes covering his mouth is for funsies bc its my discord icon and i love his dramatic ass

Q: which artist(s) do you feel you can see yourself in? ​

A: ok not. to sound insane i guess but anyways. yeonjun

i really relate to his history of struggling w/ self confidence and honestly just faking it til you make it. like just saying it often enough until you believe it. it helped me a lot when i was a teenager + going into college and helped me be more extroverted + talk to people.. also his sense of dramatics. like ik it may not seem like it because im a lot more mellowed out on tumblr dot com but im . dramatic and hyperactive in real life. like i call him annoying (affectionate) bc i look at him and go "me too lol<3"

also his drive + hating losing + wanting to be better while also knowing you have a long way to go + knowing you havent really made it....like oh for SURE i relate to just how he feels about work and drive + passions ... its really how i felt in school and college.. even my hobbies . i take pride in being really detail oriented + a perfectionist and i like knowing im doing well...when i was younger i definitely could be a little cocky but it was mellowed by that lack of self-confidence at the same time 💀

anyways. enough psychoanalyzing myself and my kpop guy. im also a huge fan of dancing, fashion, and i like taking care of others <3 so idk i see myself in him a lot actually

Q: who’s rapping do you always find yourself vibing with? ​

A: joohoney + i.m from monsta x.. i love their solo work, i really like dpr live's stuff! and dpr ian, suggi, b.i, and woodie gochild !! ☀️

Q: are there any artist/s who’s talking voice you could listen to forever? ​

A: OHHHHH BEOMGYU i could fall asleep to his talking voice.. same w/ felix<3 .. oh and taehyun could spend 1hr explaining the chemical makeup of paint from the hardware store and i'd listen to him 💖💖

Q: is there anyone who always manages to give you gender envy? ​

A: yeonjun + beomgyu give me wardrobe envy.. and hair envy. so does felix. OH and juyeon ^_^💕

Q: and finally, which idol do you think the person who tagged you is most like? ​

A: yesss <3 ok so

hope you give me HUGE felix (stray kids) and hyuka vibes youre so sunshiney and bright! 💛

woo gives me san (ateez) + minhyuk (monsta x)!! i like your artistic sense and aesthetics! 🖤

okay that was SO long. if you read it all im giving u a big hug LOL 💖

idk who has or hasnt been tagged sooooo <3

@sodrippy @gaemin @slowrabbitpd @chaotichae @cherriki @heeseunq @97choi @minki-s

[wongki]

curiosity tag ! ! 💕💕

tagged by @mowah, thank you tagging me! (❤´艸｀❤)

Q: which artists make you instantly smile when you hear their laughs?

A: hyungwon, mingi, seungcheol 

Q: what’s a song you’d like to recommend to the person who tagged you?

A: Headache, Moon Jong Up Feat. Yunhway & Pumping Up Clouds, Urban Cone one ksong and one western lol 😅

Q: which artist(s) have your favourite voices?

A: disclaimer I have many favorite voices but these are the ones I could think of off the top of my head and their songs played while I was completing this. lol

Hyungwon (MX): from zero is one of my favorite mx tracks because of him honestly. 

Wooyoung (Ateez): when he sings mists...woah just chills, his voice is absolutely beautiful. 

Jun (SVT): his voice attracted me I was like I HAVE to know who he is, he sings beautifully in every language. 

Joshua Hong (SVT): his voice is heavenly.  

Woosung (The Rose): who knew one man’s could make me feel as much as his. It’s the way he can sing strongly and softly. (if that makes sense).

MK (ONF): no words. just hand over my heart. 

Taeyang (SF9): his voice is like velvety not too sure if that’s the correct word but yes. 

Taehyun (TXT) & Beomgyu  (TXT): they really surprised me with their vocals in their new album. I am in awe. 

Q: what are some of the sets from the wonderful ccs here that you find yourself thinking about often?

A: i did top 10 from my cc mutuals to make it easier to choose from. in no particular order:

@tuanzie‘s favorurite kpop title tracks (34/?) Monsta X “Beautiful” (2017)

@shuaway’s wonwoo + flowers

@kihyunmp3′s one of a kind vinyl edit 

@wonheons’ monsta x’s discography part one & part two

@mowah’s tomorrow x together & nintendo switch lite

@softhyungkyun’s cheolsol’s photobooth pictures

@soonhoonsol’s special video :: anyone :: hoshi  

@kyunsies’s showhyungkyun - pepsi ‘taste of love’ campaign making film 

@wabisaba’s  victon edit

@studioweus’s is yonghoon okay 

Q: if you could steal (affectionately) an idol’s pet, who’s would it be and why?

A:  Bookkeu! 🥰 

Q: which artists that share your star sign do you like?

A: Minhyuk, Kihyun (he is scorpio/sagittarius cusp but I am gonna keep him here), Hongjoong, . My favorite scorpio lads, we’re gonna start a club. 

Q: do you have any favourite photoshoots that your ults have done?

A:  2019-2021 edition

Hyungwon: Allure shoot (July 2019). Dazed (June 2020). Star1 (Dec. 2020). Marie Claire (July 2021)

Mingi: Ateez 1st Official Fanclub Kit. 1st Look Magazine (July 2020). The Star Magazine (Sept. 2020). Arena Homme+ (Oct. 2020)

Wonho: Dazed (Nov. 2019). Beauty+ (Nov. 2020). Dazed (Jan. 2021). e.L.e ( March 2021). 

S.Coups: Dazed (Jan. 2017). W Korea (Oct. 2020), Going Seventeen (2020/21). D-Icon (2021).

Seungkwan: Arean Homme+ (Jan 2020). Cosmopolitan (Feb. 2021). Elle (June 2021). D-Icon (Aug. 2021).

Q: who are your favourite dancers in kpop right now?

A: Taeyang (SF9), Wooyoung (Ateez), Dino (SVT), Rocky (Astro), Shownu (MX), Yoojun (Onlyoneof)

Q: are there any photos of your ults that you find yourself thinking about a lot?

A: I chose only one of each of them. 😅

Q: which artist(s) do you feel you can see yourself in?

A: umm...i don’t know how to answer this question. lol Pass!

Q: who’s rapping do you always find yourself vibing with?

A:  Mingi (Ateez), Hongjoong (Ateez), I.M (MX), Joohoney (MX), Hwiyoung (SF9), S.Coups (SVT). adding my disclaimer: I have many favorites but these are the ones I could think of off the top of my head and their songs played while I was completing this. 😅

Q: are there any artist/s who’s talking voice you could listen to forever?

A: Wonwoo (SVT).

Q: is there anyone who always manages to give you gender envy?

A:  Hanse (Victon). Yoojun (Onlyoneof). Junji (Onlyoneof). actually all of onlyoneof(ot7 T-T).

Q: and finally, which idol do you think the person who tagged you is most like?

A: I would say Kihyun (MX). The takes care of others aka the mom friend but also takes no shit from no one. You’re sugar and spice and everything nice. lol 

tagging: @kihyunsgf, @offmymindmp3, @sunshinejunghoseokie, @tuanzie, @shuaway, @kihyunmp3, @wonheons, @soonhoonsol, @kyunsies, @wabisaba, @studioweus, @softhyungkyun​

[chaseatinydream]

dazed || c.s (atz)

➵ PAIRING: reader x choi san (ateez)

➵ WORD COUNT: 2680

➵ GENRE: suggestive

➵ SYNOPSIS:  he’s beautiful, whether he knows it or not, and you’re determined to prove to him that he is

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It’s way past midnight when San reaches your home.

The night is cold and the wind nips at the exposed fingers peeking out of his jacket sleeves as he fumbles for the keys outside your door. It’s almost completely doused in silence, in the distance he can still hear the odd car driving down the street, but your house is mostly removed from the bustle of the main roads that never sleep. He manages to slide the keys from his wallet and reaches over to push it into the lock, but it's at that moment that he pauses curiously to look down.

There’s light shining underneath the door.

Confused, he pulls the sleeve of his padded jacket back to glance at the watch sitting on his wrist. 2:38AM. He’d already told you that he’d be back rather late due to his schedules, so why were you still awake? Had you fallen asleep on the couch waiting for him to come home yet again? His heart both pinches in worry and blooms with the warmth of summer, even through the cold autumn air.

With a little more haste than he has previously, San pushes the key into the lock, feels the teeth click, and turns it, the door swings open and he slides off his shoes in the hallway. From the faint glow coming from the living room and the sound of people chattering over the speakers, you must have fallen asleep watching the television. Shutting the door, he pads down the hallway, feet bare against the floorboards, and pokes his head into the living room to see what you’re up to.

To his surprise, you’re not asleep, instead, you’re sitting on the couch with an unreadable expression on your face, arms folded across your chest as meaningless scenes play out across the screen of the television. The soft hues of reds and greens curve and flicker across your cheeks; you're beautiful, and you're home. With a soft, fond smile, he steps into the living room, calling out your name. "You're still awake, sweetheart?"

"San." Your voice is short, curt and for a second he finds himself confused, you sound upset with him, but for what reason? Then you tilt your head towards the couch and he sees something lying there. Taking another step closer, the object comes into focus and he realises what it is, a cherry red flush warming his cheeks.

It's the magazine containing his photoshoot with Dazed Korea, an outfit of washed out retro style jeans paired with the point piece of his shoot, a Dior lace top that had left just enough bare to seduce and whet the visual appetites of readers, while leaving the rest to the imagination, teasing them mercilessly with exposed skin in all the right places. He'd enjoyed that shoot immensely, the exhilarating rush of knowing the effect he'd have the readers making his blood run hot throughout the entire time the photographer had been clicking away. At the end, when the photographer had complimented him for his professionalism and smoldering gaze, he'd felt like he'd accomplished something great, even though he had a little low self esteem.

He hadn't known that the magazine print would be released today, the photographer wanting to keep it a pleasant surprise for him, but it seems that you have gotten your hands on a copy before him.

"Ahh, that." San says shyly, rubbing the back of his neck. He'd felt so confident doing that shoot, like Icarus tasting the fire of the sun, but in front of you, he simply gives a sheepish grin, nervous and anticipating your reaction to it. "Did you like it? I know I don’t look very good, but-"

“Did I like it?” You repeat after him, voice dangerously soft and his heartbeat spikes as you rise from the couch, taking one step closer to him. “Oh, I did, and I liked it very, very much. Too much, in fact.” Your hands reach up to rest teasingly soft on his shoulders, the gentle pressure of them seemingly burning through the thick layers of his outerwear down to his skin. He swallows, forces himself to remain on his feet even though all he wants to do is to let his knees buckle under his weight. “But you see... when I realised so many other people got to see my handsome boyfriend dressed like that, all over those magazine covers,” your fingers curl under his jaw and his throat constricts, a fluttering breath trapped in the back of his mouth, “I can’t help feel... possessive.”

“You’re jealous?” He manages to fumble out, even as your hands slide down the collar of his thick jacket to grasp the edges of the fabric. San immediately regrets the words that have just left his mouth, because the second they do, there’s a dark gleam in your eye, mysterious, sultry, and oh so wicked. Then your lips curve into beguiling smile that leaves his tongue bone dry, “Of course I am.”

Your fingers begin to ease the heavy fabric of his padded jacket off his shoulders and his heart hammers in his chest, he can hear it pounding it in his ears, is sure that you can as well. “You know I love it when you’re confident enough to do things like this,” you whisper, dark eyes catching his, magnetic, pulling him in. “But there are times when I also want you all,” you take the zipper of his jacket between your fingers, “to,” his heart skips a beat, “myself.”

The jacket slides from his bare arms to land at his feet with a soundless thump, or perhaps he simply can’t hear it over the blood roaring in his ears.

“You have me.” San breathes, even before he realises what he’s saying, like he believes it with all his heart, like it’s the truth. “You have nothing to be jealous about.” Your hands sit at his hipbones, soft, teasing, barely there, and he licks lips that suddenly seem too dry before continuing. “All of me, you have it, it belongs to you.”

“Is that so?” You sound thoughtful, thumb dragging over the sharp crease of his hips through the thin fabric of his tank top and he makes a bitten off sound, eyes squeezing shut involuntarily at the feeling.

When he opens his eyes again, you’re looking him with unreadable eyes, they’ve always been bewitching, and he’s never been able to resist their sirens’ call to his soul. A smile pulls at the corner of your mouth, and the raw hunger in your gaze almost scares him, but if it’s you, he wants it all.

“Well then,” your voice is barely above a breath, “would you model for me? For my eyes only?”

Funny you should ask, as if he would be able to deny you anything when you talk like that, when you look at him with those eyes. San manages a nod, opting not to speak because he’s not quite sure he can form coherent words at the moment, and instead asks a single question. “Here?”

“Here.” You nod, the action slow and deliberate, reaching over to the couch to pick up a second object he hadn’t quite noticed earlier, it’s a small camera he had bought for you on your second anniversary together. “Lie down for me?”

And he does, moving under the intensity of your gaze, sleek like a cat as he sinks to the floor, letting his back come into contact with the floor, it feels like ice against the burning heat of his skin. He looks up at you, did he do alright? And you smile, beautiful and deadly, before you’re stepping forward to kneel over him, and his heart leaps into his mouth, every nerve end tingling with electricity.

What-

Before his mind can get anywhere, you lean down and kiss him. The barest flutter of lips on lips, fragile as the moment you live in, and you take it slow, moving your mouth as if you have all the time in the world and he sighs into you. He feels you smile against his mouth and his head spins, but in your arms he feels warm, safe. Then you pull your lips from his and he blinks up at you with wide, confused eyes, “I thought you wanted me to-”

But then you’re kissing him again, deeper this time, still slow and lazy as if savoring a glass of vintage wine. He lets out a little whimper and you swallow it with your mouth, one hand tracing lazily over his ribs and he makes a soft noise. His hands raise instinctively to rest on your back, to search for something to ground him, but you push them back to the floor above his head with a sound of disapproval, “Ah, ah, ah, you’re supposed to be modelling for me, aren’t you? How am I supposed to take any good photographs of you if you move, San?”

This is cruel, San thinks, chest heaving as his hands fist over nothing, his mind is tethered to nothing and lost to the waves of pleasure that run through his body. This is downright cruel.

You smile, pleased that he understands, and reward him by dipping down to kiss him once more. This time the kiss is burning, near intoxicated as he gasps and you lick into his mouth, he groans deep in the back of his throat when he feels the slide of your tongue against his. Then you’re pulling away just before he can taste you and he tries to chase your mouth, but you hold him down with the faintest pressure of one hand on his shoulder, fingers tracing unidentifiable shapes and patterns over bare skin where the sleeve of his shirt has slipped down.

The other hand picks up the camera you’d set down earlier and he tries to steady his breathing, knows his cheeks are flushed champagne pink, and you whisper a gentle kiss across the shell of his ear. “Smile for me, pretty boy.”

He barely manages to process what you’ve just said before the hand on his shoulder slides downwards, he blinks and your nails drag over a nipple. A muffled cry leaves his lips and his head falls back, mouth open and gasping for air at the sharp pleasure. His eyes squeeze shut, and he faintly hears the sound of camera shutters going click before he opens them again, small tears pooling in the corners of his eyes as he gazes up at you, dazed.

“See how pretty you look.” You coo, one finger still drawing lazy circles around his nipple and pleasure throbs through his body. You adjust the dials and turn the camera around so that he can see himself, and his throat runs dry, he looks utterly wrecked and debauched at your hands. With a satisfied smile, you set the camera to the side and run your fingers through his hair. “I’m so lucky to have you.” You press a kiss to the corner of his mouth and ghost your fingers up his bare torso, rucking his shirt up to expose his abdomen to the chilly autumn air. He shivers softly, claws at nothing and you laugh softly at the desperate look on his face.

“So, what was the next picture you took?” You push your mouths together and catch the bottom lip in between your teeth, worrying the tender flesh there. He chokes out a groan, arches into your touch. He can’t think, let alone remember what he’d done on the day, but you seem to know already, pulling away from him once more. “Ahh, right. You raised the hem of your shirt for the world to see.” You recall, brushing a hand lightly across his stomach and immediately you see the muscles there tighten and flex under your touch, and soft gasp falls from his mouth. “Let’s recreate that, shall we?”

How? He wants to ask, but before he can find the words, you slide down his body to sit at his calves, brushing against him right there and he lets out a choked whimper, upper body twisting as he tries to stave off the arousal that consumes his mind completely in its haze, eyes tightly shut in an attempt to drag himself back to some form of sanity.

But that only thrusts him deeper into the sensation of your mouth, soft and hot and wet, trailing across his exposed hipbone. He scrambles upright just in time to see and feel you sink your teeth into the sensitive flesh there, sucking hard and his arms collapse under him. His stomach twists and heat edges down his legs, his toes curl. He feels too much, your mouth works its way along the hem of his jeans and he glances down just in time to see you take the denim between your teeth and drag it down, just enough so that you can press scorching kisses there; the sight alone is nearly enough to snap the coil twisting in his belly. San cries out when you nip and tongue at the marks you’ve left, breath hot and heavy on his skin, and scrabbles uselessly against the smooth floorboards in search for some form of purchase.

“Look pretty for me.” You whisper against his hipbone but he barely hears you over the sounds of his whimpers, it’s too bad you can’t capture the sounds he makes too, you think. Instead, you press down on the button and there’s a click, you turn the camera around so San can see the image of himself, splayed out on the ground, completely vulnerable for you. “What do you think?”

A deep groan leaves his mouth at the sight of himself, the deep purple marks and red blooms scattered across his skin, left there by your mouth. He’s an utter mess, an artwork created by your hands, and you press a soft, lingering kiss to his cheek, so innocent in comparison to what you’ve been doing the entire night. “See how pretty you are, San? How beautiful you look? And to think that these photos are for my eyes only...” You sigh, and San lets out a high, bitten off whine as you stroke the inside of his thigh, still looking down at the camera. Then your hand stills and he nearly sobs at the loss of movement, forcing his hips to still before they can chase the firmness of your hand. “Do you think you’re beautiful, San?”

“I-” He hesitates and in that breath, you rake your nails down his pelvis, dangerously close to where he wants you the most but not quite touching him, and he chokes, jaw working soundlessly as he struggles under you, attempting to curl in on himself to offset the overload of sensation. But you don’t let him, pinning his hands above his head, leaning down to brush your lips against his once more. This time, it’s a gentle caress of the mouth, full of affection and San sinks deep into it, you taste the tears at the corners of his eyes and smile down at him.

“Are you beautiful, San?” You whisper softly, your eyes gazing at him so lovingly that he can’t breathe, and he must be, because of the way you look at him, the way you love him. He’s beautiful to you, and that’s enough for him.

“I am!” He gasps through rasping breaths and you smile, satisfied, one hand sliding up his thigh, closer and closer to where he needs you, and he writhes underneath you, a hoarse cry ripping itself from his throat. “I’m beautiful! If I’m beautiful, please, please, please just touch me!” His voice breaks off into a sob and you lift the camera to your eye.

A final click.

“You’re right.” You whisper, looking at the photograph you’ve just taken, setting the camera to the side before taking his face between your hands, eyes impossibly soft. “You really are.”

And then your mouth descends on him, and he knows no more.

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Fever Dream: Day 2: Hike

Fandom: BTS, Stray Kids, Monsta X, Ateez

Genre: Fluff, Hybrid AU

Warning(s): Theres mention of the pandemic in this fic, so if you’re sensitive to that, it’s best not to read.

After several long conversations between Astrin and her parents, it was decided that the staff would go home as they normally would at the end of the ski season, which left the Idols and their Acquisitions Managers truly alone in the large Lodge. Not that anyone really minded being there alone; the boys had been more relaxed at the Lodge than they had been for a long time.

That being said, after a few hours on the second day of their Quarantine, Yang Jeongin was already helplessly bored. It’s not that he couldn’t do any of the crafts or games that had been brought yesterday, he just didn’t want to do it alone.

So here he found himself, tail wagging slightly as he peered into the Lodge Office, watching Astrin writing on her laptop. She looked like she was concentrating on whatever it was she was doing, and he almost didn’t want to interrupt, but as always, Trin seemed to know he was there.

“What’s up, Baby?”

His cheeks flushed at the nickname, a grin gracing his lips unbidden. He takes only three steps to get to her before he’s dropping onto his knees to lay his head in her lap, silently demanding head rubs. Trin gives in easily, scratching gently at the base of the sandy ears sticking up from his brown hair.

“‘M bored, Noona.”

Astrin cooed, shuttling her laptop to smooth her free hand down his back, an action that she’d learned early on from Zara that turned Hybrids into a soft pile of goo. As her fingers ran over the bumps of his spine, she asked, “And what do you want me to do about that?”

Jeongin looked up at her, and Astrin found herself hit with the full force of his puppy eyes.

“Play with me?”

Astrin’s brain short circuited for a split second. Play with me, was a phrase she was used to hearing from the older members of the band, but never from Jeongin, and never in such an innocent situation.

“-oona? You alright? Noona?” Jeongin waved a hand in front of Astrin’s blank face, and his nose scrunched a little. “Mistress?”

At this, Trin blinked hard, looking back down at Jeongin. Running her finger gently along the underside of his chin, she scolded him lightly, “I think you’re forgetting that you’re not a baby anymore, Pup.”

Jeongin quirked an eyebrow, using the arms of the chair to pull himself level with Astrin’s neck, scenting her almost roughly. “I don’t forget that, Noona,” the words were spoken against her skin, goosebumps erupting at the feeling. “I think everyone else does though.” He finished with a nip to her neck, before fixing her with those wide puppy eyes again. He’d learned from years of Hyunjin and Jisung getting themselves purposefully punished not to mention Astrin’s blush or dazed look, so instead he said, “So, can we do something?!”

Astrin’s lips curled into a smirk, and she nodded. “Sure, Pup. Why don’t you go to your room and put on some warm clothes?”

Jeongin’s ears twitched, and he bounced to his feet. His tail thumped against the desk as it began to wag excitedly. “We’re going outside?”

“I’m taking you on a hike,” Astrin agreed, “so hurry up before I change my mind.”

“Yes!” He leaned down and pressed a peck to Astrin’s lips before racing out of the office. As the whirlwind of his exit calmed, Astrin pressed her hand against the mark her Hybrid had left on her neck.

Jeongin still had plenty of childlike innocence left in him. But one day, maybe sooner than anyone expected that Puppy would be a very dangerous man.

——

The hike was easy for both of them; Astrin had traveled the path countless times growing up, and Jeongin naturally had a lot of stamina, and so they made good time getting to where Astrin was trying to lead them.

The sound rushing water greeted them as Trin led Jeongin by the hand out of the trees to stand at the edge of a creek that flowed off into a small waterfall and then continued onwards. Jeongin’s nose twitched as he took in the scent of cool mountain air and crisp, fresh water.

“This is amazing!”

Astrin took a seat on the rocks beside the waterfall, letting her legs dangle as she watched him take in the scenery. “In the summer it’s calm and shallow enough to wade through. When I was younger I used to come out here with friends, and we’d jump into the pool at the bottom of the falls.” Jeongin sat down next to her, pushing his face Into her shoulder.

“Sounds fun.”

“Yeah, it was!” Astrin couldn’t resist reaching up and rubbing at Jeongin’s ears. He leaned into the touch, smiling. “It’s weird being back here after having been in Korea for so long.”

“Do you think we’ll still be here during the summer?”

“I dunno. There’s no telling how long the lockdown is going to be.”

“Well, if we are here, I think it would be nice to go swimming with you, Noona.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, I think you’d look nice in a bathing suit.”

Astrin’s head snapped to look at Jeongin, but he was looking away from her, a tiny, satisfied smile on his face as he looked up at the budding trees.

Yes, Yang Jeongin would certainly be a danger to society.

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ATEEZ x  DAZED & CONFUSED KOREA July 2019