#at this point i'm p sure i'm on the autism spectrum and/or adhd and only having treatment for depression & anxiety
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byanyan · 11 months ago
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ㅤat this point, they're beyond wasted and vibing out to music that's too loud with several substances on standby for when the buzz starts wearing off. happy new year!!
#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ic status ⋮ fighting a fight i'll win anyway.#excuse to make use of this gif bc it's one of my faves? maybe.#but mostly i don't want to make an ooc post bc i don't much care for new years#THAT SAID....... i do actually have a goal for this year#and that's to finally ACTUALLY take fucking steps toward getting a diagnosis so that i can maybe start to be a functioning human being#for the first time in far far too long#at this point i'm p sure i'm on the autism spectrum and/or adhd and only having treatment for depression & anxiety#and having psychs guess at MAYBE things like bpd are the underlying main issue#then not actually doing anything about it#has royally fucked over my quality of life since middle school (:#i don't like talking much about my life bc it's genuinely so embarrassing#but i figure maybe baring a little of my soul will help encourage me to finally take steps forward.#this is basically my happy place. my retreat. my escape.#and byan has effectively become my comfort character and a bit of an outlet#so while i'm out here crying about shit i just want to say a huge thank you to all of you lovely mutuals who have kept me company#and put up with my sharp and glittery little freak and given me all these amazing relationships for them#i'd be doin a whole lot worse if not for y'all you have no idea#thank you i love you and here's to hoping that 2024 is good and a better mental health year for all of us ♡♡♡#...there's a good chance i'll be embarrassed enough to delete all these tags later tbh#but i'm in basically the last time zone to hit midnight so it's probably late enough that most people won't see it anyway lmao
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maeglinyedi · 2 years ago
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Fanfic asks - for the askers
The Necromancer, no doubt. The world building is just incredible!
In The Necromancer, when Harry fights Rylan and gives Rindyll her new epic body (are those in the same chapter? I ain't sure :p)
100% Harry
Tomarry duh
I think I've read every fic you have for the HP fandom expect the crossovers (I don't really like crossovers and only read HP fanfic) so I'd say...none?
The Chamber collapse. That was such a funny oops moment.
The reveal that the children were bring raped and killed in Santika and how Harry was so oblivious to it at the start. That broke my heart when Harry's little friend was killed.
You imagination has no bounds and you describe things so well I can see the scenes in my head very crearly, like watching a movie.
Between Thoughts and Reality, that fic grew on me so fast. I usually don't like fem!Harry much, but you certainly made me enjoy that fic!
Theo Nott's father. He has a special place in my heart now.
You write so much and such varied tropes/topics that I can't think of anything of the top of my head. Maybe something about Soulmates?
The Darkening of your soul. It's so massive at this point that I needed to reread it a couple of times, and everytime was as pleasant as the first.
Nobody outside of online fandom. My IRL friends aren't into fanfic.
Between Thoughts and Reality (and also Witches are. Witches do. by extension) since it's fem!Harry.
In To Live is the Rarest Thing, is Tom really ace or neurodivergent? I'm aro/ace myself and it's nice to see good representation. Even if he is on the autism spectrum that is fantastic because we also need more representation for that! Either would make me happy tbh hehe
Thank you for being such a talented writer and sharing your stories with us <3
Thank you so much for filling out the whole list! I loved reading all the answers.
To answer your question #15: Tom is ace and neurodiverse (just like me). Like so many of us, it took him a while to figure out how to classify himself. And yes, I agree that we all need more representation. I've been including both in more stories since then, but To Live was the first time I made Tom ace and neurodiverse.
So far though I've only used Tom for this kind of representation. I still plan to one day write a Harry that gets an official ADHD diagnosis, because that would fit him quite well.
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