#at the thought of re-initiating contact 🥴
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#one of my least favourite things about myself is how I manage my relationships#if I have some sort of routine going with how/when I speak with someone it'll be great#but as soon as that routine is disrupted it's like the person never existed#I could have endless love for them enjoy their company etc#but when the routine is disrupted the thought of initiating contact or even responding to their attempt at initiating contact#just seems so so so daunting#I don't worry that they hate me or I don't forget how much I like them or anything#i just get overwhelmed with like. dread?#at the thought of re-initiating contact 🥴#if I had to guess this prob has to do with adhd and prob my attachment style too#but damn it's been extra bad lately#since eid#and knowing my issues are prob leaving people sad/confused is just so ☹️
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