#at the RIGHT MOMENT. bc it HITS the BEAT of their progress and dynamic SO WELL that it just FELT SO RIGHT at this moment

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what do you meaaaan this bit was also atsuki improvisinggggg which means that segasaki's reaction is also a kouhei improvisation WHAT DO YOU MEAAAAN.

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Rest | Fox

Hey, hey, hey! I’m back, and MAYBE i’m now really interested in writting for Fox.

JUST FOR YOU TO KNOW, my new interest in Fox is 100% Kayla's fault ( @morganas-pendragons ).

With that said, enjoy this fluffy and cute one-shot where Fox is just a tired man who needs a rest.

(I really liked this Doctor s/o bc i think it's such a funny and cute dynamic with the commander).

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You loved your work, more than anything else in the world, but sometimes, just sometimes, the moment you left that room was the best part of your day.

Your night shift had already ended, so you didn't even look at the hour on the holopad when you handed the keys to your reliever and walked to your bedroom, a small room near the infirmary that they had taken care of setting up as comfortably as possible, taking into account that you were only passing by to sleep and get dressed, spending the most part of the day in the infirmary.

You stood in front of the bed for a few seconds and turned around, closing the doors of the room and walking through the corridors of the facility trying to keep your eyes open.

As the war progressed it became increasingly difficult to cope with the many attacks on Coruscant at every opportunity, not to mention the fact that during the day, there were also soldiers arriving at the hangar who were injured. However, if your energy was drained so quickly within the Coruscant guard, you didn't want to imagine what it was like to be a doctor in the middle of the crossfire.

When you stood in front of the doors you looked to both sides and, before you could stretch the panel, the doors opened and Thorn, without his helmet and probably just waking up, looked at you and smiled slightly, deducing your intentions.

"Good morning, Doc," he muttered, trying not to raise his voice too much so as not to disturb you.

"Good night, Thorn," you both smiled and, as he passed by, you carried one of your hands to his shoulder. "Is he sleeping?"

Thorn couldn't help but laugh a little, putting on his helmet and shaking his head. "He's been working all night and in a couple of hours we have to escort the chancellor to a meeting. Do you really want me to answer that?" he asked. You let go of his shoulder and set out to walk beside him, knowing that there was no point in going to the soldiers' rest area if he wasn't there. "I'll tell him you're going to sleep anyway, Doc. Maybe I can convince him to get some rest. Between us, he can be a little stubborn sometimes."

You had earned the respect and loyalty of the soldiers long before your non-official relationship with the commander became an open secret, so it wasn't a big deal when some soldiers began to see the commanding officer leave your room completely revitalized for mysterious reasons. You have always been careful to give everyone the best treatment possible, giving them your trust and thereby earning theirs.

"Tell me about it," you responded sarcastically, drawing a slight chuckle from the soldier as he swerved to the intersection of the corridors and you walked to your initial stop. You grimaced as the doors to your room opened and the empty bed gained your attention. You did not like to sleep alone, at least not after you had become used to forcing the commander of the Coruscant guard to take the breaks you had prescribed for him as a doctor.  The breaks he so easily ignored, every single time.

Sometimes you felt that the relationship you had with your loved one at the monthly appointments was completely different from the one you both secretly shared.

Everyone knew that Fox did not enjoy a completely healthy sleep cycle, and that being the commanding officer of the Coruscant guard was incredibly stressful, but you knew better than anyone that his tendency to have everything under control did not allow him to sleep properly. But if the soldier had enough reason to rest, it was certainly to have his beloved in his arms.

You got rid of your shoes and walked to bed, barely able to take off your clothes on the way. When your knees touched the bed, you gave up and could not unbutton your white shirt, letting your body melt into the soft sheets while your hands drew the pillow to your chest, hugging it.

You closed your eyes and even when the doors opened you could not move from the position you had adopted. You did not know how much time had passed, but you assumed that Thorn had kept his word.

The commander let the doors close behind him and took off his helmet, letting out a yawn from his mouth. You had forbidden him to drink coffee hoping that he would be forced to rest as he should, but his constant yawning and his haggard eyes showed that the poor man simply did not know what rest was. His eyes traveled over your body and a smile appeared on his tired face, as his feet began to crawl on the ground. At the moment when his mind let the exhaustion hit his body hard, his left hand let go of the helmet but the commander did not flinch.

"Take off your armor," you mumbled sleepily.

"I can't," Fox said, slurring his words and failing in his attempt to not show the tiredness that overtook him. "I don't have much time, I must..."

"You must listen to your kriffing doctor for once, now come," you turned around and with the palm of your hand you hit the free space that the bed provided.

"I can't sleep, I have work to do," contradicting his own words, the soldier began to take off his armor, or at least what his little energy allowed.

"For your own good, you'd better come here. That's the last time I'll say it," you said with a frown. You could hear a tired little laugh escaping his lips at your threat.

You assumed that the commander was too tired to bother you any longer, so you were not surprised when the empty space sank under the weight of the clone, who dropped onto the bed, tired and exhausted. You waited a couple of seconds and, when you didn't feel his arms around you, you opened your eyes with great effort.

His eyes remained closed and, unable to avoid it, you stayed a moment appreciating the tranquility in his face. Sometimes you thought you could stay the whole life watching him sleep, but right now you were angry. Tired, but still angry.

"Fox?"

"Yes, Cyare?" he answered in a thread of voice.

"You better hug me," you said trying to sound firm, but making it sound more like a request than a threat. "Because when I wake up I'm going to make you sleep all day with the beating you're going to get for disobeying me."

Fox didn't say anything, but you felt him turn around and imprison your body with his arms, and something told you he was smiling with that bright smile that in seconds disarmed you completely. His legs became entangled with yours and, finally, you felt how your bodies allowed sleep to overcome you once and for all, feeling that essence that characterized your relationship.

Both of you had demanding jobs -although it was not hard for you to admit that Fox had the most stressful one-, and both had reached a point where the tranquility that the other emanated was more than enough. Being together meant that you had managed to escape the daily stress for a moment, and every chance you got, you were reminded that beyond the horrors of war and hard work, your relationship had become a way to protect your mental and emotional stability.

Fox was your safe space, and you were his.

The commander left a warm kiss in your hair, and you left one in his neck, encircling his waist with your hands.

"I love you, Ad'ika," Fox said.

"I love you more, Cyare," you replied.

You knew that when you woke up Fox would no longer be there, as usual, but having him so close and knowing that you had managed to give him rest, was the best part of your job.

Undoubtedly, the best moment of the day was when you managed to get your beloved commander to take a well-deserved rest, and in passing you also managed to rest next to him.

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Curious, why do you ship kiribaku? Like that ship just feels out of place compared to the dynamic in your other ships, I would've thought that bakudeku had more of the same dynamic?

As to why I don’t ship bakudeku I’ve written 2 essays about it here and here.

I.. I just don’t know what you mean by the same dynamic, seriously. Like a rival thing? Because Sousuke and Rin are also rivals and I don’t ship them. I wish ppl would look past pushing each other into the ground thing because it not a “dynamic”. Because I’ve seen ppl making post like “I guess I have a type” and there is Bakugou holding Midoriya by the throat and Nezumi holding Shion by the throat… I’m like… those ships have nothing at common at fucking all.

Like every ship has completely different pasts which put them in different perspectives. There’re different rules for different ships depending on characters and their environment. I mean, some ships are so sick that rules don’t apply to them, because they’re both sadomasochistic and if they love it like that, it’s their choice tbh, I’m not here to judge.

It’s not like bakudeku didn’t know each other, were sent to kill each other and then were forced to work together like akuatsu, so this violence doesn’t make sense here (and pls don’t say he hits means he loves). Things like “you should jump out of the window” would be like okay and funny to say in ships like soukoku. But when you’re like this with a person who is so good to you that’s just sad in my opinion. 

But actually my ships kinda do have same dynamics. It’s about finding that one special person who is “an exception” for them and they change and grow bc he makes them want to do this, a person who makes them feel like no one else can, make them do things they thought were stupid before and makes them a better version of themselves.

Like Midorima never trusted anyone the way he trusts Takao, and Takao is the only one who will get a 500$ fucking toy from him. And only for him Midorima would’ve risked being laughed at by borrowing a book for his bae. Midorima would never do it for anyone else, it’s just not the way he is.

Haru would never be where he is now if it wasn’t for Rin. Haru is not the kind of person who would go to another continent on a last minute notice, there would be no road to any world and no ume xD, Haru didn’t even have any dream until that little shit came. Rin pushes him out of his shell and makes him do crazy things that he very much enjoys.

Nezumi taught Shion how to feel, Yato as we know lately admitted that Yukine is so precious to him, he’s the only one he can’t live without in his 2000 years, like I can continue, but you do get the idea. For Kirishima rules do not apply. And Midoriya is not Bakugou’s special person. Not to mention that their dynamic hasn’t even changed after 4 seasons, while Kirishima could right now dress Bakugou in a pink apron and bake pancakes with him. Which is another thing that’s very important to me (not baking puncakes together lol, character progression).

Like even if I close my eyes on all of the beating up and insults which I can’t but IF I could… it’s still stupid. Like imagine if Rinharu grew up but their relationships still were on this stage:

Or remember Mika (who same as Midoriya were a fucking angel when they were children) tries to make friends with super grumpy Yuu who just doesn’t want any of this shit and annoyed by him:

but now imagine that Yuu has stayed this way and instead of opening up to Mika, would be hitting him and saying he’s a disgrace to a society for all of their lives? Like that would be dumb, seriously. 

Both on the left have a low self-esteem and think that their other half is much more amazing than them, but are still capable of giving them all the love. They changed, bc that’s what you do when you want somebody to stay with you, you can’t diss on someone constantly and expect them to stay with you. 

Which brings us to that twist: if Bakugou tries so hard for Kirishima, it means that he needs him and cares about him much more than he cares about his pride. He learns how to say “thank you” because Kirishima is so happy after hearing that; he accepts Kirishima touching him, because he actually wants that; he wears a costume with roses and actually ask him to be his plus one, because he knows that he will be happier if Kirishima is with him; he learns to say complementary speeches, because he can’t handle hearing a person he loves dissing himself, etc…

And seriously, we all love the cheerful one/grumpy one dynamic. But it must me written right. Maybe I’d consider it even with the lack of development if Midoriya wouldn’t lose all his dignity with Bakugou, but I just seriously don’t like this, I hate this. And it’s not even funny like in a ships who always insult each other you know in a hilarious way. It’s literally just one side abusing the other who’s like “t-t-thanks”. Mmmm… no thanks.

And you know I’m not that part of tumblr who calls every fucking ship abusive, like to the point when somebody just grabbed someone’s hand too tight. The part who thinks that the relationships should be like “look he can’t even get mad at him, he loves him so” and I’m like… yeah, they can only softly argue while drinking tea and have sex in missionary position. 

And I’m like really tired of people throwing the word “abusive” everywhere for no reason. Like Nezumi threatens Shion with a knife… omg should we call the police. Haru probably broke his spine when Rin pushed him into the fence, that’s such an abuse. Levi wanted to make a bloody cutlet from Eren in the court to enjoy eating it for lunch. It’s getting crazy sometimes in my asks. And usually when people don’t know how to prove their ship, they go “it’s abusive” so this word lost it’s meaning to me when it comes to shipping tbh.

But… I just gotta say that Midoriya and Bakugou dynamic really makes me sad all the time. For the same reason as Dazai and Akutagawa’s (I just don’t find it funny… the hanging up on him scene made me wanna puke and the part when Dazai “complimented” Akutagawa is also not funny to me). It’s just wrong on so many levels. I don’t want to see no Midoriya, no Akutagawa like this. This “admiration” is so not worthy all that humiliation. It’s cringey to watch. But even more in BNHA bc while I dislike Dazai, Bakugou is my second favorite in the anime and watching him behaving himself like this hurts me too.

And like bakudeku don’t even have one moment that would melt my heart. Like tell me a good reason to ship them. I can’t find it.

As to why I ship Kiribaku, it’s a too long long LOOONG of a story. I mean, have you seen them? Have you seen how amazing they are because of each other? Did you ever think that the fact that Bakugou attends social event, being as polite as he can, “makes new friends”, contains himself when Kirishima tells him to calm down, trying to tolerate people more, etc. that we owe it all to Eijirou? So basically every moment when you’re like “look Bakugou didn’t hit Midoriya in the face yay bakudeku”, you can thank Kirishima for it.

Also I just recently realized that Kirishima was the only person Bakugou has called by his name, when he was scared for him. And my heart was crying for like two hours.

P.S. This post I made clearly shows how kiribaku fits all my other ships.