#at some point you're too deep inside a fandom that literally no normal person cares for anymore

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BTS Reactions

Scenario Requested: Reacting to their S/O being a famous youtuber/influencer as well as reacting to their fandom loving and supporting their relationship.

my favorite is taehyung

Jungkook

You bit your bottom lip as you watched your boyfriend’s face closely, waiting for any little signal. His expression was blank, giving you no reassurance. He was staring at his hands on top of the table.

You and Jungkook had been dating for several months. Initially, you had kept your gamer youtube fame a secret. You didn’t think it mattered much. Then the months started to fly by and you got deeper and deeper into the relationship. Guilt started to eat at you. You knew you had to tell him.

But now you were left with silence.

Jungkook hadn’t said a word since you explained yourself. You didn’t know what you could say to make it better, either. All you could do was wait for him to process it and watch his beautiful face be stone cold.

“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me sooner.” His angry voice startled you, causing you to jump a little.

“I-,” you didn’t have a reason to give him. You should have told him sooner. 

Your hesitation seems to upset him more. “Did you not trust me?”

“No! That’s not what happened. I just - I didn’t.” You worry that finishing that sentence will push him over the edge. 

“You didn’t what? Think it mattered? You thought I was just dumb enough to not care?”

Your mouth fell open. Your eyes start to burn as a lump formed in your throat. “We weren’t official in the beginning so I didn’t think it mattered. Things just happened quickly and I didn’t know when I should've told you. I’m sorry.” you said, as a little sob escaped you.

Jungkook’s warm hand cups your cheek, pulling your face upward so you have to look at him again. His expression has softened, eyes growing warm and inviting again.

He frowns. “Don’t cry, Jagi. I can understand your reasoning. I just - it hurts to think you would ever keep something from me or that you would be scared to talk to me. I want to be the person you can always come to and depend on.”

“I’m so sorry for making you feel like that. I promise it’s not true. I love you Jungkook, and I want to share everything about my life with you.” A few tears slipped out. 

“Shhh. It’s okay Jagi, I love you too. We’re gonna talk this out and we’ll be just fine.” He rubbed his thumb against your cheek. “Now why don’t you show me a few of your videos? I wanna see if your good enough to beat me.” He chuckled and you could already feel the weight being lifted off your chest from seeing him smile.

“I’m not very good at them. But that’s kind of the point. People find me funny.”

Jungkook tilted his head back and laughed. It made you smile. “Of course you are, my love.”

Taehyung

You stopped in the middle of the kitchen, placing your hands on your hips and raising both of your eyebrows. You stared your boyfriend down.

“Why did you stop cooking, Jagi?” He widened his eyes innocently. You both knew he was anything but innocent.

After four months of dating, you had decided it was time to confess to Taehyung about what you did. You explained and let him watch a few episodes of your cooking channel. He said he fully supported you and loved how quirky you were in the kitchen.

He only had one request.

He begged you to let him be in an episode. You were unsure at first, knowing that his fans could start chaos quickly. But you pushed those thoughts aside and agreed. What could be more fun than doing your favorite thing in the world, cooking, with your favorite person in the world, Taehyung?

You should’ve known better.

“You know exactly why, Tae!” You kept your voice stern even as he pouted at you. “If you keep touching me like that, I’m going to have absolutely no footage to post after editing it all out!”

You had been in the kitchen for a good 30 minutes now. Just about every 3 or so, Taehyung would make an effort to touch you somehow. It started with just brushing hands by picking up the same item. Then it escalated to placing his hands on your hips to move you. The one that had been the last straw was a firm squeeze to your bum. It was like he didn’t even care that you were on camera.

He huffed. “Jagi!”

“Taehyung!” You huffed right back at him. He wrinkled his nose up but then sighed.

“I’m sorry, Jagi. I just can’t help it! I keep thinking about all the people that will watch this when you post it. Do you know how many male viewers you have? I’m sure it’s a ton. I just want to make sure everyone knows that you're mine.”

“The episode it literally called ‘Letting my boyfriend in the kitchen’. I think it’s pretty obvious that we’re a thing.”

He pouted, making your resolve break.

“I’ll make you a deal.” He perked up. “If you behave for the rest of filming, I’ll leave a clip of us kissing in the video. An innocent kiss!” You added the last bit as his expression went immediately mischievous.

He gave you his classic boxy smile that made your knees weak. “I promise, Jagi. Thank you.”

You rolled your eyes. “Come kiss me, you fool.”

Jimin

You weren’t sure how you felt about going public with your relationship with Jimin. It was hard enough to break the news to him about your youtube channel, where you posted covers and some original music, but the first thing he had wanted to do once he found out was to tell his fans.

A smile crept onto your face as you watched Jimin tell his fans in a vlive that he had big news. He was telling Army how much he loved them and that would never change, but he was also in love with someone else. Your insides went gooey.

He was going on about how talented and beautiful you were, being his perfect fit. He soon beckoned you over. You took a deep breath before joining him in the camera frame and gave a slight wave.

It only took a few seconds before the comments started pouring in. You were surprised but elated that almost all of them were positive. You looked at Jimin and your heartbeat stuttered. He had your favorite smile on. The smile that made his eyes crinkle almost closed and dimples to appear. You pressed your face into his shoulder to keep the camera from seeing how red your face went.

Jimin chuckled and placed a quick kiss to the top of your head. “Jagi, we should’ve done this ages ago!”

Namjoon

You held your breath as you watched Namjoon scroll through your instagram. Of course he had seen your normal day-to-day instagram, but this was different. This was a part of your travel blog, your baby.

You were hoping that with as much as Namjoon traveled, he would be spooked by it. Most guys tend to get that way. Something about all the places you’ve been and adventure you’ve had just scared them. They never understood that there was so much you hadn’t been able to do yet.

You chewed on your bottom lip as Namjoon set the phone down on the bed, turning towards you. The silence ticked by, slowly killing you.

“You’ve been to so many incredible places.” He started and your stomach sank. You’ve heard that sentence before, and It’s never ended well.

You sighed and dropped your gaze to your hands.

“I am so happy that we have the same love for the world and seeing every inch of it.” Your head snapped up to see him smiling at you. “I can’t believe I finally found someone who can enjoy traveling with me.”

“You want to travel with me?” You asked, jus to be sure.

Namjoon chuckled. “I would fucking love to travel with you, Y/N.” Your heart fluttered. “Just like I fucking love you.”

“I love you too, Joon.” You let your head fall onto his shoulder. You felt warm and like you were floating. You had been so nervous about showing him, but he only loved you more for chasing your dreams.

Hoseok

You had told Hoseok about your main source of income early on in your relationship. He had absolutely loved watching your videos while you edited them. His favorite part was making comments off camera to crack you up while you were recording. You always added the little snippets of your laugh into the final edit and it would just fill him with such pride.

You watched as Hoseok paced in front of you. He wasn’t the normal ball of sunshine today for you. Instead, he was a nervous wreck. After several discussions with Big Hit, everyone had finally agreed it would be acceptable to release the news of your relationship. Hoseok was having a panic attack about his fan’s reactions.

He loved Army so much, but he loved you too. You hated seeing how torn and flustered he was. You just wanted to hug him until he turned back into his usual chipper self.

“Hobi, will you please come sit down with me?” You whined, hoping it would help convince him.

He looked over with his lips pursed. You melted as his dimples popped out.

“It’s going to be okay. No matter how they take the news, we’re going to make it, okay?” You tried to reassure him but it didn’t do any good.

Hoseok sighed and slumped down beside you. “I mean, I know we’ll be okay. But I still want them to be happy for us, you know?”

“I know, Jagi.” You ran your hand through his hair and smiled as a little blush crept over his cheeks at the nickname. “Why don’t you go ahead and check twitter? I’m sure some kind of news has circulated on there already. Let’s just rip it off like a bandaid.”

Hoseok had his phone out before you could blink. He searched his own name on twitter which you could only smirk at. Posts flooded the page.

OMG LOOK HOW CUTE HOSEOK AND Y/N ARE

Thank you @BigHit for letting Hobi have his happiness with Y/N

Y/N is the angel Hoseok deserves!!

Your cheeks hurt from smiling so big. When Hoseok’s warm brown eyes met yours, your heart thumped hard.

“They love us!” He cheered. You barely had a second to cherish the moment with just the two of you before he was up and running off to scream at the other boys. He went running down the hall screaming the same sentence over and over. You hugged yourself as you thought the same sentence. They love us.

Yoongi

“Y/N!” You jumped at the sound of your boyfriend’s yell. He rarely raised his voice and with the added tension in his tone, it put you on edge.

“Yoongi, what’s wrong!” Your pitch was high as you stood up from the table. You didn’t have to wait to get your answer.

Yoongi came bustling into the room. His eyes were wide and he was panting. Terror took over your body. This was certainly odd behavior for your normally peaceful and carefree boyfriend.

“What’s going on? Are you hurt?” You eyed him up and down, but there was nothing that immediately stood out as wrong. Yoongi held his phone out toward you, piquing your confusion. “What,” the rest of your question died as your mouth went dry.

Yoongi had a youtube video pulled up on his phone. It was the one you had posted only a few days ago. Your eyes met his and you can only imagine your expression turned into a grimace. 

“When exactly were you going to tell me?” Yoongi took his phone back once he saw the recognition in your eyes. He tossed it onto the table.

“I … don’t know.” The truth was you weren’t really planning on telling him. It wasn’t that you were ashamed or wanted it to be a secret. It just didn’t seem important to you.

“You don’t know!” His voice got louder as he turned away from you and pulled at his hair. “Do you even know how long I’ve been following your podcast? I’ve been listening to every episode since you started! And now! Now you’ve made a youtube and I finally get to see your face and it’s you! I’m dating my own idol!”

You blinked. “Idol?”

Yoongi rolled his eyes. “The way you dissect producers and artists is incredible. Of course you’re an idol to me!”

Your brain is mush while you try to take in all the words Yoongi is yelling. “You - you’ve been listening to me this whole time?”

“Yes!” He threw his hands up. “That’s why I’m freaking out!”

You giggled.

“Oh my god. We’re dating!” Yoongi quickly covered his mouth. A high pitched squeal erupted from him. Your chest swelled at how happy he was and how proud he was of you.

Seokjin

You were so nervous. You had been dating Seokjin for months now, but you had yet to tell him the truth about your youtube channel. Mostly because you were terrified how he would handle the news. He’s worldwide handsome, an international idol, but you were famous in your own right. What if he decided he didn’t want to continue dating you because he wanted someone lowkey?

You wiped your sweaty palms on your jeans. You loved Seokjin, even though you hadn't told him that yet either. He meant more to you than you had ever imagined. You had invited him for a nice dinner at home, not wanting to make a scene in public, good or bad.

“Jagi, I’m home!” You absolutely melted at the sound of Seokjin calling your apartment home.

“Come sit down!” You clasp your hands together to keep them from fidgeting. Your smile brightened as Seokjin’s head poked around the corner.

“Oh my god! You made me dinner! This looks delicious.” Seokjin quickly came in and gave a tender kiss to your temple before sitting down across from you.

“There’s something I want to show you, before we eat.” You licked your lips and took a deep breath. “You know how I told you I love to dance and I go to the studio all the time?”

“Of course.” Seokjin nodded enthusiastically. “Are you finally going to let me come watch you?” He teased with a chuckle. You chuckled a little too.

“Well, I actually record a lot of my sessions and put them on youtube.”

“Oh really?! Can we watch one?”

You nodded as you pulled your phone out. You picked one of your personal favorite choreo’s and handed the phone to Seokjin.

You watched Seokjin while he watched you. His eyes widened and his mouth fell open a little. You felt the pride swell a little at how impressed he seemed to be with your moves. It wasn’t until he turned your phone back right side up that your nerves came back. You watched as he processed all the comments and views on the video.

“This is incredible, Jagi. You could get really famous with these.”

You hesitantly smiled. “I kind of am.”

His eyebrows rose as he clicked to see the overall channel stats. His mouth fell open again. “Jagi!”

You went straight into panic mode. “I’m so sorry I didn’t tell you! At first, I didn’t know how to. And then I was scared it would scare you away. I’m still scared I’ll scare you away.”

You stopped rambling as Seokjin’s laugh burst your bubble. “You’re so silly, Jagi. How could you ever scare me away? If anything, I’m even more amazed by you. This is incredible that you’ve done this all on your own. I would be surprised if someone doesn’t try to sign you soon.”

“Really? You’re not scared or mad at me?”

Seokjin reached over to hold your hand. “I think this is a great opportunity to confess something I’ve kept in for a while now.” His genuine smile and squeeze to your hand melted your heart. “I love you Jagi, and I’m not going anywhere.”

Your chest swelled as tears collected in your eyes. “I love you too.”