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Okay I loved the Eddie Munson one shot! Do you think that maybe we can get one with a metalhead reader too? Maybe angst cuz she thinks Eddie's into Chrissy the cheerleader but hes really into her..?
I love the cheerleader trope.. But I'm a metalhead and I can't really relate to it 😅
Love you and your work! Keep it up sweetheart 💕
☠︎ 𝙳𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚘𝚏 𝚃𝚛𝚞𝚝𝚑 ☠︎ -𝙴.𝙼.
⚡︎{Eddie’s Masterlist}{Requests/Feedback}{Guidlines}⚡︎
A/N: !Body, Ethnicity & Skin color Neutral! Hehehe that's my first Eddie Smut.
CW: Fluff, Angst/Comfort, Smut 18+ | !Best Friends to Lovers Trope! | Mentions of Bullying/Friends with Benefits//Underage Drinking/Eddie's Parents(abuse/neglect), Hippy Parents (y/n), Talk about PMS/Period, Drugs & selling & use of (Weed), Pining/Childhood Crush, Heartache/Crying, Fighting, massive insecure jealousy, Smut ~ Penetrative Sex (semi-public, unprotected, creampie)
*picture does not describe the looks of the reader*
Eddie Munson is my best friend. We became friends shortly after my parents and I returned to America when I was six. Until then, we'd lived in an ashram in India.
My parents raised me quite unconventional—as children in the ashram were raised. I was free to do as I wanted but was always told that I have to be ready to accept the consequences as they come. I grew up knowing right from wrong, social norms, and how to listen to my own gut rather than peer pressure.
My parents let me listen to the music I like and dress how I see fit. I like rock and metal music. I dress mostly in black, like my make-up heavy, and go to parties or get drunk and high with Eddie on the weekends.
There is no sneaking out, no lies, no fights about rules. Though most parents disagree with their method, my mother can always tell you exactly where I am, who I am with, and what I am doing. How many mothers of an eighteen-year-old can say that about themselves?
My parents also like Eddie, which is a rare one for him. When he still lived with his parents, we were neighbors, and for two weeks, he lived in my closet and under my bed – right after his mother had died, and his father started using him as a punching bag and scapegoat.
When my parents found out, they were mad. Not because I hid Eddie, making his father believe he was kidnapped, though. They were mad because I didn't tell them right away, so they could've helped earlier. They were proud of me for protecting my friend.
After talking to Eddie's father and child services, he officially lived with us for a week until his uncle Wayne took him in. That made visiting each other a longer trip with our bikes, but Eddie finally stopped being covered in bruises, and that was worth it.
Eddie is my best friend. Today, we're still as inseparable as we were when he lived under my bed at twelfth years old.
We listen to music, get high together, play Dungeons and Dragons, taught ourselves to play guitar, and when he bought Sweetheart, I bought Baby.
Eddie is my best friend.
He was my first friend and my first kiss.
He was my first love. The one love I'll never get over.
He was my first.
When I was a freshman, we'd started experimenting with each other. That was also the same year Eddie had fallen head over heels for Chrissy, and she had fallen for Jason Carver. So for him, it was obviously just two best friends fooling around, but for me...
I'd love him to love me, but I am just his friend. So I took him in all the ways he was willing to let me have him.
By now, there are no secret make-out sessions anymore, no petting. We only ever slept once with each other, losing our virginity to the other, and after that, we never did anything or spoke about it ever again.
As the years went on, Eddie collected more and more experience with all sorts of people, while I never did something in that regard again. I still spend my nights fantasizing about my best friend and the days I spend daydreaming in my classes.
I could just move on and sleep with somebody else, but that wouldn't change that I am in love with Eddie... So, where's the point?
As I walk down the hallway to my next class, I notice Chrissy Cunningham putting a little pink note into Eddie's locker, the bell rings, and I have to hurry to my seat, but what I saw nags me for the entire hour.
She never talks to Eddie. What does she want from him?
I quickly feel myself becoming irritated by the preppy cheerleader, although I know she's a nice person. She has a boyfriend. Why is she coming after Eddie all of a sudden? I need to know what's in that note.
The second the bell excuses us, I dash out of the room and to Eddie's locker. We know each other's combinations, so that's no issue for me. I search through his stuff but can't find the little note I am so sure Chrissy put in here.
"What are we looking for?" a voice whispers into my ear, and I jump, almost having a heart attack.
"Jesus. Fuck, Eddie," I exclaim, while he can't help but laugh loudly.
"Sorry, Sweetheart," he chuckles, putting some books into his locker, and taking out his lunchbox. "So, what were you looking for?"
I shrug, and he chuckles, pulling out a folded pink paper from his pocket. "Were you looking for that?" I try grabbing the paper, but he is quicker in pulling it away. "Now, aren't you just nosey today?"
"What- What did she write?" He raises his brows, amused, "Oh, so you know who this is from?"
Usually, I am not visibly jealous and am thick-skinned when it comes to Eddie and other women, but Chrissy managed to get under my skin. She is friendly and sweet; she looks like an angel, is popular...
Between sixteen and seventeen, Eddie was head over heels for her, and as much as he deserves to be happy, the thought of them together makes me want to vomit.
She is literally the only woman that ever left a deep mark on him, showing him that being himself could drive who he wanted most away from him. If they became a couple, it would be game over for me.
Chrissy would be Eddie's forever.
"Just tell me what Chrissy wrote," I demand, and he nods at my aggravation. "Okay, you little hellfire. Jeez."
With his lunchbox in his hand, he walks outside to the parking lot with me. "She wanted to meet me at my usual spot in the woods."
She wants to meet him alone... In private. My eyes snap at him, and I almost trip over my own feet. "What? Why?" He shrugs, "I assume the usual."
"Cunningham doesn't do drugs," I say, internally freaking out about all the reasons she could want to meet him alone in the woods.
The worst being to confess her feelings for him, to make a move. I am not stupid; she and Jason aren't doing well at the moment. They're not the happy preppy couple they were a few months ago.
"We don't know that," Eddie gives back, relaxed.
As we pass his van, I grab his wrist, and we stop walking. I don't know what to say, so I just say, "Please don't go meet her."
He starts frowning. "It's just business, Sweetheart."
"Can- Can you take me home?" I ask, thinking of what I can do to make him stay. I feel sick to my stomach at the thought of what could happen if he meets with her.
His hand reaches up, brushing my hot cheek and resting on my forehead, checking my temperature. "Sure, you can nap in the van until I'm back."
"No, no, please now."
Practically throwing his lunchbox aside, he cradles my face in his hands and studies my pupils. "Did- did you take something from my lunchbox? I know I gave you free excess, and we agreed years ago to only smoke pot, but if that's the reason and you're not feeling good, you need to tell me."
"I didn't take anything," I answer, unable to force down my hysteria. "Just please, please, please don't meet Chrissy."
Eddie lets go of me; his face drowned in worry. "[y/n], What is going on?"
"Nothing!" I almost yell, feeling tears in my eyes. "Just please let us go home."
I try taking his hand and pulling him to the van, but he refuses. "Eddie, please," I beg, but to no use.
"You're acting so strange today... What is going on? You're never like this," he tells me, pretty face pulled into a frown.
"Like what?" I ask, and Eddie tries to force a smile on his lips. "Irrational. You're normally the cool and collected one of us. I'm the nutjob."
"I just don't want you to meet her." "Then give me a reason why not," Eddie says before asking, "Did she or her friends do or say something mean to you?"
His body tenses up in the same way it did years ago when getting into a fistfight with me. A boy had harrassed me all summer for the way I dress and then tried groping my butt. Eddie had lost it, becoming highly protective over me.
I shake my head, jealousy pouring out of me in the most toxic way I've ever experienced. "No, but- but she's stupid and preppy, and- and-"
Eddie interrupts me, shocked, "Hey, she's still a person." I ignore his interruption, repeating, "Don't go."
"You're acting so hysterical right now..." Looking around, he steps a little closer, asking me quietly, "Are- Are you on your period? Is that it? Are you in pain? Do you need something? I have some pads and tampons in the van."
As an upset sigh leaves me and I try to contain the tears stinging in my eyes, he continues, "I- I also have some spare clothes for you. I should've thought of that earlier, but you're wearing black; nobody saw anything, Sweetheart."
"I'm not on my fucking period, Munson. I- I don't want you to go because I don't like her," I groan desperately, but Eddie shakes his head. "That's not true. You don't mind Chrissy."
No, I said she's nice because you're head over heels for her and don't like me critiquing miss perfect.
"You don't know who I like and don't like," I hiss. "Our twelfth years of friendship say differently," Eddie says calmly. "Ten minutes, okay?"
I follow the few steps he takes after him. "No. Fuck, no," I exclaim, trying to stay in control over a situation out of my control. "If you go now, I won't talk to you again."
Eddie looks at me in disbelief, "You're kidding?" as I don't answer, he says hurt, "I'm not letting you manipulate me like that."
Stubbornly, I shake my head. "No. Chrissy or me."
"I'm not playing that game, [y/n]," the metalhead tells me sternly. "Whatever's going on right now, you better have calmed down when I'm back."
"You're still going to meet her?" I ask, and as he shrugs, I shrug as well. "Kay," I say, starting to walk away.
It was stupid to think I'd have a chance against perfect, sweet, lovable Chrissy.
"Where are you going?" Eddie calls after me. "Home," I bite out between jealous, heartbroken tears.
"Come back. I'll drive you." I turn around, look at him shortly, and scoff, "Go drive Chrissy home."
Before he can say another word, I put on my headphones, turn up the volume of my walkman, and go home.
*****
Now today wasn't a toxic masterpiece delivered by me at all. After a shower and faceplanting into my bed, I realized that I maybe overreacted a little.
To be fair, it fucking kills me to think of Eddie being with the girl he has longed for, for years now. He's sweet and loving. Once he loves you, he'll never let go of you. He's as fucking loyal as a dog.
And if he ends up with Chrissy, it'll always be them. I'll have to face the reality of never being more to Eddie than his best friend and watch him be happy with somebody else.
I start crying again. The last time my heart hurt this badly had been after our first time when he decided to let us become friends without benefits again and dated this metalhead chick that looked like she came straight from one of his magazines.
I cannot hold up with a woman with professional stylists that make her look like a metalhead's wet dream.
I cannot hold up with preppy, perfect Chrissy Cunningham.
Those are the women he wants. I'm simply not it.
"Hey, Sweetheart," Eddie suddenly coos, sitting down next to me on my Black Sabbath sheets.
I hadn't noticed him coming in, but he also roams my home as though it is his own. "Go away," I mumble, trying to wipe my tears away without him seeing.
He sighs, making himself comfortable and simply pulling me into his lap. "What's going on, [y/n]?" "Nothing," I whimper, losing all self-respect as I bury my face in his chest and inhale his scent.
"You picked a fight with me," he says, still confused about my irrational behavior but also holding me tight since it worries him. "We don't fight."
That's true; we don't. Never have had any reason to. Sometimes we bicker, but I know I shot way over the target today.
"What did Chrissy want?" I ask as his thumb dries my tears, and he rocks us back and forth a little.
"You won't believe it, but it was drugs," he chuckles, and I physically relax in his arms.
I overreacted. There is no reality I have to face, and we could still happen in my fantasy. Chrissy isn't going to take Eddie away from me.
"Nothing else?" I ask, able to look at him without crying.
He shakes his head. "Nope. But she is definitely not as sweet and innocent as she pretends to be," he chuckles. "She wants the hard stuff, so we're meeting after the game tonight, and I'll take her back to my place to get high."
I feel dizzy from the verbal whiplash I just received. Within a second, I sit on the other side of my bed, looking at Eddie and exclaiming, "What?"
Looking at me confused, he answered, "That's where my stash is, and she has nobody to watch her, so I offered-"
I shake my head, interrupting him. "Go." "What?" "Get out of my room," I repeat, feeling anxiety starting to make me sick.
Situation already forced me to be realistic today as Eddie chose her instead of me, as I forced him to. There will never be anything between us. Eddie will be himself around Chrissy when they're alone, she'll see how sweet and amazing he is, and I'll be fucked.
"Sweetheart-" The nickname burns in my lungs as he'll never mean it the way I want him to. "Don't call me that. Go away, and fucking leave me alone," I cry, wrapping my arms around myself.
Eddie nods, getting up from my bed. "Okay... I- I'm gonna pick you up later for the campaign." I crawl up to my pillows, rolling into a ball. "I'm not going."
He looks at me, confused. "What? But- But the cult of Vecna and-" Hugging one of my pillows, I whimper, "I don't care. Just invite Chrissy."
Eddie walks to my bedroom door, holding the doorknob as he says, "But I don't want her there; I want you. Look, I- I don't know what I did, or what Chrissy did... But please don't be mad at me."
The sadness in his voice hurts me. It isn't his fault that I love him, and his feelings lie elsewhere. But I'm in pain, pain I caused myself, and the cure can only ever come to me in a fever dream.
As Eddie leaves, I begin crying again. I will ruin everything between us if I continue like this. I don't even like the person I was today. I don't tear other women down; I don't use Eddie's affection for me as a bargaining chip...
When my mother comes home from the meditation class she gives once a week, she finds me crying in my bedroom. As I said, there are no secrets between us, so I bawl my eyes out and tell her about today.
"Honey, I hate telling you this, but if loving Eddie turns you into a person you don't like or even recognize... maybe it's better to come clean about your feelings and, if necessary, let him go," she sighs
"Don't wanna lose him," I say as she begins massaging my neck, stiff from all the anxiety I felt today.
"I think it's better to risk and lose him than end up losing yourself and hating what remains of you."
I don't answer because I hate that she's right. Despite my metalhead appearance and all the cliches associated with it, I am balanced. I am friendly, calm, and rarely angry.
Today I was somebody I don't want to be. I don't want my feelings for Eddie turning me into this person forever.
Maybe it is better to let him go...
*****
I wait outside the school until the Hellfire Club meeting ends. When everyone except Eddie has left, I walk into the drama class's prop room that doubles as the Hellfire Club's room.
"Hi," I say gently, staying at the door and watching Eddie clean up. We usually do it together and then go for fast food.
Eddie turns to me and, although surprised, also answers with a soft voice, "Hey."
I came up with a plan at home, and though I feel like every bone in my body is getting broken, I have to follow through with it.
I'll confess my feelings. I will take Eddie's answer of how he only ever saw me as his friend, and then I'll leave this friendship in the past.
There is no logical reason to continue hurting myself and Eddie with my aching heart.
"How did it go?" I ask, stepping closer and helping collect his notes. He smiles sweetly, "They defeated Vecna. Wish you would've been there. It was so cool."
"I'm sorry for today. I- I wasn't..." "What was the reason?" he interrupts me. "I- I just want to understand what freaked you out so much."
"I- I- It's... I don't know," I chicken out, unable to finally bite the bullet and speak up.
Like he can see my internal struggle, Eddie lifts one of his dice. "You know what that is?" "A D20," I reply, looking at the twenty-sided ember-colored dice in his hand.
He shakes his head. "Uh-uh. It's a dice of truth. If I roll it and it shows any number over 10... You'll have to tell me the truth."
As I shake my head, too scared of the dice forcing me to speak, he changes his offer, "Everything above 15. That's a 75% chance we'll just forget today and move on like nothing happened."
"That was some quick math for someone hating it so much," I giggle, hiding that this is the ideal way for me to chicken out. "Okay."
"Do you want me to roll it?" Eddie asks, and I nod.
I don't believe in destiny. I do believe in karma due to my parents, but destiny is bullshit. Yet, the dice lands on twenty.
Only a 25% chance, and the 20 still looks at me, laughing triumphantly.
Eddie grins at that, the boyish grin I've always been so smitten with. He leans against the desk, crossing his arms and waiting for my answer.
For the truth of why I was acting so strange today.
"I- I just don't understand why you want to be with Chrissy when..." I bite my lip, taking a deep breath. "When I'm right here?"
His brown puppy eyes become wider, his smile fading. I continue to speak since I know that if I don't do it now, I never will.
"I love you, always have, and you just see me as a friend." My throat tightens, and tears run down my cheek as I exclaim, upset, "That- That just fucking hurts, okay?"
"Is that why you never dated anyone after we had sex?" he asks, frowning. I nod. "I just wanted you, but you didn't want me anymore."
At that, Eddie closes the distance between us. "Sweetheart, that wasn't the reason I stopped being with you," he says, cupping my cheeks and wiping away my tears. "Not at all."
My embarrassingly hot cheeks burn under his cool rings. "Then- Then why did you stop- Why did we stop...?"
He shakes his head. "You don't want to know..." "Yes, I do," I insist.
For a moment, he looks at me as though I am a piece of art and all of his damnation at once. His hands never leave my face, but he slowly backs me against the table.
"Nosey, nosey, little thing," he lectures me, a grin parting his lips. "Now listen here, when I was sixteen, I had a small little crush on Chrissy. Nothing more. And after you and I had sex, I never even looked at her again..."
The metalhead chuckles darkly, self-deprecating almost. "That night, my little hellfire, you fucking cursed me, put me under your spell," he says, pressing himself against me, so my body is trapped between him and the table. "You made me fall in love with you... so much."
His cheeks are tinted in soft pink, our breathing hangs heavily between us, and there is a slight stutter of nervousness in his voice. "I- I didn't want to ruin our friendship, so I just- just decided to never act on any of those feelings again."
A sigh sounding more like a soft moan, escapes me. "I wish you would've," I tell him, and he raises his brows. "Yeah?" he asks tauntingly, and I nod, making him chuckle, "Me too."
Eddies face comes closer, replacing one of his hands as it moves to my waist. I can feel his lips against my skin, his warm breath tickling me and making me lose sanity.
"P-Please..." I whimper, unsure what else to say but willing to say whatever he wants as long as it makes him stay this close.
"You know," he whispers, "All I could think of whenever I fucked somebody over the years were those little whimpers and moans of yours."
His low voice has me become a puddle in his hands. I feel myself becoming desperate for his touch as he confesses to me, "They haunted me, Sweetheart. It was like I needed to imagine them to even come."
All these years, it nagged on me that I would never be one of the women he dated or slept with, never be what he wanted, but Eddie had to think of me when he was with them.
He presses his pelvis against me, letting me feel the erection hiding in his ripped jeans. My hips jolt up, moving against him in a search for friction.
"You need it that badly, baby?" he chuckles, and I nod, breathing out his name like a prayer.
Eddie helps me onto the desk, spreading my legs and stepping between them. As he does this, a cool breeze creeps under my black skirt; I am so wet I have already soaked through my panties and tights.
The hand he'd placed on my waist moves down to my butt, harshly groping it and moving me to the edge of the table. There he begins to grind his clothes hard-on against me, giving me the friction I was looking for.
"More," I demand greedily, moving myself against him. "Please, please."
Eddie grins, the hand on my cheek leading me to his lips. I sigh into the kiss, which is so soft that it takes me back to our very first kiss. Like it did years ago, his hand is shaking.
Mine move up, wrapping around his neck. I hear Eddie chuckle into the kiss, his tongue licking against my bottom lips, asking for access I am more than willing to grant him.
There is no chance I'll ever let him go. It would be like giving away my ability to breathe.
Our kiss becomes sloppy, wild, and unhinged. Both his hands now groping my butt harshly as we hump against each other like the horny teenagers we once were.
A loud moan of mine lets Eddie pull away and ask, "That feel good?"
I nod, grabbing his Hellfire Club shirt and pulling it out of his jeans. "Please, please fuck me, Eddie," I beg, brain short-circuiting as my hand comes in contact with his happy trail.
He steps back, unbuckling his pants. "Your wish is my command," he tells me in a British accent he learned for one of his campaigns' characters.
My eyes don't shy away from starting at his throbbing cock as he pulls down his jeans and boxers. "Fuck," he cusses as I reach out, pumping his length, head falling back for a second.
Grabbing the thin fabric of my tights, Eddie gives them a harsh tug, ripping them at my center. He pulls my panties aside, replacing my hand with his own, and guiding the tip of his cock along my dripping pussy.
I feel him plus against me, whining noises leaving me as he enters me with one solid thrust. "There we go," he mutters pleased as he bottoms out inside me.
Wrapping my legs around his waist, we giggle almost stupidly before kissing. Eddie thrusts himself slowly into me, moving as gently as possible to have me grow accustomed to his cock.
"Please, don't stop. Feels so good," I whimper, having him pick up the pace while clenching his jaw. "Shit, I know, baby."
I am on cloud nine as he pounds into me, crying his name out loud and not caring who might hear it. Then Eddie pushes me onto my back, dice piercing my back, the pain adding to my pleasure while he loses himself in my pussy.
Animalist growls escape him; he throws his head back, exposing the delicious vein poking out there under his skin.
I reach out for it, but Eddie grabs my wrists with one of his hands, holding them above my head. I arch my back while his nails dig into my wrists and the soft skin of my butt.
It's ethereal. The pain and the pleasure dance together to the sound of the table scratching against the floor beneath it.
I feel myself tighten around his cock, the pressure inside me evolving to something more addicting than any drug we ever tried together. "I- I'm gonna- please," I whimper, not caring for the tears running down my face.
"So close for me," Eddie praises. "Shit, you're so hot like that, spread out on the desk, only for me. Only for me to see, to love... Only for me to fuck."
His words make me clench around him. "Eddie, I-" I whimper instead of finishing my cries, the lewd wet sounds of our doing clouding my mind.
He nods, eyes looking at me softly. His hips stutter for a second before he continues the brutal rhythmical assault on my pussy. "Show me, show me how good I make you feel. Come," he encourages me firmly. "Come, baby."
Suddenly, the coil inside me snaps. My legs shake violently as I come around Eddie, my eyes rolling into the back of my head before closing entirely.
His hips stutter again, thrust harder into me while losing all of their rhythm. "Fuck. Shit, shit, shit-" he curses, interrupting himself with a groan, hot cum, claiming me as his from the inside.
Letting go of my wrists, Eddie drops to his elbows. We're panting heavily, and I involuntarily clench around him as he begins to kiss my neck.
"You're still on the pill, right?" he asks softly, his eyes fixed on mine as I open them. I nod, both is us giggling, still drunk from our orgasm high.
Eddie is the first one to collect himself. He gets up and tucks himself away before pulling my panties back into place.
After helping me to sit up, he gives me space and takes a couple of steps back. I get off the desk, legs feeling like jello.
"Can- can you hold me?" I ask carefully, not knowing where we now stand. He smiles, nodding and taking my hands. "Of course, come here."
Eddie walks us to his thrown, sitting down in it and pulling me into his lap, arms wrapping around me. I feel safe as he holds me, kissing the top of my head. This for eternity would still be too short.
"Did you mean it?" I ask, propping myself up against his chest and looking into these beautiful chocolate brown eyes I love so much.
It's a leap of faith I have to take as I know that I can no longer be his friend, especially not after this.
He nods, a lopsided smile forming on his kissable lips. "I meant everything I said. I love you."
My soul almost exits my body. I feel like I could cry from joy. I waited forever to hear these words from my best friend, and now I know they sound more beautiful than imagination has made me believe.
"Did you mean it?" Eddie asks me back, insecure. I begin smiling. "I love you too."
He brings our lips together, kissing me gently. Every bit of insecurity has left my body. Let him spend time with Chrissy if he wants, and let her get high while he watches over her.
Eddie loves deeply—always has. That's why he always hoped for something in the long-term, retreating to affairs without feelings as he couldn't find it. If he says he loves me, I'll never have to fear as though he loves forever.
As he pulls away, his eyes sparkle like never before. Giddily he asks, "I- I'm right to assume that we're- we're..." I continue his sentence, giggling, "Boyfriend and girlfriend? Bonnie and Clyde?"
"King and Queen of Hellfire Club," he states proudly, looking over the mess we made on the table.
"You wanna roll the dice to check?" I ask cheekily, and he nods, letting me turn around in his lap, grab the ember-colored D20 from before, and roll it.
"Sixteen," Eddie sighs, relieved, and I giggle. "That was so close." He shrugs. "Still counts, though."
Kissing down my cheek, jaw, and neck, he asks, "You wanna come with me when I give Chrissy her stuff? Afterward, we can take a long hot shower and spend the night cuddling."
I grab the dice again, announcing, "Four." I shrug apologetically. "Eh. Sorry. Dice said no."
Eddie promptly loses his smile. "Don't listen to the dice; it's a liar," he asserts dramatically, tossing the D20 across the table. "I'm the Dungeon Master; what I say goes."
I giggle, his stern gaze almost breaking. Pressing another kiss on his dramatic pout, I say, "Well, if that's the case, let's pack our stuff and go home."
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hm. acceptable idea. maybe i will.
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"Seb! Seb, we have a question for you!"
Sebastian stops, turning around to find Eun and Berry both running up towards him. Despite the tiredness left over from the night before-- he hadn't slept well at all, even after sneaking into the therapy dogs' area again-- he can't help but smile. He'd come out early today to see them, after all. And they'd come looking for him, too!
"Oh, good morning!" Sebastian greets them, letting Berry skid to a stop and Eun halt right behind them. "A question? Do you need something?"
Eun pauses at this, hesitation crossing briefly over her face. Berry has no such reservations.
"Do you want to live with us?"
Sebastian's heart stops.
What?
"Wait, wait, I-- What? You want me to--?" Sebastian shakes his head, stepping back a little. "Why? Did I do something? I'm not, like, in trouble or anything. Do you need to hide me?"
"What? No, we don't-- We're not putting you in hiding or anything." Eun stares up at him confusedly. "Why would you even think that?"
"I dont know! I just thought I was in trouble or something--"
"Sebastian, dear, if you were in trouble whoever was causing it would be dead. We wouldn't be hiding you." Eun sighs. "Ignore that. We just... heard you'd been lonely here. Living on-site, I mean."
"What? Who--" How did they know? Wait, no, that didn't matter. He wasn't exactly keeping it secret. They were both in psych. They'd probably heard about it from the complaints about the therapy dogs and figured it out. But still! "S-So? That's fine. I can live by myself, really. You don't have to ask me to live with you or anything! And you don't live in the same apartment...?"
"We can split the time with you!" Berry answers easily. "Maybe every week we swap? I mean, if you're okay with that. If you want to live with just one of us, though, that's fine! Means we don't have to keep transferring you."
"It's an easy system to pull off," Eun continues. "My parents managed it with three children and they didn't even live in the same neighbourhood. We could probably do it with you."
"God, Eun don't say that--"
"What? Is there something wrong with that?"
"You know perfectly well what is wrong with that--"
"But- But would you want me to live with you?" Sebastian steps forward, cutting them off quickly. "I mean-- Those are your apartments! You live there! And- And you need space, too, after all your work is done, so you can go home and not have to worry about anything! And I might be a bad roommate, too--"
"I survived thirteen years with a feral child." Berry shrugs. "You're nothing, Seb."
"But- I-- Eun?"
"I think you're wrong." Eun smiles. "You'd be an amazing roommate. Because you're you."
Seb flushes until the tips of his ears are burning.
"God damn it. Now he'll want to stay with you." Berry groans. "Don't forget to share, asshole."
"Oh, I don't know. I'm a very forgetful person." The careless smile she turns towards Berry is enough to make them fume. "What happens if I forget?"
"Don't! God, Selene wants to live with him too--"
"Selene can visit."
"I will burn down your kitchen."
"You'll be imprisoned." Eun waves a hand nonchalantly. "Doesn't matter. Do you want to live with us, Sebastian? If you really are lonely staying here without anyone, we certainly don't mind. You're our friend. We'd love to have you."
"It'd be nice to live with you," Berry continues. "We can steal your biggest sweaters and have you reach the top shelves and dogpile you whenever it's snowing too hard to go outside."
"I...!"
Berry and Eun both fall silent. Sebastian can't help but tear up.
"Yes! Okay! That would be really nice! I'd love to live with you!"
The two of them cheer, tackling Sebastian into a hug. Seb laughs when they do, pulling them closer to him.
He doesn't have to feel quite so lonely anymore.
Does Seb ever feel lonely living alone?
… a lot.
it’s especially bad when he’s stuck inside because it’s snowing too hard or stormy and he can’t leave the on-site dorms to visit eun or berry. he’s not exactly alone, living on-site, but it’s… lonely. none of the other researchers he knows really want to talk outside of work unless there’s alcohol involved, and he doesn’t have any to share with them.
when he feels too lonely, sometimes he visits the psych rooms and hangs out with the therapy dogs. he gets some complaints about it, since he tends to get lonely late at night and is waking the doggos up at like three in the morning, but overall it’s alright. sometimes some of the night shift researchers stay in there with him and they pet dogs together. so it’s alright enough.
he’d much prefer to be living with someone else, though.
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I live near the coast and have grown up in this part of the UK. But the day after my 11th birthday, my parents and I moved to Abu Dhabi.
You know, that place that can sometimes reach up to 50'C in the summer.
I remember leaving the airport and oh my god, the HUMIDITY. I'd experienced humidity before but never like that. It was insane. The phrase "like being slapped with a damp cloth" springs to mind.
A week or two after we arrived, my dad had the genius idea of walking along the Corniche in the middle of the day. It was August. I thought he was crazy then and I still wish I could understand his logic.
It went as well as you'd expect. Dad was tired. Mum became dizzy. As for me? I had to be steadied and directed towards a wall in a shaded tunnel because I was on the brink of passing out. I can't remember how long the walk lasted but I think we were out there for 30-45 minutes. So much for "The sea breeze from the beach will cool us down". Even 11-year-old me could smell the bullshit from a mile away.
AC was a God send. We survived on the air conditioning in malls, cars and our home. We were so unused to summers 20'C hotter than the ones we'd known, we would be covered in sweat from walking across a car park.
One time, I walked for two hours with my mother to reach a mall we hadn't explored before. It was during one of the hotter months as well as Ramadan. Every so often, the two of us would sneak into the changing rooms of shops to discreetly hydrate.
I remember there always being a two litre bottle of water in my bedroom. You had to keep hydrated, even in the cooler months when the temperature dropped to that of a British summer. Mum and I escaped the summer in the UAE to visit her family in Poland.
I miss air conditioning at this time of year because it helped so much. Last night, I was still awake when the sun was starting to rise again. I would have slept if it wasn't for the humidity.
Okay, humans are adaptable. We lived in Abu Dhabi for 16 months and by the time we left, we could cope with the heat a little better than when we arrived. However, it isn't helpful to tell those in countries like the UK to suck it up when you're used to high temperatures and humidity. Good for you, I hope you have a good summer filled with a lot of ice cream and cold drinks while you stay safe from bush/forest fires. But we aren't like you. A couple weeks ago, I watched the news channels report on the fires and I was totally confused. You hear about this kind of stuff happening in America or Australia, certainly not England.
The grass has died, I'm paranoid that walking my dog after 8am will cause the pavement to roast her feet even though that probably won't happen until after 10am and I can't stay in my room because the heat and humidity just build up there.
We're just doing our best to get through this heatwave. Any tips from places where summers like this aren't unusual are always welcome so thank you, I might try those recipes later. Otherwise, we'd appreciate it if you stopped reminding us how normal it is for you because we know. You have precautions and safety measures, you have stuff like air conditioning. Our air conditioning is opening windows and hoping there's a breeze.
It is approximately a bajillion degrees outside (90°f) and I regret any and all life choices that lead to me being outside right at this very moment.
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