#at least it was probably the benadryl the problems with it being so fast didnt start until like after i was abusing it for a while
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Potentially worth looking into HPPD depending on how long ago u took the bennys. I was occasionally seeing shit for a few years after my Benadryl era it is a possibility. Ur so right though don’t do Benadryl it’s generally always a bad time 💕💕
ty yeah I need to stop ill look into it it was just yesterday that I like took more than usual and mixed it w dmx which is like an idiotic thing to do but like i don't even really care anymore like I don't see anything the whole time or when im sober it just like for maybe like an hour or two at a time seeing shit but nothing ever as bad as yesterday not mixing that shit again AND YEAH benadryl sucks ass never start it no matter how many fucking idiots like me u see talking about it on the internet bc we only tried bc we saw other idiots talking about it on the internet and we all regret it and have bad shit wrong with us now physically and mentally
#plus it doesnt even really feel that good it kinda actually feels bad it sucks#not worth the side affects and dependency issues at fucking all ever never ever ever#like if i could go back in time and change one thing about my life id go back and stop myself from trying benadryl bc i was home schooled#and depressed senior year w no friends and everybody was doing it#drug m#like that shit legit permanently fucked up my HEART i have a resting heartrate of like 100 to 130 literally all the time now#instead of like 60#at least it was probably the benadryl the problems with it being so fast didnt start until like after i was abusing it for a while#and when i was high i could like feel my heart beating faster and faster like thankfully its just fast theres no other damage#and it couldve been bc i have heart issues in my family already and that just triggered it but either way its literally the biggest regret#of my entire fucking life bro#bc now instead of dying of heart disease at like 80 or 90 im gonna have a heart attack at 40 or 50 and there i fucking go
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