#astarion is like a wet beast to me. i ccan fit so much trauma and bitterness and unwise decisions into thismotherfucker

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this fic has the potential to be the defining fic for astarion and soldryn's relationship and i'm kind of mad that it's getting so much longer and so much more complicated than i thought it would. at least i'll get to feature minthara and lae'zel a lot but like, man, of course it's stupid ass astarion that makes me take notes on receipt paper at work so i can come home and transfer them to scriv

also notes from my planning. as you can see i'm normal