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asraxfile · 4 months ago

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Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2

sypnosis: the fact that you didn't think your lover would manage to show up at your violin competition due to her busy schedules made you even more nervous. But just as you raised your violin on your shoulder and looked at the crowd once more, you saw no other than your idol girlfriend, Soojin.

genre: fluff, comfort

pairing: idol!Soojin x violinist!fem!reader

warnings: established relationship, kisses, reader being nervous before the competition

wc: 0.7k

A/n: I am no violinist myself but I went to music school with violinists and my dear pookies this is for you from your pianist friend🫶🫶The classical piece reader plays at the competition is Chopin's Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2. Enjoy reading^^

“The next contestant is Choi Areum, now playing Paganini’s piece Palpiti Op.3 accompanied by a piano…”

The announcer announced yet another contestant's name, going right before you. Knowing that you are next made you even more nervous. You held your hands tightly as your heart raced within 100 beats per minute. You took a deep breath and exhaled, worried how it would turn out in the end. Will you mess up the start? The end? The half? Or worse, will you forget the notes?? WIll you mess up the dynamics?? Mess up to play in piano, forte, crescendo, decrescendo or will you be out of the metronome beat at the wrong moment? You wouldn’t know what you would mess up now. In this endless stress you were feeling with each passing second only one person could calm you down, one person you knew probably couldn’t come today, was your girl, Seo Soojin.

As the contestant before you played their final notes, the sound echoed in your mind, blending with your racing thoughts. The applause from the audience felt distant, almost like an echo, as you tried to ground yourself in the present. You wiped your sweaty palms on your clothes and tried to take another calming breath. You were really nervous, especially after seeing Soojin’s weird facial expression after you asked her a few days ago to come and watch you play in this competition. Due to her new comeback, she said she will see if she will make it, if so she will be a little late. But that just made your mind fill with fear. She always comes to support you and always watches you play the violin, she was basically your stress relief. But this time, you didn’t know if you would make it without her.

The next contestant’s violin stopped playing as you saw her walk off the stage on the live tv in the backstage room and you heard the announcer's voice once more.

"And our last contestant of this violin competition —Y/n L/n, who is going to play Frédéric Chopin’s Nocturne Op. 9 No. 2 accompanied by a piano..."

Then, just as you raised your violin to your shoulder and took a glance at the crowd one more time, in hope to see your comfort person, you were actually met by her glistening eyes. Soojin, sitting in third row, her eyes locked onto yours, giving you the most reassuring and supportive smile you ever got from her. The sight of her filled you with a sudden surge of relief. She actually made it. Despite her busy schedule, she made it to your competition. this

You took your place on stage, In front of your piano playing partner beside, the lights blinding you. With Soojin's presence, the hall seemed smaller, less crowded. The pianist nodded at you, and you nodded back, signaling that you were ready.

As the first notes flowed from your violin, your nervousness began to melt away. You focused on the music, letting it guide your movements. Every note, every dynamic change, every subtlety of the piece came to you naturally. Feeling the music deeply, each stroke of the bow resonating with your heartbeats.

Midway through the piece, you glanced up again, and Soojin was still there, her eyes, lost in the melody, never leaving your figure. Her silent encouragement was all you needed to push through the difficulty of this piece. The audience faded into the background, and it felt like you were playing just for her.

When you played the final note, a wave of much bigger relief washed over you as you breathed toughly. The audience erupted in applause, but all you could see was Soojin’s proud smile. You took a bow, feeling a mixture of relief and excitement.

Backstage, you rushed to find her. She met you halfway, taking you into a tight hug.

“You came!!” Hugging Soojin tighter, you made her burst into a slight chuckle. She was so proud of you. "I knew you could do it," she whispered, her voice filled with gracefulness. "Thank you for being here," you replied, tears of joy welling up in your eyes as Soojin smiled even softlier at you.

"You were amazing," she said, looking at your lips. Knowing what she will do, you closed the distance between her and you and kissed her back. The kiss was quick but it was something you needed after all. Soojin held your chin as you held her waist, she pulled back, hypnotized by you. "Absolutely amazing."

In that moment, surrounded by applause and with Soojin by your side, you finally felt more relaxed. The competition was important, but having her there, supporting you, made it all the more special.

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asraxfile · 7 months ago

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NOOOO WHY WOULD YOU!??!?!?!

might abandon this blog

#💬 :: ( rie rambles )#asra rambles ^^#asrmrxx

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asraxfile · 9 months ago

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It's settled then it will be about our SY. !!

#tumblr polls #kpop imagines #gidle x reader #gidle #asrmrxx

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asraxfile · 9 months ago

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LKASJBVAPLYJBNOSDKVBHAS my God tbh I'm not that satisfied with this fic but I still published it I'm glad you like it TYYYY ;)

Wait for your love.

synosis: After your boyfriend broke up with you, the first person you called to calm you down was Minnie, your best friend. But what will you do after you realize she was actually better for you this whole time?

pairing: Minnie x fem!reader

genre: fluff

warnings: reader crying, kissing

wc: 957

A/n: these days I'm getting so many ideas that I dont know which one should I write first. This one inspired me by Ariana's new album Eternal Sunshine with a nice bff to lovers with Minnie. Enjoyy ^^

[10.23pm]

It was a calm and peaceful night. Slight fresh breeze washing through the city’s streets. The moon shone higher and higher as most of the citizens were already ready to finish their day and go to sleep. Minnie just got back from work feeling exhausted.

The preparations for the group’s new comeback were going excellently, but she would lie if she said it wasn’t tiring. She walked up the stairs of her dorm until she got a bunch of loud notifications. She sighed and took her phone to check who was spamming her. A slight smile played at the corner of her lips after she saw it was from you, her crush.

From far as Minnie knew, she has always had a crush on you. Ever since she met you it’s like you brought colors in her world. She could really be her true self when she was with you and she loved you dearly for that. But she was too afraid of ruining your friendship if she ever confessed, she was your best friend, and she won’t let anyone change that.

Well, despite her fear of ruining the relationship you have, there was one more problem that was stopping her, your boyfriend.

Ever since you got in a relationship with him about 5 months ago, Minnie kind of distanced herself from you. Of course she was there and you two sometimes hung out but not as much as Minnie wanted. She was jealous of course but what could she do? She wanted you to be happy even if it means that you’re happy with someone else.

But as soon as she saw what made you text her a million messages her smile dropped from her face.

[10.45pm]

Soft tears escaped your eyes while you hugged Minnie, resting your forehead against her shoulder as she held your upper arms. “I hate him for doing this to me, Minnie. I knew this would happen. I knew he would eventually leave me.” Wiping your eyes you looked at your worried best friend.

Minnie’s heart sank at the thought of you suffering for someone who wasn't even good for you, but even if she hated him for breaking up with you(over literal text), she was still here, comforting you. She wiped the tear that slipped on your cheek and looked deep at you with her almond eyes.

“You didn’t do anything wrong Y/n. He is a coward for breaking up with you and not even daring to face you. I’m so angry at him for making you feel like this, you deserve someone better.” She held your cheek as she calmed you down with her words.

You leaned into Minnie's embrace, seeking comfort in her warmth. She knew she couldn't erase the pain you were feeling, but she could damn well try to make you feel better. “I’m tired of waiting for the better. Maybe there’s no one better for me. Who would love someone so dumb and naive like me, Min?"

With low faith your words slipped out of your mouth. Minnie’s heart ached at your doubting words, she finally had enough. She held you tighter as you sank into her embrace. “Don’t say it like that. Don’t ever doubt your worth just because a fool of a man left you. He couldn’t see what was right in front of him—a beautiful soul, full of love, you deserve so much more than what he could give to you.”

After hearing those words, a spark of hope flickered in your heart. You held Minnie's arms as you let go of her embrace and moved to face her. Minnie’s words surely didn’t sound unmeaningful to you. "Minnie," you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion, "thank you. Thank you for being here for me, for believing in me when I couldn't believe in myself." in response, Minnie’s eyes softened at your thanks to her. “Always Y/n,” she smiled as she held your hand. “I’ll always be there for you.”

In that quiet moment, Minnie couldn’t control herself. She was briefly lost in your pretty eyes. It all happened in a second and she closed the gap between you and her, placing a heartfelt kiss on your lips. A gasp escaped your mouth as you pulled back, your eyes widened in shock at the unexpected kiss. Minnie's own eyes widened in surprise, her cheeks flushing with a delicate pink blush as she realized what she just did.

"I-I'm sorry, Y/n," Minnie stuttered out, her voice shaking in nervousness, her hand immediately pulling away from yours. "I didn't mean to–” But before she could finish her sentence, you reached out, gently cupping Minnie's cheek and kissing her back. Maybe, just maybe, this was something you wanted to do a couple of times already. As you held Minnie’s cheek, she gently brushed her hand over yours. You pulled back, looking at her confused eyes as you let out a slight chuckle. “It’s okay, Min. I know you did mean to do this.” You whispered as Minnie’s flushed cheeks got even redder.

“Y/n I…” Minnie started still looking at your eyes with a shocked look. “I want to be someone more than your best friend to you.” She whispered out as your eyes scanned her features. In response, you just smiled. “You were always someone more than my best friend Minnie, I was just so blind to see that.” You confessed pulling her into a big hug.

That night Minnie was happier than ever. She will surely prove to you that she is a better option for you, of course she will. She has always been the better one for you and she’s happy you finally realized that.

#gidle x reader #asrmrxx #asra answers^^

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asraxfile · 8 months ago

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If you had a dollar for every time I scream when you reblog my posts like this you would be a millionare KLJSBFKJDBNPAKSJBAPIJB TYSM LOVE YOU AND PLEASE KISS ME...;)

Until this night ends.

sypnosis: After a while, you decided to go to the club with your friends and have some fun and to refresh yourself, not knowing you will see your ex girlfriend, Shuhua, there. But what leads you to having the best night of your life after making up with her?

trope: exes to lovers

genre: smut

warnings: wlw sexual intercourse, fingering, 🐱 eating, cursing,

wc: 2.361

A/n: This one was inspired by their song Lucid, I'm in love with it these days and I couldn't not imagine this scenario with Shuhua. Enjoy reading

The sun was setting and the moon was rising. It was a Saturday night, a night made for having fun outside. While you laid in your comfortable bed, hidden in the bed sheets and felt emptier than ever. Ever since you broke up with your girlfriend, Shuhua, you haven’t been your usual self. Hating the fact that you still loved her even if she broke up with you first, for what again? you couldn’t remember. You sighed as you tossed and turned in your bed, until an idea popped into your head. The sound of you removing the beige blanket that was covering you, filled your ears. Realizing you couldn’t be like this forever and waste such good nights like this. You felt tired of lying in your bed all the time. You wanted to forget everything, everyone and mostly, you wanted to forget her. It was time for a refreshing start.

“I can’t believe you got out of bed finally. I almost thought you were dead.” Your dear friend said as you two walked to her car. You got ready for this night, did your hair, your makeup and wore your best clothes. You decided to go to a party in the local night club everyone always goes to. “Don’t worry, I'm excited about this night.” You confessed while opening her car’s door as both of you got in. Your friend took her keys and started her black BMW car. “You can choose the songs.” She informed you as she looked around for any other cars in the way. A slight smirk took over your face because you loved to choose songs you two can sing your heart out to. And so, you two went to the nightclub.

As she parked on the club’s parking lot you took your stuff and got out of the car and so did your friend. Looking at each other and laughing a little, both of you walked to the entrance of the club. “Let’s have the best fucking night of our lives, shall we?” Your friend said as you looked at each other and went inside, not knowing that what will happen to you will really be the best refreshing night of your life.

The whole club was getting louder and louder as you walked in the room. Pink lights dimmed through the room while everyone was dancing or drinking at the club’s bar. ‘What a view’ you thought while continuing walking with your friend. You saw your other girl friends there and joined them for the vibe.

“Y-Y/n you’re here, I’m so happy to see you...” Your other friend smiled at you with a nervous expression, looking around first then back at you. She acted like she was hiding something, or someone. “Why so nervous?? C'mon let's go dance !!” you said as you dragged your friends on the dancing floor, leaving them speechless, they were so happy to see you have fun after a while.

The club was getting wild and the music was getting more and more fun. The DJ played various party songs from the 80s to modern music nowadays and the best part of being in a disco night club is that everyone was dancing and nobody cared if you danced weird, you just had to dance. It really felt like a fantasy.

Until, someone caught your eye. As you were dancing and laughing with your extroverted friends, you looked up at the stairs of the club and saw someone you wanted to forget for tonight, someone who was the reason for you not going out of the house these days. Blinking a few times not believing the figure you were seeing, it stayed the same. Shuhua was watching you from the stairs.

She had a blue mini denim dress with a laced skirt and 2 belt-like accents on her chest and hips. She wore a heart necklace as jewelry, a necklace you gave her on your last anniversary. Ringing in your ears filled your mind, was it because she ruined this whole night? Or was it that you were nervous to see her again, perhaps that you wanted to see her again? You didn’t know. Hypnotized by her eyes, she slowly walked down the stairs as you watched her closely. You looked away and looked back at your friends. Leaving your drink on the table, you informed your friends “I-I gotta go to the bathroom.” And so, you left for the bathroom.

The fresh cold water dripped down your skin as you washed your face above the sink to calm down. ‘What is she doing here?’ You thought, not knowing if you were happy or mad to see her. You raised your head and looked at yourself in the mirror, furrowing your eyebrows, a million thoughts ran through your head. Suddenly, you hear footsteps coming behind the bathroom door. Signaling that somebody’s coming, you quickly go into one of the bathroom stalls, shutting the door behind you. The footsteps slowly walk into the bathroom and you guess they would leave quickly. Until a voice called out,

“Y/n, you don’t have to hide from me. I won’t hurt you, you know?”

Shuhua’s voice called out as you heard her closing the door. As your eyes widened in shock, you couldn’t feel more embarrassed than now. But you accepted your fate of facing her, so you stood up and opened the stall’s door and faced her again.

“I didn’t think you would come here tonight,” You started as you looked her in the eye. ‘Fuck, she’s so gorgeous’ you thought while trying not to check her out. Especially not now.

“Are you angry that I did?” Shuhua asked with a disappointed tone, looking down and then looking at you. Her expression was a mix of sadness but also curiosity. You realized she really asked you that. “I’m not,” you started, taking a step further. “Just kinda…surprised.” confessing, you take a glance at her eyes again. Her expression was a little better now. “Well, sorry if I bothered you. My friends are waiting for me,” you said as you slowly walked to the bathroom door, wanting to leave. “I guess I’ll see you, sometime.” with the last word your hand grabs the door knob, trying to open it. Quickly, Shuhua’s hand grabs yours and pulls you into a tight hug.

“Stay with me, Y/n.” Shuhua’s voice calling it your name as her head found its place in the crook of your exposed neck. A shocking feeling filled you as you realized what was happening. You wanted to leave, you knew this was wrong. But oh how much you missed her warmth, and so, you hug Shuhua back. Your hands snaking around her waist. Her mini-skirt was too much for you, how could you not just fuck her on the place while she acts like that?? “I really missed you,” She starts. “I-I’m sorry for breaking up.” Apologizing, she slides her arms to your shoulder and collarbone with a mischievous expression on her face. You were speechless. “Do me a favor and lock the door.” You commanded while smirking lightly at her.

In response, Shuhua immediately goes to lock the door, keeping a grateful grin on her face. She turned around to face you but suddenly she felt you pinning her against the door and pulling her into a rough kiss. Both of you wanted and mostly needed this after such a long time of being apart.

Shuhua loved your dominance. Ever since she met you and ever since she fell for your charm, she was amazed by your dominance not just in a sexual way but in a romantic way. She loved to be taken care of and take all the pleasure while someone was doing everything for her, and you were perfect for her. Especially the nicknames you would give her to tease her couldn’t turn her on more. You knew what she liked and you just knew how to make her feel good.

“Baby…” you whispered while slowly sliding your hands down her arm and then pulling her in a kiss again. This time, a little gentle one. Shuhua puts her arms behind your neck as she lets you devour her in this kiss. Your hands roamed her body like there was no tomorrow, your left arm sliding down her waist and hips to give a light squeeze on her ass. Shuhua let out a breathy moan in reaction and chuckled a little. “I’m certain you missed me as well.” she realized by your touchy hands. As you were kissing her neck, your lips chased down and kissed down her shoulder and collarbone. “More than you’ll ever know.” Confessing, you take off your jacket, exposing your sleeveless top.

Shuhua checks out your figure with her needy gaze as she kisses your neck. “What a needy Shu,” you teased while eyeing her heavy touching of your boobs. “So needy that you came here with no panties on.” These exposing words slip out of your mouth as they take Shuhua by surprise. Shuhua clings onto you and your neck like a baby. “I took them off before I came here, don't get greedy now.” She teased. In response, you slowly slide your leg higher in between her legs, just to make her impatient. She looks at you, her dark eyes filled with love and lust, she takes your right hand and slowly slides it against her upper thighs. “Y/nnn.” Whined Shuhua. And so, your hands found themselves sliding slowly to rub Shuhua’s clit, both of you releasing quiet but heavy moans.

“Please…” She begged you, holding your upper arm with her left hand and your hand that was in between her legs with the right. Looking at her with a teasingfull expression, you slowly start to kneel in front of her, keeping the same lustful gaze on her obedient eyes. Slowly, you start to kneel in front of Shuhua, still looking at her. Placing her right leg on your left shoulder to get a better view of her pretty pussy that was dripping wet just for you. You moved your eyes to her pussy and dag in.

Your tongue found its place on her clit as you rubbed her thighs slowly. Shuhua’s fingers tangled in your hair, messing your hairstyle a little but you didn’t mind. You kind of liked hair pulling. Her eyebrows furrowed as she rolled her eyes in a lustful pleasure. “God damn, how I missed you…” She breathed out as she confessed, your tongue dancing even more on her clit. “Missed that tongue of yours too.” She moaned louder as she rolled her head back and pulled your hair tighter as you ate her deeper into her skirt. She was so close to cumming and you knew it. But suddenly, you stopped.

While admiring her pussy, Shuhua’s right hand was still in your hair. She groaned in impatience, to not keep her waiting any longer you start pleasuring her again. “May I?” You ask while showing 2 of your fingers, middle finger and ring finger. Shuhua grins a little and nods in response, moving her palm against your scalp. You slowly insert two of your long fingers in, Shuhua releasing quiet moans as she enjoys every moment of it. Your moves were getting faster and faster as the tension got hotter and so Shuhua was getting closer. The loud songs behind the bathroom door were covered by Shuhua’s moans in the room as you fingered her on a constant beat. “Cum for me, baby…” Your fingers going faster and faster, you demanded. Shuhua releases her juices in pure pleasure on your fingers, her breaths hot and heavy.

Both of you stayed quiet for a minute, as Shuhua put her panties back on. You stood up and looked back at her, holding eye contact with Shuhua. As you two’s little intimate moment found its end, you were feeling relieved. You realized both of you actually needed each other and that break up was just for silly reasons. A rush of various emotions rushed through your and Shuhua’s head—love, sadness, desire, lust and confusion. In that very moment you took Shuhua by the waist and pulled her into a sincere kiss, the one that showed how much you actually loved, admired and needed her. The intimate moment you had just a couple of minutes ago was a way of showing love, not just thirst for lust.

Pulling away, Shuhua looks at you with a longing gaze.

"I don't want to keep pretending that I'm okay without you," She confessed, voice barely above a whisper. Your gaze softened, expression mirroring the vulnerability in her words. "I've missed you more than I can say," you admitted once more, your voice thick with emotion. In that moment, you both knew that they couldn't deny what they felt any longer, and so, you two made a silent agreement to give your relationship another chance. As you stepped out of the bathroom and walked back into the vibrant energy of the club, you took Shuhua’s hand and held it the whole time while walking back to your friends, bringing Shuhua with you.

“Y/N!! There you are—” Your friend spotted you but soon after stops her words, seeing your once called ex on your right. “Yall, we’re back together,” you confessed as all of your friends stared in shock. Turning to look at Shuhua, you kiss her cheek. A small blush creeped on her face on the sudden kiss. “Now if you will introduce us we are going dancing !!” You exclaimed while dragging your lover to the dance floor, Shuhua waving proudly to your friends in a goodbye. “I love your energy tonight.” Shuhua confesses as she starts vibing to the songs, as well as you. “And I love you.” You say.

Until this night ends, you and Shuhua danced to the songs in the club with a crowd full of people. Hypnotized by each other, you two were so happy you were back together. This whole night really was like a fantasy. A fantasy you two didn’t wanna escape from.

#asrmrxx #asra answers^^#LOVE YOU MOOTIE #mootie:3 #yall I love neviegf

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