#aspen 🗺️

[neochan]

it’s been far too long since i’ve gotten even remotely high and i think that needs to change sometimes soon :’) i’m thinking about stoner!nomin trying to get u to loosen up at some party, jeno pulling u into his lap while jaemin practically sandwiches you in between them, trying to get you to take a hit and relax a little with them, partially so you’ll be less jumpy at their wandering hands. i’m also thinking about that ra (?) renjun thing you wrote a while ago when we discussed this with him blackmailing u bc that was hot as fuck

oh. okay well since you want me to cry, i will go ahead and do that..seductive, manipulative, stoner!nomin. jeno pulling you on his lap and stuffing a blunt between your pretty lips with jaemin half a second behind in lighting it. “just inhale pretty girl, it’ll make you relax a little” their voices are low and soothing and right in your ear. you take a couple hits, with jaemin cooing at how pretty you are and how good you are at not coughing. and jeno is humming along, loving the feel of you squirming in his lap. soon enough the affect starts taking a hold, calming down your mind and filling your body with a buzz. jaemin and jeno start pulling and pushing, grabbing handfuls of your chest and hips. eyes darling and soft. they’re saying something but you can’t make it out, just enjoying the way jaemin rolls his tongue across your neck and jeno squeezes your thighs. it’s easy enough to get you off jenos lap and onto jaemins. jeno didn’t want you to leave his hold, but the other boy was being so whiny. but this now lets jeno see how fucked out and giggly you are. eyes half lidded and smile stuck to your lips. the blunt is discarded but he can smell it on you. god how he loved that smell and all it meant. “cmon jen, touch me” you giggle. and it takes all his willpower not to strip you down in front of jaemin and the rest of the partygoers. he nods “wanna get her upstairs jaem? seems to be a lot of eyes down here”

[neochan]

that is exactly where my brain was going with all of that, it was perfect sam chef’s kiss

you’re so out of it by the time they get you upstairs into some random room, a little giggly and just letting them lead you in whatever direction they want. you’re not typically one for hookups, you know that, they know that, but you certainly don’t care anymore when both of their hands are roaming every inch of your skin, pushing up your top and flipping your skirt up, exposing you entirely to them. they’re talking amongst themselves and you catch a few phrases like their friends being jealous and how much fun someone named donghyuck would have with you when you’re like this (i had to include him somehow i’m nothing but a whore for stoner hyuck) but you really don’t process much, just still in that fucked out, glazed over high, hand trailing between your thighs to try and get some sort of relief, panties soaked through. jeno notices, quickly moving your hand aside and chuckling when you just whine and tug his hand closer to your aching pussy.

“aw, pretty baby wants me to touch her cunt, hm? beg me real nice, sweetheart, then jaem and i will take care of you”

you’re not one for smoking weed, you’re not one for hookups and you certainly aren’t one for begging, but it seems all the rules were being broken tonight. & anyways, with the way jaemin was looking at you — like you were his muse — well, what were you supposed to do other than whine, “touch me jen. please, i’m so fucking wet right now, i- please, take care of me…” jaemin pipes up from behind you “what about me sweetheart? just gonna leave me out?” his arms envelop you from behind, large palms lifting your shirt and grabbing a handful of tits. “jaemin…i want you too, i just didn’t think-“ both him and jeno chuckle, “that’s okay baby you don’t need to think. how about you lie down and let me and jen take care of you? enjoy that high of yours” from under his breath you hear him mutter something about donghyuck wishing he could be there. but you weren’t paying attention. you just want to feel the same hands groping your chest, on your cunt. so you giddily climb onto the bed and watch as both boys take place on either side of you. big biceps flexing when they take their shirts off and slide against your body.

[neochan]

i’m glad ur enjoying 🤭🤭

a week or so after this whole ordeal, you find yourself at another one of these parties, a little more comfortable now that you knew jeno and jaemin (did you really? not exactly but it didn’t matter because they made you forget about that part anyways). you’re looking around for the two boys when you’re suddenly spun around, pressed into the chest of someone else. “so you’re the pretty girl that jaem and jeno were playing around with?” he coos and instinctively, you go to pull away from the stranger but his grip on you is too tight to allow that. “i’ll take you to them, come,” he murmurs and you follow him, believing his every word until you end up where you are now, some random bedroom, door locked and you trying to move past the man blocking your path to the doorway upon realizing that the two boys you knew weren’t there.

“c’mon, baby, don’t be like that. you should be fair and let me have some fun with you too,” he hums, taking a rather long hit of his blunt before gripping your chin and pressing his lips against yours. you practically have no choice but to inhale and he smirks against your lips, his free hand wanting your body, slipping under your top to grope at your tits or under your skirt to toy with your pussy through your panties, already feeling the wet spot start to form. he’s somehow convinced you (or forced you) to take a couple more hits and your resolve melts away with every hit until you’re back to the giggly, dazed high and his friends were right, hyuck does think you look so fucking cute like this.

“good girl, nice and relaxed, pretty pussy all wet for me, hm?” he whispers against your neck as he pins you against the door, one hand back to teasing your clothed cunt while the other works on his belt. “gonna have so much fun with you”.

okay pause you have to write it now. like actually i’m not saying a damn word bc you’re going to have to write this or maybe…..a collab fic (if u hate the idea pls tell me , let me know if i’m being so delusional rn) but dude. hyuck and .. im giggling and kicking my feet lord have mercy i actually squealed “i know where they are i’ll take you too them” OH HES SO MANIPULATIVE ITS FUNNY

[neochan]

sam ur gonna kill me one of these days holy fuck

but also renjun making your boyfriend watch as he fucks you stupid on his cock and he’s holding your face so that your gaze stays on your boyfriend and makes you admit how much better he is than your boyfriend and calls you all sorts of names that you just dumbly nod along to while he turns your brain into mush every time he hits that sweet spot inside of you <3

[part two to this]

his voice is gruff with exertion, "say you love it when i fuck you."

renjuns hips grind into you, each thrust sharp and punctuated, "i- love it, fuck jun, it's - oh my -"

he squeezes your jaw so hard you think there may be bruises tomorrow - not like it would be the first time. "don't tell me. tell him."

he guides your head so that you were looking at your poor boyfriend gingerly sitting on the side of the bed. the look in his eyes as he watches renjun fuck into your soaked cunt is almost enough to break you - but renjun beats him to it by hitting your sweet spot so perfectly you arch back against him.

you're panting, barely able to comprehend a single word, "it's really - i love it when he f-fucks me."

renjun's other hand roughly pinches a nipple, "tell him watcha really think sweetheart." his voice lowers to a growl, "why don't you let him know who does it best."

your boyfriend, mark, just watches defeatedly, yet the bulge in his pants could have been seen from a mile away, as if watching another man fuck his girlfriend dumb, mascara running down her face, got him off

"god, he fucks so much better than you. i'm sorry -"

a harsh hand taps your cheek, "don't be sorry baby. why are you sorry? you're just a needly slut that loves cock huh? yeah, oh angel, i know it feels good."

"n-not sorry. god he just fucks me so good, mark, i-" he flinches at his name and shifts uncomfortably. "b-better than you."

no, you were right. you weren't sorry. not when you were all but crying on renjuns cock.

"mark, you need to fuck her better. then she wouldn't be acting like this with me. isn't that right angel?" his tone turns mocking, "oh baby, are you really that deprived?"

you dumbly nod your head, never breaking eye contact with mark. his hand has shifted though - instead of clutching the sheets so tight his knuckles were burning, his heavy hand now sat on the front of his pants - right overtop his aching cock.

renjuns voice is steady when he drops his pace so that he was languidly hitting your sweet spot. you hated when he did this. it made the desperation kick in - the overwhelming need for him to just push you down into the mattress and fuck you. "you ever cum in her mark?" the dark haired boy shakes his head and renjun hums, turning his focus back to you, "so you let me do something you won't even let your boyfriend do. oh baby, what a fucking pathetic whore you are."

his hand is steady on your jaw, keeping you in place so that you were forced to look mark in the eyes, "wanna get knocked up by me. not him, me."

too focused on renjuns cock, you don't register the words, just keep nodding your head and agreeing.

"'course you do sweetheart." renjun's eyes flick over to marks, "if you're wondering, she takes my cum so fucking well, ain't that right princess?"

again, you're just nodding along while feeling the euphoric band in your stomach twist tighter and tighter.

"ah, let's show him, shall we?" one of his hands dips past your waist to rub at your clit, "beg for it and i'll give it to you."

[neochan]

hi hello i know this is my third ask to u but i just saw u and an anon talking about mean renjun and abusing power so now i have a Thought.

manipulative bf!hyuck who always put his pleasure first and makes you get him off first before he even touches you but also gropes you in the most obvious way in the most public places just to humiliate you and show everyone there that you’ll take what he gives you no matter what and you will because he always makes you feel so good. through him though, you meet renjun who seems sweet and kind, comforting you when hyuck pushes things too far or you just don’t feel your best and he seems like the opposite of hyuck but that’s just a facade. he’s just as manipulative as hyuck, if not worse, just using his kindness to get you to leave your boyfriend and get with him, convincing you that you deserve better, you deserve him. but it just basically turns into the same thing except this time, it’s less obvious. renjun’s so manipulative, claiming that he’s just so stressed and your pretty cunt would make him feel so much better and pouts when you initially tell him that you’re not feeling great but you definitely don’t want him being upset and who cares if you weren’t exactly feeling up to it before, the thought of pleasing him is enough to get you worked up. on top of that, he buys you short shirts that barely hold your tits in and skirts that he can push up anytime to touch you and you wear them all the time because he thinks you look pretty in them and that’s all that matters. he knows you love him and trust him and he’ll take full advantage of that. — aspen :p

more manipulative!hyuck who spreads your legs even when you’re fast asleep in his bed! playing with your clit just enough to get you wet and ready for him. he doesn’t care if you wake up, or finish, or even know that he’s using your body. using it for his pleasure and his pleasure only!! and when you wake up sticky and sore, with loads of cum emptied into your cunt, all he’ll do is laugh and say “you were wet for me baby! how could i resist my darlings needs!”

you don’t know who to go to other than your mutual friend renjun who’ll cuddle you and make you forget about hyuck. renjun is sweet and loving and gentle. like you said, he’ll rant and rave abt how you deserve better — you deserve him. and after weeks, months, almost a year, you decide to do it; you decide to leave haechan.

but as soon as he’s got you, he’ll never let you go. he’s mean, meaner that hyuck was. pressing you up against alley walls where anyone can see bc he wants to grope what’s his. forcing you to send pics and videos to hyuck as punishment >:( flaunting you around like the bimbo, sex symbol you are. bullying his cock into you every chance he can get bc you’re his and you love him and he’ll take advantage of you, of this, of what hyuck lost.

[neochan]

my days been okay hehe lots of packing since i’m moving out of my uni dorm tomorrow!!

unfortunately, i don’t write about chenle </3 but!! i can do renjun any day!! i am still so stuck on your taboo!renjun thought where he blackmails you and i have been thinking about it since the day you wrote it. he seems so sweet when you first meet him, offering help with schoolwork or even just personal things but it’s all just a facade to get you to lower your guard around him. then he hears a rumour that you’ve been buying drugs off of someone else and that’s when he seizes his opportunity. he thinks that letting him wreck your little cunt and use you like a personal fucktoy whenever he wants is a small price for you to pay so he keeps his mouth <3

"...what?"

"you heard me." he smirks and leans against the doorframe, crossing his arms over his broad chest, "i know you use your daddies money to buy coke."

"you're out of your mind." no way could this secret have gotten out. he must have bribed someone for the information, or maybe there was a rumor floating around - either way, as your ra, renjun had the power to tell higher ups and get you kicked out of college, or even worse, put in prison.

his eyebrows shoot up, "am i?" stalking towards you, he presses into your body until you're stumbling back against the wall, "cause i'd bet you'd fail a test right now."

"n-no." you stutter, shrinking further into the plaster.

one of his fingers taps the underside of your jaw, forcing you to lift your face up to his.

"wanna find out?"

alarm and panic flood you. this couldn't be happening. you couldn't afford the repercussions of your insatiable party habit.

"no p-please! i'll do anything. just don't tell, okay?"

he ponders that for a second, another sickening smirk curling on his lips, "anything?"

you nod your head rapidly. what could he want? money? the same drugs you were using? a date? whatever if was, you'd do it.

his voice comes out silky smooth, taunting and purring, "let me fuck you." the finger pressing your jaw upwards jams harder, "let me use you as my personal fucktoy."

you gulp. what in the world. why - why did he want that? you rarely knew each other! he lived on the end of the hall by himself, was always in the library, and had no friends! you were popular, you had a boyfriend, a good group of friends that always wanted to hang out. was this some sick and twisted fantasy he had? the lonely ra fucking the popular girl.

"you want to-"

"- fuck you. yes sweetheart, keep up." the hesitation is plain on your face and renjun isn't unaware, "i could always tell..." he trails off.

"no! it's... yes, that's fine.. you can...we can do that"

his breath fans over your face when he leans in close, "do what? say it. say you want my cock."

your stomach lurches. he was as intoxicating as the powder tucked between your mattress and box spring - a part of you hates that. you had a boyfriend. but if you had to do what you had to do, might as well enjoy it right?

he might have been a loser but he wasn't ugly.

"i - i want you to fuck me." you gulp, and with shaky hands, press a palm to the flat of his stomach. it was rock solid underneath your touch, "i need you to fuck me. use me, abuse me, breed me. i don't care, i - i want it renjun."

he throws his head back in exhilaration and exclaims greedily, "that's more like it princess. goddd, i'm gonna ruin you!"

[neochan]

ok ok i can work with that… perv bf!hyuck <333

he’s always taking pictures up your skirt when you’re wearing them, takes pictures of you while you change and steals your panties to jerk off to his little photo album, his hands roaming dangerously close to certain areas in public because he likes the thrill of someone catching him playing with you. he has an incredibly high sex drive and gets so easily turned on by things you do, even if it’s something small like putting your hair up. sometimes it takes a little convincing and touching to get you worked up but in the end, you both want it and that’s all that matters to him. it starts with light touching and kissing up your neck, especially while you’re studying and not giving him attention, and next thing you know, his hand’s down your panties while you half heartedly (read as not at all) try to push him away to get back to the task at hand.

“c’mon, pretty, your pussy’s soaking. it wouldn’t be like that if you didn’t want me too,” and he’s all pouty and sucking a hickey into your neck that’s when you always give in because he’s right after all. — aspen

okay i'm sorry for answering this three days later but. . .

perv!hyuck who keeps an album full of printed pictures that show off the lacy underwear up your skirt - and he keeps it on his desk, silently hoping that one of the boys will come across it one day. perv!hyuck who doesn't care if the boys watch his hands grope you in public. perv!hyuck who gets so hard when you tell him to fuck off, you're not in the mood, yet he shoves his hands between your legs and he can feel that you want it. he can feel that you're lying. and anyways, you're his gf, you should be begging for him, right? panty stealer perv!hyuck. perv!hyuck who stuffs your used panties between your lips after he ties you up, edging you until your begging him to stop through a mouthful of lace.

"wouldn't it be a shame if renjun or jaem walked in here right now? how pathetic it would be to see you tied up like this? they'd laugh at you, you know? shit i should be laughing. you're at the hands of my mercy and all you can say is 'please'. pathetic."

but ofc he's all talk until you decide to put him in his place ;-;

[neochan]

funny u mention that bc on my list of wips is a perv dreamies thing but there are so many perv dreamies thoughts floating around in my brain so if u ever need to let out ur thoughts, i am a willing recipient of those thoughts (i have been… better but i’m kinda sorta surviving 😋)

i want to do a mini series where it's just perv thoughts from the dreamies pov, but it'll never see the light of day because i have so many other projects. like just imagine jaemin being so psycho in love w you and sending you roses upon roses anonymously but what you don't know is that each one has a little camera in the center so he can watch the way you touch yourself at night. and it starts like that but then it ends up with him following you home and taking pictures under your skirt and maybe watching through your window. and when he gets brave enough, sneaking into your house when your parents are gone for the night to watch in person.

[neochan]

jaehyun abs make my brain go brrr, i’ve been thinking about it all day 🫠🫠 — aspen

i saw those pics and gasped oh how i wanna play football with him on a hot summer day :( maybe on the sand of some beach, the cool water up to your ankles. laughing when he slips and goes crashing down with the waves. and then for him to drag you out into the deep part, toned arms holding you close to his chest. you can feel every line, every rigid muscle against your body. it’s making you grow warmer than the water. and when he pulls you in for a kiss it’s all smiles and love and saltwater!

[neochan]

i am a strong believer in the jaehyun is a romantic agenda and he adores little intimate moments like playing in the water and pulling you in for sweet kisses :( i am so down bad for this man — aspen (also i adore the little map emoji you’ve picked for me!! 🥺)

jaehyun romantic agenda > anything else . it’s so obvious this man wants to be so sweet and gentle with his partner! imagine him dancing in the rain w you or pressing hot coco kisses against your lips while flurries of powdery snow collect in your hair oh and jaehyun proposing :(

[neochan]

renhyuck is one of my fav pairings i swear the size difference, the dynamics, so much could happen and i love it <3 (ur making me wanna write a renhyuck 3some now grr) — aspen

i’ve only written one renhyuck 3some and i deleted it and now it’s gone forever but omg i remember it was so good and now i wanna cry!

but renhyuck is a pairing that isn’t talked about enough and if anyone wants to send me asks about them, i’d love to indulge

[neochan]

being high is such good inspiration for everything omg i just have 0 weed at the current moment </3 but i am heavily thinking abt the dreamies rn like i need hyuck SO bad — aspen

manifesting you to get weed and smoke up! but yes hyuck being so needy he cums from eating you out and humping the bed <330

[neochan]

hello my lovely sam <33 i hope ur having an amazing day mwah mwah

hello my beloved aspen <3 i hope yours is better hehe. care to ttm abt renjun n chenle?

[neochan]

i smoked for the first time very recently and i wanna do it again bc my brain came up with so much during that time and i’m almost upset that it doesn’t happen when i’m not high </3 — aspen

i definitely recommend it! i feel so blissed out right now <3 thinking very much about hyuckie n mark n jaem

[neochan]

this is so late </3 but congrats on ur milestone my lovely sam mwah mwah!! sending u all of the love in the world <3

thank you love <3 i hope you're feeling better. . . imy!!

[neochan]

i didn’t post it 😭😭 it’s just been sitting in my drafts ever since i wrote it </3

i’m okay! i have exams coming up and am slightly losing my mind but am somehow getting through :’) — aspen

you should post it bae 🫶🏻 so i can hype it up! and i definitely understand. i have an exam tmrw that will determine if i pass or fail this course and i work the rest of the day :/ hopefully we’ll make it through with good(ish) grades