#asmr journaling

[erial-c]

to the redacted lore nerds : does anyone else keep a notebook about the lore + general info about races+magic like they're fucking stanford pines with the journals or what

[aimedis]

redacted characters as things in my journal 🎀

relatively big tw - there's like vague to explicit mentions of su!cid3 and heavily implied mental self-esteem struggles in this one (i'm alright at the moment, promise) so if that's triggering to you, don't read. this is kinda heavy and maybe disturbing to read to some people i think.

i decided to do this because i though it was kinda fun and cool to like analyse my stuff and the characters a little bit. sorry if this offends anyone ig? idk 😭 i'll be back with the more lighthearted stuff in a couple days okay let's go ->

darlin: "my feelings aren't in my control most of the time. i don't know why i feel this way."

angel before they broke up with micheal: "i think is funny (but i also feel bad) that he's always talking about "getting married" and "forever" when i have a break up letter sitting in my notes."

freelancer: lyrics to "making the bed - olivia rodirgo"

darlin: "i don't wanna talk about him anymore."

damien: "i just want my mom. and i wish i could go up to her just bawling my fucking eyes out like i'm five-years-old without feeling like a fucking failure but i can't... i've survived long enough and i can do it some more."

darlin before sam: "and a part of me will always miss what once was or could have been. but i know they will never be long term, permanent, or reality. i wasn't created to have a happy ending... but i'm okay with this. it makes it easier to slip away and disappear."

cutie: i don't know what so say really. i just feel empty and alone often. i feel out of place. i feel like everything i do is humiliating or straight up wrong. i don't know what's wrong with me."

gavin: "try as i might, i still feel like i am not in my body. living vicariously... through myself?"

baabe: "i should know. my dad didn't want me enough to stay."

lasko: "man what a fucking baby. stop crying over shit that hasn't even happened."

damien before huxley: "i wish i was dead. do you think if [mom] knew she'd wish that too?" (knew that he was gay)

lovely: lyrics to "strangers - ethel cain"

darlin: "i hope it's not my fault when it's all over. i want one thing to not be my fault. but it probably will be."

angel: "why am i crying. again. over and over and over again. it's all i ever do. cry about this or cry about that."

milo post-inversion: "this hurts a lot more than i thought. the thought of feeling like this forever? it sucks."

freelancer: "fucking kill me. i can't breathe."

sam: "is it wrong to think i don't deserve this or that it's not my fault?"

lasko: "it feels like i'm always apologizing."

david: "it really hurts when i need to talk to [him] so bad but i can't."

huxley post-inversion/xavier's death: "is it just always going to feel like this? holy shit this hurts."

damien: "i'm sorry, mom, i'm sorry."

vincent: "the real me? i don't know who that is anymore."

angel: "one more or one less, nobody's worried. my tummy hurts."

darlin before sam: "i don't plan on feeling like this again. i don't plan on "being in love" ever again. as if i know what that feels like... it makes me feel like shit all the time."

cutie: "after this, i'll go back to being alone. like god intended."

asset: "it's kind of sad how i don't even feel like a person sometimes."

lovely: "every so often it hurts so much i think it's gonna rip me apart from the inside."

asher post-inversion: "and it's like, sometimes it straight up feels like i'm gonna die in that moment."

sweetheart: "my greatest sin to men was being a child."

damien: lyrics to "forwards beckon rebound - adrianne lenker"

[chaosdetector]

Click for good quality

'' Can I have your number? ''

Asher x Baaaabe WIP

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I had to fight against every fiber in my body to make Asher the goofy-smiley-BEEFCAKE I knew he deserved to be, and I am so glad I did.

And you just KNOW the moment I heard Baabe used to be a stressed mess I HAD to do something abt it!!!

Literally Asher -> ૮꒰ •ˊᗜˋ• ꒱ა

Ugh. I love them.

☆ミ

[stimperfect]

source ★

[Image ID: Someone is decorating a bullet journal for what appears to be a series of travels they've done. They put down cutesy anime-style stickers with different landmarks for different locations (Japan and London are named). Sections are created to write about each area with a black pen making swoops and dots while an orange highlighter creates borders and lines. The two-page spread is very straight and neatly-created. End ID.]

[jwinsorart]

Thought I'd try an ASMR version of a plan with me. I needed to speed up the writing sections so that audio doesn't exactly match but I still think it sounds cool. Except I had an air purifier on in the background and the mic picked it up. I thought it was far enough away. ASMR is hard!

📜 Hobonichi cousin planner

Stickers by @designingliefdedgtl on Etsy

[sarahmontour]

ASMR Mini Journal with Me: Carnival Theme 🎟️🎡🎠

What’s your favorite thing to do at the carnival? Let me know in the comments 😊

[bandwagoningstims]

.･ﾟﾟ･°˖✧ please dni if nsfw/kink, dd/lg, map, radfem, or transmed ✧˖°･ﾟﾟ･.

✧ video by daily_o.ha ✧

[smilinlemon]

Darlin headcanons

· Secret theatre kid

-> Stage/deck Crew

· took up boxing when they moved to Dahlia

-> a form of stress releif

· knows how to cook very well Just doesnt

-> does enjoy cooking with Sam

· took up smoking in their teen years

-> has since quit

· Enjoys White noise of any kind

-> Cant be alone with their thoughts

· the middle child of the family

· Wears some scars as a badge of honor

-> others they're ashamed of, refusing to discuss the background of them

· Occasionally gets nightmares

-> of Inverson and Quinn

· has a thing for accents

· can play the guitar and piano

-> only usually plays for sam

· finds it hard to accept compliments

· hesitant to attend therapy but not against it

· has a social media but rarely posts on it

· does a daily Workout routine

[artwitchnikki]

Some watercolor textures to cleanse your palate. I love to create these in a meditative state as a background for some ephemera.

[doctor-weird8]

Some treasures of my gallery.

[sweetheartstims]

☆⋆° please dni if nsfw/kink, dd/lg, map, radfem, or transmed ｡𖦹★

𖦹 video by noteswithlu 𖦹

music : simple. by coldbrew

[remyaaay-blog]

#JOURNAL ENTRY #9 : Retro Theme #shorts #scrapbooking #fyp #asmr

[cassidycasablanca]

randy posting to his youtube

[jwinsorart]

A little ASMR plan with me for this week. Ready for whatever comes.

📜 Hobonichi Cousin planner

Stickers by sugarmint.co

[black-salt-cage]

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