#ask mandz

[mandyvcandy]

oh my god nevermind i just saw your post so sorry to bother that fic is my everything i think about it literally constantly ive never seen anybody who also knows it -🪻

bestie that thing jump started my old R+M art account so i get chu, i dont know what it is with me and rare pairs but I always end up finding really, really good fanfics of them and drawing for them. PrimeEvil being a prime example. It was probably set in stone for me idk.

Speaking of EFE, don't worry frienny, there's gonna be moreeee arrrrt, specifically I'm actually making a comic page with a scene from chapter six 😺✨😸✨

I really don't blame you for feeling alotta passionate feelings about that fic, it honestly still has a choke hold on me till this day (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) ⁠♡♡♡ aaa my art revolves around that amazing work now

[bidisasterevankinard]

Inspiration Saturday

tagged by my beloved @daffi-990 more from enemies to lovers au I really recommend to put the song on

He takes the guitar, starts the recording of the instruments he made before, and pours his heart into the lyrics, making sure he sings it all, keeping the contact of his blue eyes with deep brown, tracking any change in Eddie's face.

I'm just the boy inside the man, not exactly who you think I am

Trying to trace my steps back here again, so many times

I'm just a speck inside your head, you came and made me who I am

I remember where it all began, so clearly

The first part is ending and Eddie smiles at him with big eyes being so bright and literally glowing, and Buck gets more confident to continue. He hopes it means Eddie sees him. Sees him in his way to try to open his heart for Eddie.

I feel a million miles away, still you connect me in your way

And you create in me, something I would've never seen

When I can only see the floor, you made my window a door

So when they say they don't believe, I hope that they see you and me

After all the lights go down, I'm just the words you are the sound

A strange type of chemistry, how you've become a part of me

And when I sit alone at night, your thoughts burn through me like a fire

You're the only one who knows, who I really am

The familiar weight of guitar in his hands and soothing in its simplicity and familiarity movements on the strings, calm him even more as he continues to look at Eddie and smile with his eyes. He feels as if he plays on the strings of his own heart, soothing it to the rhythm of the song from the mad rhythm that it has been performing since the moment Buck messaged Eddie asking him to come to him.

We all wanna be somebody, we just need a taste of who we are

We all wanna be somebody, we're willing to go but not that far

He really loves this part because it shows the real him. Real Buck no one can see. The boy who just wants to be found and know who he is and be loved.

With Eddie he feels it all. 

And we're all see through, just like glass

And we can shatter just as fast

That light's been burned out for a while, I still see it every time I pass

It was lost in the coldness of my mind, behind a box of reasons why

I never doubted it was there, just took a little time to find

And even when

Eddie bites his lip after this part, but he still has light in his eyes and Buck lets him go deeper into his mind to analyze what this song means for him. About who he sings.

I feel a million miles away, still you connect me in your way

And you create in me, something I would've never seen

When I can only see the floor, you made my window a door

So when they say they don't believe I hope that they see you and me

After all the lights go down, I'm just the words you are the sound

A strange type of chemistry, and you've become a part of me

And when I sit alone at night, your thoughts burn through me like a fire

You're the only one who knows, who I really am

His most favorite part. Part where he talks about how important Eddie is for him. Eddie showed him so much about himself even before they were friends but after he let Buck see he can be real without fear.

Eddie is a part of Buck, one of the best parts and he loves it.

Eddie still bites his lip,and even for a second drops his eyes from him, but Buck just is not reading into it as he needs to look at his hands for a second anyway.

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[tsubki]

stuffies, soft kisses

だれ: @leyhiどうした: soft asks // not accepting.

Stuffies: How did you meet your best friend?

.･ﾟ* ー Kim Jennie pojawiła się nagle. Chciałam dostać się do YG na pozycję aktorki, ale nie przyjęli mnie. Powiedzieli, że brakuje mi warsztatu, a później usłyszałam wiele nieprzyjemnych słów. Trochę się podłamałam, a Ona niczym rycerz w lśniącej zbroi podała mi chusteczkę, żebym wytarła łzy i zaprosiła mnie na ciastko. Można powiedzieć, że to była miłość od pierwszego wejrzenia! ㅋㅋ

Soft Kisses: Describe your OTP

.･ﾟ* ー Dawno chyba nie mówiłam o Naruto, więc... Shikamaru i Temari. Nie trzeba widzieć, że się całują. Nie mieli aż tylu momentów. Ich relacja w czasie się zmieniała i nie było pewne, że skończą razem. Taki ship kocham. Tym bardziej, że przeszli z wrogów, w kompanów, przyjaciół i na sam koniec małżeństwo. Ich współpraca zawsze mnie zachwyca i dziękuję anime za więcej momentów niż w mandze i oczywiście dzięki cudownej serii Sekretnych Historii, w których jest ta o Shikamaru, moje OTP zaistniało na dobre. 

[solitudestrength]

I'm sorry i can't get you all to understand, for i can't fathom what this pit is myself too; all i know is that i'm hurting, so terribly it's as if i haven't felt such a pain in so long. Him, i know you might think is not worth all these tears, this destruction, but i can't deny myself of the fact for how much i love him. The toughest love till date yet the one i'm still clinging on, fighting for. You might ask me why? And i won't be able to answer directly. It's just a feeling, so strong down deep. I've given my all i don't know how much of me is left, and i dont know how nuch more is needed of me. Each day i tell myself love shouldn't have to be striven for that hard, but each day my weak heart tells me hang in there, this is who you wanted, so much for so long. I convince myself it's worth it. But it's cutting me so deep. Thankful i am for the ones who've been surrounding me, taking time off to be with me, comfort me and make me laugh, to take my mind off it. But when it's just me, in the darkness and solitude of the four walls, it hits and here i am, still empty. The void that can only be filled by the one who is pushing me away. Mandz why put yourself in this position? You love too much, but why can't we? Why can't we just love without restrain?