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#as the plot unfolded she became unexpectedly aligned with a god that didn't make sense to Be A Paladin Of per se
blujayonthewing · 2 months
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in other news, aubree does not know it yet but she is now a level one paladin and I have all of the feelings about it
#I literally can't verbally talk about it too much I get choked up#what if your desire to offer kindness and peace and justice and mercy to anyone you can was so powerful it manifested as divine magic!!#what then!!!#what if you resolved so strongly to become a better person just to be worthy of the responsibility to do right by others!#what if you felt-- for the first time-- the real weight of the responsibility of doing real and meaningful good in a complicated world#and took up that weight in bith hands without question! without hesitation! with no fear except that you might not be worthy of it!!#what then!!!!#😭#when I BUILT her I knew she was lowkey paladin flavored but#as the plot unfolded she became unexpectedly aligned with a god that didn't make sense to Be A Paladin Of per se#and then the cavalier subclass was released and gave her a lot of the protective flavor I wanted and I was satisfied#but this story has put her through so many transformative experiences that have expanded her worldview and recontextualized her own values#that now she's a warrior of light SOLELY on the strength of her own convictions! because she believes SO STRONGLY in doing the right thing#at any cost-- because doing meaningful good is so much more complicated than she ever realized but it's NEVER been more important#shit-kicker asshole bar brawling fighter blazes with holy light out of her own overwhelming desire to reach out her hands to heal#I fucking cry. I cryyyy I love her so MUCH#my OCs#aubree
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