#as the homicidal demon-posessed witch my family believed her to be. sick as hell.
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My therapist often says "we cannot control our emotions, we can only control blah blah blah" ok Jennifer maybe YOU can't. I have decades of practice and am very refined at it.
#nobody in my family told me one of my aunts is dying#i received the news via Facebook message from a cousin who lives states away.#he said she is 'choosing to stop dialysis' so this has been an ongoing thing.#the only reason i maintained contact with my brother is because i THOUGHT he would keep me appraised of major events.#but.#the last funeral i went to was a mistake.#i. cant go to this one.#so i guess i might as well not care.#always felt bad for her. the family bullied her something awful. she was a sweet lady#havent spoken in years. too sympathetic to her torturers. couldnt be trusted enough to reach out.#in another universe in another life. in a normal family. we'd have been friends i think#but we didnt have any of that we had trauma and abuse and mental illness.#anyways.#much easier to think that way when its too late.#impossible to reach out when they're alive.#its just a shame is all. but i will remember her fondly#as the homicidal demon-posessed witch my family believed her to be. sick as hell.
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