#as opposed to. i was Just Sitting Here but technically not in cryostasis
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i have to take ANOTHER shower? goddammit. didn't i just do this?
#it's been three days? WHAT IS EVEN THE POINT OF ANYTHING#<-i love depressive episodes#at least this time i'm gross because i went outside and walked around and it was warm and i got sweaty#as opposed to. i was Just Sitting Here but technically not in cryostasis#i am seeing a throughline...the need to feel that my actions affect things & i'm not just completely divorced from the world & my own body#but in order for that to be true i have to act. which is hard.#utter fucking bullshit in my humble opinion!!#<-my tag for how much showering sucks. among other things that have to happen over and over forever. and for what.#so i can do them again tomorrow? no thanks!!
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