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silverselfshippingchaos · 2 months

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as of late, i just haven't been able to get the thought that my f/os would never love someone like me out of my head. maybe they'd want someone else? prettier, funnier, smarter, all of that. i'm just scared that they wouldn't like me as much as i like them, you know?

#negative #sorry adsjkfnafkj you know what they say about not trusting your emotions after 9pm after all #i think a lot of it is that i recently had some stuff done (byebye to my wisdom teeth!) and recovering is.. really really hard #it hurts a lot and i'm trying to act like it's nothing but it's seriously exhausting #and also the medicine has been messing with my emotions. i'm constantly so emotional #and i dont think that's reflecting well on my self-esteem #i wouldn't blame my f/os for wanting someone else #i just don't feel like enough sometimes and i know it's a stupid thing to say but fucking hell it's just so hard #sorry about this ajkfdnjakfn i'll delete this in a bit #i'm okay i promise #back to your regularly scheduled ash soon #as far as cool girls go i am. far from girlfriend material LMAAOO

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