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as if it was never there at all.
#undertale#deltarune#utdr#gaster#ok little bit of rambling bc ive been catching up on a LOT of deltarune stuff#something something guy(s) who cant be perceived without also ceasing to exist#i had the thought yesterday that. gaster is sort of the anti-chara in a way. if you say his name he ‘disappears’#the game crashes or resets etc. literally the opposite of invoking chara lol#plus how chara is so associated with deletion of worlds. and here gaster is wanting to create new ones#creating new worlds. creating a vessel for the player. creating connections#and its so much more sad when you think about how deltarune is like. fundamentally his attempt to connect with the player#he can maintain a connection with us. but we can’t see him. or show him his own name. or acknowledge his identity in any way#or else that connection will be severed. or he’ll disappear. or he’ll cease to have ever existed#mystery man goes away the moment you interact. egg man was never there but he gave you an Egg#etc etc#the white egg noelle was given in her game makes me think about this too because#that egg remained there the whole time she was afraid of it. it couldnt be thrown away. it wouldnt hatch. it was just There#and then when she comes back later and decides to take care of it like any of her other pets. THEN it disappears#’_____ left home due to happiness.’#how do you form real lasting connections when the connection itself makes you disappear
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zane julien you will always be special to me
#apologies to my starcanwreckedpulp followers for the ninjagoposting#I promise I am working on both pulp musicals and hatchetfield projects I just. needed to doodle a previous blorbo#saw one (1) ninjago post on my dash yesterday evening and it spiralled into reading a 90k fic featuring him#whilst drawing this I had some. realisations with regards to patterns of my favourite characters over the years. I may create a chart#anyways. the nindroid of all time#zane julien#ninjago#lego ninjago#zane ninjago#my art
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I've been bunny-fying a lot lately so to balance it out heres a non-bunny mac
#clemart#ttcc#toontown corporate clash#mac opsys#im not posting all of them here but after that shadow drawing i bunnyfied 4 of my buddies ocs. well one was already a bunny#so i just made him lop but thats whatever#my friend told me to draw mac as a bat and here we are#its kinda cute. rabbit is better though. they really hit the nail on the head making him and winn a rabbit and mouse#its just so fitting#i almost said 'i need to create actual art pieces' but these are. i guess. theyre all kind of colored doodles to me ive been playing around#with a brush so ive been churning stuff out between today and yesterday
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eeeyyyy, got bored and tried to draw you from memory.
how good is my memmory?
#goldfish equivalent /j#Love this one too lol hes so shapely#as neat as these types of asks are they are SO HARDDD to create a response for cause i dont want him to be a total asshole about it#because that'd suck and im not THAT THAT evil#anyways we're (kinda) back in it#i finished this yesterday but didnt have dialogue written yet lol#man this ask is oooollld#sorry i took so damn long with doing the askbox again :-P#if this one seems off then its the dialogue idk what whats up with it but i was struggling cause something was weird but no clue what.#Maybe its just been too long since i did the last one so im thrown off idk.#spamton#[you've got mail!]#spamton g spamton#deltarune#deltarune spamton#deltarune chapter 2#spamton fanart#wtf Bu actually does the askbox for once?? outrageous.
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Cellbit who places flowers by his sons empty bed and wonders why he works for the federation if he can’t use it to his advantage, if all he does is end up alone. Who could barely handle when him and Roier were fighting, who was so grateful when Foolish would stick around to build for him when he was making himself public enemy to gain favor with the feds. Who pleads with Forever, who is so very clearly out of his mind, begging him not to leave him alone, not like this, not now of all times.
Cellbit who is keeping himself as calm and as balanced as he can, because he knows what it’s like to lose yourself, and he knows how isolating it can be. Who’s there for every one of the islanders even if it’s spreading him far too thin, backpack bursting with notes and photos and evidence with all the problems he’s relied on to help solve. Who’s building the Order to make sure that no matter where their allegiances lay, no one on the island will have to deal with the federation on their own. So they’ll have a place they can come together and rely on each other.
Cellbit who just doesn’t want to end up alone. Not again. Not anymore.
#today and yesterday is a combo that has knocked me the fuck out man#placing that flower at Richas bedside song of healing in the bg as he’s like why must i always end up alone where is my son#his voice cracking as he begs and pleads with forever to get through to him desperate because he can’t just leave him alone. not now of#all times. not with the stakes so high#who likes when people stay around him while he’s building. who seeks out interactions. who purposefully seeks#to create community between them#also the egg bears worth mentioning too like. finding that room and an egg who was abandoned and died alone#always remembering it. fuck man#I’m just. I’m so fucking upset dude#sorry guys I’m mentally ill abt him and etoiles and I won’t shut up about them <3#mcyt#qsmp#Cellbit#q!cellbit#z speaks
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meet mayu ☆彡
#i haven't posted milo in so long i'm losing hearing in my left eye#just realised i posted him yesterday...withdrawal symptoms are real#mayu kawasaki#the sims 4#ts4#alpha cc#singulariitysims#sims 4 gameplay#sims community#alphacc#sims 4 creator#aesthetic sims#my ocs <3#oc#queer#create a sim#female cc#simblr#ts4 cas
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alright, i am here! i'm super tired from everything surrounding the surprise party i threw for my partner . . . bUT GOD, THE EXHAUSTION IS SO WORTH IT! 🥹 the party was last night, and he was so shocked. i've never seen my partner like shocked-shocked before?? he is usually pretty unflappable. but when he walked up the stairs and saw everyone and they shouted "surprise" HE JUST LOOKED SO HECKIN PRECIOUS? he was shocked and confused and so excited. he just went "hi" very quietly 😂 to everyone?? then turned to me with the widest eyes, like he literally couldn't believe any of it. he had a great time! 🥹
#;; it was so sweet like he was so ecstatic and he had a great time!! and my heart was just so happy to see him happy 🥹#;; THERE WERE OVER 30 PEOPLE THERE FJKJF AND HE WENT TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON AND TOLD THEM HE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT#;; bc i literally put together fake invites and sent them out to all our shared group chats WHILE ORGANIZING BEHIND IT ALL TO INVITE OUR#;; FRIENDS TO THE *REAL* PARTY. I'VE BEEN PLANNING THIS FAKE BDAY FOR WEEKS WITH HIM! WHILE PLANNING THE REAL PARTY#;; EARLIER YESTERDAY LIKE AN HOUR BEFORE HIS SURPRISE PARTY WE SAT ON A BAR PATIO CREATING A PLAYLIST TOGETHER FOR THE FAKE PARTY#;; **WHICH I USED AT THE REAL PARTY** HEHE! HE LITERALLY HAD NO CLUE! and he told everyone he was amazed by me AHHHH😭😭😭😭#;; HE COULDN'T STOP COMING OVER AND THANKING ME 🥹 AND I JUST !!! OFC I WANNA GIVE U THE WORLD BB 😭😭😭#;; AND NOW IVE BEEN ASKED BY ONE OF MY FRIENDS TO PLAN HIS FIANCEE'S (ALSO MY FRIEND) SURPRISE BIRTHDAY IN A COUPLE YEARS JFKDLAF#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.
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screaming into the void <3
#my best friends boyfriend (who i’ve also been friends with for years) is just. not himself rn#we think it’s a manic episode but we don’t really know but it’s. terrifying lowkey#he thinks he’s genuinely jesus and that he’s conquered time and that he and my bsf are adam and eve#he’s been sending my bsf liek hundreds of texts per day since tuesday but it got really really bad and incoherent yesterday#and i woke up this morning to see multiple texts from gcs he created w me in them#and he keeps being like ‘because it’s 6:20 this is true’ and like ‘i know that at 9 pm everyone is gonna understand’#and he’ll text like 5 times then send a sc of what he just texted like that proves something but it’s all nonsense#i’m just really really concerned cause he really needs help but i don’t know how to ensure that happens cause he’s 19. not a minor#he’s just. not him rn. he’s called my bsf multiple times yesterday when he HATES calling normally#he had his band and his mom over in his apartment yesterday cause my bsf called his mom and h went to his bands show but was visibly not ok#and he saw nothing weird about it even tho he hates having ppl over normally and never without warning#and you can’t get him to see logic because everything you say he just twists around to work for him#to be clear it was not this bad when it started. when it started it seemed like normally maybe slightly out there conclusions he was drawing#but it just got worse and worse like exponential decay and really bad yesterday#he also didn’t sleep at all yesterday night and idk if he slept tonight#i know his mom took his phone at one point but he texted me and gcs w me in it starting at like 6:20 this morning#and my bsf and i and friends are on a trip out of state rn but we’re leaving today and i don’t wanna wake her up until i have to because#this is literally hell for her. but it’s just. scary. i don’t know what to do. i don’t think there’s any good options really for me rn#i want to warn ppl and try to explain he’s Not Him rn so they don’t get concerned but who knows if they’ll understand what i’m trying to say#i know it’s not the end of the world but it really feels like the end of my world as i know it if that makes sense#and my bsf lives with him in an apartment near their college and they just signed the lease for the next year#but she can’t stay there with him alone. not until he gets help. we’re all too scared it’s going in the directon where he thinks it’s better#for ppl to go to the afterlife. which like he never would normally. but he’s Not Him and so like. who knows#he keeps talking about all these different dimensions and how you need to travel to the 7th dimension to understand#my bsf was crying yesterday and she called her mom to explain and she keeps saying that she just wants her jake back it’s really scary#cause he will probably never be the same again. he’ll be similar but different but she wants his comfort but he’s Not Him. and can’t give it#i just. really want this to get better but it’s so hard to see that happening rn
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we decided we're going on our long awaited trip to seattle for our honeymoon :) we've both been there before, me when i was 15 and him a few months before we met. and on our first date he showed me pics from when he went and we decided we would go some day. some day will be this year!
#alsooooo bc he almost convinced me to get the marriage license yesterday lol. in the event we do get married before the ceremony#we might just go to seattle for like a week and then have the ceremony later as a vow renewal or something#believe me the dress WILL be created and i WILL wear it to celebrate our marriage. i just dont know when that might be lmao#he really almost got me yesterday guys! we decided we would get married 3 years ago i dont want to wait anymore lol#if you were with him you would understand
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very quick and not quite my best but yesterday was kind of osiris's bday? so heres some strange sad (slightly erotic??) art of him based loosely on some vent art i made a while back :) i like to put this boy in situations. if you couldn't tell
#my art#osiris gaumond#dnd oc#yeahhh. yeah#very extremely personal stuff incoming brace yourselves#yesterday was the anniversary of the event that 'inspired' me to make osiris as a coping mechanism#will not go more in depth bc this is not therapy lmao but if you know anything about him or about me (recent history) you probably know#i am so incredibly proud of how far ive come since it happened#but when it was fresh i absolutely was not okay in the slightest i was completely torn apart#and right exactly when i needed it my friend created a campaign and asked me to join#so i made osiris :)#i didn't actually initially intend for him to be a metaphor/coping mechanism/therapy character at all#and i didnt realize how he was until months later fhjsdkfjksd#so he holds a special place in my heart because of that#and i will forever be grateful to that friend for starting that campaign and the other friends that are in that campaign with me#even if they dont know they're helping me process trauma gfdhjkdfjkhgfd#ok silly personal stuff over back to shitposting#FUCK I JUST REALIZED HIS EYES ARE FUCKING BACKWARDS#HIS LEFT EYE IS WHITE HIS RIGHT IS GREEN NOOOOO#CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS TO MY BOY ON HIS BIRTHDAY#uhhh lets pretend it was intentional and has Meaning
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#he's a new character from the story#we created him just yesterday#he's on the good side#he doesn't look much like a fox but he is one. i need to practice drawing foxes#rudy
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prev post I don’t want to bother op with this but. that is why s5 lucifer is so good too.
#ex. hammer of the gods. I mean he’s fucking gleeful about the massacre. he’s having fun.#and then this is the same episode that ends with him in tears and breathing shakily over his brother#and there’s no one watching. this is not a performance. he is just. he’s grieving.#and idk!! compelling!!!#joke post yesterday about Lucifer crying more onscreen#but actually it was not a joke I would have killed for more moments like this#late seasons lucifer could have been redeemed for me if like. we just had scenes where he stopped for a minute.#like maybe when he hears about Raphael’s death. maybe when Chuck refuses to pull Michael out of the cage with Lucifer.#and just fucking!!!! let him mourn them in privacy!!!!!!!!#like it’s not much but that would have added a little depth to his spiral!!!!! he’s alone!!!! he’s the only one alive and free!!!!#ahhhh late seasons lucifer who is exactly the same when around the human characters or demons because he just. doesn’t care anymore.#but when it comes to Heaven. to his remaining siblings. he puts in the effort to care about them.#you know just like how much better would it have been if Lucifer was completely and utterly genuine in his attempts to create new angels#and he just couldn’t. he didn’t know he couldn’t and he finds out because he’s trying and he can’t.#nothing much has to change he can still get kicked out for ‘lying’ about being able to.#whos’s going to believe him when he says he didn’t know?#and now imagine a version of Jack & Lucifer’s relationship coming off the crux of that#Jack is the last ditch attempt at creation. the breaking point.#I’m rambling but you see it. you see it right? the desperate grasping at something he could never get back?#the way everything would clash. if he treated Jack with love. but everything else could burn for all he cared.#cause Jack was it. he tried to make angels and failed but he DID make Jack.#and the winchesters trying to keep his son away from him? turn Jack against him? he might. break. about that.#like I’m saying if you kept the basic plot structure of the final seasons and just made tiny adjustments to Lucifer’s character#not even really his actions just his motivations!!! BOOM!!!! fucking!!!!! better show!!!!!!#anyway this has been speculation with will come back at 8 and I’ll talk about the bunker being a mushroom#spn#Lucifer spn
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so i started a game of fae farm with the delightful @howthesleeplesswander yesterday – in which we created our royal babs bc ofc we did – and i just gotta say the most magnificoTM thing to occur is this dumb arrogant prick making it his life goal to get everyone in town obsessed with him
mag: i need everyone here to want me amaya: 🙄 yes, dear... please remember you have a wife at the end of the day— mag: exactly; they'll be left wanting amaya: 😒😒😒😒😒
#˗ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ˗ 《 ooc 》#he IS THE WORST-#literally wakes up every day like “B) guess i better go grace the town with my presence-”#“some guy was REALLY into me getting rid of some evil thorns yesterday; i'll go talk to him again~ <3 uwu”#amaya: long-suffering sigh in the distance#reason 53675472568642 why she's too good for him#sb please put him in his place good lawd#self care is creating your muses in rpgs and just letting them go off
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i looove putting spark over songs about like heroes and saving the world (tom cardy's 'level clear', uncle outrage's 'saved the world' <- nice voice hc for him!. and 'my superhero movie'.) when he like. Did. Not : ) funney.
#sprksplrs#gaia talked about spark wanting to be desired yesterday and while i think he's too much of a Lone Wolf... for those kinds of wants to#even surface. at least in my interpretation of him. its hilarious to think abt him getting. just a tad insecure abt fark's status as#a real like. superhero basically. just for a second in the far back of his head. oh i want to be as cool as him. im not good enough#tho again in my characterization he only wants to do that to be able to love himself. i first got this thought when ruminating on#oh god. what kinda games he n fark like to play respectively? and said 'if he ever does pick up hardmode or a challenge level#he will only do that to one up himself and himself only.' he only proves stuff to himself. he only cares about himself.#and the things that do the most mental damage to him are all scenarios in which his self is attacked.#in which his agency is taken his independence. losing a job to someone something that copies him and does it better than him#something that even copies a really dear object to him thats been with him throughout the years - his jester hat#an attack on individuality. and then being merged into the sim. idk. the yaoi moments when he does work together w fark become even more#potent. this way? and. it contrasts really well with how selfless (at some point in his life very literally) fark is. and how confident in#his self. he turns out to be in the end. as micah said 'how he moves with so much more fluidity in his organic body#the body he created himself because he's no longer afraid of it being fake'. citing that as the bible but yea kinda.#i think spark grew up quite ostracized maybe even self-ostracized and really needs a distinction between himself and everyone else#to be better than everyone else. there is some personality disorder shit happening under that piss yellow scalp.#and he fucking loses it when the events around him hammer in that the facade he builds for mostly again himself is. yknow. untrue. fake.#idk thoughts. i love exploring the antisocial aspect in fictional personas with how shipshipship focused fandoms and 'analysis'#in them is it's not something i see all that much. seems like only people whove experienced it ever bring up that topic.#is it so uncomfortable for others? who knows. ramble over
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What’s your top 5 least favorite artists?
thanks, it's THE opportunity now ^^
besides the OBVIOUS things, people like us hate -means Harry Styles, kpop, rap, EDM, random pop radio- (I only assume) here the artists 😌
Guns n Roses (+_+) Aerosmith, KISS, Bon Jovi, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, System of a Down, Metallica everything bullshit, in one category
Punk (< hardcore punk, the Damned is still okay)
Dream Theater, Tool, Meshuggah, Gojira etc prog metal
Slipknot, MCR, Fnaf, my emo friends gave me lifelong trauma
Janis Joplin, Keith Richards Mick Jagger but no one deserves so much hate like Iggy Pop does 🤢
Fact. A year ago I'd say mk 3 & 4 Deep Purple, I still don't like these weirdos. JOE LYNN TURNER HATEEE
#friendly including Yoko Ono#I also hate Heart and Joan Jett#but if I include them people will be like oh no another women hater#chill#Iggy Pop gave me aggression yesterday#trauma on top#P Gabriel is not on the list I don't wanna lose mutuals. just kidding I respect him#he's actually unique & created his own world#I'm not a person who judges#he's okay
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sometimes you need to have a chat about how some things in life are impermanent and how that's actually okay
#my beloved surprised me by coming home yesterday#and he'll be here until next monday#but i was talking to him about how i've been feeling about this place#and it made me realize one day i will leave this site#one day i'll stop creating content for sure#that's fine#that's just how it is#a time for everything right#it was nice to be reassured by the one person whose reassurance i needed the most#steph.text
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