#around me people keep yapping about weight and it is Affecting me. badly.
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stupid fuckig brain oh my stars
#cat's rambles#neptune is complaining again#tw ed#<- for the following tags#.............................................................................................................#edit realized the cut (of periods ) didnt do enoguh#....................................................................................................#i cant eat buti want to ea buti cant fucking eat im holy fuck#around me people keep yapping about weight and it is Affecting me. badly.#and my mom has been more insistent on me eating recently and it is fucking with me i fear . im soso scared of recovering and#i can feel myself getting actively worse but i cant do anyhting about it. i dont want to#and im soso scared to talkabout it . but then i fukcngn vagepost about it on tumblr#ok ill shut up now im sory i just . pls brain can i stick to a decision bc this flipflopping is fucing me up
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I'm sorry but "MY BEAUTIFUL PRINCESS WITH A DISORDER<3" really made my day and I needed you to know
🤣🤣🤣
I can't believe Nexus is bullying peepaw war criminal.
Do you think Nexus is going to be stopped by big bro Sun or do you think the lil guy is going beyond the point of no return?
(Please talk about baby cringe Lord Nexus, I want to hear about your blorbo 🙏)
That's because Nexus IS my beautiful princess with a disorder, I'll have you know <3 they're diseased but it's okay I can give them their tetanus and flu shots and it'll all be better I GOT THIS
But. ahem, okay, blorbo yapping time. I'm not even gonna say "I'll try to keep this short" because I know it wont end up that way HAHAHAHAHA
"Do you think Nexus is going to be stopped by big bro Sun or do you think the lil guy is going beyond the point of no return?"
I... have absolutely no idea!!!1! (and also it took me an embarrassingly long amount of time to realize peepaw war criminal was Ruin KJDFHSDF)
The most frustrating thing about canon Nexus is how his morals, motivations, and goals seem to see-saw back and forth all the time. at first, he became how he is now due to Solar's death. he spiraled in his grief, identity-issues, and abandonment. but... now his motivation is to become an all powerful god??? while it's most likely that NSP is at play and affecting his thought process, it's... well, it's really hard to take him seriously as a villain because of it, lol. for an audience to enjoy, and even sympathize in some cases, with a villain, their goals and motivations have to be concrete. they have to be relatable, or at least understandable, but Nexus' whole thing is... not, Imho. and I know I'm not the only person who feels this way!!!
I see a lot of people calling Nexus "cringe", and the thing is, when it comes to canon Nexus, they're not really... wrong??? The worst thing Nexus has done so far is make Old Moon see his past victims, which is fucked up of him to do, but.. so far, that's kind of it??? other than that, his "villainy" consists of saying empty threats and cheesy evil one-liners. hell, he was supposed to kidnap Sun yesterday but instead spent the whole episode yapping and venting to him, chasing Sun around in the worlds darkest game of tag before getting some lead right in the face dkfjhsdfsd
Also, notice how he's only targeted Old Moon when it comes to actual physical violence? not Lunar, Earth, Solar, or Sun, but Old Moon? yeah, I did too. we already know that Nexus does everything because he's lashing out, but as of rn the only target he's gotten his hands on physically being O.M...? well. I think it says a lot. cause' yeah, he sure as shit scared the life out of the other Celestials, but he's never put his hands on them!! the only other one of them he harmed physically was Earth- and not only was he not aiming for her, she was just in the way- he felt immediate regret for his actions once in space, and has yet to even see Earth ever since that day.
So, I really have no idea if he's going to be "redeemed" or not. one second he's showing signs he might be, and the next he's falling further down the "pretty badly written villain" rabbit-hole. if he does get something akin to a redemption arc, he'll prolly mostly be accepted in the eyes of the viewers, considering a lot of peeps sympathize or at least understand where he's coming from, but I seriously doubt the other Celestials would take him back. the only one's who might see him as family/a close friend again are Sun and Solar, but even then, nothing would ever be the same.
I hope he gets redeemed, or at least freed from the hold Dark Sun has on him and he's able to live his own life, I really do. at his core, Nexus is a good person. a good person who was crushed under the weight of the shadow of the man he was born under. and we know this because he used to be New Moon. sweet, dorky New Moon.
New Moon, who made inventions like sentient knives and whoopee cushions. New Moon, who had matching My Little Pony stickers with his best friend. New Moon, who bought a whole ass island-luxury-house for Sun because he wanted to make him feel better and give him the proper space to heal. and New Moon- the poor freshly-baked A.I who gave his all to make sure he could do everything that Old Moon could, but it just wasn't enough. he tried and tried and tried, but it wasn't enough.
So yeah, idk if he's getting one in canon, but to me, he more than deserves a good ending, for the life he was given. let him be at peace.
#why do i always end my essays off the same way. i like using the writing technique of repetition too much KJDSFHDS#but anyways yeah. normally whenever i get something in my inbox i take my time answering it but whenever its nexus related you can actually#hear my neck crack from how hard i whip it around to look at my screen HAHAHAHHH#asks tag#the sun and moon show#tsams#sun and moon show#sams#tsams nexus#the sun and moon show nexus#new moon/nexus (tsbs)#yapping about smtn tag#idk if this needs a seasoned/salty tag?? someone tell me if they'd like it lol
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wough I cannot ask from the blog I WANTED to ask from LMAO hello hello For Yuhua: 4. What are his minor fears? 20. What chapter does Yuhua undergo the most character development? For Feng: 3. What's a complicated relationship Feng has with another character? 19. Does Feng trust Crowley? (Bonus: which staff member would he consider the most trustworthy?) For Chrysos: 8. Is there a character your OC doesn't like? 13. If your OC could physically fight another character, who would it be and would they win? - @twistedwonderlandshenanigans
HIIII TY <333
4) What are his (Yuhua’s) minor fears?
(these are all very minor btw)
snails/worms
blades/razor-sharp edges
automated doors
social interaction 👍
20) What chapter does Yuhua undergo the most character development?
HOOO boy. the obvious answer is his own overblot + whatever comes after that, but i’m going to not count that (it could probably be its own post) and go with the second place option
whiiiich would probably be book 7. i haven’t talked about it much, because book 7 isn’t—you know—done yet, but it’s a big step in internal character development for yuhua because it. you know. well you’ll see
for basically the entirety of tgtwst (yu’s canon), everyone else is under the impression that he wants to go home/is homesick;; he doesn’t know how to tell them otherwise, especially since he himself has very mixed feelings on the matter. and at this point in time he isn’t aware that there is absolutely no way of going back for him, either.
so while their party is doing the dream hopping, yu is realizing how much he’s actually come to enjoy being here, how much he’s enjoyed befriending people and how much he actually cares about others—book 7 is where his mental blocks start breaking down, where he recognizes the full weight of seeing these characters as people and what it means for him. he sees their dreams and the fruit of their growth and realizes how attached he’s gotten beneath his facades.
hell, malleus’ whole overblot ironically makes yu realize how badly he actually wants to stay, that he doesn’t want this “dream” (his time in twisted wonderland) to end; it’s one of the slightly selfish desires that paves the way for the internal conflict that makes him overblot 🤭 some kind of development but at what cost
3) What's a complicated relationship Ruixing has with another character?
i haven’t thought about this that much but… hmm. maybe ruixing and silver count for this? i know i ship them but it’s in a. like—
ruixing believes he only hurts people by being around but silver is the kind of person to consistently see the best in him and it’s confusing. it’s a little scary to him, actually. and he tries to distance himself from silver because 1) that pretty much unconditional optimism is terrifying and 2) he doesn’t want his bad luck to affect silver, but he keeps on wanting to be near him anyway because he just feels drawn to him— 😭😭
also i think lilia taking ruixing under his wing, so to speak, doesn’t help matters; ruixing is in a whole “why are these people so nice to me” stare and keeps trying to get away because it scares him/makes him paranoid but he also craves it so bad and like. Yeah
19) Does Ruixing trust Crowley? (Bonus: which staff member would he consider the most trustworthy?)
honestly … he would have at first and probably lost that good first impression IMMEDIATELY. like, at the entrance ceremony—if crowley yaps it’s just over 😭😭 or ruixing could probably sniff out the lack of taking responsibility from the spontaneous special lessons
he would probably consider trein the most trustworthy tho 👍
8) Is there a character your OC doesn't like?
ACE 💀💀 oh my gosh chrysos really doesn’t like ace.
mostly because ace’s contrary, mischievous, slick nature reminds chrysos of what he was like as a kid/what his childhood and life could have been like. i’ll elaborate on that later for those of you who are newer and don’t know chrysos’ whole deal but basically he iiiis hella projecting
13) If your OC could physically fight another character, who would it be and would they win?
there are multiple characters chrysos would fight 💀😭😭😭
ace - chrysos would probably win with or without magic LMAO
sebek - this is actually kind of tough. i don’t know who would win
#ask#ask meme#twst oc#yuusona#feng ruixing#chrysos pendentif#headcanons#some things not mentioned:#yu’s intrusive thoughts#chrysos being yu’s bestie and a catalyst for his ob#ruixing beefing with crowley for the hilarious bird on bird violence
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