#arisu x gn!reader

[realisticjupiter]

Can I request Arisu with a super clingy/perhaps touch starved s/o? (This is shamelessly self indulgent of me, I want to hold the fluffy-haired gamer boy).

you're real for this one anon

Summary: Teasing Arisu while he's on the game.

Genre: Pure fluff !

Pairing: pre-borderlands Arisu x gn!touch-starved!reader

Warnings: Lap sitting, idk that's kinda it....

Word count: 578

You and Arisu had been living together after the first time his dad kicked him out. He didn't bother trying to win him back, he just wandered off while trying to find someone close to take him in.

Karube was the one that informed you of his situation, you had a decent sized apartment so you didn't see why Arisu couldn't live with you.

It's been a few months since then. You've grown closer. Sorta dating, but just to 'try it out'. You're not sure what it is though, you've grown to really like him. All you want to do is touch him, please him; anything to make him happy.

You were lying on his bed while watching him play like every other day after work. It was relaxing and quite funny to see him pissed off after he dies.

You couldn't help but let your thoughts race, wanting to just ease his tensed up muscles and replace them with something, anything else.

Lying on his bed, was a choice. Watching him play, was a choice.

A choice you chose to be closer to him. In your head, when you think about him, he's yours and someone you've become dependent on to help you relax.

You slid off of his bed and stood behind him as he played. Your hands fell onto his shoulders, causing him to jump a little but quickly going back to focus.

You lightly squeezed his shoulders, pushing on all the knots he may have made throughout the day.

"I--Mm.. What--what are you doing?" Arisu asked, his body almost melting to your touch.

"I don't know." You admitted, sliding your hands down his body to his chest, resting your head on his shoulders.

His body shivered to your touch, not knowing how to focus when you're constantly touching him.

"You missed a guy." You stated, your eyes on his game.

"No I didn't." He shook his head, trying to sound confident but his voice was betraying him with a voice crack.

"Did to. You need to learn how to focus better, Arisu. He was right in front of you." You began in a short whisper, your mouth right next to his ear.

"I can't focus when you're..." He mumbled with a soft groan.

"When I'm what?" You smiled, watching his eyes fight everything to not look at you.

He swallowed the lump in his throat, but no answer.

"I like touching you, Arisu. Is that such a crime?" You mumbled, almost in defeat when you watched his features; studying them.

He stayed silent again, instead he just turned his head to finally look you in the eyes. The same eyes that were filled with either innocence or mischief; it was hard to tell with you.

You smiled at him, lifting your head and walking around his chair to be in front of him. Before he could protest, and complain you were blocking his view. You got into his lap, nuzzling your face into his neck and wrapping your arms around his torso.

"Where did you say the other guy was?" He mumbled quietly, trying to adjust himself to be more comfortable.

"In the subway." You replied, taking in his scent and smiling against his skin.

He smiled too, he had been wanting you to do this. To sit on his lap as he played to be closer, but was far too afraid. He loved you, even if he didn't know it yet.

reposts and comments are appreciated<3

[luuvarisuu]

＃ 𝗳𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗶𝗻 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲, 𝗮𝗶𝗯 !!

— 𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗹𝘂𝗱𝗲𝘀. arisu ryohei, chsihiya shuntaro.

— 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀. chishiya´s backtstory spoilers.

— 𝘀𝘆𝗻𝗼𝗽𝘀𝗶𝘀. headcanons about how the aib characters would confess to you + (how you met)

— 𝗮/𝗻. lmk if i missed smth!! AND IM SORRY THIS IS SO LONG FOR NO REASON

✧. - ̗̀ 𝗮𝗿𝗶𝘀𝘂 𝗿𝘆𝗼𝗵𝗲𝗶 , ❨ gn!reader ❩

— falling in love with arisu feels like . . . a soft breeze on a summer night, the warmth of a hug, an afternoon with friends, a colorful sunset, a clumsy first kiss, comfort, the smell of a new book, the pain in the stomach after an uncontrollable laughter, a walk through an art museum.

— ..♡;

ever since you first saw arisu, you felt an inexplicable sense of familiarity.

you couldn't say why exactly, but the way he was simply made you feel instantly comfortable.

the truth is that arisu was very obvious with his feelings every time you were around.

it all started when you helped him in a game, saving his life.

some time later, without knowing too much about you, both of you separated, believing that you would never see each other again. however, you caught arisu's attention from that moment on, thinking of you even days after what happened, believing that maybe he would see you again when whatever is happening is over.

it was so that some time later, after having found the beach, he saw you once again, recognizing you instantly.

HE WAS IN SHOCK

at first, he couldn't believe that it was really you who was among all those people, even being part of the executives.

although at first he thought you had something to do with what was happening, you protected him all the time, mainly from niragi, who constantly messed with him. you stood up for him and even allowed yourself to chat with arisu from time to time, even if it was very brief.

but arisu, although he tried to convince himself otherwise, began to notice changes in his own behavior.

the way he unconsciously missed your small talks, or found himself looking for an excuse to be with you, or even look at you.

how shy he would get when you sent him one of your bright smiles that made him melt, and how he found himself dazzled by your lovely eyes, turning red everytime you gave him attention.

in fact, arisu quickly recognized that what he felt for you was not something of friendship. he knew perfectly well that what attracted him to you was unconditional love, an undeniable romance.

arisu would start to protect you even more than he used to, and worry excessively if he saw you leave to renew your visa, the worst possible scenarios playing in his mind, and making him relive bad times.

because if there was one thing that arisu knew, it was that no matter what, you were the only person he couldn't bear to lose.

he also used to look for ridiculous excuses to hold your hand, and would make gestures to silently ask you for a hug, loving the feeling of your body in contact with his, making him all fuzzy inside.

neither could he help the lovesick smile that formed on his face when you ruffled his hair in an affectionate gesture, or when you congratulated him for having solved a difficult game, making him feel proud of himself.

the indiscreet way in which his face lit up when he saw you, and his eyes seemed to form hearts when his gaze interwined with yours.

the long, lovingly, warm hugs he gave you every time you returned safe and sound from a game.

his love for you reached a point where he couldn't keep quiet about it.

he was tired of having to pretend that his gestures were just friendly, and of not being able to confess to you that this is not how he looks at you, because as obvious as it is

you just didn't seem to notice his attempts to show you that he likes you, or maybe you were pretending you didn't (which is the kind of thought that definitely terrified him)

but, this was definitely the moment when he had to tell you

if he kept prolonging, according to him, "the perfect moment" to confess, that moment would never come

it was he who had to make it perfect for you

he spent HOURS writing a long and cheesy speech that adapted to something characters would say in love movies that chota forced him to watch just to annoy him (lol i think this is so canon)

obviously just to inspire, not to copy the exacts phrases, actually putting his own toughts on it

he was thinking and analyzing for a long time the type of things that you once mentioned that you liked to be able to add them

he put the paper in his pocket and spent a lot more time trying to remember everything word for word.

that day you noticed him especially nervous and shy when you got close to him, much more than usual

and suddenly, one of those nights when you liked to take walks by the pool just to think a little, arisu found the exact moment to tell you.

HE WAS SO NERVOUS

his palms were sweating and he scratched the back of his neck uncomfortably every five seconds, trying to calm his feelings

but it was at the moment when he looked into your eyes, sweet and full of stars, that he caught his breath.

the words stumbled off his tongue and his mind simply went blank, feeling a whirlwind of feelings overwhelm him, knowing he didn't need any speech to tell you what he thought.

"i love you y/n…that's all i wanted to say to you"

though all his talk was stuttering and avoiding your gaze, for the first time you felt his voice crisp and clear, making intense eye contact

and finally you smiled, completely dispelling his fears and leaving room only for relief, his heart beating faster at the way you looked at him, eyes full of love

"i love you too arisu…"

and at that moment, you swore that you had never seen a person blush as much as arisu did at that moment, the sparkle in his eyes increased and simply the relief of knowing that his feelings were reciprocated gave way to a sincere smile, the kind of smile that only had when you were around

the kind of smile he had knowing that you love him as much as he loves you

✧. - ̗̀ 𝗰𝗵𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘆𝗮 𝘀𝗵𝘂𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗿𝗼 , ❨ gn!reader / pre!borderland ❩

— falling in love with chishiya feels like . . . the sound of rain on a cold day, a first i love you, a hot shower in winter, the smell of clean clothes, the warmth of a sheet in a cold room, the moonlight reflecting on a river , the lovesick smiles of two lovers.

— ..♡;

after a long time of doubting, and having been under a lot of pressure from your family, you decided to choose a career in medicine.

it was a winding road, like climbing a mountain with no grip margin, a guaranteed fall

and yet, here you are, years after much effort, working in a hospital, just as you dreamed

the first time you saw him, you noticed something about that made it impossible for you to avoid looking at the blond when you accidentally ran into the him in the hospital corridors, unconsciously following him with your eyes until you lost sight of his presence

it was kind of routine, going by specific places and making brief eye contact.

and yet, one day, you had the opportunity to exchange a couple of words with him, exclusively for work

among your clinical folders you found one that belonged to him, soon seeing you have to talk to him to return it

perhaps it was his neutral look, or his calm tone of voice that slightly caught your attention, adding that to his mysterious and reserved personality that if you didn't find him interesting, you would even be scared.

and there you saw it on his id card: "chishiya shuntaro."

that was the last time you got a chance to talk to him (at least as two normal people)

because days after that was that the nightmare had begun

all you knew were blurred memories, and all the people important to you were strangers

you had to start finding a way to survive no matter how hard it gets

it was like that, how you accidentally ended up on the beach as one more member, meeting someone you definitely didn't expect to see again

yet you were not complaining

in some way, chishiya seemed to recognize you in the same way that you recognized him

it's as if the precise moment you two made eye contact he realized he knew you, somewhere in the back of his mind he knew he'd seen you before and he was willing to understand where and when exactly

that feeling, was the main reason why you caught his attention

but what kept it, was your courage and your curious way of seeing the world, not to mention your strong and determined personality that undoubtedly fascinated him

in his eyes you were definetly a really interesting being, unpredictable, unafraid to defend your ideals

in a way, at first he saw you only as a way out, one more phase to add to his plan.

but nevertheless, trying to win your trust so that you could trust him and he could use you to his advantage, fell apart the day he noticed that there was something else, a completely foreign feeling

you made him feel things

and he didn't like it one bit

he was IN DENIAL for the longest time

but could he really keep lying to himself?

he isn´t sure when the exact moment was when it hit him

maybe…

the moment when he found himself anxious, thinking if you were be okay, if you were be safe after not seeing you for a long time

the moment he found himself asking kuina and the people you used to hang out with on the beach if you're back yet, and the unknown feeling of relief and warmth in his chest when he found out you were safe and sound

he also searched for you when he knew you we´re leaving to play a game to speak to you before you left, saying something just to let you know he actually worries

he probably just says something weird and you giggle at his attempts, making him blush slightly

chishiya might just tell you smth like "dont die, im really not bothered to replace you" trying to come out as tough and heartless but you surely see trough that

he also likes how easy you understand him so he doesn't have to be obvious about things

not good with words but makes an effort for you

the moment when he first felt his heartbeat increase when you unconsciously took his hand to make him walk faster

the moment when his smirks would widen into a full smile, one that he only showed to you

kuina constantly asking how you did to put him in a good mood (because after meeting you he was most likely grumpy all the time —her words)

the moment when his eyes unconsciously searched for you in a room full of people

the moment when he began to stop feeling your voice as an annoying sound, and he even enjoyed the feeling of calm that hearing you talk gave him, still pretending that he wanted you to shut up (secretly wishing that you would never stop talking)

the moment you started to care for him and take care of him, making him feel finally appreciated

the moment when after a game you went full on doctor mood and started taking care of him (even if he protested that he also knew how to heal his wounds, secretly enjoying the feeling of your hands on his skin, and the loving touch and soft with which you treated him)

the moment he said it, it wasn't anything particularly special really, it was something more impulsive and definitely without the intention of being too obvious

it was on the beach terrace, the place you two had designated as your secret place

not explicitly clear, but suddenly chishiya and you began to meet causally there and it became a kind of tradition to both of you

"y/n" the call of your name made you hum to let him know you were listening "…you're really aren't as bad and annoying as i tought the first time i saw you.." chishiya said quietly, still not making eye contact with you, keeping his gaze fixed on the starry sky, mesmerized by the glow of the moon

"what?" you smiled softly at his words, turning your head to look at him, kowing he meant to say something else but didn´t know how to start. you just waited, and he looked fucking beautiful right now just as your eyes examined his features

"i think.." he made a pause, trying to find the exact word "i think i actually like you..you know? like..romantically"

and that was all you needed to widen your smile completely, and finally look into his eyes, noticing how he tried to hide a smile that threatened to come out when he finally met your gaze

"yeah.." you whispered "i think i like you too...like, romantically"

and then, you heard chishiya laugh slightly, finally opening up to you and feeling comfy about it, just talking and leaving all worries behind for a minute.

©luuvarisuu !!

[niki-phoria]

HIHI can you do a jealous arisu x gn reader where he gets jealous and clingy afterwards to the reader?? i hope this makes sense 😭😭

i genuinely love your works so muchhh and your writing? no one can compare!!!!

they look so cute here :(( i should use this gif more often

pairing: arisu x gn!reader (they/them pronouns) genre: fluff word count: 866

includes: slightly jealous arisu, arisu calls reader angel, he's not super clingy i'm sorry, slightly suggestive ending, i feel like the end is kinda awkward

a/n: thank you for requesting !! i'm so glad you like my work, it means so much to me <33 i hope you like it :))

requests open !! read my rules first

“when are you gonna introduce us to y/n?” 

“yeah,” chota knocks his shoulder into arisu’s as they walk over to sit down in a booth beside front of the window. cars drive by the convenience store in the light rain, occasionally causing a splash of water to hit the sidewalk. “you talk about them all the time. when do we get to meet ‘the best thing that’s ever happened to you?’” 

“shut up,” arisu waves them off, leaning down to hide his growing blush. steam raises up from his cup of noodles as he rips the lid off and mixes the sauce packet into the noodles. 

“come on!” karube complains. “we won’t do anything to embarrass you.” he holds his pinky out with a raised eyebrow. “i promise.” 

arisu rolls his eyes, pushing karube’s hand away. “whatever.” chota laughs beside them before changing the conversation to the newest level of a random video game he must’ve missed the release for. despite his protests he pulls out his phone and clicks on your contact. it’s almost second nature as he texts you. 

you

hi angel

i’m at the convenience store with karuba and chota rn and they want to meet you

can you come here?

if you want to

angel <3

of course!!

i’ll be there in ten

arisu smiles to himself as he sets his phone aside before turning his attention back to his noodles. they’ve cooled down significantly. unfortunately for him, chota notices his small smile and lack of participation in their conversation. 

“talking to y/n again?” he teases. 

arisu sighs, finally relenting. “i texted them. they’re on their way over here now.” his eyes stay glued to the doors as karube and chota joke amongst themselves. 

arisu’s excitement builds along with his nerves as your car slowly pulls into the parking lot. you exit your car, rushing into the building in an attempt to avoid the rain. he lights up when you immediately notice him and quickly make your way over to where he is. “arisu!” 

“hi angel,” he chuckles, standing up to pull you into a hug. arisu’s waist remains around your waist when he pulls away before gesturing to the two men sitting beside him. “karube, chota, this is y/n.” 

chota is the first to react, nearly scrambling to his feet to bow to you. “chota segawa,” he introduces. he’s wearing a striped button down shirt and a pair of black dress pants. his work lanyard swings when he bows. his face flushes with a light blush as he awkwardly stutters out a few words. “it’s nice to meet you.” 

“karube daikichi,” the blonde man goes next. he’s significantly calmer than chota as he lowers his head towards you. he smells faintly like a mixture of beer and cigarette smoke as he gives you a small half-smile. “arisu has said a lot about you.” 

“l/n y/n,” you smile, reciprocating their bows. “arisu talks a lot about you guys too. it’s nice to meet the both of you.” arisu looks away in a poor attempt to hide his blush as you chuckle, reaching under the table to grab his hand into yours. you take the opportunity to sit down beside him across from karube and chota. 

arisu watches as you quickly fall into conversation with karube. your laughter is a sweet sound that would normally calm his nerves, but it’s usually a result of his jokes. his slowly growing irritation goes unnoticed as you reach over the table to use your hand to emphasize the point you’re attempting to make, accidentally pulling away from where your hands were intertwined in the process. 

chota also notices how well you’re getting along, teasingly raising an eyebrow and cocking his head to gesture towards you and karube. arisu attempts to ignore him; though his slight teasing only adds to his growing jealousy.

a small reprieve comes when he reaches over to tug your hand back into his, now resting your intertwined fingers on the table in plain view. chota chuckles at the sight. “what is it?” karube asks, looking over at him. 

chota simply shakes his head with a small smile. “nothing.” 

“your friends are nice,” you murmur from your position against arisu’s chest. “karube’s a funny guy. and chota is really sweet.” his heartbeat is steady under your ear. he lets out a sound akin to a grunt, tightening his grip around you ever so slightly. you stifle a chuckle as you shift to look up at him. “what?” 

“you seem to be getting really close with karube.” 

“like i said, i like karube.” you move to hover over arisu, bringing your hands up to cup his cheeks. “are you jealous?” 

his face flushes as he looks away. “no.” 

“you’re jealous!” 

“fine. i’m jealous.” arisu reaches up to wrap his arms around you, flipping the both of you over so he’s leaning over the top of you. “are you gonna make it up to me?” 

“is a kiss enough?” he hums as you reach up to pull him down into a kiss. arisu doesn’t let you pull away for long, pulling you down into another one, and another, and another.

[shunchitaro]

Karube x GN!Reader

Genre: Angst (TW: Death) Romantic In which he realizes he loves you a little too late (wolf and sheep game, different ending)

["Some people fall in love With the wrong people sometimes"]

Y/N and Karube had been close friends since high school. At least that's what Y/N thought. No, Y/N was the one that thought of him as her close best friend. He merely thought about Y/N as someone who would burden him from time to time.

He didn't care the slightest about stuff they'd tell him, or the stuff they gave him. Y/N L/N was a mere obstacle in his path that he wanted to get rid of.

Y/N knew of course, but they didn't care. Karube didn't now it, but when Y/N felt down, they always went to Karube for comfort. Even if he didn't reassure them or make them feel better, Y/N felt comfort just being with him; and Y/N figured that was enough.

What he didn't know was that Y/N L/N was in love with him, but decided it would be better to keep their mouth shut about it.

Y/N would always stop by at the bar he worked at 2 hours before his shift ended. They'd come with small gifts for him or store-bought food. For the entire 2 hours Y/N told him about their day, or the places they could go to if only Karube accepted their request to hang out. As always, Karube would coldly decline. He didn't want Y/N there in the first place, so he was always irritated on the last 2 hours of his shift.

"Hey Daikichi, I have something for you" Y/N waved as they entered the bar, handing a small parcel to him with a ribbon tied around it. He just scoffed, taking it and looking at it with disgust before shoving it into his locker where he kept his bag and extra clothes.

"For the last time L/N, we aren't close. Just because we almost practically grew up together doesn't mean you can use my first name."

"I've known you a year longer than Arisu-kun and Chota-san. You let them call you 'Daikichi', so why can't I?"

"I don't even want to be friends with you, so why should I let you?" He looked at them incredulously before rolling his eyes and turning away to continue his work.

Y/N had to admit it hurt their feelings, but they only smiled sadly and shook his head.

"I'm here now though, so deal with it" They teased playfully.

<><><>

They found themselves in the borderlands a few weeks ago, and the four stuck together. Karube found it annoying, but since Y/N didn't have anywhere to go and they kept begging to stay, Karube let them in the end. Y/N enjoyed it, but they didn't notice how annoyed Karube got as more days rolled by. The group loved Y/N since they were so optimistic, and they were encouraged because of them. Not Karube though, it just irritated the crap out of him.

They'd just finished a tag game, Karube was shot and Y/N was fussing about it. They'd grabbed a medical kit and was arranging everything as Karube lay slumped on the couch. Y/N finally turned to him holding a wet rag to wipe down the blood as they lofted his polo. "It'll hurt of course, but you need to remain still-" They were cut off as Karube slapped their hand away, shoving them harshly making them stumble to the ground.

"Can you not touch me?" He snapped, sitting up. "All you've ever done while you were with us is be an annoying little burden. You think blabbering endlessly with that big mouth of yours will do anything, huh? Since no one is telling you the truth, I might as well. You've been completely useless the entire time, yapping about being optimistic. I can't even be happy when you're around! All you'll ever be is an annoying prick, Y/N. So stop trying to make yourself seem important."

Ouch.

They knew he'd end up making an outburst, but they didn't think he would be this brutal about it. Usually Y/N wouldn't be bothered and they'd tease back but this time his words stung like a blade being carved endlessly into their skin. Annoying little burden. Completely useless. Annoying prick.

Annoying little burden.

Is that really what he thought of them, the entire time they were 'friends' since high school?

Y/N knew the friendship was one-sided. They only ever stayed because Karube was the only friend they had before, and that he was great company. Y/N didn't know that he hated her like this. They thought it only annoyed Karube, but this whole time, their presence was a burden to him.

Since that day Y/N spent less time around him and the two, minding their own business. Y/N was itching for comfort- they wanted to feel like they meant something to someone. They wanted to feel wanted, but the only person Y/N ever felt that with didn't even want them around. So now, Y/N had to deal with their own grief.

<><><>

Karube and Y/N had to join a game since their visas would expire the next day. Arisu, Chota and Shibuki stayed behind since their visa would last for about 4 days more. They got to the botanical garden arena and put on their collars, two other random people there with them.

Game: Sheep and Wolf Game. Clear instructions: Sheep will try to take the wolf position from the wolf. Within the time limit, the wolf is the only one that survives. Time limit: 10 minutes

The game began, and one person became the wolf. It wasn't Karube or Y/N. The wolf ran off to hide, not wanting to become a sheep. Everyone knew that only one person could survive this game, and they were desperate. Karube had found one player and tied them firmly to a pole so they couldn't run off and possibly become the wolf. All he had to worry about now was the wolf, and Y/N. He didn't care about either of the two, so he thought to himself that he could easily handle the situation.

"One minute remaining"

By the time he found the two, Y/N had tied the person to a pole. He glanced at Y/N's collar and noticed it was red, and he immediately knew they were the wolf now. Y/N must have felt his presence, because they got up and turned, but didn't face him. Karube scowled, feeling his blood boil.

"I knew you'd be selfish. All you care about is yourself. You'll make it out of this game alive, without caring for anybody" He spat bitterly, hands in his pockets. He had no choice but to accept he was going to die.

Then he heard Y/N laugh.

He looked up to see them sit down on the bench across from Karube, so the both were facing each other from a distance. Karube kept his hateful glare on them, while Y/N stared at the ground.

"I don't intend to burden you or the three any longer." Y/N spoke up, confusing Karube. "You know, all those times I was with you back in the real world..I genuinely enjoyed spending my time with you. Your presence was a comfort to me when I needed comfort the most. You know if you just told me you hated me so much, you should've said so back in the real world. If you had, I wouldn't have had gotten so attached to you. I thought I just annoyed you, but I didn't know you hated my presence that much. Your words honestly hurt my feelings, but I have no rights to get mad with you, since it's your feelings after all, right?"

"30 seconds remaining"

Karube was caught off guard when Y/N had looked up, transferring the role of the wolf to him before looking away again.

"I'm not as selfish as you think, Daikichi. I'm sorry if all I did was be a burden to you, thank you for still spending time with me back at the bar even if you could've just kicked me out." They chuckled softly, before lifting their head to look at the glass dome above.

"10 seconds remaining"

"Take care of the others for me. I enjoyed playing games with you. If we end up meeting again after all this hell, I promise I won't bother you. Thank you, Karube-san."

He flinched as the timer ended, and the collar around Y/N's neck exploded, and they were dead. He was still frozen in his spot, realizing Y/N had sacrificed their life. Y/N waited until the last moment before admitting their feelings to him. Karube felt as if his heart had dropped, and he felt extremely guilty.

<><><>

The games ended and once he was discharged from the hospital Karube rushed to the bar, digging into his locker and fished out the small parcel you had given him the night when everything happened. He untied the ribbon and ripped the parcel open to see a letter and a polaroid of the both of them back in high school. It was the picture Y/N forced him to take for the both of them. He unfolded the letter, reading through it.

To Daikichi, Daikichi, I couldn't bring myself to tell you this to your face. Mainly because I knew you'd probably just be mean about it, ouch. I wanted to tell you that I like you. It started back in senior high. I know you probably don't even care, but every time I feel down, your company keeps me going. Even if you don't pay attention to me, I'm happy that you let me stay rather than push me away. You made this year manageable for me. You don't have to return my feelings. I just felt the need to tell you. Thank you for everything Daikichi.

Love, Y/N

He felt his heard clench as he read and reread the letter over and over again. Y/N not only confessed their feelings, but even explained why they couldn't tell him to his face, and why they went ahead of him and wrote that he didn't have to reciprocate their feelings.

How much of a jerk was he, that they were scared to tell him for fear of rejection, and that they immediately expected rejection before he even read the letter?

He felt himself close to tears as he clutched the letter closer, feeling his heart flutter.

He realized way too late that he felt things for them too, that all the mean things he'd said was just to push them away because he didn't want to feel love for them.

Because of his selfishness he lost someone that loved him to the end of their life, even if he didn't. He lost someone that stayed even if he didn't want them to.

All because of him and his stupid mouth, he made them think he thought of them as nothing but a burden.

It was his fault, and he knew it.

Author's note: I cried twice making this, omg. I read something similar to this on tumblr but it was where Chishiya simply didn't care about Y/N at all, but there was no part 2 and I didnt get to see how Chishiya felt so I was slightly annoyed, and decided to make something almost like what I read. I might have gone overboard- 1800+ words! Anyways, I hope you enjoyed this, sorry for making you cry reader-san!

[luvsae]

angel | ryohei arisu

gn!reader x arisu

fluff <3 - you've come down with a fever but your boyfriend is here to take care of you!

It was that time of year again - the fever/flu season. Everyone dreaded this time of year and hoped they wouldn't catch anything, but they always did in the end.

You happened to be one of those people.

You tried your best to comfort a worried Arisu who had picked up on your signs of being sick.

He didn't like when you were sick - he always wanted you to be happy.

As of right now, you were currently in your bed. Tissues beside you and some medicine that helped you for a few hours, then made you feel like hell.

A cough escaped you followed by a sneeze. "Shit.." You rubbed your forehead when the familiar ached dug its way to your brain.

Moments later, Arisu had popped into the room. "Y/N? Are you okay? I heard you coughing and sneezing.."

He trailed off when he noticed the tissues and medicine beside you. "Are you sick?"

You attempted to talk but another cough managed to beat you before your voice did.

Arisu made his way over and kissed your forehead - your forehead was on fire. "Baby, you're sick!"

You frowned - you didn't want Arisu to worry about a small problem, but he had found out. "I'm okay."

Arisu copied your frown. "Just wait here and I'll be right back."

Before you could answer, he was already out the door. You weren't sure what he was doing but you knew your head was aching to the point where you couldn't even keep your eyes open.

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You didn't know how long it had been since you closed your eyes, but the next thing that happened was you waking up to Arisu opening your shared bedroom door.

"Hey, did I wake you?" Arisu asked.

You sat up and smiled. "Nope. Where did you go?"

He sat on the edge of your bed and held a grocery bag on his lap. He took out some of your favorite things - chocolate, drinks, even a stuffed animal to hug.

You smiled brightly as he handed you everything. "Arisu, you're an angel. I don't deserve you."

"You deserve everything good." He smiled back as he got into bed with you. "How are you feeling?"

You set your new items aside and looked over to your boyfriend. "I still feel bad but.. I would feel better with you here."

Arisu gave you a warm smile this time. He patted his lap for you to rest your head on - which you did.

He ran his fingers through your hair, the massage making you feel relaxed. "You're my own angel."

Arisu bent down and kissed the crook of your neck before continuing to play with your hair again. "Well, my angel should get some rest right now." He teased

"I think that's a good idea." Your eyes shut slowly, the tiredness finally catching up to your brain. "Thank you for always taking care of me. I'm gonna pay you back when I'm better."

Arisu chuckled quietly. "What are you gonna pay me back with?"

"I'll buy you new games." You said. "I'll even play some with you."

You couldn't see it but you knew Arisu was smiling. "Well, you should definitely get better - not because of the video games, heh, but because you need to be better, yes."

You laughed, still having your eyes shut. Your thoughts were starting to slow down but you wanted to stay awake to talk to Arisu. Talking to him was your favorite part of each day.

All these thoughts in your head eventually disappeared once your body decided to fall asleep.

Arisu looked down at you before giving you another kiss. "Goodnight, Angel."

[https-rizzo]

Bro, Alice In Borderland community listen up.

Great you’re listening,

WRITE MORE CHISHIYA X GENDER NEUTRAL OR MALE READERS, NOW🤨😡

IF WE NEED TO HAVE A CONVO ON HOW TO WRITE IT, DM ME.

Ok, bye😘

Love, https-rizzo

[brokenloverr24]

#i cackled at hatter's yoh

ALICE IN BORDERLAND X GN READER

PLACES YOU KISS THAT TURNS THEM ON

Note: hoping this fandom isn't dead, also written with male reader in mind

Characters: Arisu, Usagi, Chishiya, Karube, Ann, Hatter, Last Boss, Aguni

CW: kind of n/sfw, content leading to spicy times

WC: 450+

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ARISU

-his hands and neck

-if you ever want to distract him from something this is the way

-kiss his knuckles

-his under jaw

-the part of the neck where it's close to his collarbones

-he drops everything

-tries not to moan but fails

USAGI

-her upper spine and shin

-after her shower she likes when you kiss her legs and go up

-and when you kiss her neck and go down her spine??

-oh man

-that's it you convinced her

-she's yours

-or you're hers?

CHISHIYA

-obviously his collarbones and chest

-he keeps his zipper open just for you

-he's anoying you and doesn't let you get what you want

-but slide your finger down his chest

-and than slowly kiss it

-and that's all he needs

-he gives up and let's you have whatever you wished for

ANN

-her jaw and hands

-she keeps her face blank and acts annoyed

-but she LOVES it

-after a fight when she's mad at you (but not really)

-you take her hand in yours and kiss every finger

-you go up and get to her neck and jaw

-she cracks a smile

-and you know you've won

KARUBE

-the back of his ears and nose bridge

-you like to go behind him when he's doing something

-and kiss his ear

-occasionally biting it not very hard

-and than you turn him towards you and trace his nose bridge with your finger

-he forgets how to speak

-just stands there

-with his mouth hanging open

HATTER

-literally anywhere

-this man is so horny

-no matter where he is or what he's doing

-if you kiss his shoulder or hand or wherever you can reach he lets everyone out

-and he's all over you

-i do believe he especially likes it when you kiss his stomach

-and go further down his happy trail

-but he'll settle for anything

-just kiss him

-no just touch him

-and he's all yours

LAST BOSS

-his lower stomach and shoulders

-he's barley without his shirt

-only when you're in private

-so when you see an opportunity take it

-he's in shock

-his face is literally the equivalence of 😳

-doesn't say anything but looks at you until you kiss him on his mouth

-when you're in public you like to kiss his shoulder to see his reaction

AGUNI

-lower back and thighs

-when he doesn't have anywhere to go in the morning

-he likes to sleep in

-so you start kissing his lower back and go up

-but the time you're facing him he's already awake

-he looks at you like 'oh really?'

-and than you go down to his thighs

-absolutely his favorite part

-he puts his hand under his head to get a better view

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!gifs are not mine!

[mikanotes]

Hiii

Chishiya x reader that takes place in the first episode (season 2) when the king of spades starts shooting everyone and Chishiya protects reader in his own Chishiya ways 🙏🏻 And they both don’t get in the car with arisu & the others so they go off to find somewhere they can stay. Maybe established relationship & from chishiyas pov

TyTyTy ❤️

— GUNS AND SPADES

chishiya x gn!reader | ? words

genre: established relationship, slight angst

warnings: s2 spoilers, shooting, guns, blood, death, mentions of fainting, kinda spoilers for chishiya’s past, aib stuff… badly written might edit later idk

synopsis: Surviving in the Borderlands was something you’d been forced to get used to. Getting shot at for absolutely no reason when no game was ongoing was something else entirely.

author’s note: thank you for requesting! hope you like it!! to be honest i struggle with writing about chishiya this way a bit so this isn’t nearly as good as i wanted it to be. also i have no idea where i was going with this. nevertheless i hope it’s nice to read!

The sound of shots was clear. People scrambled around Shibuya Crossing, running for their lives without a care for one another’s. When faced with Death, people showed their true selves— Or whatever.

It would seem that, as per usual, your true self in this situation was to start running away before cursing at Chishiya and pulling him so he’d follow. Sure, he would start running eventually either way, but he certainly took his time.

“Chishiya, seriously.” you scoffed.

Thus the run began.

Arisu, Usagi, Kuina, you, and Chishiya were all lined up hiding behind an underground subway’s stairs entrance, crouching behind the wall and checking through the glass for the unknown shooter.

“Is this a game? Where are the rules?” Usagi exclaimed through panicked breaths. Arisu shook his head immediately.

“There’s nothing. This is just mass murder.”

“Seriously.” you mumbled, checking through the glass, “More people are coming this way. We should get moving.”

You all started running away in a group before realizing there was no point. Arisu yelled at everyone to split up and you all did. Running through a crowd of scared people, all confused and fearing for their lives— It was never a good feeling.

“Ah!”

Especially when some were too rushed in their run and tripped over, resulting in you falling along with them.

“I’m sorry!” the man yelled, scrambling to get up.

You laughed dryly, jumping up to your feet with ease. “You should be.” you breathed out, before ducking and running to the nearest corner. You turned and ran and avoided people and ran and it felt like hours of your breathing getting progressively worse and more heavy before you finally ran into a familiar face.

“[name]!” Kuina exclaimed, stopping in her tracks before you two could run into each other, “Come with me!”

She grabbed your wrist and ran to a car nearby, quickly pulling you to sit down behind it along with her. You exhaled a heavy sigh, your chest heaving up and down and your head spinning.

“You look tired.” a familiar voice spoke casually. You lifted your head up only to see Chishiya look at you with an easy smile, waving his hand from his seat on Kuina’s other side. You deadpanned.

“Yeah. And you don’t.” you scoffed, “Are you two okay?”

“I’m surprised I don’t have a single wound, honestly.” Kuina sighed, head hitting the car’s door in exhaustion, “Seriously, what the fuck is going on?“

You glanced at Chishiya and he gave you a slight nod, affirming that he was okay. You nodded back before looking over your shoulder. “There’s people on the other side of the road. Usagi and Arisu, I think.”

Kuina furrowed her eyebrows before moving her head to the side, signaling you to move over and switch places with her. You did, as discreetly as possible, and let her check whatever it is she wanted to. Chishiya waved two fingers in front of your face and brought your attention to him.

“You good?”

“Yeah.” you sighed, “Just tired. I knew things weren’t over but I expected a little break after the hell that went down at the Beach, at least.”

“The hell continues, I guess.” he said casually, smiling.

You could only sigh.

“You have to stay focused if you don’t wanna die!” Kuina suddenly yelled. You looked over to her and jumped at the sound of shooting right at the road the car you were hiding behind was parked on. Chishiya grabbed your shoulder to pull you back when he did, only relaxing when the shots stopped. Kuina scoffed, “Where the fuck are they shooting from?”

Just as she sat back down properly, an airship of sorts appeared over everyone, creating a looming shadow that did nothing to reassure the players. Chishiya hummed. “The King of Spades.”

“Great.” you commented. There were probably hundreds of pieces of fabric tied together to form a giant King of Spades card floating in the sky, attached to the bottom of the airship. You wondered just how much more of this hell you would have to go through before you could return to the comfort of the hell you knew. The normal world.

Chishiya leaned forward and handed Kuina something. It looked like a can and… Oh. You’d seen him make this back at the Beach one day. He’d made three. They were small bombs but they could definitely help out if you ever needed it. His words. He handed you one as well and you inspected it. “Here you go. A good luck charm.”

“What’s this? A bomb?” Kuina asked.

“Use it when you’re in a pinch.” he said casually.

“You have questionable hobbies, Chishiya.” you hummed, spinning the object in your hand before putting it in your jacket, “Thank you.”

“I second that. Thanks.” Kuina chuckled.

The sound of shots rung in the air as well as several running footsteps along with it. You checked Kuina’s side and saw Arisu and Usagi hide behind the car directly next to yours— Just a few meters away. Kuina tilted her head, “Are you hurt?”

“Did you seriously stop to try and save someone?” you followed after glancing at the dying boy they’d seemingly carried all the way there, and Arisu looked at you with wide eyes, before looking away and grimacing. Nothing new, you thought.

Shots fired again but the sound didn’t drown out the clear, loud honking of a car. You thought you’d imagined it, honestly, because logically speaking there was no reason for anyone to not only show themselves so obviously with a moving car but also announce themselves by honking.

Yet when the entire group looked over to the road there was, indeed, a car waiting. Ann and Tatta. Your eyes widened. “What?”

“Hurry up! Get in!” Tatta yelled.

Usagi and Arisu were the first to run into the car, closely followed by Kuina. Chishiya, irritating as he could get, refused to take his hands out of his pockets to run. You were a bit behind, careful, and caught up to him quickly. “What part of hurry up are you missing?!” you exclaimed.

Chishiya stopped and stared at the ground. You were about to question why he wasn’t going into the car despite standing right in front of it but followed his gaze.

A grenade.

“This is bad. Run!” he instantly yelled, pulling you back and moving to start running away, “Get going! Drive!” he told Tatta, knowing there was no point in risking getting into the car anymore.

“[name]!” Usagi yelled.

Kuina seemed just as worried, “Chishiya!”

The sound of their voices were quickly drowned out when your head hit the hard concrete of the sidewalk as you and Chishiya jumped as far away as possible from the bomb. The explosion went off before your senses could start coming back and just as the car started driving away. You covered the sides of your head with your arms and felt Chishiya’s arm wrap around them.

Everything was spinning. For a moment, you weren’t sure you were alive. Then Chishiya’s voice brushed that thought away.

“We have to move.” he tried to speak over all the noise. You nodded faintly and got up on your feet to the best of your ability, before running away with him— Bullets following you closely.

To Chishiya, this would’ve been fine if you hadn’t been there.

If he had been alone during that shooting, even including the part where he fails to get in the car because of a grenade— it would all have been fine because Chishiya Shuntaro is used to dealing with whatever hellish cards the Borderlands hand him. But that’s where the problem lies;

You’re there.

Chishiya met you before the cruelty of the reality of the world stripped him of his empathy— Forced him into the stoicism of a person suppressing their own emotions. He met you before his job ruined a part of him, and his feelings seemingly didn’t waver one bit at that. The importance of your wellbeing had been something he cared about before but even with attempts at erasing his emotions he couldn’t erase the quickening pace of his heartbeat if he heard you weren’t doing well.

Chishiya made the mistake of letting himself fall for someone back in college (though he claims fall is too ridiculous) and now has to deal with the pains of feeling like he needs to protect said person. You were good at dealing with things yourself, too— Sure, but that didn’t mean anything to the instinctive worry that held him by the throat.

So he watches you, unconscious due to the amount of things that happened in a few seconds, lying on the ground of some empty apartment complex— With something anyone could easily mistake as disdain. It used to be easy dealing with complicated things when he was alone. He was also sure playing games would be so much more simple if you weren’t by his side. All he would have to care for would be his own survival and that would just be it. Now he had to fear Heart games and count you into every calculations he made to get himself out of a deadly game of chess.

It was almost infuriating how much you unconsciously forced him into changing his ways, even after all these years. He figured that was just how things went when you loved someone.

When you shift in your sleep and start sighing, eyes slowly blinking to force yourself awake, Chishiya doesn’t feel the smile form on his lips. “You’re lucky we found this place before you decided to pass out.”

“My God.” you grumbled, sitting up with some effort. “Have you just been sitting there? I’m surprised. Were you watching over me, or something?”

Even in situations like this, you just didn’t miss an opportunity to try and tease him. It’s not like it ever worked, but the attempts were amusing.“You weren’t out for that long.” he spoke as calmly as usual, “Sleep fine?”

“I dreamt of fireworks at Shibuya.” you said, and your voice dropped to a silent low. The shift from casual to slight anxiousness was barely noticeable, but very obvious to Chishiya. You cracked your neck and stretched. “Guess my head decided to make people yelling and loud sounds seem more happy than how it really was.”

“At least your mind’s version of the events that just transpired is less disturbing and nightmarish. Glad to know you slept well.” he said, pushing himself up to stand. “We should check the game nearby. I don’t like the idea of us standing there waiting.”

“Less chances of getting shot by that Kind of Spades, I guess.” you sighed, following him to stand up, “Just as many to get killed, though.”

Chishiya held his hand up and you looked at it, then at him, and a small smile pulled at your lips. You high-fived him and then you both wrapped your fingers around the other’s hand.

“Not if I’m there.” he claims, smirking a little. You scoff lightly and Chishiya knows you feel slightly better. It’s enough for now. The feelings of anxiety are pushed back far away enough for you to focus during games. Enough for you to play properly and keep yourself alive. Chishiya nodded a bit, “Let’s get going.”

“Alright.” you tightened your hold on his hand and you both walked towards the game near where you were staying at— Steeling yourselves for whatever the Borderlands had prepared for you.

[kaizensluvr]

can u do chishiya arisu and niragi x reader who cant sleeps without cuddles please?

chishiya, arisu, & niragi x gn reader who can’t sleep without cuddles

author note! ty for requesting

shuntaro chishiya

- warning at first he feels stiff bc he’s touch starved but he will eventually warm up to it

- in the car back from a game, u fell asleep on his shoulder and he liked that u felt safe with him

- [real world] once you two were watching a movie and u fell asleep on him, he wrapped his arms around u and since then he’s secretly liked it

- after a long day and a game you came home tired, chishiya was already in bed but you couldn’t tell if he was sleeping, u didn’t wanna wake him up but ever since you got to the beach u haven’t been able to sleep without cuddles

- you snuggled up into the covers and after about an hour and a half of twisting and turning u still couldn’t fall asleep

- eventually you just wrapped yourself up into his arms and then you heard his voice

- “y/n, you’re still up?” u just mumbled yes and fell asleep on his chest

ryohei arisu

- he is FLUSTERED like he’s always blushing and feels so loved and special that u want him holding you <3

- i think he’d be a good cuddle giver even though he’s nervous

- [real world] you were on his lap while he was playing a video game, and you fell asleep on him; he didn’t wanna wake you so he took you onto his bed, but as he was about to get up, u grabbed him so he ended up staying with u in his chest

- he will play with your hair or rubbing your back if you can’t sleep while he’s being the big spoon

- doesn’t get annoyed at all if you wake him up bc you need him to sleep, as long as you get a good nights rest

suguru niragi

- oh he loves this, the fact you’re reliant on him for a simple task as sleeping

- gonna act annoyed but secretly is super proud of himself, usually people fear him but not you

- wants to protect you so would most likely already want to cuddle every night

- he likes to be the big spoon but when u guys are sleeping he ends up laying his limbs EVERYWHERE which gets annoying ( also a blanket hog)

- when he is doing something and u come over to him to ask for cuddles, he will tease u but he will 100% cuddle u all night long

- sometimes u can play with his hands or hair

- tbh he can’t sleep without u either so let’s say u guys got into a fight and u went to sleep on the couch he would eventually come to u and deal with his ego and just lay next to u

- since u can’t sleep without his cuddles, u always end up in his arms

ⓒ caution. don’t repost my work without my permission. plagiarism is prohibited. don’t translate my work without my permission. i will take measures of reporting you.

[24hlevi]

— 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲

Arisu Ryohei (Alice In Borderland) X Gn!Reader

♡ 𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐞: Smut

♡ 𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: Spending the night in a tent has its ups and downs, one being having to share with Arisu. Luckily, he'll do anything for you.

♡ 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: NSFW, Dom!Reader, Sub!Arisu, Light Dacryphilia, Begging, Praise, Breeding

♡ 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.9k

“we have to share the tent.”

“huh?”

“the tent can fit us both but it’ll be a tight fit.”

“huh?!”

this had to have been the most awkward moment in arisu ryohei’s life. laid down in a tent with you next to him, shoulders touching as he attempted to shrink himself down as much as possible so you had more room. the tent was obviously only meant for two people at most, with hardly any margin of free space on either side of you two. not to mention he couldn't see anything with it being completely dark outside and the lamp already put out. it was silent in the tent, with the occasional sound of trees blowing and the wind hitting it making him jump every so often, worried about someone coming in and attacking you two. all he could hear was your breathing and his own, and he tried to be as quiet as possible without waking you up.

suddenly, you rolled over and wrapped your arms around him, leaving him holding his breath out of both shock and worry of waking you.

“ryohei…”

arisu tensed up at hearing his name from your lips, and he glanced down at you with wide eyes. “yeah?” he said stupidly, not knowing what else to say.

then, you lifted your head up and opened your eyes, one of your hands trailing up and down his chest, “you can't sleep?” you asked him.

“y-yeah,” he answered with a light stutter in his words, looking at you confused. “did i wake you up? i’m sorry.”

you shook your head, “no, you didn't wake me. i've been awake this whole time,” you replied, leaning closer towards his ear before whispering, “i have an idea on how to help you fall asleep, though.”

arisu felt a chill go down his spine with the whispering, and he could swore he felt himself getting hot inside the cramped tent. “wh-what do you-”

you cut him off by leaning more and pressing a kiss to his lips. his eyes went even wider at the action despite having kissed you on multiple occasions, it felt like the first time whenever it happened.

of course, arisu was far too shy to initiate the actions himself, so you had to often take the reels and do it or else you wouldn't get anywhere. but for you, that was a good thing. to put it simply, you wore the pants of the relationship. arisu would do anything and everything for you, no matter what it was or how difficult it was, he would always succeed because it was for you. all of it was for you. he was practically wrapped around your finger. anything you asked of him, he would drop whatever it was he was doing and start what you told him. he was good for you, just for you.

pulling away from the kiss, he looked at you with his eyes still wide “are you…right now???” he questioned once realizing the possibility of where this could go.

“all you have to do is say no and i’ll stop,” you told him seriously. you knew arisu’s limits, and he knew yours too, which was why you would be fine if he did say no, that he wanted to wait. you wouldn't freak out and be angry, of course not.

arisu looked at you quietly before shaking his head, “no it’s okay, i’m okay,” he replied. “i want this.”

you smiled at him, saying a quick “good” before kissing him again.

you were able to swiftly hook your legs over him, now straddling his waist while continuing to kiss. your hands trailed down arisu’s chest, going lower and lower until eventually reaching his belt buckle, unclipping it rather quickly and then pulling away.

“are you sure?” you asked him one more time, looking down at him through the darkness.

you were barely able to see his face in the dark, but you could tell his breathing was already becoming more sporadic the more you did. you moved one of your hands to touch his cheek, smiling at him lightly. he smiled back up at you and hesitantly moved his hands to settle on your waist.

“please,” he whimpered out quietly. “i want this.”

“if you say so…” your voice trailed off, leaning back down to kiss him.

the next few minutes felt like a blur to arisu. one second he was kissing you, and the next he was hovering above you, peering down at you with dark eyes, his hair already sticking to his forehead from the sweat gathering. he was panting slightly yet nothing had even happened so far, just kissing but it was enough for him to get like this. it was evident in his face that he didn’t have a whole clue what he was doing, but with a little reassurance, you knew he would be fine.

“can i…?” arisu hesitantly spoke, his voice quiet and almost shaky. his hands were on either side of your head holding himself up as he stared down at you. he didn't dare saying anymore than that, quickly becoming embarrassed just by the situation alone that if he did he would probably end up sounding desperate.

looking up at him, your arms linked around his neck, you played with his hair slightly, “can you what? you're gonna have to tell me,” you teased lightly.

arisu felt his face grow hot once understanding he would have to actually voice his thoughts and not rely on implications, and he bit down on his lower lip before speaking again, “please, can i…fuck,” he cut himself off by just pushing into you anyway. a moan fell past his lips as he put his face in your neck, his face red as he bit down onto your skin lightly.

you gasped when he bit down, your hands tugging on his hair, “there you go, so good.”

hearing your words made him accidentally bite down harder, thrusting into you and letting out a whine, “y/n…fuck,” was all he could get out before thrusting again.

“just like that…you’re doing so good, baby, so good,” you said to him, your hands moving from his hair to his back. “keep going, baby, you can do it.”

slowly, arisu started to speed up his thrusts, letting out strings of moans and whines whilst doing so into your neck, whimpering audibly whenever you clenched around him. he then lifted his head from your neck and looked down at you, breathing heavily as he moved with sweat already forming on him. he could swear his heart had never beaten so fast before, and part of him was worried you would hear it, but a bigger part of him could care less. he had never felt anything like this before. never once did he think this would happen, but he was so happy that it was. to know that you really did love him for him, even if he was sometimes childish and selfish, it felt otherworldly to have someone genuinely love him like you did. so much that he could cry.

you looked up at him and you were surprised to see tears beginning to well in his eyes. for a split second you were worried this was going wrong, but judging by his expression, you realized it was going better than imagined. “does it feel good? i want to hear you say it, ryohei,” you said to him, dragging his name out in a tone that made him thrust into you deeper, resulting in a moan coming from both of you.

“feels s-so good, fuck…i love you so m-much,” he whined out in response, continuing his thrusts as his breathing got heavier.

“good boy..you're doing so good for me, baby.” your nails starting to scratch his back as you stared at him. “i love you too.”

all he could do was whimper as a reply, leaning his head down and resting his forehead on yours while he moved. “p-please,” his voice croaked out.

you felt wet droplets on your face and soon realized that he was crying. wrapping your arms and legs around him, you pulled him down closer to you so your bodies were touching. “keep going, fuck, just like that…you're such a good boy for me, aren't you? i’ll let you do what-whatever you w-want..just say it,” you said in between moans as he continued thrusting into you.

“please…please let m-me cum,” arisu whimpered loudly, his thrusts starting to go faster and more out of pace. “please, wanna cum p-please.”

“if you want it so bad then you’ll have to beg more,” you told him with a slight smile on your face, looking at him and moving one of your hands to wipe away the tears falling from his eyes.

he cursed under his breath at the word beg. the whole point was that he didn't want to sound desperate, but that idea was getting thrown out the window entirely. he didn't care anymore if he sounded desperate. “please l-let me cum, i-i’ll be good for you i p-promise please..need it, pl-please i need it,” he begged, more tears starting to trail down his cheeks quickly. “please, baby, i wanna fe-feel good.”

you smiled wider at his words, and you leaned closer to his ear, whispering into it. “you can cum, baby. inside.”

arisu’s pace suddenly picked up at your words, letting out moans shamelessly as tears kept falling down from his eyes, fully confident in his movements as he fucked you. “f-fuck, you feel s-so good around me,” he moaned aloud, not even caring about what he was saying anymore. “i l-love you so mu-much…fuck.”

you could tell he was getting closer to the edge by how vocal he was suddenly becoming, and you pulled him closer to you and clenched down on him with your face in his neck moaning. “cum for me, ryohei,” you whimpered into his ear, your hands moving back to his hair and pulling on it.

he didn't need to be told again, almost immediately after hearing you, arisu let out a loud groan and pushed himself deep inside of you, cumming in you. he was panting more heavily now, and his arms gave out resulting in him laying on top of you while trying to catch his breath as he slowly eased out of you. his head was now resting on your chest as he closed his eyes, taking deep breaths. “i love you,” he mumbled out quietly.

you looked down at him, your hand playing with his hair as you kissed the top of his head, “i love you too, ryohei.”

he didn't respond after that, his breathing finally steadying as he laid on top of you. it didn't take long to understand that he had fallen asleep, and you let out a light chuckle, “i guess i was right, then.”

you kissed his head again before laying your head back and closing your eyes, going to sleep as well with arisu now asleep on you. maybe sharing a tent together wasn't so bad after all.

[werelosingdaylight]

Losing you, finding him

Shuntaro Chishiya x GN!Reader

Past!Ryohei Arisu x GN!Reader

REQUESTED? Yes • [No]

WORD COUNT: 772

SUMMARY| You remembered and he didn’t, but you wouldn’t want things to turn out any other way.

Adm Note: i woke up and chose pain apparently.

There is a million ways to say ‘I love you.’

But if you listen, there is also a million different ways to hear someone’s heart breaking, because they are not the one that is loved back. The faintest sound of their heart cracking in their chest and echoing off their ribs, a thud being silenced by the screaming of pain from the breaking heart that now laid in the bottom of their stomach.

Your eyes shimmered with screaming demons, each pained by the sight before them. Why were you cursed to remember when he didn’t? You had promised to find each other and yet his heart led him to Usagi. But you didn’t blame him. she was intelligent, funny, kind, and had everything he said he found in you.

It made your mind wonder; if he remembered would things be different? Would he look for you or still search out for her?

A small smile curled at your lips, maybe it was for the better that he didn’t remember you. You had your time with him, despite the lingering thoughts that wanted more time with him or the aching in your heart that made waves of your love for him flood through your body. You wanted him to be happy, even if it’s not with you.

Turning around you started walking down the hallways, the faint smell of bleach lingering in your nose as the white halls reminded you of when you first met Arisu, the gods were cruel playing with your heart like that.

“Oh, I’m sorry!” We’re the honeyed words that rolled off your tongue, they slipped off with such ease that you barely recalled saying them; you didn’t mean to bump into the man that now held a grasp on your waist to keep you from falling to the ground.

Wait, you remembered him.

“Hi, I’m Y/N.” You greeted, your heart relishing in the feeling of his hands on your hips, maybe fate wasn’t cruel. Your heart jumped back to life when a small chuckle came from the back of his throat.

“I’m Chishiya.” Maybe you weren’t meant to end up with Arisu, ‘I know.’ Your heart screamed, remembering every interaction you had with him. The tension had always been there but your loyalty to Arisu had ruled off the lingering emotions.

—

You had a smile on your face as you remembered your first meeting with Chishiya in the real world, but the smile had dropped just as fast when you remembered why you were in such a daydream. Standing in front of you was Arisu.

After a year everyone was slowly regaining their memories of the borderlands; Chishiya and Kuina had found each other again, Niragi had apologized for his actions in the borderlands, and Usagi had reformed her friendship with you.

But now the part of that past had come back to haunt you. Arisus eyes were hopeful as he said his words of love that would have made your heart sing a year ago if it wasn’t fixed by someone else. Someone who remembered everything now but chose you when he didn’t.

“Arisu, I will always have love for you.” You started, watching his face light up before you crushed his heart with the next words like he did with yours a year ago “but I’m not in love with you anymore.” and there it was, the hurt flashing in his eyes. You could almost see the parallel of you and him, but you didn’t feel happy he was hurting like you used to, it hurt.

“Is there someone else?” The question was weak in his mouth as he asked it but he wanted to know, even if it only hurt him more.

“Yes. And I wouldn’t want anyone else.” Arisu felt his heart shattering at those words, but what hurt more was the image of someone calling your name and how your eyes lit up with fields full of love coated flowers.

It was then he saw it, sitting upon your left ring finger was a silver band; it was a simple ring but it suited you perfectly. He had lost his chance with you, but he was happy you found someone, someone who loved you when he didn’t. Someone who helped you stitch back together your broken heart.

Watching you wave ‘goodbye’ to him and walk to your fiancé, of course it was Chishiya. In the borderlands he had noticed how the two of you acted with each other, it made him jealous, but he could fake being happy for you.

Even if it broke him to see you happy with someone else.

[realisticjupiter]

! MASTERLIST: PT. 1

| ♤ - my favs | ♧ - fluff | ♢ - smut | ♡ - angst |

★ CHISHIYA ★

♢ - Chishiya prefers it quiet.

♢ - Chishiya greeting you with his fingers.

♢ - Chishiya missed you after a game.

♢ - Chishiya didn't expect to see you in his bed.

♢ - Chishiya is your new attending. (♤)

♢ - Chishiya wanted to try something new.

♢/♡ - You needed Chishiya to finally say it to your face. (♤)

♧ - Chishiya sabotages, what could have been, a good night.

♧ - Chishiya finding quiet!reader in his spot.

♧ - Chishiya makes you sleepy.

♧ - Chishiya comes home to his wife and daughter.

♧ - Chishiya wants you to believe that you're beautiful.

♧ - Niragi didn't know you and Chishiya were dating.

♧ - Chishiya can't sleep without you. (♤)

♧ - Chishiya looking out for you, so you look out for him.

♧ - Chishiya helps you finish your snack.

♧ - Chishiya is annoyed how much taller you are than him. (♤)

♧ - You keep forgetting you're to hang out with Chishiya.

♧ - Chishiya tries to get you to trust him.

♧ - You asked Chishiya if he liked you.

♧ - you always seem to zone out during Chishiya's small rants.

♧ - Chishiya always catches you in the act. an act he isn't sure of.

♧ - questionably expressing your admiration for a bunny.

♧ - drunk Chishiya showing up at your door.

♧ - chishiya and reader after the borderlands. (♤)

♧/♡ - Comforting Chishiya after a nightmare of losing you.

♧/♡ - Chishiya understands exactly what you're going through.

★ ARISU ★

♧ - Teasing Arisu while he's on the game. (♤)

♧ - You decided to see if Arisu would mind your company.

♧ - Arisu (attempting to) take care of you while sick.

♡ - Testing your theory.

[poisonedprose]

Can I get something SUPER angsty where chishiya always acts like he hates the reader, but the reader is just really energetic and loves making new friends. And chishiya gets so annoyed (cause he's getting feelings) that's he uses the reader to get the cards, you can come up with the ending with semi-happy ending or happy ending

₊˚✧ don't take it personal

chishiya shuntaro x gn!reader angst

warnings: violence??, implies that chishiya likes the reader

masterlist

Loud music and screams from occupants of the beach could be heard throughout the beach, even in your secluded room. The sun was just beginning to set and you were preparing yourself for whatever Chishiya had in store for you. 

━━━━

A quiet knock grabbed your attention as you put on a jacket, ready for the game that you had to attend. "It's open!" You called out and the mysterious knocker let themself in. "Chishiya!" You exclaimed when you saw him. "Y/N," His voice was even more monotone than it normally was. "I need you to do me a favor." You practically cringed hearing the words come out of his mouth. 

"Chishiya needing a favor? I must be dreaming." You laughed but he still stared at you with a dead expression. "I'm serious, I need your help to steal the cards." You were in shock. "Steal the cards? Chishiya, what the hell are you thinking?!" Your heart was racing just thinking about it. "Tomorrow, when Aguni gives his speech, meet me by Hatter's office." He said as he left, closing the door behind him.

━━━━

Aguni was giving his speech. It was now or never. Your feet trudged against the floor. They carried you just outside of Hatter's office. Chishiya was already there, along with Kuina, Usagi, and Arisu. 

"Y/N, quickly, when you go into Hatter's office, look for a safe. Once you've found it, I'll give you the code." He ushered you into the room quickly. "You know the code?" You were confused, surely Aguni hadn't told Chishiya. He said nothing, instead choosing to leave you in this foreign room all by yourself. 

You quickly began looking for the safe, and to your surprise, you found it quite easily. "Chishiya, I found it." You whispered into the walkie-talkie, that you only just realized he gave you. "8022" You quickly punched in the numbers. 

Your heart dropped when it didn't open. Was Chishiya wrong about the code? You didn't have much time to think about it before you were pulled to your feet and your hands were secured behind your back. 

It all happened so quickly. You were on the ground, with blurred vision, someone was screaming. That's when it clicked. He set you up. You should have known. He'd always make it clear how much he despised you. Even going as far as telling you if it came down to it, he would use you as a human shield in the games if he had to. How could you be so foolish?

None of that mattered now as you felt the blood come up your throat. The taste of metallic filling your mouth. "Alright, Niragi, that's enough," Chishiya spoke in monotony. "I should kill this bitch for trying to steal the cards." Niragi spat out. "I'll take care of it." Your heart dropped as you heard Chishia say that.

Your limpish body was dragged out of the militant's sight. Only stopping once Chishiya was sure no one was following. He leaned you against a wall and sat you up, crouching down to your level. 

"Get away from me!" You threw weak punches at him. "Hey, hey, calm down. I don't know why you're mad at me, you're the idiot who found the wrong safe." He took off his white jacket before wiping some of the blood off your face with the sleeve. "No, you gave me the wrong code." You spat blood at him. "That was unnecessary." He used the same jacket to get the blood off his face. 

"You know, what's unnecessary? Using me for part of your dumb plan, when all I ever was, was nice to you! And don't even get me started on how you almost got me killed and now are trying to play the hero." You scoffed but continue to let him clean your face. 

"Actually, I thought you were smart enough to know the safe wouldn't be out in the open." He laughed, probably at your naivety. "You're an asshole." "Yet, you still want to be friends with me." You rolled your eyes. "No, I do not. I am done with you." You pushed him off you. "That's a shame because I really like you." He smiled and got up before walking away. 

"Do you actually mean that? Wait, you can't just leave me here! Come back! Chishiya!!" You whined as he looked at you and laughed. And of course, he came back, how could he leave someone so pretty to bleed out in the hallway?

[niki-phoria]

i think i want to start writing for alice in borderland (arisu and chishiya and also maybe kuina) so feel free to request :))

[shunchitaro]

Arisu x GN!Reader

Genre: Angst (school/normal!AU) Romantic [In which reader has that unrequited love moment]

["These are the words I held back, I was leaving too soon I was enchanted to meet you"]

Arisu Ryohei.

Yeah, Y/N L/N was head over heels for him. All their friends knew except him, which made Y/N relieved that they didn't seem obvious.

You must be wondering who Arisu is to Y/N, aside from being their crush.

Arisu and Y/N have been friends ever since they moved to the school for their first year of high school (gr 7). He was one of their first friends in their batch, and they were entirely grateful since they were bullied for being the youngest in their section. Arisu was the first to introduce himself and befriend Y/N. Their friendship slowly grew into a friend group with a few other people Y/N got close with, and Arisu was part of that friend group.

Y/N never thought they'd ever fall for Arisu. Heck, Arisu wouldn't even be the last resort if they couldn't find anyone decent to have a crush on. Another important note was that Y/N hadn't had a crush for almost 4 years through high school; they didn't even plan to like anyone until they had suddenly fallen for Arisu.

How couldn't they fall for him? Arisu treated them well, he was such a gentleman. Y/N and Arisu always go home together; he usually treats them ice cream on the way home or he offers to carry their bag, then they'd gossip or he'd listen to them vent and he would comfort them. He was caring and kind, and he always put them first before anything.

Who wouldn't fall for Arisu, when he was a walking forest? A green flag?

The thing is, Arisu had a girlfriend so Y/N couldn't make their move- until he broke up with her because she kept gas lighting him.

Y/N thought they had their chance. Valentines Day was in a month, they had plenty of time. They planned to tell Arisu after they were sure Arisu was no longer hurt about his ex-girlfriend. Y/N had told the rest of the friend group and Chota even offered to help them write a confession letter.

But they were too late.

The next moment they opened the group chat, the first message they saw was Arisu's message.

'Guys I think I like someone, she's so pretty'

What? He likes someone already? It hurt Y/N even more when they realized it was the transfer student, Hana Minamura.

Y/N tried to brush it off, since she wanted Arisu to be happy. They supported him and even hyped him up to tell Hana. Y/N begged their friends not to tell Arisu, and they respected that decision.

Then one day, Arisu was devastated because Hana stood him up. She asked him out on a date and on the day before she had told him she was going out with Lee, another male classmate who had also liked her. Y/N comforted him of course, and he soon was ignoring Hana. Y/N thought she had a chance and wanted to confess to him the next day, but her plans failed miserably.

"Hana and I sorted things out, i'm going to court her again"

It was valentines and Y/N had to witness Arisu being clingy to Hana. He always talked about her in the group chat and Y/N had to play it cool, supporting him and even teasing him about it.

Y/N L/N was so glad Arisu was oblivious to the fact they liked him, but it hurt.

Why not Y/N?

Y/N was there longer, and Arisu had only met Hana that year when she transferred. Y/N was there for Arisu through everything, they were there when they needed advice on Hana, they were there to comfort him when Hana stood him up, they were there more than Hana ever was, so why was he picking her?

Y/N gripped the crumpled letter they were supposed to hand Arisu after valentines day, watching as Arisu had his arm around Hana's waist smiling with her and laughing with her.

It felt so unfair to Y/N, seeing Hana with Arisu. Y/N felt so disappointed in themself, seeing Hana stole Arisu's attention within just a short period of time.

For a moment, Y/N wished that Arisu wasn't so oblivious. They wished that he knew they liked him, maybe then Arisu would finally accept their feelings and either accept or reject them.

Arisu was blind, and Y/N was left at the peak of their emotions.

Their tears fell and they angrily tossed the letter into the bin, Karube and Chota watching in worry as they stormed off into the washrooms.

Arisu Ryohei was blinded to the fact that someone admired him way more than a friend, and chased after someone that probably didn't even have any interest in him. The selfish bit of Y/N wanted Hana to reject him, but then Y/N knew that once she did confess to Arisu after he got rejected, he would accept them.

Y/N didn't want to treat themself as Arisu's last resort.

Y/N L/N wasn't really meant for Arisu Ryohei, and it was slowly sinking in.

Author's note: Hello! I'm finally back hehe, sorry for disappearing for so long. I know I have a pending request, I'll write it as soon as I can requester-san! I just felt motivated to write this, it's kind of inspired off of my in-real-life crush experience :'). Not everything in the story is based off what really happened though but most parts are heavily inspired hehe. Happy belated Valentines day loves! <3

[cupidb]

AIB's (♂) reaction to you kissing the tip of their nose

AIB male characters x GN!Reader

English is not my first language. Sorry in advance for any mistakes.

Arisu:

He was rambling about some new video game when you lean over and kiss the tip of his nose in the middle of his sentence, causing him to come to a halt. He's stunned for a few moments and fumbles with his words before relaxing and looking at you with a soft smile as he pulls you closer to him by the hem of your shirt to return the kiss, but this time on your lips.

Karube:

You were playing on the bed when he holds you under him, teasing you when you just rolled your eyes, leaning in and kissing the tip of his nose. He halts for a second before smiling hugely, cheeks burning as he takes your face in both hands and spreads kisses all over your face and lastly your nose, forcing laughter out of you.

Chota:

You laugh at the sight of his scrunched-up nose and wrinkled eyes. He holds your face in his hands and laughs softly as he looks at you. He reciprocated the kiss by gently kissing the tip of your nose and then playfully touching it.

Chishiya:

With his hands in his pocket, he watched you quietly as you talked to your friend. But the next thing he knew a kiss was being placed on the tip of his nose and you smiling at him after. He looks at you shortly with raised eyebrows; not expecting that at all. Trying to act unaffected he looked away but failed as his lips stretched into a small smile. His smile grew slightly when he saw your hand grasping his.

Tatta:

Your lips lightly touch the tip of his nose as he stutters a few words. He then looks directly into your eyes, appearing unfazed, and then he smiles brightly but awkwardly. He enfolds you in a bear embrace before smothering you in kisses that range in length from your neck to your jaw and finally your face.

Niragi:

His sentence was cut off by a groan he let out when he felt your lips touching the tip of his nose. He raised an eyebrow questioningly at you before dropping his gun to the nearest surface. Pulling you flush against his body by your hips, he cupped your jaw forcing your mouth on his; wanting a proper kiss from you.

Banda:

He just stares at you, unaffected, with no reaction, but you still put on the smile he secretly cherished. He liked how your lips felt and wondered how they would feel on his. He thought about the moment your lips touched his skin, how warmth was engulfing his body. Noticing that you had your attention on something else he took the opportunity to graze the tip of his nose where your lips had once been, feeling your warmth still linger there.