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UPDATE!!!!!!!!!

I SPOKE TO HIM GUYSSSSSS

it was a short convo but i was blushing SO hard!! ofc my bestie was with me so i wasn’t scared out of my mind but omggggggg i’m so happy!!!

my friends (who were peaking from the side of room) told me that bc he was so tall he was looking down at me and was leaning on a pole and was smiling and it was extremely cute. AHHHHHH IM BEING DELUDED 🤭🤭🤭

more updates of my soon-to-be love life coming soon 😉

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i ALMOST spoke to my crush today. i also almost made physical contact with him. yesterday i held the door open for him and i also found out he’s really great friends with one of my closest friends.

also who gets nervous and can’t stop laughing when people are talking about who they see you with and how they wanna be invited to your wedding.

like i’m not used to this much attention but please keep going.

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the rookie has me driving around at night figuring out where the most suspicious parts of my suburb is

like is there a severed foot is that river?

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OKAY SO I FINISHED BRIDGERTON SEASON 3 !!!

HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS:

- for season 4 it’s definitely gonna be a benedict/sophie/eloise/phillip story because it would be weird to continue francesca’s story right after she got married.

- also francesca’s husband john kilmartin, dies two years after they got married. season four will be set one year after season three (francesca and john’s wedding) so the timeline wouldn’t be right if he died a year after.

- at the end of season 3, when eloise was getting packed up for scotland, she said she will be back in one year for her mother’s MASQUERADE BALL!!!

-THIS IS THE SAME MASQUERADE BALL BENEDICT MEETS SOPHIE!!!

-so season 4 will definitely (hopefully) be about benedict.

- ALSOOOO the code name for season 4 is ‘Vauxhall’. vauxhall is a place where masquerade balls were often held in the regency times. and a masquerade ball is where we will see the future mrs benedict bridgerton. think about it.

-i also don’t understand why they felt the need to change francesca’s second husband to a wife?? follow the book people you won’t get cancelled for not doing that 🙄 no offense

- colin didn’t have a lot of scenes with his family. like when anthony was in a crisis, he had daphne. or when daphne was in a crisis she had literally any other person in her family. but poor colin was not alone but he was lonely 😞

- also colin is like the only bridgerton child that didn’t have sooo much drama. as much as i loved season 3 and i was longing for it for so bloody long, a little bit of drama wouldn’t hurt (other than the whistledown thing)

- what is with that threesome? skipped the whole scene so don’t ask me what happened

- also i keep hearing people saying that colin should’ve groveled more for penelope, that she deserves to be chased not be the chaser. yes pen deserves everything in this world and the next but give colin a break okay? he wanted to marry her as soon as possible because he LOVED her. and pen had no choice but to say yes because if a man you have loved for more years than the amount of years you were alive asked you to marry him, would you say no? i’ll leave it at that.

- i wish they showed anthony and kate’s baby 😔 we had nothing than ‘WE’RE PREGNANT!’ then they disappear with no word of the pregnancy again.

- this was supposed to be a pen/colin season. not a pen/colin/ben/tilley/paul/fran/john season.

- there wasn’t enough time to develop pen and colin’s love story. i feel like it was far too rushed, with all the other characters lives interfering and the whistledown drama as well.

- fran should’ve just had her own season. like she would’ve been amazing in her own season, in her own spotlight.

- she didn’t even have time to develop as a character. like, yes she was recasted, but her character in s1 and s2 was carefree, young, not awkward. but now she’s this mature, grown up, and forgive me, weird young woman who doesn’t know what she wants. she was also gone for basically more than half of the show and giving her a whole season (one that’s shared with other characters mind you) to get married? i thought that was weird.

- i thought she could’ve had at least a whole season to just be there and live her life.

that’s all the notes i have so far in the season. let’s hope for season 4 being benny boy’s love story 🤞🏽🩷

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Finished watching love is sweet with bai lu and luo yunxi.

Yuan Shuai is so iconic and so talented I need someone like him in my life 😭

Xu Li said he’s handsome, smart, educated, funny, rich, can cook, is generous and kind and loves his family. Jiang Jun is so lucky I’m jealous

We need more people like him in this world 😫

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i love how i was at a bbq and i was holding my baby niece and she fell asleep and my hands started cramping and i had a seizure but i didn’t tell anyone and then i started shaking and i told only my older cousin and she took me to her old bedroom and gave me water and then told everybody in the house and then we had to leave early and i didn’t even get to take a bereal. and show everybody how much fun i was having and they weren’t.

the best part is that one of my favourite cousins who got married and had two kids and i hadn’t talked to in a while was most concerned about me and walked me to my car and told me if i needed anything i could always talk to her whether it was about school or exams or anything at all.

tbh i’m kind of happy because tomorrow i’ll be hanging out with my cousins and their kids and my other cousins from another state who was abandoned by this shitty father.

life is great.

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is it bad that i have absolutely no idea what i want my career to be?? i have two years of high school left and i have no clue what i wanna do

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it’s time for me to stop watching this show and move on completely bc i am now finding out that the female lead has a miscarriage that was caused by her husband’s ex and then she runs away to hungary and stays there for SEVEN YEARSSSSSSSS. i’m deceased. not watching this anymore

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GUYS I WENT TO THE 1000 STEPS TDY IN DANDENONG AND I HOPE WHOEVER MADE THE TRACK BURNS IN HELL LIKE WHY WOULD YOU TOTURE PEOPLE LIKE THAT AND I HATE MY TEACHERS FOR DOING THIS LIKE WHAT WAS THE POINT?!?!?! YOU HAVE TO WALK FOR LIKE AN HOUR BEFORE THE 1000 STEPS START LIEK WHAT??? WHAT IS THAT FOR???? I WAS SO SORE I STARTED CRYING AND MY COUSIN AND MY FRIEND WERE LAUGHING SO HARD WHY I DONT KNOW!!! I FELT MY HEART BEATING SO HARD I HEARD IT OVER THE SOUNDS OF THE WATERFALLS AND THE BIRDS RIGHT AT MY HEAD???? I HAD BASICALLY AN ASTHMA ATTACK AND I COULDNT BREATHE AND YK WHAT WHAT AN ASTHMA ATTACK FEELS LIKE AND THEN IT STARTED HAILINNNNGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! We finally finished the hike AND THEN WE HAD TO GO DOWNHILL???? Downhill wasn’t that bad but it was still just as hard THEN IT WAS HAILING AGAIN AND WE FINALLY GOT TO THE REST OF OUR CLASS when we got on the bus the heater above me wasn’t working idek why and I hate them for that but at least I got to watch tvd GUYYSSSSSS can someone explain to me why it started hailing again THE SECOND WE GOT OFF THE BUS IM NOT EVEN JOKING THE SECOND WE GOT OFF THE BUS and my teacher here was taking the time of his life like ‘oh nice weather today isn’t it, not a ray of sun in the sky’ PLEASEESEE MOVE FASTER HURY HURRY HURRY IM DYING HERE and I suffered throughout the rest of the day with asthma, basically-hypothermia and sore legs and now I’m here unable to move so thank you teachers of -my school- and the man who invented the Kokoda track for my torture 🙂✌🏾

I got more pics just need my friend to airdrop them to me 😭😭

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how many bodies are in that overpass?

the rookie has me driving around at night figuring out where the most suspicious parts of my suburb is

like is there a severed foot is that river?