#are you guys happy i wrote a happy ending for reiner ?? LOL

[lunaslovelyrambles]

-> this is a sequel to this ficlet i posted a while back bc it's seemingly very popular - even still :)

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your eyes haunt him. they have since the moment he got back to marley. whenever reiner has a moment of time to let his mind wander it always brings him back to you.

the pain he caused you, mainly, and that look in your eyes the last time he saw them. so full of hurt. and it was all his fault.

now, he's on the train back from the mid-east war. the constant fighting had worn his body to the bone. the stress of being on the front lines, and as a titan shifter nonetheless, wears him out more than the others.

he remembers back on paradis, before revealing himself as the armored titan, you had told him that he should take it easier.

"we're better when we fight together, after all! it's okay to let some of the others take on some of the burden as well."

he wished he listened to you. he wished he could go back to moments like that. moments where your eyes would light up as you nudged him, joking about stupid things.

but he couldn't. pieck lightly tapped his shoulder, breaking him out of thought.

"hey, we're almost back," she smiled at him, "spacing out, huh? must be thinking of something good if you were that out of it."

yeah, he thought, he was.

-x-

reiner can't think of many moments in his life where he's felt at such a loss for words. in those few moments, however, he thinks this one might take the cake.

you're standing in front of him. you're older, prettier - he didn't think that was even possible - and really here. you're not a figment of his imagination.

he thinks of so many things that he wants to say. he's missed you, he's thought about you every day, he's wanted nothing more than to see you again, you look so beautiful.

none of them come out.

because your eyes are downcast, sad. and only flickering to look at him every few seconds. his heart breaks.

"it's been a while, huh?" you barely even whisper it. still, just hearing your voice makes him shudder. he didn't realize just how much he missed hearing it.

he nods, still staring and still struggling to talk. hell, he can barely even believe this is real. that he's getting a chance to talk to you again, and that you aren't trying to kill him for what he did.

you sigh, tugging at a belt on your gear. he follows your fingers and then falls back onto your eyes, as always.

"look, i don't-"

"i'm sorry."

he finally cuts you off, and it's then that your eyes finally meet his for longer than a second.

"i-i'm so sorry."

it's all he can say. that's all he's wanted to say to you for years now. all he wanted was one chance to apologize to the hurt that he caused you. for making your eyes shine less.

if the only thing he does for the rest of his life is grovel and beg for forgiveness at your feet, he'd be okay with that.

you let out an airy chuckle and it catches him off guard.

"yeah, i know. i'm sorry too."

he can't fathom why on earth you are apologizing. he's done nothing but cause you pain, and you're apologizing to him?

he thinks for certain, now, that you're the opposite of the lies marley fed him about people on paradis. because no devil could ever be as angelic as you are.

and as he gapes at you, awestruck by your words, you smile at him and that light in your eyes returns for the briefest of moments.

-x-

he wakes with a start. years have gone and passed since the battle of earth, yet the nightmares still haunt him. he thinks that they always will, even a little. however, they have gotten better over time.

"good morning," you smile down at him.

well, especially with you by his side.

reiner huffs a response, still too deep in sleep's depths to form words. the sunlight pours in through the open window next to you. he could've sworn he died and went to heaven.

he hasn't. and he thanks every god out there for allowing him to find such peace in this lifetime.

you brush some hair lightly out of his face with your hand, the coolness of the ring on your finger making him sigh. his eyes shut instinctively. it's too bright, too early.

"we have to go meet the others today, don't fall back asleep on me." your voice was so light, so pleasant. he's finding it hard to listen.

his eyes open again and he meets yours for the first time this morning. he's met with that all too familiar gaze.

the one that he saw after he kissed you for the first time. or when he snuck out of the barracks with you all those nights to look at the stars. the look when he asked you to marry him.

his eyes look back with the same feelings, and he feels happiness.

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-> masterlist

[retrohachi]

when we were young random headcanons (1/???)

warnings: none besides this isn’t proofread and i was just spittin bc i’m bored LOL

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- y/n and annie would talk a lot of shit about the boys during training breaks growing up

- pieck would always ask y/n to hangout a lot growing up but since she was always with annie that didn’t happen a lot. but when y/n would come around the two of them would have so much fun together.

- speaking of pieck; her family loves y/n. that’s why pieck’s dad made y/n the star necklace before she left for paradis. they thought of y/n as another daughter.

- pieck brings up y/n the most out of all of the warriors who stayed in marley, even more than porco. pieck feels about y/n the way y/n feels about annie.

- porco thinks a lot about y/n when she’s away in paradis. he has a million tattered love letters in his desk he wants to give her when she comes back

- porco developed a crush on y/n when there was a week annie was out sick from training. he liked her sense of humor

- if it wasn’t for the titan curse, porco sometimes thinks about what spending a life with y/n would be like, if they had some chance at normalcy. even though he knows deep down you’ll never feel that way about him. he likes the make pretend for brief moments.

-if you never met jean,stayed in marley and never inherited a titan; you’d definitely end up marrying porco

- reiner wanted a friendship with y/n growing up but things never worked out the way he wanted to.

- he thought you were funny but he’d never let you know that

- above all, reiner really admired you growing up and was totally jealous of how naturally things came to you.

- he’s happy you start talking to him again in the cadets. (again, even though he’d never let you know.)

- y/n and reiner are each other’s safe space but they’d never ever admit it

- annie pictured you being in her life until you both died

- like porco, she thinks about what a life with you could’ve been if you had normal lives. she used to think you guys would be friends forever but too much shit changed you both since coming to paradis

- okay speaking of paradis

-jean

-jean always thinks it but his words don’t do justice for how truly he means it : you are and will forever be the prettiest girl he’ll ever meet

- he’s always doodled random people when he’s bored but ever since he met y/n, for some reason his doodles always end up looking like you

- jean used to attempt to flirt with y/n but gave up when he realized how much better you were at it. plus he found the more acted like himself, you liked that more

- y/n has an awful habit of picking at her fingers. 90 percent of the time she won’t even notice she’s doing it but you know who does? you guessed it. jean.

- he’ll never call you out on it because he doesn’t want to make you embarrassed. so he find if he just slowly intertwines his fingers with yours you’ll quit it. he’s happy it helps you but it’s definitely his excuse just to hold your hand

- y/n is a year and half older than jean and he’ll never not let her live it down. he jokes all of the time about liking “older women” just to piss her off.

- that doesn’t mean y/n won’t use “WELL I’M OLDER THAN YOU” in arguments though just to piss jean off as equally much

- after the first cliff encounter, despite everything, jean still ended up writing his mom back because he promised you he would

- and in the letter he wrote his mom he told her about you

- sasha and connie tease jean so much about liking you

- but they notice since jean met you he’s happier and they’re just happy for that

- anyways

- one time connie made a deez nuts joke at the table during dinner and no one laughed but you. ever since then connie always liked you

- sasha will refer to you as her “gloomy little brat” but she likes how you contrast her. she’s thankful she met you

- just like jean, sasha also wrote her family about you. she was so excited to have a bunkie like you, she just HAD to tell them. as she gets to you know she absolutely sees you as a sister

- speaking of siblings let’s talk ab paul

- paul would bring y/n home little gifts from wherever he was sent off to. it’s something she always looked forward to when he came home

- y/n kept every single gift and they’re still in her childhood home in marley

- when candidate choosing was happening paul got to suggest who should inherit his titan. the mayhem titan always went to someone in your family

- he knew how much porco cared about you; so he suggested porco should be the one to inherit his titan and not you

- obviously things worked out differently, but he just wanted to dream for a moment about you living a normal life

- when paul was back home in marley, he’d play piano in his free time.

- your family had this real nice wooden one in your living room he’s practice on

- he was actually really good and tried teaching you some but you were ass at it

- so you’d just lay on the couch and listen to him play as you fell asleep

- since paul died, no one has touched the piano in your house

- his room also remained untouched, even after all these years

- paul also did yn’s hair sometimes. it would just be a ponytail and it looked horrendous tbh. there were bumps everywhere and a crooked bow tied in the back but you still wore it just bc your brother tried for you

- when you inherit a titan shifters titan, you inherit their memories

- since you took your brothers titan, you’re not sure how much of his memories you even see. you both had similar childhoods so sometimes it feels like both of your memories were just combined

- sometimes you’ll have dreams about paul and things he did, but you don’t know if they’re just meaningless dreams or his memories. you try not to think about it or else you start crying

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LOL i have more but for now i hope y’all enjoy theses. idk when chapter 11 will be out and if you ask i’ll bite you 😟😟😟😟😟😟

if you’re finding this and have no idea what the fuck this is these are headcanons for a fic i write on wattpad called when we were young, my user on there is retroackerman (same as here lol)

LOL PEACE AND LOVE

[verratensduo]

GIVE ME A CHARACTER: Eren, Zeke, Grisha, Connie, Jean AND MARCO. Because your portrayal or Marco is adorable.

I apologize on advanced, you will likely be really angry with Grisha and Zeke's responses so I'll do them first and hope the other three make you a little less mad.

Grisha

How I feel about them: I fucking hate him!!!!! Oh my God I can't stand him, be it worst dad Grisha tm to this pet Gary Stue he has evolved into since the Grisha miny arch. Ugg. Everytime he pops up in the manga I hate him more. Like please Isyana just stop am never going to like him. He is just super unlikable and the way you write him does him no favors with me.

All the people I ship romantically with this character: No one. I don't like him at all.

BROTP: I guess Eren Kruger since he ran with the restorationists.

Unpopular opinion: Of all the characters in AOT he us the least interesting and was the least deserving of so much focus after death and nothing Isyama has done really redeems the character as much as it does rewrite him to magically be a better person.

A wish: That he wasn't in chapter 121 the way he was, that his flaws where not retconned out of existence.

Zeke

How I fell: I used to love him because he could have made a great antihero, anitvillain, or villian but now he just feels so pathetic the way Isyama wrote him like...no thanks. Sorry that won't do it for me.

All the people I ship romantically with him: Pieck & Yelena

BROTP: In Au, Eren.

Unpopular Opinion: Isyama really shouldn't have dropped that entire killing people brought him pleasure thing, made him a lot more interesting than current canon.

A wish: That somehow he gets a decent ending in the manga. Doesn't have to be good, just decent.

Okay, now onto things that won't land me as much in hot water here.

Jean

How I feel about them: Despite how he continously frustrates me, I actually have really grown to love him. His development is among the best in the series. I just wish it didn't have to come at Marco and Eren's expense.

All the people I ship romantically with them: Marco (to obvious lol), Eren, Mikasa, Sasha, Connie, and Mina (anyone remember her? The girl that looked somewhat like Mikasa that died in Trost? Yeah her)

BROTP: It's gotta be Thomas, yes the Reiner look alike, they where both from Trost so I think they might have been friends pretraining.

Unpopular Opinion: Just let this boy cry. Scree your ideals of masculinity if anyone ever deserved it, it was him.

A wish: Give him a happy ending.

Connie

How I feel about them: Okay the first anime character I had a crush on, he is one of my faves. I love my little cue-ball. Too bad his character development came at the expense of poor Sasha.

All the people I ship with him romantically: Sasha, Jean, Marco, Reiner, and Eren

BROTP: Bertholdt

Unpopular opinion: He is so much more complex than just the comic relief guy actually watch the show or read the manga with eyes for more than Dadwin, Edgy boy Levi and Dadner.

A wish: Somehow that he at least gets his mom back when this is all said and done.

Marco (Thank you so much for the kind words on my portrayal)

How I fell about them: Love him unconditionally, I will defend him from the fandom that treats him cruel fight me.

All the people I ship him with romantically: Jean, Eren, Armin, Reiner, Bertholdr, Annie, Sasha, Connie, and Mina.

BROTP: This may sound weird but him and Marcel/Belrik would have been such an interesting friendship.

Unpopular opinion: Marco's death in Teost was unnecessary as Mina, Thomas, Nac, and Mylius where all purple prose characters that also died and set the tone as metaphors for being losers and dying before their goals can be accomplished.

A wish: That Isyama kept him around longer.

Okay ending this with one that will probably get me in hot water given the current manga situation and fandom in general.

Eren.

How I feel about the character: I love him entirely, it is why I am so done with this god damned fandom and the "unbiased and mature" meta writers that write about him and the story in general.

All the people I ship with him romantically: Armin, Marco, Jean, Reiner, Bertholdt, Connie, Makoto from Free!, Sousuke from Free!, Thomas (yes the Reiener look alike), I can't even keep track of them all he is so shippable.

BROTP: Levi

Unpopular Opinion: He isn't the big bad or the villian, especially since none of your faves can be a villain and are all magically justified fandom.

A wish: Please just let him know happiness for once for fucks sake.

[tminor4]

Tag Game

Rules:

Always post the rules

Answer the questions given by the person who tagged you

Write 11 questions of your own

Tag 11 people

these seem fun WOOHOO thank you @die-forellex for tagging!!

CONTAINS SNK SPOILERS

Your top 3 anime openings?

snk season 1 op 2 (Jiyuu no Tsubasa ): DO I NEED TO EXPLAIN

naruto op 5 ( Seishun Kyosokyoku ) FUCKING PEAK OF NARUTO ANIMATION IMHO

gintama op 8 (Light Infection) and op 5 (Donten): AHHHHHH Quick! you have the power to bring one character back from the dead (with no secondary effects) who would it be?

VOL’JIN. 

im nOT DONE

moblit didn’t have to die. nanaba!!! the guy who found reiner in the wall.

If you could crossover 2 animes, which ones would they be?

Lol Fist of the North Star and snk

Berserk and snk

Choose 3 hair colors.Ok. Ready? Now tell me your fav character with that hair color.

blond: annie leonhardt

black: mikasa ackerman

pink (lol): sakura haruno/uchiha

Guilty pleasure?? (food, music, movies, etc)

fandom definitely. quality smut ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°). gaming when i should be studying

Pick two characters to protect you and the rest will kill you [choose from here x]

GOKU AND SAITAMA OF COURSE WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS. (eren what are you doing there)

In which anime do you think you would fit the best if you were to live in their world?

um uh i don’t know but as long as i get to be the respected jerk badass ill live

A night out! ..pick 3 characters and tell me: who is buying the drinks, who is the designated driver and who is the one dancing while singing barbie girl by aqua😂

Historia is buying the whole bar ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) . Designated driver is Mikasa (is this like an unanimous thing?). Erwin singing barbie girl.

A movie that you can watch a million times and will never bore you? why?

i.....dont think i have one?

Do you have a favorite seiyuu(s)? which one(s)?  

the entire va cast of gintama. that shit is god-tier

also hmm eren, annie, levi, jean’s are my faves too.

How would you like Snk to end: everyone dies, a bitter sweet ending, a happy one or an open ending?  

omg brooke stole all my answers. I’d like it to end with a bitter sweet ending. Open ending for romances if there’s no prior development. 

im feeling really uninspired rn sorry. wrote some questions and was like “these are terrible”. tagging people who followed for snk and/or rm :D I want to know you guys :DD