#are we forgetting that Misono has already tried to use Mikuni's love for him against him in gluttony's arc? and it did NOT end well...
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seysei · 8 months ago
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I knoooooooow that being defeated by the people you love / your love for someone is a recurring theme in servamp.
I just feel like we're forgetting that the last time that was tried on a certain somebody, a certain someone had their head detached from their body.
I just feel like we moved past that too quickly.
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jekunitrash · 5 years ago
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Chaos in the Alicein household_Chapter 4
It had been two weeks since Mikuni and Jeje came back. Everything was slowly returning the way it was before, the two brothers would play games in the afternoon and when the time would come for Misono to do his homework, the blonde would either talk with Lily and Jeje or play with the children. Surprisingly enough, they never questioned him too much on where he had been this whole time and what he had been doing. They were happy just listening to him talking about random things, and Mikuni made them laugh by listing all the pranks he played on Jeje. Said vampire wasn't amused. 
They also thought about closing the shop but the blonde said it would be a waste, and that he would just open it when Misono was at school, like a part-time job. He didn't want to stay home doing nothing of his days, eventhough everyone told him it was fine. Jeje for his part just complied to whatever his eve said. Besides, he could make bottled ships which was kind of a hobby to him. 
So everything was going well in the Alicein household except from the fact that Mikado wasn't at home very often because of "family affairs", as he said. But it wasn't much of a problem for the others since they were used to it and Mikuni wasn't that comfortable around him. They still needed some time to adjust to their new situation, it seemed. Anyways, the servamps and eves were having dinner when Misono brought something up. 
-"Hey, I was thinking. How about we throw a party and invite the other pairs? It's been a while since we last saw them and it was after the war against Tsubaki. It would be nice to see each others for something else than battle. " 
"Oh, great idea Misono!" Lily exclaimed, " I'm so proud of you for suggesting that, you always act like a tsundere-"
"Shut up Lily!" The teen yelled at him, visibly embarassed by the vampire's comment. Mikuni chimed in, feeling like teasing his cute and blushing brother.
"But he is right though, Misono! It's so unexpected of you to suggest something like a party, I mean, you're shy and all-"
"YOU TOO, SHUT YOUR MOUTH !" Now he was really annoyed. 
Jeje sighed at them but he was admittedly amused. Seeing his eve laugh like this was satisfying and he briefly felt flutters in his stomach. It was a strange but not displeasing feeling, and he found himself unable to put a name on it. He was pulled out of his reflexion when more yelling erupted in the room. 
-"Why the hell would you want to invite this bastard Tsurugi, little brother ?!"
'Ah. This is going to be troublesome...' the servamp of envy thought. He knew how the C3's hound dog ( well at least he wasn't being used by Touma anymore) and his eve acted around each other. Incessant banter and death threats, that was it. 'Why did Misono have to bring him up, ugh.'
-" Oh come on, Mikuni. Don't you think it's about time you two start interacting normally ? Besides, you agreed that we invite the Melancholy team, why not the C3? Well except for  Touma of course. I can't forgive this bastard." Misono tried to reason his brother. However, his efforts went to waste as Mikuni seemed to have already set his mind.
"Forget it, I'm not going to see him even if you're the one to ask. We could never understand each other anyway. " he declared before leaving the room. 
The lust pair sat there dumbfounded while Jeje stared in the void, thinking hard. It wasn't new that Mikuni and Tsurugi didn't get along but his eve's reaction was excessive, even to him. And it wasn't that bad when they worked together. Sure Mikuni was opposed to his methods and often said he found him disgusting but he was also worried when he got hurt. That's why he didn't understand how the two men's relationship had deteriorated that much. 'Something must have happened, but what?' Jeje was always with his eve, surely he would know if anything serious happened. 'Well it won't help to stay here'. He stood up and quietly apologized to the other two before going to his eve's room.
As expected, the door was closed. Jeje knocked on it, not willing to upset the blonde more by entering without permission. He got a hum from Mikuni and took it that he could come in. The door creaked when he opened it, which at least made the blonde look at him. He even cracked a smile and if Jeje didn't know better, he would have thought he had already calmed down.
-"Want blood?" Mikuni asked, it was obvious that he was trying to avoid any conversation regarding Tsurugi and himself. 
Jeje merely growled at this before coming closer to the bed in which Mikuni was lying. He wasn't in the mood for jokes, eventhough the perspective of drinking blood later in the night was rather appealing. But first he was going to make his eve talk.
-"Why are you upset?" 
"I'm not-"
"Yes you are." Jeje cut him before he could give any fake excuse to his behaviour. Maybe he was being assertive but he didn't care. It was Mikuni who had said he trusted him, and that he wanted them to act like real partners. He wasn't going to let him come back on his word.
"I'm going to stay there until you tell me what is wrong." God he was speaking a lot lately.
Mikuni snorted at that and turned on his side so he was facing the wall.
-"Oh please. I'm the master here, remember ? You don't have to order me about. Besides, what does it matter to you?"
And that was it for Jeje. 'What does it matter to you',  those few words made him incredibly angry. Not at Mikuni himself but because his feelings (whatever they are) were being doubted by the person he cared the most about. He grabbed him by the shoulder, turned him on his back and pinned him to the bed, firmly holding his wrists. The blonde gaped at him, he clearly wasn't expecting that. 
-"Jeje, what...?"
The servamp didn't answer, he didn't understand why he reacted like this either. His eve drove him crazy in every possible way. One minute ago he felt angry because of what he said and now that the blonde was looking at him, eyes filled with surprise and uncertainty written on his face, he almost regretted. 
-"Jeje..." 
Crap, he should say something. The problem is, he has no idea what. What's worse is that he can't even look away from him. His gaze is locked on Mikuni, only Mikuni, to the point where everything else ceases to exist. He feels the same flutters as earlier during dinner, and unconsciously lets go of his wrists while bending down. He comes back to his senses when he feels Mikuni's forehead against his, and freezes when he realises his body has been moving on its own. 
'What the hell was I going to do?' 
-"Jeje."
They make eyecontact and it's as if Mikuni wasn't bothered by this in the slightest. He is staring at his servamp intensly, and the latter can't tell what emotion is reflected in those beautiful eyes. Wait, did he really think that just now?
-"Jeje" Mikuni says for the umpteenth time tonight. 
-"I'm sorry, Jeje. I didn't want to sound mean." He says that while caressing the servamp's cheek and Jeje is astonished by the fact that once again, he was able to understand him eventhough he hadn't said anything. He shakes his head before placing his hand on top of Mikuni's, enjoying the warmth emanating from him.
-"It's fine... I wasn't angry at you... I  thought you would tell me what was wrong." His voice was almost a whisper but the other man could perfectly hear it.
-" I know... it's just that I don't feel ready to talk with him. We're nothing alike, and he used to do horrible things under Touma's orders. And also..." He pauses, not sure if he should finish that sentence or not. He doesn't know how will Jeje react. 
-"Also what?" The vampire asks. 
Mikuni takes a deep breath before answering.
-" One time he used his spells too much during a mission and I went to visit him in the infirmary. He was really out of it, I think he didn't recognize me. He must have had mistaken me for an enemy because I totally thought he was going to kill me. Other sorcerers restrained him but it was hella scary." He said all that looking to the side so he didn't know what kind of expression Jeje had.
-"... And you only tell me this now?"
-"Huh ?" He turned his head to the servamp who clearly wasn't pleased.
-"It's my job to protect you. How did you even think it was a good idea to go by yourself in the first place?!" Jeje was frustrated. He wanted to protect his man-child of an eve but right now he felt useless. What if Tsurugi had hurt him that day?
-"It's okay, Jeje. I didn't get the tiniest scratch. And he didn't do it on purpose. I was just scared back then and never knew how to make things better. I guess that's another thing I will have to work on." He finished with a small smile and intertwined his fingers with the servamp's. Said vampire squeezed back before resting his head on Mikuni's shoulder. He wouldn't mind sleeping like this, the blonde's smell was relaxing. It seemed his eve shared his opinion as he whispered to him: 
-"Jeje... can we stay like this, just for tonight?" 
-"I thought you were the master." He said teasingly.
Mikuni huffed but chuckled. A sound Jeje loved. He was going to have a serious talk about feelings with Lily tomorrow morning. For now he just wanted to give his eve the attention he needed. He adjusted their position so they were both lying on their sides, Mikuni's head against his chest. He wrapped one arm around his waist, bringing him even closer. The blonde sighed in content, he felt safe in his servamp's embrace.  
-"Mikuni."
"Mmh?"
"Don't you ever think I don't care about you again. " Jeje said, and there was no contesting it.
-"Okay. Thank you Jeje. "
 They fell asleep together this night, both with a satisfied smile on their faces.
So, I reposted chapter 3 and 4 today and will most likely publish them two by two from now on. I actually have 34 chapters of this story on my Wattpad account but won't put them all at once because... well, because. (I'm a prick btw)
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yarrayora · 8 months ago
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#are we forgetting that Misono has already tried to use Mikuni's love for him against him in gluttony's arc? and it did NOT end well... #Rip tsurugi... it seems you have been forgotten...
i mean... other than the fact mikuni doesn't love tsurugi (especially not the way tsurugi loves touma, or the way the melancholies love tsubaki) (frankly speaking it feels like shuuhe has more chance to save mikuni with the power of love compared to tsurugi) we also know that love alone is never enough
because, again, with the two examples ive mentioned above, tsurugi loves touma! and the melancholies love tsubaki! but that love wasn't enough to stop them from going through the path of self-destruction. there's always a third party interference first, the same way yumi and jun couldnt stop tsurugi from destroying himself because they love tsurugi too much because they're too close to him that they fear of pushing him away, which is also why tsurugi never tried to stop touma
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and it takes sakuya separating from the melancholies to realize that tsubaki is destroying himself, and for shamrock no longer being blindly frenzied by his loyalty by reconnecting with people from his past
servamp is also known for building up the momentum, Lawless finally accepted his grief for Ophelia waaaaay back then in Greed Arc, but then as recent as Gluttony Arc we found out that he is still dealing with that grief and guilt
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so it feels kind of too hasty to decide "mikuni can't be saved with the power of love because tsurugi couldn't do it" especially when this feels less like "love" and more like "violence"
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I knoooooooow that being defeated by the people you love / your love for someone is a recurring theme in servamp.
I just feel like we're forgetting that the last time that was tried on a certain somebody, a certain someone had their head detached from their body.
I just feel like we moved past that too quickly.
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