#arcadian dont look

[siglai]

i hate gay people SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THAYS NOT VERY NICE . SNIFFLE

[packet-of-staples]

I wanna talk about Elijah Walton and what he and his brother represent in the story because I think it's really interesting.

It's really interesting how Elijah and Don are pretty much an exact mirror of Walt and Roy Disney, even down to their roles in the company. Walt and Elijah were the creatives and Roy and Don were the finance and when Walt died, Roy took over. Atleast this is according to a quick google search. (Though I dont really like comparing Elijah to Walt to a tee just because he was a raging Racist, Sexist and overall bigot while also exploiting his workers and Elijah is propped up to very much be a good person by the narrative, so I'd like to think Elijah wasnt those things atleast for the purpose of this analysis)

Elijah represents those who want to tell stories. The artists, writers, creators etc. He represents the wonder and joy of creating things for others to see and the passion behind it. He is what Walt Disney presented himself as, a fatherly and whimsical story teller sharing art with the masses. His demeanor is warm, inviting and friendly.

Meanwhile Don represents the capital. He looks to what will be profitable, what will make the shareholders happy. He doesnt care about the creativity, evident by the fact their films take a bit of a back seat to American Arcadia and they are willing to let Kovacs go when he is no longer helpful to them. Hes cold, stilted and professional.

In equilibrium Creativity and Money can work, atleast in the society we live in now it does. You need money to create, and creativity makes money, so both are incredibly important. You cant focus too heavily on the creativity otherwise things get too ambitious, people get overworked, it will take too long to finish and you cant fund it. You cant focus too heavily on the money otherwise you will cut corners, exploit people and overall create uncreative pandering art in an effort to make as much money as possible. They need to work together.

And we see them working together with the rise of Walton Pictures.

But what we also see in AA and in our real lives too is the money taking over. We see it in the Arcadians, people who's lives are recorded without their consent, who are brainwashed to remain inside the dome to keep on making money for the company and when they are no longer useful they are basically thrown out. People who are used basically as toys to make Walton more money and for our entertainment. We see it in Disney now, in their under payed Writers, Actors and Animators who have to strike to be payed livable wages. You see it in the sweatshop workers making their merchandise, the exploitation of other people's cultures (see, Disney trying to Trademark fucking Dia De Los Muertos or just the movie Pocahontas) and much more.

The fact that Elijah's death was what caused the turning point for the company to go down into this hellish capitalistic spiral is very poignant. It shows that when Creativity dies and Money takes over, all you are left with greed and suffering.

[spiritsbard]

hello, my name is reid. keep reading for more about me. please.

my name is reid. im 23 years old, i use he/they pronouns, and im currently living inside your walls. im a bi ace man who is actually the fuck you guy.

i like baldurs gate 3, dragon age, dont starve, magic the gathering, fairy tail, dungeons & dragons, the magnus archives, breath of the wild, critical role, dungeon meshi, full metal alchemist, and minecraft

i write smut and also horny post about that old man (emmrich volkarin, elias bouchard, or maxwell dont starve) in my free time.

my partner is @caughtsilverhanded and my first wife (best friend!) is @r0r0binery

i listen to nothing but folk music and weird internet kid stuff. i love the crane wives, fish in a bird cage, spark bird, the oh hellos, rabbitology, the arcadian wild, and a lot more.

i type with all lower caps for the aesthetic but in reality its because i think it makes me look cooler than i am

i dont have a proper tag system but here's the translation for those new to my blog.

NON FANDOM POSTS

#reidisms - posts by me!

#my home-boy - posts by @r0r0binery

#my sweet cheese - posts by @auricbound

# my rotten soldier - posts by @sunflower-bnuuy

# my good-time boy - posts by @caughtsilverhanded

FANDOM POSTS

Ships

#horrors beyond comprehension - Martin Blackwood / Jonathan Sims

#old ass gay ass men - Wilson Higgsbury / Maxwell

#emotional support gay men - Freed Justine / Laxus Dreyar

Comfort Characters

#the sad green man - Jonathan Sims

#weird little freak - Elias Bouchard

#mr researcher sir - James Talloran

#still my beating heart - Gale Dekarios

#bone father - Emmrich Volkarin

#my skeleton son - Manfred Volkarin

#baby brown cow eyes - Lucanis Dellamorte

#I. the magician - William "Maxwell" Carter

#lightning queen - Laxus Dreyar

#green with gender envy - Freed Justine

#blue clown - Bickslow Fairy Tail

[ravio-the-cabinet-man]

tagged by @scriberat

make a poll of five of your favorite characters and tag 5 people to do the same

i dont have anyone specific i wanna tag other than my siblings to pressure them into doing this (bc prev also tagged them lmaoo) @arcadian-vampire @zombiesama everyone else has to steal this from me

[s0lar-ch3ri]

tell me all about dnd character(s) please i am begging

OMG OMG OMG OMG OKAY OKAY OKAY!!!!! HAGVJDFD GLADLY I WILL

I GOT A COUPLE SO LETS GET INTO THIS:

ohevet: first ever character! uses she/they i think (and if they didnt, they do now! update: JUST REMEMBERED, IT WAS HE/HIM FOR A CIS WOMAN! THROW OUT THE OTHER IDEA SORRY) and also my first aroace character. his name is a joke with that honestly, as ohevet is hebrew for love. i lost the stat sheet a bit back BUT im working on rewriting the stats so i can make an actual character of him! his backstory is kinda silly and i dont really remember it rn so ill also be redoing that shit for sure, but i do know one thing, he's cursed. with this marking on his face, hes able to get "Stackable Concussions" (which me and my dms came up with stat affection ideas but i do also wanna make my own for funzies, and i doubt either would mind if you also wanted to lol). by the end of the campaign, he had been like the only one to not try to seduce someone (my friend had gotten a nat 20 to seduce "mommy nature" so theres that) and had a stack of 10 concussions. how he was still standing is beyond me. did i fall for him? abso-fucking-lutely, i made him hot and wanted him carnially and yet hes aroace so what can my gay ass do? (fun fact: one of my dms is my now girlfriend!) btw before i forget, mountain dwarf fighter, and had a lizard he took off the floor rather then pay for a pet, one of the players had its brother/cousin.

ivy: meant to be an npc for my campaign (which btw ill gladly talk about BUT MY PLAYERS CANNOT SEE THIS LOL ARCADIAN AND GAYWITCHNERD SKIP TO THE SECOND PARAGRAPH ON IVY), but a played character in my friend's (arcadian) campaign (arcadian was the one to try and seduce "mommy nature" btw). speaking of npc, the played character and npc have different stories, so we going with npcs rn! ivy (she/they/star pronouns lol) was meant to be a royal guard who did training and learning in the forests, but im thinking of making her a shop owner (eh, probs for out of dnd oc shit). while in the forest, she sorta fell for a nymph there which looks a lot like one of my players characters (agreed romance thing lol). while in town, i plan for her to sorta like fall for said player after bumping into them and shit. that being said, love wont be her only motivation! i do have some plot ideas i need to think up, but im pretty ready to connect shit in. also shes gonna have a dog familiar (my dog) just to involve her somehow lol. oh yeah she slso has gay moms

NOW WE TALK HER AS A PLAYED CHARACTER! in arcadians campaign, shes a half-elf druid like before, but her lesbian parents arent really too existant. (hey gaywitchnerd, i dont mind you reading this, but your character wouldnt know this info) due to issues with her planet, ivy has had her set of challenges, and is looking for strength in knowledge (literally). back home, theres some fucking secret thing there for some deity. on this route, its a pursuit of learning what the deity is. (another idea i had was that the swamp she once lived in is commonly disregarded, and due to anxiety she worried about it being forgotten and shit happening to it so she went looking for power to protect it) there are religions based around it, but ivy isnt exactly religous but still learning as much as she can about it. (fun fact for this one, but its related to the oc: i was planning for her to have BPD, but i wasnt sure how to play one so as a non-dnd character im gonna find ways to incorperate it, also she likes one of the pcs and an npc, the pc is my gfs one but i doubt they realise it lol)

hunter: like all my characters, i go into it with a basis, something i build around for them (ivy is an acception, she was just gonna be an npc), and hunters no different. since the campaign features 3-4 tabaxis (cant remember for sure), an undead, and other various magical people, i wanted to be just a regular guy, which i am! human fighter guy and all that, pretty normal (most extraordinary thing is that hes a magician)...except humans arent fucking normal here because its a tabaxi village. i fucking love that i didnt know this btw! CAUSE I DID NOT, NOR DID MY FRIENDS REALIZE. the story with this guy that i got is he was a traveling performer, one who used this bow tie made special by his fiancé, which works like the bandana chip uses. this however, got taken while traveling, and hes not willing to preform at a show or anything until he gets it back. for the tabaxi village hes disguised as a cat and his whip is his cat tail (this is to make up for the fact that im not a tabaxi with them all lol)! fun fact for him now: his original design was meant to look feminine and masculine to encapsulate my bigenderness in a character ("the most magical thing about them is their gender!"), but ended up feeling too extra for the "just a guy" vibe and got a total redesign lol (he/him cishet man btw, gonna be fun to try <- bigender afab)

techic: my newest campaign character (who i get to play again in 5 minutes, but by the time i finish writing this, we may have started already lol)! a genderfluid tiefling warlock, who worked as a cashier at a 8/12 before shit went down (its an apocalypse campaign). (update, it did actually, writing while we wait for players to arrive) the funny idea with this one? "what if they made a deal for surgery and just got more out of it?". not much on them rn so fun fact time! their mom is a pc (played by arcadian) and currently being locked in a closet cause they ate their zombified partner!

[photographicapparitions]

no bc literally. us with people our mutuals still talk with that block us bc of the assholes-who-shall-not-be-named... i say we go fucking ballistic - idia

Every day I think about a certain tumblr user and get intensely angry again

[deiteyarchived]

taking an honest look at the screenshot "evidence" on both sides, there's no way to have an unbiased opinion.

1. The Arcadian Chats

I dont know who had the discord convo with arcadian, but it was all just them repeating what happened and defending themselves. Theres nothing between them and the actual accusing party. There's really nothing to prove or disprove the accusations. Link to post with all the screenshots.

2. Dried-Daisys

From this screenshot alone there's again, nothing to prove or disprove. There's no instance of the suicidal remarks that were allegedly made, no context given to the messages, and no real evidence that majority of them were messages from arcadian. There's one screenshot of arcadian deleting a message, and no context of the messages before and after.

Genuinely this situation is frustrating because of the utter lack of evidence. It's all hearsay from both sides.

[briswriting]

⋆⊹ What’s an IBFF ⊹⋆

part twenty six - open the door  previous || epilogue masterlist


a/n: and here it is !!!! THE LAST PART OF WAIBFF IM GONNA GO CRY IN A CORNER NOW IT REALLY DO BE OVER AHHH BUT DONT YALL WORRY I HAVE AN EPILOGUE IN THE WORKS SO ITS NOT OVER OVER JUST YET!!! i also have a new smau idea in the works so be on the look out for that!! 

waibff taglist: @lapofthegodss @peachiis @boopybunny @kal-emm @starryrevelations @hitoshi-s-stupid-bitch @shawni-h @vanderaliwaal @lunardrabbles @miyulovestowrite @leiasfanaccount648 @flcwerrs @insomnia-cashews @ladyinmoon @idfk6676 @kagelama-tobiyolo @allywritesimagines @kenmamazing @nishigo @loevbot @azgucci @softfor-svtptg @lovely-crow @koibitodrawz @milk-bulb @cmllnc @downlowhoee @zombiesandpenguins @dragonchildyuki @shinsousama @sneezy-s @yeehawnana @ihavewhiplashbecauseofnct @akaashisbih @letmeshouyou @saintlygore @uwu-toiletpaper-uwu @lovecharmsxx @renaxwrites @nekohebii @writing-in-monotone @edgy-bunny @patterned-flannel @sarcasticsweater @rewriting-those-stars  @the-broken-halo-writer @yogurtkink @jdkook @90s-belladonna @forever-skz @thoebe-fly @soccersarah01 @unknown-jpg @deadlordsupreme @yeet-yeet-yall @nialeesato @l0ngtimen0spooning @imconfusedanditsok @prdleia @amrinie @kaithehero @herre-gud-nej @hellite @bokutosbabe @kiracat13 @walmartjesus-trademark @arcadian-caim @marmol4d4 @chanssoon @tobiodel-ay-ee-hoo @babiebun @imtheseventhchicken @mikkasquare @t-rexmoreliket-flex @senkuwu-chan @unhappyraspberry @krxstynnn @asweetpotato1 @shinsvu-talks @m1lky2 @eboyhitoshi @kamemenari @svtbitch @kpopfanticscenarios @min-kags @dontdieagain @just-me764 @franphie @kageyama-in-distress @verysadsimp @shyrean @benklausonebraincell @alyssasteaparty @theshypsycho @soumynonasstuff @opulentix @adoring-obi-wan @spudiarts @bringmelily @fait-de-fleurs @tommykinkssss @too-many-fandoms666 @moon-390 @watevermelon @zoppzoop @frostedvixen @crazymofobro @animefan7420 @babypol @ghilanarevas @widowspeakprincess @akaasemitodoroki

[jajanvm-imbi]

If Krel and Toby went to Camelot with the others (like they SHOULD have)

Krel: 

He would have fallen into Camelot with his serrator cause he always has it with him so he thankfully won’t have to worry about his A5 form being exposed.

Douxie would introduce him to Arthur as “Krel from the House of Tarron” obviously but I feel like it should be mentioned 

since everyone got paired up with people that were relevant to them or their character (Doux with Merlin, Jim with Deya, Claire with Morgana, Steve with Lancelot) I feel like Krel would have found himself with a team of alchemists. 

like I imagine the team walking through the castle and Krel just seeing these alchemists in like their late 20s early 30s through an open door and be in complete awe of them that he would just wander into their lab and the alchemists would just be like “welp guess this kid is our new apprentice” and they just take him under their wing.

They would ask him “you dont look from around here, where you from?” (Since he’s brown and and has a latino accent) and he would be like “….Cantaloupia…….?" and they would be like "hmmmmmmmoKAY!!!”

at some point the Camelot trio Doux, Claire and Steve are just like “hey where’d Krel go?” and it would cut to like a scene where he’s like blowing something up with the alchemists with the biggest smile on his face and like “WOOO!!!!!”

They give him a set of these potion holsters full of different potions and chemicals and powders for on-the-go alchemy and he gets SO EXCITED (yes I use pinterest)

Like the Camelot trio + Toby would just be chilling in their room trying to figure out how to fix the timeline and Krel would just burst into the room like “GUYS LOOK WHAT I GOT!!!!!!!!” like the nerd he is

He and Toby get distracted with the cool stuff Krel can do with his potions while Douxie and Claire just look at them like tired parents like

Douxie and Claire: “gUYS we still have to fix the timeline and save Jim!!!

Krel: yeah but watch this! *does some alchemy*

Toby: SOCOOLSOCOOLSOCOOLSOCOOL!!!!

Douxie and Claire: *looks into the pretend camera like they’re on the Office*

He would help Arcadia Douxie set up traps all over Camelot 

During the Battle of Killahead, Krel would be like Honey Lemon in Big Hero Six and come up with the perfect solution with his potions to attack the GummGumms on the spot

He would be really proud of himself and like mid battle after he successfully took down a GummGumm he would just be like "WOOHOO Check me out!” And the just gets whacked in the head again (cause this is Krel we’re talking about.)

This is completely irrelevant PONYTAIL KREL. I need it and this would be the perfect time for it

so anyway,

he would absolutely marvel at the sight of Douxie’s spellcaster guitar just like he and Aja did when they saw Jim’s armor. 

Douxie: *uses his guitar in battle*

Krel: Is that your staff???? I want one!!!!!! How do I get one???

Claire: Focus Krel!!!!

I just feel like that would happen at some point anyway cause, it’s really cool?! I think we didn’t see it happen is cause there was no time for it to happen in the actual show but it would totally happen at some point

Saying goodbye to the alchemists would prolly be like, “I’m guessing you want these (the potion holsters) back, huh?” And the alchemists are just like, “umm, you can definitely keep them kid??? You’re really good at this!!! We’re glad you were our apprentice!” And Krel is just like “:D :D :D :D!!!!!!!!”

Toby: 

so obviously he fell in with his warhammer cause it doesn’t go anywhere without it.

Douxie would introduce him as “Tobias of Domslaskia”, again I just feel like it should be mentioned

I want to say that he would have gotten paired up with Arthur because Jim and Arthur parallels and Arthur is the last major Camelot character that doesn’t have an Arcadian pair, but, knowing how the TOA writing team treat Toby as a character he’d prolly just be like a stable boy or the knights’ water boy or something (sucks I know) 

so like they’d all be in front of Arthur for the first time while Arthur is assigning everyone to their mentor and Toby’s like “pleasebeaknightpleasebeaknightpleasbeaknight” and Arthur’s just like “You, robust one, follow sir Lancelot, he’ll take you to the washroom. You’ll be cleaning up after they finish practicing” and Toby’s like “what??? Why can’t I be a knight too???” and he just gets pulled along.

All the knights marvel at his “metal teeth” just like Krel and Aja did when they first saw his braces

Toby would be ready to throw hands with anyone who tries to put their hands on Jim. Claire and Douxie have to physically restrain him from hurling his warhammer into Arthur’s face during one of the many times he tries to kill Jim

since Toby is just assigned as a servant boy, he can easily sneak into the dungeon to see Jim. He’s the team’s connection to Jim while he’s locked in the dungeon 

He would have gone with Jim after the dungeon break. Jim and Claire are saying their goodbyes and Toby’s like “Dont worry Claire, ol’ Warhammer will take care of him” and just goes with him despite everyones protests because he loves his best friend and wont let him leave on another adventure without him again. Claire went with him the New Jersey, now it’s his turn to go with Jim

Deya would be like “who’s this?” And before Jim can answer Toby just goes “His best friend in the whole wide world!!!!” And Deya would just be like “a human and a Troll? Friends? Now that’s a first.” And Jim would show her the pictures of them in Arcadia

Toby would see Arrrgh in Dwoza and immediately try to connect with him calling him Wingman, forgetting that this is GummGumm! Arrrgh then get sad because he misses Arcadia Arrrgh.

He would call of our trolls by their name and the trolls would get like so confused

Toby: yo my girl Bagdwella what’s good?!!!

Bagdwella: ????How does this human know my name???????

Toby: Draal! I’ve missed you!! *hugs him*

Draal: why is this human child touching me????

For the rest of it I just believe that it would be them catching up cause they’re best bros and yeah Jim loves Claire but he needs bro time with Toby again.

During the battle of Killahead he goes absolutely feral with his warhammer and kicks ass like the king that he is

He comforts Steve when Lancelot dies (because Steve deserves to mourn his father figure DAMMIT)

He also protests going back to the present without finding a way to save Jim from the shard with Claire because they both love best boy and are tired of seeing him suffer alone.

[lovethygoalie]

a dream i will not tell (curse!au) inspo playlist

so, i have a big ol’ 6167 curse!au that took hold of me and refuses to let go, and that means: inspo playlist. now up to 27 songs !

reunion hill - richard shindell

not really connected at all, but the title is taken from the following lyric:

and dreamed a dream i will not tell

little hell - city and colour

what if i can't be all that you need me to be ? // we've got a good thing going, we have some promises to keep // but my addiction it can be such a detriment // please believe in this my dear, i am more than penitent

there's a degree of difficulty in dealing with me // from my haunted past comes a daunting task of living through memories

the weight of living, pt. i - bastille

all the things you've said // and the things you've done // can you carry it with no regrets // can you stand the person you've become

stepping forward out into the day // shrugging off the dust and memory // though it's soaring still above your head // it is out of sight and none shall see

from now on we are enemies - fall out boy

a downward spiral, just a pirouette // g-g-getting worse 'til there's n-n-nothing left // what good comes of something // when i'm just the ghost of nothing, nothing? i'm just the man on the balcony // singing, "nobody will ever remember me" // rejoice, rejoice and fall to your knees

midnight thoughts - set it off

i know it's too late, as night turns to day // now there's no escaping the ghosts // i can't shake these midnight thoughts when i'm alone // latching to my brain and never letting go // so i start making friends with the noise in my head // and all these midnight thoughts when i'm alone

achilles come down - gang of youths

you're scaring us and all of us, some of us love you // achilles, it's not much but there's proof

hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone // engage with the pain as a motive // today of all days, see // how the most dangerous thing is to love // how you will heal and you'll rise above

so close - jon mclaughlin

now you're beside me // and look how far we've come

oh how could i face the faceless days // if i should lose you now ?

we're so close to reaching // that famous happy ending // almost believing // this one's not pretend // let's go on dreaming // though we know we are

so close, so close // and still so far

inkpot gods - the amazing devil

and i can hear her sing // and i know she’s giving up // and i don’t know what to do, how to help her // how to bring her home

and i can hear him break // and he doesn’t understand // and i wish that i could take his hand // but where i’m going is for me and me alone

if i don’t make it back from where i’ve gone // just know i loved you all along

wander. wonder.  - the arcadian wild

half awake i wander through this house // lost in a labyrinth and left with no way out // i built this hall of mirrors all myself // faces staring back at me look like somebody else

searching every room i am not free // to my dismay i have forgotten how to leave // and everywhere i turn's another wall // the doors are locked, trust me i know // 'cause i have tried them all

good enough // never good enough

think you're overthinking about underachieving // and so you're sinking right down through the floor

heaven help us - my chemical romance

i hear you've been bleeding // make your choice, they say you've been pleading // "someone, save us !"

'cause i'll give you all the nails you need, cover me in gasoline // wipe away those tears of blood again // and the punchline to the joke is asking // "someone, save us !"

daniel in the den - bastille

and you thought the lions were bad // well they tried to kill my brothers // and for every king that died // oh they would crown another // and it's harder than you think // telling dreams from one another

lovecraft in brooklyn - the mountain goats || flesh without blood/life in the vivid dream - grimes

dont actually have a lyric cut for these two, they’re just close to the kind of unreal energy that max’s soulscape takes on

love love love - the mountain goats

some things you'll do for money and some you'll do for fun // but the things you do for love are going to come back to you one by one

love, love is going to lead you by the hand // into a white and soundless place // now we see things as in a mirror, dimly // then we shall see each other face to face

snakes in the grass beneath our feet, rain in the clouds above // some moments last forever, but some flare out with love, love, love

i will follow you into the dark - death cab for cutie

if there's no one beside you // when your soul embarks // then i'll follow you into the dark

guys - the 1975

the moment that you took my hand // was the best thing that ever happened ... you guys are the best thing that ever happened to me

here with me - the killers

i must've been a fool to the bitter end // now i hold on to hope that i'll have you back again

i'd bargain and i'd fight // but there's another world you're livin' in tonight

don't want your picture on my cell phone // i want you here with me // i don't want your memory in my head, no // i want you here with me

come on home - the indigo girls

just come on home, the team you're hitched to has a mind of its own // but it's just the forces of your past you've fought before // don't you recognize them anymore // i'm stacking sandbags against the river of your troubles

what sarah said - death cab for cutie [listen to the whole song, but especially:]

and it came to me then // that every plan // is a tiny prayer to father time

and i rationed my breaths // as i said to myself // that i'd already taken too much today // as each descending peak // on the lcd // // took you a little farther away from me

and i knew that you were truth // i would rather lose // than to have never lain beside at all

i'm thinking of what sarah said // that "love is watching someone die" // so who's gonna watch you die ?

soul meets body - death cab for cutie

and i do believe it’s true // that there are roads left in both of our shoes // but if the silence takes you // then i hope it takes me too // so brown eyes i hold you near // cause you’re the only song i want to hear // a melody softly soaring through my atmosphere

eight - sleeping at last

i'm standing guard, i'm falling apart // and all i want is to trust you // show me how to lay my sword down // for long enough to let you through

here i am, pry me open // what do you want to know ?

here's a map, here's a shovel // here's my achilles' heel

i'm all in, palms out, i'm at your mercy now and i'm ready to begin // i am strong, i am strong, i am strong enough to let you in

i'll shake the ground with all my might // i will pull my whole heart up to the surface

the call - regina spektor

all you can do is try to know who your friends are // as you head off to the war // pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light // you'll come back when it's over // no need to say goodbye

stand by me - florence + the machine

when the night has come // and the land is dark // and the moon is the only light we see // no, i won't be afraid // oh, i won't be afraid // just as long as you stand, stand by me

six - sleeping at last

what would it feel like // to put this baggage down? // if i'm being honest // i'm not sure i'd know how

i choose to believe // that i was made to become // a sanctuary // fear won't go away // but i can keep it at bay

sax rohmer #1 - the mountain goats

i am coming home to you // with my own blood in my mouth // and i am coming home to you // if it's the last thing that i do

yellow light - of monsters and men

just grab a hold of my hand // i will lead you through this wonderland

the earth is shaking and i see a light // the light is blinding my eyes // as the soft walls eat us alive

three - sleeping at last

for the first time i see an image of my brokenness // utterly worthy of love

i finally see myself // unabridged and overwhelmed // a mess of a story i'm ashamed to tell // but i'm slowly learning how to break this spell

[siglai]

hey there

he y . hey hi heleo

[they-bite]

i heard you were looking for sam songs with plant imagery, how bout Envy Green by the arcadian wild! i havent listened to tgis song in a hot minute also its 1:52 am so i dont remember if it fits exactly but it definitely has Plants and is vaguely Gay and has Nice Harmonies! 🍄🌱☘⚘🌲🐞

Ohhh you’re so right I love this song now

[mother-of-marigolds]

I don’t know if it wants last picture taken or last picture downloaded so heres both sjsjsks

aight lets see... @lottie--the--terrible @avilianne-ng @ im drawin a fckin blank if u see this do it, i dare u. coward

I was tagged by my lovely @balkan-ballad (thank you 💖)

post your current lock screen, the last song listened to and the last image saved to your phone

And i tag: @darkside-cookies @gleek-runner @serbka @gogannas @lithuanianblood @the-sun-the-green @lil-italian-disappointment @irrelevant-potato-goblin @kopela-caramela @fakes-fuck-yes

[ravio-the-cabinet-man]

Tagged by @unheavenlymother

Relationship Status: Single and currently completely uninterested.

Favorite colors: purple, indigo, and magenta <3

3 favorite foods: Ramen noodles <333 fried rice, and mac n cheese!

Dream trip: i want to go to england someday..

Last thing I googled: "synonyms for fervor" i was looking for funky character names lol

Song stuck in my head: dont have one currently but the most frequent one lately is "the medical anomaly" by Riproducer

Song I last listened to: "I will" by sowelu (fullmetal alchemist 2003 song)

gonna tag my siblings @zombiesama @arcadian-vampire

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SO MATPAT IS COVERING ROBLOX GAMES

i never thought mat pat would do roblox theories but since he did ima do my own theory before i watch the vid (spoilers for the game ig?)

right so yall remember the tube where it says they were made? yeah, thats basically a big part of the theory, but as well as something else.

yes i went onto fucking youtube and looked this video up. its from the intro scene, but theres an odd part in it.

there is a motherfucking bio hazard sign right there. id have to say this and tube are probably highly correlated. and ill tie it in with the crash as well, dont worry, but let me start from the beginning of the story/the earliest part of lore i got theories for, and i'll do evidence for each part as i go. first off, the school bus driver. that man had to either work with red or be heavily affected by the chemicals to drive that way. its obvious by the lobby area looking like a school, the words "Going on a field trip...", and the school bus that we're school students on a field trip (weird how its at night but i wont talk about that) to oddworld, a theme park. (image below for what we see of oddworld)

its quite obviously that way and even if the sign changed the driver should have a gps to show where. not to mention the big ferris wheel should light the way to go and biohazard sign should light where to not. yet the driver still fucking turns the other way. its hard to believe the chemicals would be able to affect them up there (if im wrong do correct me idfk how chemicals work really) so the only logical answer was this character worked with red. either the driver purposefully crashed or they breathed in chemicals and shit happened. either way, they crashed the end. just kidding, lets get into my next intro theory! oddworld is owned by the same company that made the rainbow friends. they look a lot like mascots of a theme park, plus no theme park would willingly build by biohazards unless wanting to do some crazy experiment which requires luring kids out to kidnap them for tests, right? (yep, this another theory) not to mention, it ties in with the driver working for red idea. if they used the theme park as a codework, itd be less sussy (im sorry) if they were caught and searched. now, lets move onto the actual gameplay for theories!

(credits to @arcadianxanadus for placing themselfs there for this image as my stupid ass died to fucking green) the chemicals did shit to the rainbow friends for sure, and by the image shows, the company was knowingly keeping them inside the building. not to mention, these bitches are fucking color coded. do note this: theyre kept in the same room as all the items needed to be collected. im mainly concerned how they fucking eat here and the chemicals are still there. another thing to note, everyone but purple has 2 chemical containers. purple only has one. oh, and dont forget, PURPLE IS THE ONLY ONE WE NEVER SEE FULLY. is it possible that hes had so many chemical shit hes too horrified to let himself be seen fully, implying these bitches have sentience for their existence and have a brain that can worry what others think of him? yep, bingo. will i get into purple more? for sure, but lets back track tooooo...

TUBE! (most to all images will be taken because of my trooper arcadian) its quite obvious this tube did experiment shit with the rainbow friends. the machine seems to have rusted from being fucking old (l bozo /j) and thus probably wouldn't even work now. the chemical containers i believe powered this thing but when something went wrong, they stopped. so what could have gone wrong? i have two guesses. purple, or red. purple is the most advanced of the ones found during game play, actually following the closest player and hiding in vents to catch you, however he seems to also be the most wild (get more into him later). red, however, is most intelligent of the rainbow friends seemingly, since he can actually function technology, set up a sleeping quarters, plan out events, identify objects, speak english, and other things. but enough on red and purple, lets say good bye to the tube! finally, we start with characters (no more images because 1. its been days since i started this post, 2. i dont have the energy to actually live in rainbow friends to take ss for this kinda stupid post thing, and 3. i wanna get into the vid soon so yeah)! lets get into blue. so what i believe happened to all the rainbow friends is either they were puppets turned alive or humans turned to monsters, so ill go with the human one. i have looked way too much into bot patterns so deal with it. blue commonly hangs out around wider areas and ive seen goes into the theater a lot, more than the other bots im sure. he also enters some of the locations (if not all locations) of the blocks we look for on night 1. ive seen him stop while walking out of nowhere then turn around multiple times so theres also that. i feel blue was a small child before who was the main star of the show (i mean hes got the crown and stuff so id assume) that got lured into the tube and blah blah. itd explain why hed walk around in the theater the most (to me at least). it would also make sense to not suspecting the boxes, people on a set would have boxes filled with items like props or costumes or whatever.

next up: green! this celery stick is blind and has a pattern of mainly sticking to hallways, but will once of twice enter the theater only to block a door. like blue (i forgot to mention this in blues part but oh well), green can start below and climb the ladder (image above). i believe green could have possibly been a worker at the place who was tricked into going inside the tube. it'd make sense as to why a box would be unusual for him to find, he knows a box wouldnt be there originally.

next rainbow friend on the list is orange. orange has a visible pattern but is the only one who you can make not hunt you by feeding him food. i believe orange was a dog before being orange, seeing how hes fed something that looks like dog food and has a den like wolves would. FINALLY WE GET INTO HIM!!! PURPLE, THE VENT GOBLIN!!! i only found his pattern through how my friend got in a server alone. purple doesnt have a certain area he goes, but he does go to the closest player. hes also the only one that we never see fully. what he actually is can confuse me. that means i sadly cant fully say what he could be without an idea of what more than his arms and eyes and mouth look like. however, there is something i want to go back to (which obvi connects to purple). remember tube? theres writing on the walls talking about where "they" (the rainbow friends) were made and a picture of the tube. this couldnt have been there originally, so someone had to have written it. i suspect purple, and heres why. blues design is like a marshmellow (all images below). green's fingers wouldnt work for holding chalk, plus hes blind. orange seems to wild to be able to write words that neat, and again his hands are pinchers. purple has four fingers which could grip, and seems like he could write similar to that. not to mention its next to a vent. its also a bit ironic that purple isn't there (ik orange isnt there i was tryna be silly). also i know that there are images on google on what purple looks like normally, but i dont know for sure if those are right so for now i wont take a chance.

alright now we finish up (finally, ik) characters with red! red seems to have the most lore connected to him and the most intelligence as well. he can actually talk and kidnap children on field trips and see his surroundings (/hj). to me, it seems like a classic "testing on (insert thing) but something went wrong) type deal. i feel though, it went wrong twice. purple seems the closest to matching red's intelligence and red could have written the message as well, if he were helping us. before someone thinks he is, he literally kidnapped us. what i think of red? hes a scientist doing illegal tests on children without moral problems it seems. what the results are and why he needs them, there could be multiple reasons. now we move onto other details, starting with ourselves! we're obviously a school kid, but since im an overthinker, im getting an age range. the image(s) below is taken from this video. lets ignore the tall people and focus on black haired girl in the front (first image). now, i went ahead and got a picture of her in the other scene when the bus crashes just for another size reference. i picked her since she seems to be average height in game. with a google search, i found a roblox character is about '5"1 (or 154 cm). i went in and the joined the game so i could get a school reference (3rd and 4th pic is of school) and see what grade area it may be (elementary, middle, high school, or beyond). the school didnt provide much help, so i took focus on the playground. to me, it seems as though this is an elementary school, seeing how only an elementary would have a playground from what i know. i tried to look up a fifth grader's average height, which is 56 for a male and 57 for a female, the 57 equaling 4.75 feet. yeah, not gonna work. then i remembered before that some elementaries have 6th grade. i checked it out, around 5 foot. bingo! now onto age. the age range i found is 11-12 years old. yay, we know around how old the players are possibly! now, theres a big part here ive overlooked: its fucking nighttime. the only way for this to actually be a regular field trip at night would be if a;its a multi day trip or b;this is a boarding school. this couldnt be a multi day trip since thats only for camps and shit, not a fucking theme park. so boarding school? nope. assuming this takes place in the us, kids dont normally go to boarding school until 9th or 10th grade. plus, the building doesnt seem to be a boarding school. so whats happening? i suspect that this experiment process was a sort of deal with the school to borrow kids from an after school program id guess seeing how little the amount of kids there are and how ive seen no signs of searching for these missing kids. basically, kids getting experimented on. next theory!

this is gonna be the last im sure, but it has to do with each nights quests. night 1 is the blocks, night 2 is the food packets, night 3 is the batteries, and night 4 is the fuses. i feel theres symbolization in the quests so lets buckle into it (if ya get the reference, nice). the blocks i feel represent how blue acts like a baby whos still developing their brain. the food packets obvi are for orange and the batteries are supposed to mean our escape, the fuses coming after meaning not as well planned. however, they also could mean something else. both times we get something electrical, purple is out. not to mention, the fuse night/night 4 feels more like purples night while night 3/battery night seems to be more suited to orange as in an intro to him. the tube seems like it wouldnt use batteries if you look at its design. however, something like fuses would seem to work. what am i implying? purple broke the machine. yep, i came to a conclusion! i would go over details, but you can read through and peace together shit so i dont have to keep repeating myself over and over. and thats basically all the theories ive had on rainbow friends before watching mat pat! this has taken me a while and im tired but am whiling to write more on the theory thing! bye now!

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Tagged by @crainteamour uwu <333 ty for tagging me!!

Nicknames: alfy, alf, al

Zodiac: Aquarius! 

Height: i dont know what it is in cm but last i checked i was 4′7

Last thing I googled: “What is pook libangan?” for a school project haha

Song stuck in my head: Dear Doubt by Michael Schulte

Number of followers: 23

Amount of sleep I got: Uhh, i think around 19hrs? though it was a bit choppy and def full of anxiety haha

Lucky number: i like to think it’s 27

Favorite song: aaa this is hard, i have a lot. but recently i’ve been into the song “Achillies come down”  by Gangs of Youths and “Lies” by The Arcadian Wind! 

Dream job: Weeeell, if we’re talking about dream job, i really, really want to be florist or a baker. which is ironic because my goal is to be a psychologist.

Aesthetic: hmm, it’s always different and i don’t really think much about it really, but i suppose atm im into those comfy and pastel vibe hehe.

Favorite author: oof i dont have any? i don’t really look into the authors whenever i read a book,,, just at the summary and reviews. but hm, do fanfic authors count? if so, then i really love the works of BetterInFiction, RamenDelightful, Asukan, Tuesdead and many many more!! Wayyy to many to count sob. 

Favorite animal noise: hooting of the owls and the flapping wings of the birds as they take off.