#april162019

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Emma Noel’s first appearance in the world. She was born at 1256 AM on April 16 2019 at 7.5 lbs

She came out to the song “Delicate” by @taylorswift @taylornation

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… I wish you nothing but the absolute best! I know that you are going to do great things!

With Gratitude,

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April 16th, 2019

Let’s fall with the door in house, as we say in The Netherlands. 

Last week my grandfather died. Since then everything I’ve done has been on autopilot. I hope my solution of writing down my feelings and my days will help me get back on track, and be aware of what’s going on.

To be honest, I don’t know how I feel. I can’t place it. Sure I am happy, or sad, but mostly frustrated because I can’t place the feeling I’ve got inbetween. I hope this makes sense. I have two big exams coming up this thursday but I haven’t had the motivation to study. Not the normal no motvation, this time it’s different. 

It’s difficult because I don’t really understand how something so big can happen but time won’t ever stand still. Jeez this is going from 0 to 100 real fast haha. Welcome to my mind!! This week our house is getting painted so there are painters everywhere, which is not optimal for concentration if you have to study. I don’t know where to start. 

For the rest of the day I’ve watched some Netflix, catched up with some friends and I drove in a car made in 1986! Which I think is pretty awesome, because I thought my car was old (2001) but yeah. Cleaned the house just to not be studying, cooked diner for me and my parents, and watched a Champions League match on tv. Oh and also I started this blog.

I made a list of things I want to do everyday from now on. A few examples are making my bed (it should’ve been a habit since I was born but I fucked up), create some space in my head (through meditating etc.), and write about my day.

I don’t know if any of you will ever read this, or why I’m doing this in English.

If you’ve read this, thank you I think?

This was a little bit of me, with a little bit of love

Esther

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#notredamedeparis #notredameonfire #april162019 #hunchbackofnotredame 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 (at Wheaton, Illinois) https://www.instagram.com/p/BwVFxaHFQ3oaVIb9whiq6pNez2a0ie_95NSxJI0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=121gb0dy796yq

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Battle

I am in a never-ending battle, Of shivering at the thought that I may not always be good enough. I am in a constant heartache, Of crumbling as I ponder on the things that I lack.

There were days that the battle looked calm, The warrior in me finds comfort and joy. There were days that it felt too dangerous, The child in me wanna crawl down and cry.

But as the heartache goes on in my heart, As the echo bounce on every corner of my mind, A whisper I heard, the calmest sound of voice, Hush of peace amidst the chaotic noise.

"My dearest warrior, I am your Prince. In your every battle, I will be your peace. March on, my warrior, be strong! For all your battles I have already won."

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…Cause I thought you were easy…

Devil loves 2s

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