#apparently my politics grade dropped under 50 over the weekend when theres like no reason it Should have
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#bee's buzzing#apparently my politics grade dropped under 50 over the weekend when theres like no reason it Should have#so that means i cant get an extension. im done. ive failed it. thats it.#and my head hurts and my dad tried to guilt me with 'do you really wanna waste all that effort what was the point of me helping' stuff#im not even home yet. im in an airport. my vacation literally just ended.#just! like! mmmgr.i dont even care if i fail at this point im so tired.#I just cant wait to finally get. a break. where i don't feel guilty for forgetting ti do things.#my dad was like 'you cant have a repeat of this next semester got it' but like!!! it's not my fault!!#im experiencing symptoms and im trying as hard as i can to manage them and my parents. make me feel bad about it.#like the time just before the trip when my dad helped me get my grades up by doing my work for me and my mom was like#'you owe him' in the most stern voice she does. like while i was laying on my bed in the middle of a breakdown#i cant wait to move out I really cant. so excited for when i can finally Do That.#soon as im able to. im moving up to wisconsin. idk what ill do but. somehow ill make it happen#either by going to college at UW madison like I want and doing dorms there. or like uhh. idk I'll get an apartment.#find a job. i dont even care what at this point!! just Something. Anything. like id need to make more plans than that but.#i have a while to wait anyway. like 2 years.#i just wanna be. free. and independent. and not living with my parents#not when i cant figure out if they really care about me or not! its messing with me a little!#mmmgh. i just wanna nap. might do that when I get home.#i know realistically when I get home I'll have stuff to do. but whatever. don't care anymore.
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