#apparently it was just my 10th recent draft so idk why i kept digging

[tojisun]

What if dbf!simon accidentally knocked us up. It would be so messy!!!

????? oh god?? no thats so…

short response under the cut. do be warned that dbf!simon is ooc and has always been an asshole to the reader in all parts of the series

why do i see dbf!simon urging you to not go through it—

(if you decide to keep it)

—but when you, stubborn and heartbroken more than anything, tell him ‘no,’ when you fight him ‘no,’ thats when i see him stepping up to take responsibility.

he has to talk to your dad with you there because he’s a coward. he can fuck you up but he cant take ownership without having to use you as buffer.

and when your dad punches him, because of course he will, you let him. you’re tired. exhausted. spent. you just… you wish you could just go back to the time you didn’t know simon.

(if you dont decide to keep it)

—and you tell him he doesn’t have to ask you because you want nothing of this. nothing of him.

he apologizes, pretty sorry’s, and then cuts off ties with you; tells you that this is the best option. he tells you that this is how far you two should go. that there’s no need to stay together lest another issue (read: problem) arises.

he apologizes and tells you that you’re better off with someone closer to your age. someone who you could date happily and not in secrecy.

you don’t tell him it’s simon who chose to hide the fact that you two are together in the first place.

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it really would be so so messy!! i wanna write an actual fic for it but i feel like that opens up sm plotlines and im not ready !!! i havent even established the john price arc 😭