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i feel like i should just go and make a discord server for all those fantasy wlw books whose fandoms aren't big enough for a server on there own
so... if there's anyone interested in helping me moderate it-
edit: here's the link!
https://discord.com/invite/pYV6MRCKh7
#criers war#crier x ayla#the jasmine throne#priya x malini#the traitor baru cormorant#tain hu x baru#she who became the sun#apparently i haven't read it yet#gearbreakers#sona x eris#the gilded ones#these feathered flames#the hollow heart#the priory of the orange tree#girls of paper and fire#this is how you lose the time war#fireheart tiger#gideon the ninth#griddlehark#red x blue#ead x sabran#sweet and bitter magic#the final strife
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Actually going insane over the implications of Jason asking Dick to be the Robin to his Batman in Battle for the Cowl.
Like I initially took it at the purely surface-level of Jason wanting a partner in the general sense. Which made sense, it's a huge responsibility and a lonely one so an assistant/sidekick/partner seems a no-brainer if you can get one.
But then I really thought about it, because Jason is not asking Dick to be his partner in the general sense; he's not even asking Dick to be his Nightwing. He's asking Dick to be his Robin.
And they both know exactly what Jason means: "Be the light to my darkness. Be the smile to my scowl. Be the hope to my fear. "
He's saying "Be 'Robin'; be the embodiment of Love and Justice and Goodness. Be the exceptional person that you have always been. Be the slightly-less exceptional person that I was when I wore your colors. Be the person that I was in the process of becoming and might have been (or might still be), if only Joker hadn't clipped my wings."
He's saying "I am prepared to become vengeance, become the Night. And I will go further than Bruce ever dared to, because it is what is needed. I will be the necessary evil. But you don't have to be. If Batman is Gotham's curse, Robin has always been its blessing. I will be the brutal punishment to our world, and I am asking you to be its incandescent gift."
He's saying, "Be for me, what we were for Him. Be my anchor, my comfort, my hope. Remind me what it's all for, why it's all worth it. And remind yourself as well."
He's saying "Be 'Robin' again--for both of our sakes."
#dick grayson#jason todd#battle for the cowl#jaydick#dickjay#kinda but also not kinda#batman#dcu#otp: be my robin#'we can rule together as just it always should've been with you as my guiding light and conscience'#is that not in essence; a sort of marriage proposal ?#well no but it's not NOT one either if you catch my drift#i should note that i haven't actually read bftc yet and i know it's considered controversial/bad#and considered ooc for pretty much everyone#so i am not even sure if I will like it#but i am still planning on reading it for the jaydick crumbs#and b/c i am using it and knightfall as the primary inspo for my krisnix au#apparently jason does ask tim to be his robin first and that's interesting as well#but honestly a little less powerful/interesting to me at least since jaytim just doesn't interest me as much as jaydick#and honestly i've looked at the panels and it seems a little more genuine when jason asks dick idk#more like 'last chance; i'll let you live if you join me' for tim vs. 'join me because this feels right' for dick#and honestly even with clumsy execution; just the narrative and emotional richness of this scene is still making me absolutely feral#this arc could be complete trash in any and every other way but if it gives me THEMES; i will forgive anything#it's the former english major occupational hazard#*apollo justice voice *: I'M FINE#(narrator voice: she was not in fact fine)
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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My heart still aches thinkin of the beginning of madarame route where he gets kidnapped. He's so desperate to get out. He doesn t want this, he's panicking more than i ve seen him panic this entire game, but the worst part is how easily he slipped.
What i mean by that is that towa was, very slowly but surely, getting better. The whole game is about him walking the line between starting to truly recover and falling back into the abyss with no way out. And the scenes with towa tryin to escape from madarame, before finally giving up and settling into his beloved self destruction? It's him subconsciously not wanting to go back to being worse.
But he slips so easily, through no fault of his own. It's easier to suffer, to convince yourself you love suffering, to find genuine comfort in your misery, than to fight every day for a better life.
#i haven't listened to/read the afterstories yet#but i rly want to#i wanna see how towa s doin#especially in the madarame one even tho i hate his fuckin guts. im curious how they dis the madarame afterstory#slow damage#but above that? im curious about the fujieda one#i miss towa#his figure is bein delivered tmrw apparently im so excited#slow damage spoilers
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genshin trying to explain why every playable natlan character is gonna be paper white but enemy npcs who get easy aggro'd need to be dark skinned
#genshin impact#natlan genshin impact#genshin critical#'maybe ur reading too much into it-' no!! genshin is a repeat offender of making npcs look super great#and then making them enemies u need to kill so u can level up ur basic looking playable characters#no joke i walked up to an npc in game to see what they were spray painting right#immediately battle music started playing and they bonked me over the head with a spray can#it's just flashbacks to sumeru where i need to fight eremites who are doing nothing wrong#why can't we be friends...#it just makes me mad bc if genshin just never included darker skinned characters [npc or playable]#then i feel like it'd be a little less shooting self in the foot when having to confront the reality that#hey wait a minute. dark skin is real in genshin. it's just reserved for enemies bc apparently it's not good enough for playable characters#minus that i think natlan exploration is fun. haven't done the AQ yet but oh buddy am i scared to see what's#following up fontaine's insane 5 act mind trip#demdems.txt
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So I only watched a couple of routes for Flipside but now I'm fully convinced that Nicole's characterisation either got handed to someone else or was just changed entirely. I knew she was different in Re-Up and I had an inkling on how but I couldn't 100% place my finger on it until this instalment came out. I'm starting to feel like whoever wrote her here didn't completely get her character in the first game. Is that just me.
#class of 09#class of 09 flipside#class of 09 nicole#reup in general already felt distinctly different from the original with nicole it being the most noticeble (but not that bad btw)#it was eating me for weeks and i was wondering if i was just reading too deeply into it but i think flipside just confirmed it for me#there's already a lot of things i like about flipside but i think they leans a bit too heavy on the absurdism and shock value#and too light on the social commentary and deeply grounded/relatable moments that made the og so good in the first place#and the same can be said for nicole's character as well#i genuinely feel like whoever wrote her just made her evil for the sake of being evil and nothing else when that isn't what she's about#but i haven't finished it yet so i'll have to wait and see for myself if it continues#then again people on twitter are already shitting on it and comparing it to yandere sim and apparently the creator did something bad too#idk i'm kinda worried we're cooked#momento rambles
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My beautiful princess with a disorder
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tease tidbit tuesday💀
tagged by @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @daffi-990 @fortheloveofbuddie @disasterbuckdiaz @hoodie-buck 💖
hi! so, yesterday I randomly opened the doc with the buddie death cast au - which is a fic I started writing last summer on vacation and never got back to it but then made progress lol it's gonna be MCD, which i know is not everyone's thing so feel free to ignore this 🤣 it's basically buddie in the universe of the "they both die at the end"/"the first to die at the end" books so it's gonna be sad, sorry lol (I never even read mcd, idk why i'm writing this but this idea just wants to be written i guess haha) gotta put this weird mood I've been in lately to good use and finally write this 🤣 not sure if I'm happy with this snippet, but it all needs editing, the first two snippets were written on my phone and haven't been edited yet lol
I posted two snippets so far, gonna link them both snippet 1 | snippet 2
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“Is all of this clear, Eddie?” she asks in the end.
“Yeah, sure, whatever.” he says shortly. He should've just hung up immediately. Or cancel this stupid subscription after Shannon died. Sometimes he wonders if maybe people who get the calls and coincidentally get into accidents, for example, just give up and refuse to fight because they think it’s their time. Not like Shannon could do much, her injuries were too severe when they got there, but the point stands. Maybe they get more reckless, thinking it doesn’t matter anyway.
There’s a short pause on the line, but then Jane speaks up again, her tone softer, more sympathy seeping through.
“I know it’s not easy to accept, if you’d like some help with that, on out website you can find therapists and grief counselors specializing in-”
“Listen.” Eddie interrupts. He’s spent enough time in therapy. He’s not doing it on his supposedly last day. “I know it’s all bullshit. I don’t care. You said what you had to say, I listened, for whatever reason.” he rolls his eyes. He really should’ve hung up, or not answered at all. “Is this conversation over yet?” he asks and is met with another moment of silence. She’s probably wondering what everyone else always is: why is he even spending money on this if he doesn’t believe. He has an answer ready to go, but that’s not what she asks.
“Can I ask you a question?” she says quieter, whispering, probably not allowed to go too much off-script.
“Sure, why not.” he shrugs. He’s wide awake now, anyway, he’s not in a hurry. Not like he’s dying anytime soon.
“If it was your last day, how would you spend it? You don’t have to answer, just think about it.” she adds quickly, her tone much softer and gentler now. Eddie’s mind immediately supplies a picture of Christopher and Buck, just a casual hang-out, like usual, maybe going to the movies, or the aquarium, or the planetarium, something fun for his kid. And later a gathering with the rest of their family, maybe a barbecue at Bobby and Athena’s, with Maddie and Chim, and Hen and Karen, all their kids, just everyone having fun together. Yeah, that’d be a perfect day. “There’s no harm in spending today just like this, if possible. Just in case.” Jane adds, still whispering. He doesn’t tell her that’s more or less his plan, anyway, for the evening after his 12-hour shift. During which nothing will happen to him, because Death-Cast doesn’t know shit. “Well, lastly, Eddie,” Jane’s voice is back at normal-volume, tone strictly professional but sympathetic, as she recites the end of her script, “on behalf of everyone here at Death-Cast, we’re so sorry to lose you. Live this day to the fullest.”
Eddie hangs up without a word.
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#tease tidbit tuesday#death cast buddie au#buddie wip#buddie fic#buddie#wikiangela writes#my writing#fic snippet#my wips#angst#buddie angst#mcd#i don't know how yet but eddie will die in this one bc apparently ive been in the mood to break my own heart lmao#i wanted to say maybe i'd share smth happier tomorrow but i don't think i have any happy wips im actively working on rn???#there are happy wips in general but im not really in the mood/inspired for those rn#ran out of happy when i finished the natalia fic i guess lol#who even am i lmao what's with all the angst and sad im usually all about fluff 🤣#(gonna share some more of alive shannon tomorrow!)#btw if you haven't read the books and have questions hmu but also i'll try to make everything clear in the fic lol#but also SO recommend the books they're so good and so sad and I think about them like at least once a week (the prequel wrecked me)
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the mask that Light Yagami slathers on while he's in public feels like it was the result of asking someone who had been isolated in a bricked-off room for several years with nothing but a TV and a collection of Afterschool specials to build a person completely from scratch. he reads like a vague imitation of a human being that's been zipped into a pretty boy skin suit. "believe it or not, Ryuk, I'm actually a pretty popular guy-" I don't fucking know how, man. easily the most impressive thing that he ever managed to achieve, and yes, that includes his Almost Successful attempt at world domination.
#when you're a teenager in 2006 and also a mass murderer and also autistic#I haven't read the manga yet but I have heard that apparently after Light was discovered to be Kira it wasn't made public info?#but! if it Had Been.#you can't tell me that some of his old classmates wouldn't have been like 'y'know actually yeah that makes sense with hindsight.'#death note#light yagami#cloey talks dn#dn live blog#mine
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So, all those leaks were true, huh?
#damn even the full frontal was true#I haven't seen the ep yet but had to come on here to check if what I read in leaks was real because it sounded so much like a bad fanfic#a fanfic written by HBO apparently#this is the first time I'm in no hurry to watch the new episode#I know what comes next now and I'm not here for it#hotd spoilers#aemond#aegon
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Had to go to the dentist the other day. Someone canceled so they asked me to come in an hour early which was fine but then I was seen by a different dentist than usual. New dentist would not stop talking about books, talked about fantasy and murder mystery mostly and how favorite book is game of thrones. I now have a reading assignment from my dentist (not game of thrones).
#chit chat#to be fair tho i told the dentist to read gideon the ninth so the dentist ALSO got a book assignment#but now i am reading...*checks notes*...throne of glass??#i thought the dentist was talking about a different book that i actually was reading that my cousin gave me but no#'popular booktok book that's kind of like game of thrones' apparently covers so many things these days#either that or everyone i know has only read one book and it's game of thrones so every other book has similarities lmao#idk yet because i haven't gotten around to reading either book
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Hey bbs! 💕 As I've mentioned on my intro first, if I'm not around, it probably is because I'm buried on college work! And I am really busy right now!
I'm trying to finish my semester, so I have a hellish amount of assignments to finish before the month ends 🥲 So please do not fret if I'm inactive or smth, I promise I'm likely still lurking around these places, I just don't have time to make posts 😔
Thanks to everyone who has sent me kind messages! And sorry to all of those that I haven't replied! I promise my DM's and my asks are still open to anyone that wants to chat 🫡
Take care o/
I'll be back to queueing posts... whenever I have time orz LOL
#Also my fanfic reading list is SO long omg#The fic recs will come back I PROMISE#I will pull through this but I am gonna cry and scream all through it#They told me art school would be FUN 😩#(It is fun but it is stressfull as hell ngl)#Next semester I should be able to take less classes. HOPEFULLY.#Because my current schedule was just assigned to me at random skdjjfdk#They do that to all first year students apparently#Anyway ramble is over don't forget to stay hydrated and have a snack if you haven't done so yet 💕#Not Joostposting
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I just finished Equal Rites!! 🥳 and the cinder block that is The Count of Monte Cristo. While I do have books queued up to finish next (Red Side Story & Don Quixote are first), I find my 2024 book list running short... What should I add to it?
feel free to make yr case as to yr choice if u wish, or to state support for multiple! I am nothing if not suggestible...
#The Last Werewolf by Glen Duncan/Declan Gunn is on my list too#but I don't have a copy of that yet so I've left it off#also on the list: Le Cid‚ Les Fourberies de Scapin‚ The Picture of Dorian Gray‚ The Three Musketeers#NO-ONE suggest De Cape et de Crocs. why do u think I'm reading < all those for#yes these options are wild. can u tell I've struggled w finishing books since high school#I actually do have facing translations of the Song of Roland & of Beowulf if that sways anyone#Cyrano de Bergerac is also obviously on this list as I haven't read it cover to cover yet (I'm a fanatical extract & passage girlie)#but it's a play not a novel or epic. so I've left it out#poll#books#ceci je l'ai fait#vignettes de ma vie#Les Misérables#Mort#Picnic at Hanging Rock#the Kalevala#Beowulf#the Song of Roland#Skulduggery Pleasant#also u r allowed to reblog this if u wish to invoke propaganda idm#dw anon who told me abt Life. I'm still trying to source that for my watch list#also Edmond. which is apparently called Cyrano My Beloved in English. which is just awful lol
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Got the actual audiobook for Dazai's Entrance Exam (rather than just getting the ebook and using text-to-speech like usual) because I saw it was narrated by Patrick Seitz, Kunikida's english VA, and that just seemed too good not to check out lol
#I don't know much about the plot aside from obviously Dazai joining the agency#but I know him and Kunikida have to work together a lot in it#AND I didn't realize it was from Kunikida's 1st person pov until I started listening to it earlier#so that makes it even better#Hearing him read Dazai's lines in a Dazai voice is so funny#I'm just imagining this is Kunikida reporting the events and he's doing a Dazai impression for accuracy's sake#He also narrates the Dark Era audiobook that's apparently already out#So i assume he'll narrate all/most of them which would be neat#I've read Dark Era so I don't plan to buy that one but like for the books i haven't read yet whenever they come out#lee speaks#bungo stray dogs
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Rin-chan Now! by Owata-P feat. Hatsune Miku, Megurine Luka, and Kagamine Rin
#vocaloid song of the day#vocaloid#hatsune miku#megurine luka#kagamine rin#apparently there's a four-volume manga for rin-chan now but I haven't read it yet#they actually published it in English it's amazing#vocaloid manga hardly ever gets brough to the states#luka and miku are lowkey-highkey creepy in this song lol#Youtube
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Just realised the last 4 books I've finished are all nonfiction! What has happened to me? I seem to have become someone else?!
Not mad though! I've actually enjoyed reading them which is a huge win considering what a shit reading year I've had.
#personal#books#reading#nonfiction is apparently what i needed#well nonfiction and Sharon Penman but I haven't finished this one yet
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