#apologies for the somewhat venty rant im just annoyed i had to go on it when i was fully aware it would go bad | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

driftwooddestiel · 1 year ago

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just had one of the genuinely worst experiences ever i had to go on the weird boat couch tow thing even tho i explained its too choppy and ill get insanely afraid and not be fun to go with… and then i got insanely afraid……. and then probably came close to a panic attack or something and my arms are now really really weak i can barely lift them 😭 this is why you listen to me when i say something will scare me too much

#if i hold my arm up too long it starts shaking 💔 idk why this specifically made that happen but yeah 😔#thinking about getting thrown off/falling off the couch thing makes me so freaked out even now like i feel sick thinking about it !!!!!#i do NOT want to go out there i am weak and will not recover well to falling off i learnt that when i got basically a concussion that time #ever since then ive been a lot more freaked out about falling off #apologies for the somewhat venty rant im just annoyed i had to go on it when i was fully aware it would go bad

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