#aomg loco drabble

[pocket-scenarios]

First Impressions - Loco

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“How’s it feel to be twenty-one,” your brother calls loudly over the music sliding a drink in your direction, swinging his arm around your shoulder, “you’re old enough to drink now,” you roll your eyes letting out a soft scoff.

“I’ve been old enough to drink in Korea,” you remind him taking a drink from the cup he had slid in your direction and he clicks his tongue in response.

“Is that why you wanted to move here so you could go clubbing, you’re such a bad kid,” Jaebum mutters clicking his tongue and you roll your eyes once more, his friends that are sitting across from the two of you sicker to themselves.

“When are you going to introduce them to me?” You say nodding your head in their direction, Jaebum lets out a hum pointing towards them.

“You’ve met Chase,” Jaebum says pointing towards Chase and you nod, “that’s Gray, Seonghwa and Loco, Hyukwoo,” Seonghwa is really gorgeous, like unbelievably good-looking, but Hyukwoo catches your attention more, just because he seems so awkward and he has really cute eyes that catch your attention.

“Nice to meet you Seonghwa, Hyukwoo, nice seeing you again Chase,” you say with a small laugh, Hyukwoo hums in response not actually saying anything, “I can guess Seonghwa came to drink,” you say with a click of your tongue which seems to startle the older, “Hyukwoo hasn’t even touched his drink though,” you turn towards your brother who shakes his head.

“You’ll get used to her, she doesn’t speak formal to anyone,” Jaebum explains, “I’m going to go sit at the bar,” Jaebum hits your shoulder standing up, and as expected Seonghwa follows him leaving you, Hyukwoo, and Chase together.

“Are you not going to drink?” You ask pointing towards Hyukwoo’s still full cup he nods softly looking down at the cup and spinning the liquid in it, “why?” You ask with a laugh.

“I’m making sure everyone leaves safe,” he says softly rolling his lips together, he seems too cute to be someone that you’re brother hangs out with, “it’s your birthday so I don’t mind,” Hyukwoo says softly, your brother comes back to the table without Seonghwa which leads Chase to go look for him, presumably to make sure he doesn’t do something illegal.

“You know,” your brother starts, “Hyukwoo has never offered to stay sober before,” Jaebum says accusingly, “Hyukwoo, I love you guys, but none of you are good enough for my sister,” Hyukwoo lets out a shy laugh and you hit your brother’s arm sending Hyukwoo and apologetic smile.

“It’s my first time meeting her,” Hyukwoo says with a pout, “is it wrong to make a good impression,” Hyukwoo whines out and you let out a small laugh listening to the back and forth bickering of the two that follows.

“I’m twenty-one, I can make my own decisions, Jay,” you say with a laugh patting his shoulder lightly, something about Hyukwoo makes you want to defend him, “thank you, Hyukwoo,” you say softly, “this is pretty boring though Jaebum, I don’t dance, talk to people, or drink much,” you say with a click of your tongue taking another small sip of your drink, alcohol always just reminds you of medicine.

“Of course, it’s boring to you, you don’t like people,” Jaebum mutters under his breath, “I guess just, stay with Hyukwoo,” Jaebum says with a heavy sigh before standing up again, “don’t hit on my sister, I’ll have to kill you,” Jaebum says in what you can only assume must sound threatening in his mind, but in reality it just didn’t work.

“How do you and Seonghwa put up with a man like him as your CEO?” You say exasperatedly, just being around him makes you tired, the two of you really are complete opposites, Hyukwoo lets out a laugh dropping his head towards the table.

“I guess we all get along really well,” Hyukwoo says with a small nod, “he talks really good about you, I was excited to meet you tonight,” Hyukwoo says in almost a whisper your heart flutters a bit from this and you let out a small laugh in an attempt to hide that.

“It’s nice to meet you too,” you coo biting the inside of your cheek trying to think of something to say to him to keep a conversation going but failing miserably, the two of you end up sitting in a relatively comfortable silence him occasionally pointing out stupid stuff people are doing around the club.

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[pentagonieslut]

gray as a dad drabble:

very cute

unconditional love

overprotective

visits to the companies often

cheering for others

watches daddy work

teaches him/her how to rap

jay park is the sudden god father

spoils every chance

“they don’t need to be yelled at.”

“oh my god leave chewie alone!” (ifykyk)

stuffed bears everywhere

brings candy to everyone

his kid presents a letter for him in front of many people- especially national tv and he will cry

many phone calls when he’s away

“where is my baby?”

has a list of things for the babysitter to do, follow, and be aware of

han river play dates

“daddy, i wanna be like jay park!”

“not me?”

lightly punishes them because he loves them too much

allows sugar rushes 30/60

[randomdancingscenarios]

Surprise

Pairing: Simon Dominic, Jay Park x Reader

Genre: Angst, a little Fluff

Plot: You want to surprise your boyfriend for you 5 year anniversary, but thing don’t go according to plan.

Word count: 1450

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Jay: So we have it all planned out right? You’ll surprise him in the hall backstage?!

Y/N: Yea. I’m super excited to finally see him! Do the others know I’m coming?

Jay: No, I don’t think so… Everyone still thinks you are on a flight back and wont make the show, so it really will be a surprise.

Y/N: Oh my god he’s calling, I’ll talk to you later okay?

Jay: Alright! I’m rooting for you Y/N. FIGHTING!

Y/N: FIGHTING!

You quickly hangup and answered Simons video call

Simon: Did your flight get in? Are you here? Ignore the mess in the Living room haha I’ve been really busy with producing and all.

He sounds super excited, DAMN he looks super sexy when he smiles you thought as you try to keep back a smile.You absolutely loved hearing the excitment in his voice.

Y/N: Well hello to you too

Simon: Oh. Sorry jagi! Hello! haha I’m just really excited to finally see you and hold you! Haha

You gave a Half heartedly smile.You try your hardest not to smile but to look sad and disappointed.

Y/N: Hey Simon…

He continues rambling on about the mess in the living room.

Simon: … About the mess… I..

He looks at you studying the now frown on your face.

Simon: Babe… What’s wrong? Is it the living room? I promise I’ll clean it up as soon as I get home…

Y/N: No, Simon its… I didn’t get on my flight. My mo..

Simon: Wait?! What do you mean you didn’t get on the flight!?

He started to sound hysterical.

Simon: We had a plan Y/N! You were to go Abroad to see your family and you would come back tonight!

Y/N: Simon please just listen. I didn’t know how much I missed home until now… I just.

You pause to keep from laughing.

Simon: Y/N you promised!

He sounded beyond hurt.

Y/N: I’m sorry Simon, I’ll be home tomorrow. I promise.

Simon: Yea… Ok. Look i have to go we are about to do sound check. 

Y/N: Yea okay. I love you Simon.

Simon: Sure you do.

Not even 10 seconds after hanging up you get a text from jay.

[JayP] Hey!! So ya Boi is PISSED!. Hopefully this all works out lol.

Hopefully you thought.—————————————————————————————————————————— The concert was AMAZING you forgot how it felt to watch Jay, Gray, Loco,Simon, and everyone from AOMG perform.The crowd was really feeling the sets. And so were you. You screamed at the top of your lungs as soon as you saw him. You couldn’t wait to see his face when you surprise him after the show.

When the show was over you waited for the “ alls clear” text from Jay.He must be busy signing things you thought looking at your phone.

Y/N: Fuxk It!

You make your way backstage into the hallway gift in hand, excited to be reunited with Simon. You longed for his warm embrace. It was what you needed after being away for 2 months. 

Halfway down the hall you spotted what looked like Simon. But it couldn’t be, Simon would never be all up on some random girl. The figure was hovering over what seemed like a petite girl with long brown hair and a very VERY short skirt. She was giggling as he whispered in her ear and twirled her locks in-between his fingers. You stopped dead in your tracks when you saw that it actually was Simon.

He leaned in and starting kissing this girl. Not even seeing you standing there. What the fuxk!! You couldn’t move you couldn’t think you sure as hell couldn’t speak, tears started rolling down your face. Your heart shattering into a million and one pieces. All of the sudden your phone went off. They quickly jerked their heads in your direction. You stood there frozen. Simon jerked away from the girl.

Simon: Y/N! What are you dong here?

You didn’t say a word. Your mind was still processing if this was really happening. He starts to hesitantly walk up to you. 

Simon: Y/N it’s not what it looks like. We were just talking

He finally reaches you studying your face, seeing the hurt built up on your face. Simon reaches out to grab your hand.

Simon: Jagi… Say something… Please.

You snatch your hand away from being touched.

Y/N: Don’t touch me. You whispered.

Simon: …Y/N… Every fiber in your being screamed for you to run, scream at him! Slap him!? He reaches out to touch you once more. You slap him with every once of strength you had left. You stood there on the verge of tears when you heard steps coming your way. You threw your gift in Simons face.

Y/N: Happy Anniversary Simon. 

You spat as you turned around too embarrassed to face whoever was coming and ran down the hall fighting back tears.

Jay: Hey Simon I need to spea… Wheres Y/N going? 

Simon opened up the gift bag and saw that it was a card and a watch box. The watch was engraved with the words “ FOREVER YOURS UNTIL THE END OF TIME.” 

Simon: Did you know?

Jay: Did I know what?

Simon: DID YOU KNOW SHE WAS HERE?

Jay: Yea. She wanted to surprise you dude… What did you do to her?.. Who’s the girl.

Jay motioned to the girl with the short skirt. Simon shoved the watch box into Jay.

Simon: I need to catch her.

Simon ran after you hoping to catch you before you left. Before you could slip out of his life. Hoping it wasn’t too late… ———————————————————————————————————

And there you were… Standing in the crisp cold air waiting, waiting for… well you didn’t even know what you were waiting for.

 I just want to go home you thought… Home… Was the place you and Simon shared a home anymore? How many girls has he brought back there while you were gone? Did he Fuxk them in your bed? You couldn’t stop yourself from thinking. When Suddenly you were grabbed from behind. You shrieked.

Jay: Y/N? Are you okay?

That was it, you couldn’t fight back the pain you fell into Jays arms and let out the ugliest cry.

Y/N: I… I don’t understand Jay…

Jay: Shhh. Don’t speak Y/N. It’s not your fault okay. You did nothing wrong.

Jay pulled you closer and held you even tighter. You always felt safe in his arms. You never knew why but you did. Jay peeled you out of his arms only to look at you. Even when you are crying you were somehow even more beautiful than before. 

Jay: Come on bug lets get you home.

Home! The one place you didn’t want to go.

Y/N: I.. I don’t want to go home right now.

You say through hiccups. Jay understood, was it even a home after what just happened. 

Jay: Alright. where do you want to go?

Y/N:… Can I come stay with you?

God those words made his heart soar.

Jay: Yea… of course Y/N. Lets go.

Jay wraps his hands into yours as he leads you to his car.———————————————————————————————————

Simon finally made it outside but it was too late, you had gone. He knew he had messed up bad. Six years down the drain all because he was angry at you for not making the show. He looked at the watch you had gifted him and remembered there was a card inside.

[  Simon,            

I’m so thankful to have such an amazing man like you in my life. No matter how for apart we are or how gloomy your day maybe just know I will be there to make you smile and brighten your days. I love you so much and I cant wait to spend many more years with you.

                                                                                         Yours Truly Y/N.

P.s. I cant wait to show you the outfit I Picked up. lol]

I really fuxked up. He whispers into his hand.———————————————————————————————————

Y/N: Thanks Jay.

Jay: For?

Y/N: For everything.

He smiled and squeezed you hand thinking about how natural and how nice your hand felt in his.

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This Is the pre- sequel to Can I Stay the Night. Hopefully you guys like it. Sorry its too long.

[jae-bummer]

No Where But Up

Request: Hi!!! I'm so happy you opened for requests, but there's so many people I'd request for 😭 Can I ask for prompt 15 with Mr. Jay Park because you just write for him so well and I'm in need of some fun. Thank you!!! 💜

15) That awkward moment when you accidentally end up on an Idols Only dating app. (specify bias) 

Member: Jay Park x Y/N x (ft. Gray & Loco & Simon D)

Type: Fluff

Warning: Harsh language

“Have you seen her before?” Loco asked, tilting a brow as he slid his phone across the table. It skid to a stop in front of Gray where he eyed it lazily. 

“Have not,” he hummed, looking back to his phone again. 

“Well, who is she?” Loco asked, leaning to retrieve his device. 

“Considering I’ve never seen her before,” Gray sighed, setting down his own cell. “I really couldn’t tell you.” 

“It says Y/N,” Loco read quietly. “She’s new to Seoul.” 

“Are you on that stupid idol dating app?” Jay grumbled, shoving another piece of food into his mouth. “Also, I thought we agreed no phones during family dinners.” 

“Not idols,” Loco argued. “Celebrities.”

“I.e. Korean pop idols,” Jay repeated. “And I’m still not seeing you put away your phone.”

“But hyung, look at her,” Loco gasped, shoving his phone into Jay’s face. Taking a deep breath, Jay set down his chopsticks and grabbed the phone from Loco. His eyes studied the small screen, causing him to furrow his brows. 

“But who is she?” 

Jay had never seen someone he had been so interested in by mere photo alone. He knew you couldn’t possibly be a celebrity as he would have remembered an ass...a face like that if he had ever encountered it. Plus, nothing about you said celebrity. Of course you were beautiful, anyone with two eyes could see that, but you were average in the best sort of way. 

Ever since he had come back to Korea, a part of him had craved some sort of normalcy, and you looked like you could provide it. You had the warmth of one of the homegirls from back home. He could get lost in your eyes and that ass...that smile. You looked like you could handle his crazy lifestyle and be the big spoon to his little. 

Gray groaned, interrupting Jay from his thoughts of the future, and slumped on the small bench the two were sharing. He reached up and began to circle his fingers over his temples. 

“I don’t know!” Loco huffed, finally answering his question. 

Gray rolled his eyes as he snatched the phone out of Jay’s hands and set it beside him. “No phones during dinner, remember?” 

“Aish,” Jay grumbled, rolling his eyes. “Gray is right, we shouldn’t be looking at our phones while trying to have a meal together.” 

Gray nodded proudly as he had now harbored Loco’s confiscated phone. He reached up, bringing his chopsticks between his fingers, only to notice the two men beside him had gone silent. He looked up again to see them focusing directly on their food, eating with a new fervor he wasn’t familiar with. 

“If you two keep eating like that, you’ll get a stomach ache,” he muttered, gingerly plucking out a piece of meat from the grill. 

“Really hungry,” Jay croaked between bites.  “Must eat. Can’t talk.”

“If you want to look at the app, just look at the damn app,” Gray said, his face completely void of all emotion. 

“App?” Jay chirped innocently, his eyes wide. “I have no idea of this app you speak of. Loco, do you know of what app he speaks of?” 

“Probably the celebrity dating one we were just talking about,” Loco nodded absently as he shoved a piece of kimchi into his mouth. 

Jay’s innocent expression melted into something closer resembling exasperation as he looked at his friend. “Excuse me for a moment.” 

Jay patted his lips delicately with a cloth napkin and slid off of the bench. He nodded to Gray before shuffling off toward the restroom. 

“He’s downloading it, isn’t he?” Gray sighed, setting his chopsticks down. 

Loco laughed, shaking his head. “It’s downloaded, paid for, and he’s probably on his first date now.” 

Gray and Loco exchanged knowing glances before quickly finishing their own meals. After several moments of waiting for Jay to reemerge, it didn’t take them long to decide on enacting a rescue mission.

The pair tip toed into the restroom, remaining silent as they heard hushed curses fly from over one of the stalls. “What the fuck does this even mean? Wait, do I have to get my celebrity profile verified? Why are there so many people on this damn thing? So do I...wait...did I just swipe right on a dude?...he was fine though, but like, I’m not about that homie. Can I message him and tell him it was an accident...” 

“Uh, hyung?” Loco called, his grin growing wider by the moment. 

An uncomfortable silence filled the small restroom. Jay cleared his throat, wincing as he responded. “Yeah?”

“Everything okay in there?” Gray asked, trying not to snicker. 

“Yeah, yeah,” Jay nodded, looking down to his hovering position above the toilet. He wasn’t actually using the facilities, but was squatting on the seat, attempting to hide his feet from being seen. He wanted privacy as he dived deep into his first ever dating app, even risking his new shoes to possibly catch a glimpse of your face again. “Can’t a man just casually take a shit without his friends sending out a search party?”

“If by shit, you mean download an idol dating app,” Loco teased. “Then no, we can’t leave you alone.” 

Jay hopped down from the toilet and shoved his phone into his back pocket. He quickly unlocked the stall and slammed open the door. He pouted in annoyance as he walked toward the sink and began to vigorously wash his hands. “I don’t know what ya’ll think you’re talking about, but you should know your boy better than that. Jay Park doesn’t need a dating app. I am the definition of game.” 

“Then why is your boy on the newly listed members page?” Loco asked with lifted brows as turned his phone screen around and smiled. 

Jay turned the handles of the sink and shook off his hands. “You know what? Fuck ya’ll,” he grumbled. “Trifling asses thinking your slick. I see how it is.” 

Jay stuck out his bottom lip as he shouldered past his friends and exited the bathroom. 

“How long you think it’ll be before we meet her?” Loco asked with a chuckle. 

“Meet her or hear her screaming Jay’s name from his office?” Gray sighed. He patted Loco on the shoulder, jutting his chin out in the direction Jay had just departed from. “Come on, let’s get the “definition of game” some ice cream to help his bruised feelings.”

“Crap, crap, crap,” you hissed, pacing your room. You brought your hands up and into your hair, giving a light tug of frustration. “No, no, no.” 

You reached down again, tapping frantically at your phone’s screen. 

“How did I even do this? I can’t even believe,” you continued, stomping your feet as you spoke. 

“From the sound of it, I could swear you just accidentally sent me the entirety of your bank account via PayPal,” your roommate muttered, looking up at you over her glasses. 

“No,” you groaned, plopping forward toward the counter and burying your face. 

“But for the record, rent is due next week, so I’m going to need you to send me the entirety of your bank account,” she grinned, hopping up from her spot. “Seriously though, what’s wrong? I love existential crises.” 

“You suck,” you sighed, slowly lifting your head. “But I suck more.”

“Do tell,” she prompted. 

“Are you familiar with Idolize?” you hummed, chewing nervously on your lip. 

“That shitty celebrity dating app that wouldn’t accept me as a member so I could marry my inevitable husband, Kim Heechul?” your roommate asked. “Nope, never heard of it.” 

“Well, I didn’t know anything about it,” you continued slowly. “But somehow on my search to not be lonely-”

“Why are you lonely? You have me,” she interrupted. 

“Somehow on my search to not be lonely,” you continued. “I downloaded like a handful of dating apps and that was one of them and I made a profile and it got accepted and now I LITERALLY JUST GOT A MESSAGE FROM KIM JONGHYUN AND I NEED HELP.” 

“Holy shit,” your roommate gasped, her jaw dropping. “Alright, one, does the app have a reference system that can get me in?” 

You shot her a dirty look, causing her to nod. “Okay, I get it, it’s a sensitive time, I’ll ask later. Two, what the hell did he say?” 

You clicked anxiously into the message, feeling your face grow hot as you read. “Is your phone in your back pocket? Because that booty is calling me.” 

“I don’t care if he’s an idol, if you don’t delete him right now, I’m forever judging,” your roommate grumbled. 

You groaned again just as your phone pinged. 

“Who’s that?” she gasped, moving to stand beside you so she could look over your shoulder. 

“J...J...Jay Park,” you stuttered with wide eyes. “Should I open it?” 

“If you don’t, I will,” she gasped, smacking your arm. 

“Okay...he says...” you hummed, clicking on the message. “Hey girl, so I know you probably don’t belong here, so aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living?” 

“I don’t know if you should be flattered or not?” your roommate whispered, squinting at the screen. 

“Do...do I respond?” you asked, tilting your head. 

“What’s the worst that could happen?” she laughed. “He gets you out your panties? Sounds like the opposite of a problem to me.” 

You wiggled your brows, not completely turned off by the thought. 

“There are two kinds of people on these things, Y/N,” your roommate sighed. “Those looking to hook up and those looking for soulmates. You just have to figure out which one you are...and which one these guys are.” 

You glanced down to your screen, trying not to grin. “Okay, okay,” you whispered. “I’m responding.” 

“And?” she asked. 

“No doubt what your profession is.” 

“Oh,” your roommate grumbled. “Anticlimactic.” 

“You need a build up!” you gasped, your breathing faltering as the app signaled Jay had begun typing. “He responded. ‘Oh yea? What is it then baby girl?’“

“An artist, cause you’re a fine piece of work,” you typed quickly, grinning as you hit send. 

“You are so full of cheese, I don’t even want to be near you right now,” your roommate grumbled, pushing off of the counter and walking away from you. “Give her a dating app and she sends puns to a celebrity.” 

“He opened with a pun!” you gasped. “Jay Park is a punny, punny man.” 

“Puns don’t get you laid!” she chimed, walking back into the living room. 

“Maybe I don’t want to get laid!” you called back. “Maybe I want to get cuddled.” 

“By Jay Park?” she cackled. “Good luck with that!” 

Jay rolled over on the couch, his smile beginning to hurt his cheeks. His face had grown deeper and deeper in shades of red as he continued to text you. 

“I think he’s having a fit,” Loco muttered, eying his hyung from across the lounge. They had made it back to the AOMG offices, and Jay hadn’t spoken a word since arriving. Every now and again he would communicate via squeaks and giggles, but overall he had turned into a blushing mess. 

“I think he’s losing his damn mind,” Gray clucked, eying his friend wearily. “What are we going to do if they start dating?” 

“Maybe it’ll be good for him?” Loco sighed, watching as Jay flopped on the couch after his phone had dinged. 

Gray smirked, shaking his head. “I guess him being happy couldn’t necessarily be a bad thing?” 

“He did say he was tired of hook ups,” Loco hummed. “You have to admit, he’s pretty cute like this.” 

“Puppies are cute,” Gray grumbled. “This is frightening.”

“Why is Jay wallowing on the couch and making preteen girl noises?” Simon asked, appearing from his office. 

“I think he’s smitten,” Gray whispered, shaking his head. 

“Good,” Simon nodded. “Maybe he’ll start writing better songs.” 

“Shut the hell up!” Jay called from the sofa. “Gossipy bitches. I write bops now!”

“Of course you do,” Simon nodded. “You must have heard me wrong!” 

“Damn right I did,” Jay muttered under his breath. “I’m the damn voice of a generation.” 

Simon rolled his eyes and patted his label mates on their shoulders. “No where to go but up boys, no where to go but up.” 

[khiphop-stories]

Masterlist

Stories 

Getting Off The Wrong Foot (Christian Yu x You)

Umbrella (Christian Yu x DPR Live x You)

Allure (Sik-K, Jay Park)

Heal Me (Jay Park x You)

Invisible (Jay Park x You) [complete]

Stranger ( Beenzino x You)

Moving On (Simon D x You)

Icarus Walks (AU | all khh artists)

Mini Series

130 Mood : TRBL (Dean x You) [complete]

Unspoken Rule (Jay Park x You)

Too Little Too Late (Gray x You)

Scenarios

Beenzino

Beenzino - Up All Night

Beenzino - Tired

No Secret, No Lies

Break

Tired

I Want You

You’re Mine

Booty buddy

Thank You For Staying

Bobby

Disaster Date

My Type [1/ 2]

Green-eyed Monster

Different

His Stylist: 1 | 2

Used

Crush

The Little Things

Endurance

Not Drunk At All

Dean

Ex

Simplicity

One Obstacle After Another

Dok2 

Miss Independent

Young Queen, Young Boss

Lost Bet

Giriboy

Attraction

Argument: 1 | 2

He’s Mine

Write About Me

Gray

Just A Piece of Paper

That One Fan

False Alarm

Priorities

Lost Opportunity [1/?]

Too Little Too Late: 1 | 2

Drunk Dialing

Take Care Of You

Just Another AOMG Party?

Falling

Meeting His Family

Immediate Attraction

More Than Friends

Dangerous

I Might Still Like You

Iron (not writing for him anymore)

Wrong Accusal

No Strings Attached

Guardian Angel

Jay Park

Jay Park - You Know

Jay Park -$olo

The Right Time 

Taken By Surprise 

Dead End

Unspoken Rule: 1 | 2 | 3

Lost

Off-Guard

Shadows Of The Past

Afraid Of Me

Aftermath

Taken By Surprise 

Lean On Me

Because It’s You

Over The Edge

The Truth Is…

Baseless Fears

Nightmare

Letting Go:  1 | 2 | 3

What If

I’m Not Jealous

Actions Speak Louder Than Words

Stay With Me

Find Me

Prank

Please Don’t Go

But I Love Her

University AU

AOMG Anniversary

Loco

Just His Fan

Overboard

Coincidential Encounter

Drunken Confession

Mino

Solace

Nochang

Ignorance Is A Bliss

Misunderstanding

Okasian

Rumors

Spoiled

Possessive

Told You So

Sik-K

Ambiguous

Simon D

All Or Nothing

Simon D -₩ And Only

Birthday Girl

Childish Jealousy

Mission Failed

Cheer Up

Woman A and Woman B

Trust Issues

Three Words, Eight Letters

Drunken Antics

Meet Me Halfway

Good Enough

He Likes You

Zico

Bad Influence

No Make Up

Crossroads

Lazy Day

Zion.T

Forgotten

Terrible Girlfriend

Sick

I’ll Protect You

Miscellaneous

AOMG & 1llionaire as gang members

Drabbles (300-500 words)

Jay Park - “If it’s you I can change anything”

Loco - “What do you mean by saying: Let’s break up?”

Jay Park - “You know what? Fuck it.”

Zico - “Thanks for trusting me.”

Mino - “How long were you going to keep it from me?”

One Hundred Was To Say “I Love You

13. Sorry, I’m Late (Christian Yu) 86. You’re Important Too (Christian Yu)

[disloopy]

Aspirations

Prompt: As an aspiring rapper, you’ve always turned to your best friend Hyukwoo for help. But this problem seems too big to solve. On top of that, your boyfriend just broke up with you, leaving you needy and desperate. 

Genre: drabble

Word count: 4.8k

a/n: i wrote this a hella long time ago but i wanted to post it :))

I looked down at my phone, hoping hyukwoo had texted me saying he was nearby but the reflection of my plain wallpaper only stared back at me, almost mockingly. hyukwoo was always early to work; it no longer seemed like a coincidence that he was only late when he had to pick me up. I groaned, clutching my purse tighter and planned out all the curse words I was going to say to him when he arrived.

and here he was. “sorry I’m late,” said hyukwoo, as I climbed into the passenger’s seat of his car. “I was trying to get your caramel macchiato but the line was so long and it held me up.” he adjusted his snapback in the rearview mirror and drove out of the lot. I smiled, feeling a little better that he had been thoughtful enough to bring my favorite hot drink.

“where is it?” I asked, looking around.

“oh, I didn’t buy it,” he replied, checking his reflection again. “the line was too long so I just left.”

the smile dropped from my face as I felt my nostrils flare in frustration. “one day, I’m really going to-“

“are you speaking informally to me?” I held my tongue but one of these days, my fist would start itching and I wasn’t going to stop it then. “what’s got you in such a bad mood anyway?”

originally, I wasn’t planning on telling him, I wasn’t planning on telling anyone. but when he asked, the whole story spilled out. “chan broke up with me…we were supposed to hook up a couple nights ago but then he fell asleep. what was I supposed to do? so I texted eunwoo and he said he’d be there in a couple minutes…then I started to feel bad so I told him I was dating seukwan and he said he would back off. after that, I guess chan got some sense and he came and he saw all my messages. we were fighting the entire time he drove me home because, you know, him and seukwan are best friends.”

at the end of the story, my eyes were stinging and we had arrived at the AOMG company building. hyukwoo was trying to suppress his laughter in fear I might start crying.

“I shouldn’t be surprised, honestly,” he said, as we stepped out of the car. “knowing you.” I knew he would react this way. I couldn’t remember one time where he was on my side after I’d told one of these stories. I looked up at the sky, cursing hyukwoo and chan and partially myself. hyukwoo rubbed my back in an attempt to comfort me but right now I just really needed that caramel macchiato.

“and I haven’t even started writing lyrics for dean’s song,” I complained, the frown imprinting itself on my face. today I felt hopeless and even the trees whose branches waved in the wind pissed me off. “why did he have to ask me for a feature? he could have asked anybody else, why me? no one even knows who I am.”

“you should be glad he did that,” said hyukwoo. “he’s such a big artist. featuring on his track will bring more awareness towards you.” he was obviously right and that made my head hurt. when I didn’t reply, hyukwoo turned me around to face him. “I think you just need to take a deep breath and calm down. you still have lots of time to write and memorize lyrics and there’s loads of boys you can still hook up with.” I pressed my lips together and nodded. he was right, yet again. I really needed to pull my act together; if I really wanted to be a rapper like hyukwoo then I’d have to stop worrying about petty things.

we sat on a sofa in front of the meeting room, waiting for the CEOs to arrive. “can you hook me up with one of your friends?”

“no,” said hyukwoo without a hint of hesitation.

“why not?”

“because…” he gave me a strange look. “it would be weird.”

I rolled my eyes. “its not like your my brother or anything.” hyukwoo scoffed and raised his eyebrows, nodding his head in a sarcastic way.

“okay. then who’s the one that always listens to your complaints? who helps with your lyrics, huh? who do you always ask when you want someone beaten up?”

“you never help with lyrics! I always call you and you always say you’re too ‘busy’,” I protested. “anyway, please…they’re all so good looking.”

“I don’t think they’re even interested in relationships right now.”

“one look at me and they will  be.” hyukwoo gagged teasingly and I playfully hit his arm. at that moment, jay park, gray, and simon dominic walked in. the two of us stood up, giving them each a bow respectively and they returned it.

“how’re you doing, y/n,” jay asked, shaking my hand.

“I’m good,” I answered, receiving handshakes from the other two as well.

“the rest are still coming, shall we go inside?” said jay. I was acquainted with most of the AOMG family but not close enough to participate in their official meetings. that was too confidential.

“this won’t take long,” hyukwoo assured me. “just go downstairs and buy yourself a drink,” he fished into his pocket for some cash and handed it to me. “also, seoyoon is down there too so if you need help with lyrics, ask her.” he began to join jay, simon and gray in the room but I stopped him, my hand clutching his arm excitedly.

“wasn’t that simon d oppa?” I asked in a hushed tone. hyukwoo looked behind him and then back at me.

“kiseok hyung? yeah?”

“please hook me up with him,” I sounded like a child begging her mother for a candy. 

“what? no, he’s way too old-“

“I really don’t care, its only a 5 year difference. and its just a fling, I’m not asking to be his wife.”

“okay fine, I’ll try, just go.” hyukwoo pushed me away and left to the meeting room. after that, my bitter feelings towards chan were washed away by the anticipation of meeting simon dominic out of business interactions. the excitement kick started my willingness to begin writing lyrics for dean’s song.

***

I was dying to hear news from hyukwoo about kiseok but of course, were at the company and he had things to do and there was little we could discuss with the rest of AOMG surrounding us. I had always known kiseok because hyukwoo took me to the company often, I’d known all the guys. but somehow today felt different, maybe it was the need for another man that I felt like they were trying to appeal to me but that’s the way it was and kiseok just grabbed my attention. I honestly wondered how in the world I had missed him with his bronze skin and large chocolate eyes and his lopsided grin. if he didn’t already have someone to call his own then I’d love to be that person.

whenever hyukwoo and I made eye contact, I desperately tried to see if he was trying to express something but his eyes were always so blank and he’d look away too quickly; it was hard to tell if anything was going on in that ‘loco’ mind of his at all. I was worried that he hadn’t said a word to kiseok about me and that would mean no progress and eventually I’d be alone for another night and that thought daunted me.

it was midafternoon and I was seated in seoyoon’s office, attempting to finish at least a full verse; it was my goal for today. seoyoon wasn’t much of a help. she gave me basic advice like “evaluate the theme” or “write feelings you’ve experienced”, I could get those tips anywhere. I needed real motivation.

I sat there, stressing over my unfinished verse and eventually I gave up. without much awareness, out of boredom, I began to spell out simon dominic’s name on my paper, writing it in different fonts to see which looked the best.

“what’re you doing?” said his voice out of nowhere. I startled so hard that my pen slipped from my fingers and I hastily tried to hide the paper by moving seoyoon’s folders on top of it.

“n-nothing,” I stammered, my cheeks red with embarrassment. kiseok looked down at me, his lips growing into a sort of smirk.

“I was asking seoyoon,” he said and my shoulders dropped as I flushed. “but hey, what are doing?”

I sighed inwardly. “homework,” I replied so fast I didn’t even have time to tell myself I wasn’t in college anymore. I mentally face palmed myself, grabbed my paper and pen, and left the room.

“so?” I asked excitedly as hyukwooo and I got into the car. it was close to evening when we left the company. my verse was only half done.

“I really wanted to make it lowkey, believe me,” hyukwoo explained, starting up the car. I watched him expectantly. “but I’m telling you, this hyung is completely oblivious, I did all but out right say you wanted his dick.” I breathed in a sharp breath. did he mess up?

“just skip to when he talks,” I demanded. “what did he say?”

“he said he’d like to take you out.”

I almost squealed but I had to remind myself that I was a grown woman and that would not sit well with me. as we drove home, I recalled the day and tried to think of any instances where kiseok had sent any flirty vibes my way, after that stuttering incident where I had completely and utterly embarrassed myself.

“oppa,” I said when we had arrived at my apartment building. hyukwoo looked over at me and I smiled brightly. “really, thank you. I guess it’s quite awkward to ask someone to hook up with your friend but you did it, so thank you.”

hyukwoo beamed and nodded his head. “how can I not do things for you?” I giggled and left his car, never feeling better than I did now.

***

I straightened out my dress in front of the mirror and brushed a hand through my hair to tousle it a little. I was prepared; I had even cleaned my house and fixed my bedroom for easy entrance (if you know what I mean).  I never was this excited going out with chan. with him, it was boring. but I’ve watched jay park’s mommae music video and listened to simon d’s songs. if he wasn’t worth it, I would have known. but something in my gut told me he was definitely my type.

the doorbell rang and I checked my makeup quickly before going to answer it. “hey,” kiseok said coolly and I smiled, trying to be as natural as possible. I had never seen him outside of the AOMG building so this was a first. “you wanna get going?”

“yes please,” I said and linked arms with him as we walked down to his car. I suddenly felt uneasy. it was bit late too admit to myself, but I had only ever hooked up with guys I knew well. kiseok was just a face I knew from my friend’s company. I tried to push those thoughts away but they kept coming back whenever kiseok and I were silent, which was basically the entire car ride. oh boy, I thought, this is gonna be a long night.

it was a long night. I couldn’t even begin to explain it. when I came home, I just wrapped myself in my blanket and tried hard to go to sleep. but all I could think of was the events of the night that, to this day, make me cringe.

***

“oppa!” jisoo shouted. “oh my god, its loco oppa!” hyukwoo flipped around, his eyes wide with fear and I burst out laughing at jisoo’s lame act. hyukwoo rolled his eyes and walked over to us. jisoo was snorting with laughter.

“don’t post that on your story,” said hyukwoo, flushing.

“I won’t, I just wanted to send it to some of my friends,” jisoo replied, saving the video to her memory. my friends were his friends and he’d have to come to terms with that even if he didn’t like it.

“so, how was it?” hyukwoo asked, turning to me. jisoo snorted but didn’t look up from her screen.

“don’t ask,” I groaned, glad he didn’t take me to the company today. jisoo and I were at the mall when we spotted hyukwoo. “it was so bad, never ever hook me up with your friends again.”

hyukwoo laughed. “why, what happened?”

“it was so awkward, oppa, we barely even talked. I could tell he was forcefully pushing a conversation or else it would have been all silent. I knew nothing about him, it was horrible. I was planning to take him back to my place but instead I told him I had a nice night and called jisoo to pick me up and go home.”

“mind you, I was supposed to be finishing my CS project for college,” said jisoo, prying her attention away from her phone for a second.

“well, I don’t think hyung felt that way,” hyukwoo said and I was suddenly interested. “he was telling me this morning about how well yesterday went and he wanted to meet you more.” jisoo and I exchanged glances and she wiggled her eyebrows.

I cursed under my breath. “shoot! I need to avoid him now.”

“I don’t think you should do that,” hyukwoo advised. “you’re the one who wanted to hook up with him in the first place, so instead of avoiding him, give him another chance or straight up tell him…” I despised the way hyukwoo was always right without being unreasonable.

“fine.”

and there I was. another afternoon spent getting ready for kiseok. this time I planned to have our date here, at my house. it was around lunchtime so I figured we could cook something together and be occupied, instead of just eating and making out. we didn’t get to the making out part last time because the eating part had left me in a state of trauma.

when kiseok came over today, it wasn’t as bad as yesterday. he was just wearing a plain black t shirt and black jeans and I hoped he wasn’t expecting anything. we made fried rice and boiled chicken and it wasn’t too awkward because we were too caught up in the recipe to really talk about anything else.

“so, what are you up to these days?” kiseok asked, finishing up his plate.

“me? I’m just working on some lyrics, that’s all. nothing new.”

kiseok raised his eyebrows in mild surprise. “are you a rapper too?” I gave him a small smile, feeling a little let down that he didn’t already know since I dropped my first mixtape track under AOMG’s label. but then again, we didn’t know a lot of things about each other.

“yeah, I am.”

“so that’s why you’re always around at the company.”

I laughed quietly. “yup, that’s me, an aspiring rapper who can never get anything done,” I scraped my empty plate with my fork, sighing. “dean asked me for a feature and I barely got 4 bars done.”

“wow, that’s huge,” kiseok remarked, impressed. “dean will blow your popularity to the sky.”

“I know, but I’m thinking of telling him to ask someone else.”

“oh, why is that?”

I looked down, my head hurting from the thought itself. “I have major writers block. I can’t seem to think of any lyrics…its really a shame and I don’t want the song to be horrible because of me.”

kiseok reached over and squeezed my arm, reassuringly. “you shouldn’t back out of something like this,” he said and his encouraging words made me look up. “I want you to do it, rappers do feel unmotivated sometimes but that shouldn’t stop them.” I nodded, knowing he was right. “listen, I’ll help you if you want.”

“really?” I asked, suddenly eager. kiseok smiled and I found myself falling for his smile again. “I’ll get my notebook.” I even brought my phone so I could show him the beat. “dean’s done with his lyrics so he added them onto the beat,” I explained, playing the song.

kiseok’s head was bouncing to the beat and I giggled, thinking he looked cute. “this is a nice beat. it really seems like something you would rap to.”

“yeah it’s great,” I said. “but I’m more into hyped up beats like zico-shi. I’m actually a really big fan of your beats too.” kiseok grinned, nodding his head.

“ah, thank you,” he said. “I’d honestly love to work with you in the future.” I felt goosebumps rise on my arms when he said that and I was too shy to keep looking at him so I averted my gaze. I was never like that with boys but it may have been because he was much older than me that I felt that way.

“right, let’s see your lyrics then,” said kiseok, clearing his throat. he took my notebook and I watched him as he scanned through the page. “I like where it says ‘I’ll tell you as if it’s not my story’, but I think you should make the first part less like your jealous and more like you just want him to know you like him, right? cause it’s supposed to be a sweet, summer song.”

“yeah, I was thinking that too,” I replied, reading over his shoulder. “what about ‘if I hesitate more, I might find another girl next to you, so I’ll be careful ‘?”

“yes, that sounds much better, you’re really good.” kiseok’s compliments made me feel like I could do anything, I felt motivated to write more my own songs. “I think it would fun making a song with you.”

“I’d be more than glad,” I told him, smiling thankfully. there was a couple seconds where we didn’t talk, but it was comfortable. I didn’t feel the need to fill the silence this time, kiseok’s warm vibe was enough. I looked up at him. “thank for coming, by the way. you’re a lifesaver.”

kiseok grinned. “I just wanted to spend time with you, I think this is the best way to do it.” I composed myself but his smile was melting my insides; the way his lips curved wider on one side than the other and his eyes became smaller. without being fully aware of it, I was slowly leaning forward, my dilated pupils focused on his lips. I only realized when kiseok changed his position and tilted his head to the side, moving his head closer to mine. my hand was on its way to his cheek when the ringtone of my phone cut through the air. kiseok jumped backwards, startled and sighed, rubbing the back of his head.

“ah, sorry,” I said softly, grabbing my phone and checking the ID. it was dean so that took away my possibility of ignoring it. “hello!”

“noona, how are you?” asked dean cheerfully. “I called to check up on you? how’re the lyrics coming along?”

I glanced at kiseok who smiled. “it’s going great, actually-“

“yeah, don’t worry yourself over them, okay? we have a lot of time so don’t stress.”

“thanks, dean, I’m fine. actually, simon d oppa is over, he’s helping me a lot.”

“oh, kiseok hyung?” dean’s voice sounded surprised and kiseok and I exchanged knowing smiles. “hi, hyung, how are you?”

“I’m good, I’m really excited for this song.”

“I am too,” dean laughed on the other end. “I don’t think anyone will be disappointed, Y/N is a hidden gem.” I blushed.

“oh I’m sure she is,” said kiseok, looking over at me with a grin. I felt a little embarrassed. “its cute.” dean and kiseok both laughed.

“anyway, I’ll call back in a couple days. eat well and rest, noona, okay? if you need any help, I’m here.” with that dean hung up and unfortunately, it was time for kiseok to leave as well. even though he left, kiseok’s presence was overwhelming. he motivated me enough to finish 16 bars that day when I had only written 4. simon d was really something. no wonder he was picked as a producer on show me the money season 5.

for days after that, kiseok would come and go. sometimes we ate out but most of our time was spent in my apartment, writing lyrics. I never bothered cleaning up the crumpled papers that littered the floor because the next day would only bring more and there would be no point. but that was the price of perfection and in the end, I was satisfied. it was all due to kiseok; he seemed more committed to this than I was and I was thankful for that.

“so, things are going well with kiseok hyung, right?” asked hyukwoo, nudging my arm playfully. he knew just the mention of kiseok’s name would make me giggly. we were sitting on the couch in my apartment. hyukwoo had a day off today and thought he’d come over to check my progress on the lyrics.

“I’m glad I didn’t leave him after our first date,” I said, recalling the cringe worthy events of that night.

“but to remind you, I was the one who told you not to avoid him, remember?”

“I remember,” I said, rolling my eyes. “I’m actually really excited for this new song, oppa, for real, it’s gonna be such a bop.” hyukwoo nodded.

“what’s it called again?”

“its called, And July.”

“and you’re performing it the day after it comes out, right?”

“yeah.”

hyukwoo smiled. “you know what, y/n, I’m really proud of you. I feel like you came a long way.” I laughed softly, looking at my lap. “I still remember that day you came to me, so shy, asking me to look over your rap…you’re so good at writing lyrics, but you’re so lazy.”

“oh my god, how many people do I have to hear that from?” I asked, flushing.

“and you give up too fast. you’re seriously an amazing rapper and song writer so don’t let something as small as ‘writers block’ stop you. you can find inspiration in anything.” I moved closer to hyukwoo and rested my head on his shoulder, thankful for the encouragement. “I can’t wait to see you rap on stage with dean, I think you’ll do great,” hyukwoo said softly, putting his arm around my shoulders.

“thanks, oppa, I can’t wait either.” I was mostly looking forward to kiseok being there. I wanted to make him proud and for him to know that all those days wasted in my apartment were worth it. I wanted to return back stage just see him there, clapping for me and telling me how well I did. that’s all I wanted.

***

hold it in, I thought to myself as the makeup noonas were fixing my face and my hair. my stomach was knotting up inside me. the concert venue was large which meant a lot of people would be coming. I’d never rapped on stage before, not even when the first track of my mixtape came out. I tried to comfort myself by telling myself that dean would be there on stage with me so I had nothing to worry about.

this was my dream. ever since I was a little girl, I had watched so many people go up on stage and move people with their lyrics. that in itself was inspiring, to know that people were emotionally touched by the words you wrote and it became something I desperately wanted to do.

and now here I was, about to step onto the stage and fulfill that little girl’s dreams. I absolutely could not be nervous now; I had to make this my most beautiful moment in life. I wanted to my old school friends to watch me on TV and turn to the other people, proudly saying, “I knew her”. If my parents were watching me, I just hoped that their daughter would finally make them proud.

“you ready,” asked dean, walking over to me with a water bottle. I took a long look at myself in the mirror; I was a nervous wreck. but this wasn’t going to be the image I showed the audience…or dean.

“I was born ready,” I told him, laughing. dean squeezed my shoulder as the staff ushered us to the stage. I could hear the herd of screaming fans out there, anticipating me.

“you got this,” said dean, reassuringly. I took a long gulp of water and quickly checked my phone to see if hyukwoo or any of the rest of the AOMG crew I had given tickets to had texted me. nothing. I sighed; they had to be here, kiseok had to be here, I wouldn’t accept this accomplishment if he wasn’t.

“thanks, dean, I won’t let you down,” I told him, handing my phone to one of the staff before climbing on to the stage. there was an uproar as my small body could be seen on the vast stage. the crowd was chanting my name. this was the moment I had been waiting for; I practiced this performance for months, wanting it to be perfect and now here I was. I couldn’t let all those days go to waste. my parents were here, I wanted to show them the best side of me, so they could say to each other, “that’s my daughter”.

hyukwoo was right, I was a lazy rapper. but once I had finished and recorded this song, I felt like I could take on anything. I felt like I could finish my entire mixtape in that one night. that was the type of power it had over me. maybe my first track wasn’t so popular, but I had gotten back so many good reviews and that was basically the only thing that motivated me to keep writing lyrics. I just hoped that after this, my name would be the one that everybody would talk about at school. or when dean was searched up, I would be one of the associated people.

but today, when I was rapping alongside dean with the hundreds of audience members screaming my name, I knew that this was how I wanted to spend the rest of my life. I wanted to stand on stage and connect with millions of people who I didn’t know shared the same story as me. then there would be no way I could die without being satisfied with how I had lived and the choices I made. because continuing my rap career was probably by far the best decision I had ever made.

I knew that when I stepped off stage that day. dean was still up there thanking everyone for being great to me. as I was walking back to the dressing room, I spotted hyukwoo and behind him were the others I had invited. they had such bright smiles on their faces but the only one I could see at the moment was kiseok whose grin outshone everyone else’s. I ran over to him and wrapped my arms around his neck, kissing him on the lips.

“oh my god!” the others cried around us, turning away.

I laughed, my cheeks turning red. “thank you so much, oppa,” I said, hugging him tight.

“it was all you,” kiseok told me, lacing his fingers through mine. “I’m so proud of you.”

“what about us?” hyukwoo asked, spreading his arms. I giggled and hugged all the others as well.

“you did so good!” jisoo screamed, wrapping me in a suffocating embrace. she took my arm. “you’re parents are coming, we have to go see them.” kiseok’s phone rang and he stopped me.

“it’s jay,” he said, answering it. “yo, whats up?” kiseok set it on speaker. 

“is y/n there?” jay asked and I felt the smile grow wider on my face.

“yeah, I’m right here,” I said.

jay laughed on the other end. “hey, have you ever thought of signing with AOMG?” he asked and everyone chuckled. “no seriously, I was watching your performance. you killed it up there.”

“thank you so much.”

“you’re welcome. lets talk whenever you come around, alright?” after jay had hung up, jisoo began to pull me to see my parents but kiseok stopped me again, his hand on my hip.

“how about I come over to your place tonight?” he whispered in my ear. “we can celebrate.” I blushed and kissed his cheek.

“for sure.”

[khhrealm]

Works In Progress

1. Brat(M) | Smut, Fluff

Simon D | AOMG | 67%

You had taken things a little to far with Jay on Kiseok’s big night, and he didn’t like that one bit.

2. I Need You(M) | Fluff, Angst, Smut

Monster Woo | 56%

You knew you had commitment issues, but so did he. The problem is, neither one of you are keen on sharing anytime soon. 

3. Curves(F) | Fluff

Jay Park | AOMG | 54%

If there was one thing Jay loved about you, it was your curves. You just don’t seem to see how beautiful you actually are, but he was willing to show you a hundred ways if he had too.

4. Sunday Morning(F) | Fluff

DEAN | 40%

Sunday morning with Dean was always eventful, not only just because both of you hd the days off, but because both of you couldn’t keep your hands to yourself.

5. Cold-Blooded(F) | Angst, Fluff

Simon D | AOMG | 18%

You were known amongst celebrities in Korea as cold hearted and stone faced. You wished people knew tht’s not actually how you were, it was rather an image you wished to carry since it fit your career choice. Kiseok sees through that cover quite easily.

PENDING

Jay Park Fluff

Dean Angst

Simon D Drabble

Jay Park Drabble

Jay Park Fake Text

Jay Park Fake Text

CJamm, Dean, 1Punch Reaction

Owen Ovadoz Fluff

CJamm Fluff

Gray Fluff

Dean Smut

Jay Park Fluff

Dean Smut

Gray Fluff

One Fluff

Jay Park Fluff

ChaCha Smut

Sik-K Fluff

Dean Smut

Loco Fluff

Jay Park Fluff

Jay Park Horror

Iron Angst

Gray Fluff

Jay Park Fluff

[joonlonelyheartsclub]

Accepting Requests!

I used to write scenarios, drabbles, and answered MTL questions. I deleted my old blog when my school work became too much. but I am back now! I only write requests for artists I like and know more about so I can give you quality material. I don’t want to write about someone I’m not sure of and end up not fitting the quest to your liking, but I will take suggestions on who to add to the list! I’m more than happy to try to do research. I’m now accepting scenario, drabble, and MTL questions for the following solo artists/ groups/ labels. 

-DPR (only Christian Yu and Live)

-AOMG ( Jay Park, Loco, Gray, Simon D)

- BTS

-GOT7

AS OF RIGHT NOW I DO NOT WRITE SMUT, SORRY! :)

[randomdancingscenarios]

Blind

Pairing: Jay Park x Reader

@lady-une Happy Thanksgiving haha

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

You last left off with Jay kissing you.

Genre: Fluff and smut… A lot... Sorry 

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You unexpectedly kissed him back, his eyes widen then began to close as your kiss became deep and passionate. You sat up as your tongues danced in each others mouth, his hands cupped your perfect face ever so lightly.

He couldn’t believe he was actually kissing you. He had dreamed of this moment many times before but didn’t think it would actually happen. He knew how much you loved Simon and how you would never hurt him.

But at this moment he didn’t care about how Simon felt. He had hurt you and all Jay wanted to do was take all your pain away.

Kissing Jay sent butterflies to the pit of your stomach which numbed the pain of missing Simon. You couldn’t help but want more. You Yearned for him to Kiss and caress the rest of your body. Your hands touched his chest, his skin was smooth to touch yet scorching hot. You felt his heart racing. He pulled away studying your face.

Jay: Y/N… I

You crushed your lips against his not letting him finish. The more intense your kissing became the faster your heart became. You wanted more. You pushed jay back and began to pull your night gown off.

Jay: Holy fuxk!!

There you were straddling Jay in nothing but your panties. You felt Jay poke you.

You smirked. Jay grabbed you and flipped you over. You let out a little squeak. He studied your body taking in your curves and beautiful skin. You couldn’t help but blush. His eyes made you feel some type of way and you loved it.

Y/N: So are you just gonna stare or are you going to do something?

Jay: I’ve been waiting for this moment since the day we met.

He leaned down and starting kisses and sucking on your breast. His hands roaming down your stomach to your panties. Your breathe quickened.

He pulled your panties to the side.

Jay: Damn Y/N, you are so fuxking wet.

Just the thought of him made you wet. You bit down on your bottom lip. God his fingers feel so amazing. You squirm at the thought of him being inside you.

You let out a slow low moan and Jay looked up at you and smirked at how knowing he was the one making your body react the way it is.

You let out a little whimper when he stoped.

Jay: Don’t worry baby there is more where that came from.

He leaned down to give you a long passionate kiss right before he slid his member into you. You let a loud gasp and moan. Just the reaction he was looking for, he began long slow thrust just to set his pace and ease you into what was about to go down.

Your moans became louder and your breath became shallower. He quickened the pace giving you short quick thrust. You couldn’t help but dig your fingers into his back. He took that as a sign to go deeper and harder.

You knew what you were doing was completely wrong but it felt so right. You didn’t want it end.

Jays thrust became slower and deeper.

Jay: Fuxk… Fuxk your p*ssy feels so amazing around my dixk.

You knew he was about to finish. Hell you were on the verge of finishing yourself.

To your surprise Jay pulls out.

Jay: I want you to suck your juices off my dixk.

Without hesitation you began to suck Jay. He started cursing under his breath.

Jay: Turn around and get on your knees.

You did as you were told. You got on your knees and you felt Jays fingers rubbing up and down your rosebud. He took in this magnificent sight.

HE slid in and moaned. He immediately started thrusting hard and fast. You always liked it kind of rough. Your moans filled the air along with his low grunts. He was nearing completion. He reached around and started playing with your button. That send fire throughout your body.

Y/n: Fuxk Jay! Harder!

He put both hands on your hips and began thrusting harder and faster.

Jay, Y/N: FUxk!

Jay collapsed onto the side of you. You both played there for a good bit catching your breathe.

Jay: Damn that was amazing, I didn’t think i would last this long haha.

Y/N: Yea that was pretty amazing.

You rolled over to look at Jay, he was staring at the ceiling grinning from ear to ear. He looked over at you and planted one last kiss on your lips.

Jay: We should probably clean up haha.

Y/N: Yea. Im gonna jump in the shower real quick, you should change the sheets. You quickly got up and showered. Thoughts of Simon were running rapid in your mind. You tried to block them out with a little singing.

You didn’t notice Jay standing in the doorway to the bathroom while you attempted you sing one of his songs. He couldn’t help but smile. Seeing you like this singing one of his songs well attempting to sing one of his songs. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You shut off the water dried off and slathered lotion all over your body.You noticed one of Jays shirts laying on the counter. You slid into his shirt and walked out the bathroom.

Fuxk Thought Jay. Seeing you in his shirt confirmed his feelings. He honestly truly loved you and if he had to fight for it he would.

Y/N: I hope you don’t mind me wearing one of your shirts, it was the only thing near me in your bathroom.

Jay: Nah. Its cool. You look amazing in it.

You started to feel your face get hot so you look away.

Jay: Haha. Come get in bed so i can warm you up.

You jump in bed and crawl under the covers. Jay pulls you closer and wraps his arms around you burring his face in the nape of your neck. He kisses your neck.

Jay: I love you Y/n.

Y/N: I love you too Jay.

The sound of his breathing puts you to sleep.

[ Bzzz Bzzz]   [Bzzz Bzzz]

You awaken in your bed dazed. Was it all a dream? You pull the covers down to reveal Jays tee.

[Bzzz Bzzz]

You rolled over to see your phone going off on the  nightstand.

[Sammy D]  

Call Me please jagi

I’m Sorry please

COME HOME.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Authors Note: This is part 3 of my Simon and Jay thing. I wrote this at 3 am so please bare with me.

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Can I Stay The Night

Reader, Simon Dominic, Jay Park

457 word count

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

(credit to owner)

Genre: Fluff and angst 

Y/n and Simon got into a huge fight so you packed your bags and stayed with Jay. The longer you stayed with Jay the more he realized he was falling in love with you.He knows  you are in love with Simon but, he can’t ignore his feelings for too long. One night you asked Jay if you could sleep next to him because you missed Simon but didn’t want to admit it.

You knock on Jays room door.

Jay: Yay? 

Y/n: Um Jay… Are you awake?

Jay : Yeah I’m up whats wrong?

Y/n: Um.. Is it okay if I sleep in here tonight?

You didn’t see the problem with sharing a bed with Jay, you would obviously be wrapped in your own blanket and you loved Simon like no other. You had been at Jays for a little over 2 weeks and you made him promise not to tell Simon. You just couldn’t take seeing him after what he did. Jay: Yea… I gu

All it took was him saying yea. You ran and jumped into his bed almost jumping on top of him

Jay: YAY! Watch where you are jumping Y/N! You almost jumped on Little Jay.

Your eyes grew wide and a smirk grew on your face.

Y/N: Well thats your problem not mines.

You giggled as you snuggled up in your Favorite blanket next to Jay as y’all watched movies on Netflix. Halfway through some horribly cheesy movie you had passed out.

Jay couldn’t help but smile seeing you all cuddled up next to him, your curl peeking out of your wrap. He wished he could see you like this every night. He couldn’t help but trace your facial features with his eyes stopping at your Plump lips thinking you were the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. He knew it was wrong, you were his best friends girl. Y’all had been together for almost 6 years. But he knew he loved you. Seeing you like this made him wish you chose him or he’d chosen you instead of your friend.

Jay whispering: Y/N are you sleep?

You didn’t make a sound you didn’t even move.

Jay: [sigh] I love you Y/N, i always have and always will. I wish you would’ve chosen me and not Simon. Fuxk I wish I had chosen you over Y/BFN. 

You felt his eyes on you but you dare not move. Jay couldn’t hold back this sudden urge to kiss you anymore. He leaned in only to stop for a moment to breathe you in. And kissed you lightly on your Plump lips.

You couldn’t help but kiss him back.

First fic I”ve ever written so bare with me!